Muddled

Fireworks are loud

But

Bonus Canada

Eeeeeeee

Their heads looks off and I hate them

But I think I’m done doing this outfit chart for a bit

Mk so the others have the makeup on the main post right?? Yeah not him the makeup looks awful on him I did it so many ways but it just looks wrong

Example

So this shall be hidden

🤠

He’s the full full thing of both eyes

I like giving each of them a unique eye thing yk ???

This was a painful struggle

I tried making him do fishlips / a kissy face but I didn’t use a reference for the majority of it (big mistake) like up till the makeup part

also I don’t know if I’ve ever actually tried to do body hair like that before

So I’m sorry if it looks horrible I gave it my best I swear !!!

I’m in the possess of sketching the others still but I got sidetracked a bit so they will be done within this week I think (hopefully)

I’ve been a lil busy with stuff lately BUT Ame an Rus should be done soon (the other two might take a bit but idk yet )

Anyways

Here are the other versions aka without the makeup and without the blush

Here’s the zoom in’s

And last but not least process screenshots

Full image and zoomed in ver

This is lowkey an anatomy practice

I suck at picking who goes in what or even just having a who to draw in general sooooo plz participate if you have someone in mind for one of these

Like the pun I made ???

get it ?? bc like our and yk communism and stuff

Anyways this is apparently a real drink or at-least my Pinterest says it is because it keeps showing me pictures of it so uh yeah idk anything about it besides it looks like a weird version of those weird pink lemonade things

⬇️my references ⬇️

Here’s the white background version

⬇️and here are the sketches without the rendering ⬇️

Is there a au of Hetalia ratatouille ???

Apologies that this is another unfinished digital dump

I’ll make something interesting soon hopefully maybe …

eventually I will put a intro post but I’m still trying to figure out what it would say and stuff

Anywho

How we feel about mermaids ???

Reference images ⬇️⬇️⬇️

Might’ve gotten distracted and forgot to post this when I first finished but C’est la vie 🤠

here are the other versions ⬇️⬇️⬇️

Had a lot of fun making this

(love having an excuse to draw my favorite ships so thx for the request )

⬇️and my reference image ⬇️

And the image with just colors and no rendering plus just the outline image

This took me way longer than intended

😓

Full versions ⬇️

Aaaaaaaaaaaa

The inspiration

And the progressive changing of face

I also lowkey gave Al lipgloss

Mk so

I know nothing about this shows plot (if it even has one) besides what Pinterest thinks I should know about it

Thus I have developed a small association between the blue guy and red striped pants guy with ame and rus based purely off of my limited knowledge that I have happened across

I also wanted to caption the thing at the bottom but I had no clue what to put so I left the important parts blank in case someone else has an idea

other than that I have not a clue for context besides the obvious aka they seem very zesty but probably aren’t canon and stuff in that show

This mess was created because I haven’t posted in a bit, wanted something silly, and so the next thing I post automatically looks better if I set the bar low by putting this up before it

I might redo it later or something but for now this is that and ignore how off the colors are it’s late and my screens brightness is down

I’ve also been trying to figure out how to make an intro post and have started several different projects all of which look goofy atm and are barley even considered sketches

This is the thing I’m closest to finishing so sneak peek of the mess that is probably soon to come or maybe not

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Extra screenshots I took while making it 🤠🤠

This was definitely Sweden’s idea that’s all the context I’m confident giving for this image

I am in need of more ideas like always

I probably should’ve done a blur or something to make it have more movement but I’m extremely tired rn and wanted this done before I rest

They are one of my favorite ships lowkey just not the #1

definitely in my top 5 tho for Hetalia ships

⬇️parts I found funny plus alternative versions ⬇️

SPOILERS AND RANT ON THE FIC AHEAD SORRY I NEED TO GET IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM ⬇️⬇️⬇️

Basically

my brain is being held captive for the time being

Bc what the helllllllll i haven’t been able to draw productively since I read it (the latest chapter of dogwood winter) and a bit before it I got to the newest chapter bc I had the glorious idea to reread the entire thing first as a lil reminder

big mistake on my part

the fic is so beautifully tragic and to realistic in too many ways I’ve seen so many similar situations irl and god I just can’t it hits so close to home in the best and worst ways possible

I took longer than any normal person should reading each chapter over trying to gather each detail that I might’ve missed on the first read

Now I’m swimming in a pool of regret I SHOULD HAVE WAITED UNTIL ANOTHER ONE CAME OUT SO I WOULDN’T BE STUCK ON A CLIFF WAITING FOR THE FALL TO HAVE A PILLOWED LANDING BECAUSE IT LOOKS LIKE IM LANDING ON SPIKED ROCKS FROM WHERE WE STAND CURRENTLY

am having emotions I didn’t even know I was capable of feeling the death didn’t even hurt in comparison to the split and which is weird for me bc I fucking love angst normally but for some reason I was just filled with dread instead of the normal giddy excitement

I think the death hurt less bc I saw it coming from a mile away though .. I avoided the pain of being hit by that car but somehow managed to completely forgot to look both ways before crossing the street only to get slammed by 14wheeler aka the breakup which isn’t even in full detail so we don’t even know what was said besides the fact that it happened AND DIDNT HE PROMISE OR LIKE SAY SOMETHING ABOUT LIKE NOT LEAVJNG HIM ALONE??? BRO FOLDED UNDER LIKE NO PRESSURE sorry I know he was feeling things too but my god it’s so weird he doesn’t seem to understand the religious guilt at all besides it being there plus the social aspect that he seems to not grasp the full extent of besides it being layer literally infront of my I get he has priorities but how can bro say he loved him and say he didn’t love him all at the same time you’d think he’d atleast understand the part of act by now … chiara trying to understand was the only thing holding me together also ??what is alf even majoring in I think I missed it ??

uishejenhdudj history looking like it’s about to repeat itself in the process of trying to make it go down a different path and the rebound makes me want to sob because those two need something other than a relationship or too look like take a long look at there previous relationship ships after that like atleast it wait a month to think coherently but they don’t and won’t because they are grieving or something eijsuejheiwjhduejhshwujeueisjueiwjbeh

I have so many predictions and I hope atleast one of them comes true or else I will become the next great flood with the amount of tears that will fall from my eyes 💗

Ignoring the rant Im debating on making an ao3 account still

I need to put my thoughts somewhere before I re read it again and lose my mind <3

I’ll probably be re reading another fic honestly to distract myself from that but who knows

Anyways my things posed on here are already always a mess but they are likely going to be getting much much worse for a while or atleast a lot less work and effort put into them (probably for the best)

I might post some traditional stuff to cope with the pain but likely not

⬇️here’s a dumb edit I made way to late at night a few months back that I’ve been using as a reaction image ⬇️