The IndieGoGo campaign for my book is live!
At long last, Cometbus has some competition in the punk writing realm. -Dakota Floyd, The Wild (in a review of Reckless Chants #19)
[Rust Belt Jessie is] my favorite Zine Chronicler of the Current True-Life Punk Rock Experience -Adam Gnade, The Do-It-Yourself Guide to Fighting the Big Motherfuckin’ Sad
I’m (Rust Belt) Jessie Lynn McMains, fka Jessica Disobedience (and about ten other pen names/stage names/punk rock names). I’ve been making zines and writing about punk for 20 years, now, and I think it’s about time I publish a book.
What We Talk About When We Talk About Punk is a collection of some of my writings about punk - both non-fiction and fiction - spanning nearly fifteen years. It’s a look at my little corner of the punk scene, and everything punk has meant to me. From love affairs to getting wasted, from self-destruction to survival, from the death of old friends and heroes to hearing that one perfect song, from wanting to quit punk to realizing I never can - it’s all in here.
I’m not a punk band, and this isn’t a record, but you could consider these my songs. These are the songs where I make fun of punk, and the songs where I eulogize it. These are my anthems.
I need to raise $2100 for the first print run of What We Talk About. Some of the money will go toward paying Emma Thacker to design and draw the cover art (the image I’m using for the campaign card and video overlay is my own mock-up of what the cover will look like, Emma’s a great artist and I can’t wait to see what she’ll come up with!). Another portion will go toward paying someone to proofread the manuscript and do some minor editing. The rest will go towards purchasing the copies - 300 in total for the first print run, getting a .pdf version made for those who prefer their books digital, mailing out the preorders that I receive through this campaign, and promotion: getting posters made, sending out review copies, and transportation costs so I can do readings, etc. If there is any tiny amount of extra money left over, it will be put toward a second printing.
But I’m not asking for something for nothing - anyone who contributes over $10 gets a .pdf copy of the book, and the perks get better the more you contribute - signed copies of the book, poster prints of the cover art, and more.
If I don’t reach my goal, I still plan on publishing the book. What not reaching my goal would mean is that I wouldn’t be able to make the initial print run as big, but the book would still get printed. If the goal is not reached, I will put any funds I receive toward doing as big a print run as possible. However, it will take me longer to get it printed and mailed out if I don’t reach the goal, so if you’d like your copy sooner rather than later, try and get the word out about my campaign and help me reach my funding goal.
I suppose I could try to get this book published in a more traditional way, but at this point in my life, I don’t have the patience. I’d have to spend months researching publishers that might be the right fit, then several more months mailing out cover letters, pitches, and sample chapters. Then several more waiting to hear back from all of them, and then even if by some miracle one of the publishers wanted to publish it, it could take years to actually get published! I know Sue Grafton says that self-publishing is a shortcut, but I’ve never read any Grafton and also…
Yes, it is a shortcut. I’m nearly 33, I’ve been building this body of work since I was 18, and I want it out in the world. Not to mention, I had some success with more traditional publishing when I was younger, and it left a bad taste in my mouth. There was a lot of editing and cutting not only of extraneous things but of things that were intrinsic to the message of my writing. A lot of talk of certain things being unpublishable, either because of the risk of censorship, or because of market trends and what would sell. Well. I hate censorship and I don’t care about market trends. In the case of What We Talk About - I’m a punk, I write for punks.
Self-publishing may be a shortcut on the one hand, but on the other hand it takes a whole lot of hard work. It means that I have ultimate control over the book, but also that I have ultimate responsibility. It means that I am responsible for finding an artist and an editor. It means that I am responsible for doing the layout, paying for printing and shipping, and for promotion. It won’t be easy, but as I have been self-publishing and self-promoting my zines for 20 years, now, I think I’m up to the challenge.
Times are tough and we’re all broke. I realize that some of you may want to contribute but just can’t afford to right now. There are other ways you can help - namely, by getting the word out. If you can’t contribute - heck, even if you can - please share this information anywhere you can. Share it on your blog or website. Share it with punks, zine and book lovers, and zine-and-book-loving punks. Let’s spread my anthems around the world, so everyone can shout along.