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Kinks: misgendering, forced detrans, being talked into using my male anatomy or detransing, CNC, breeding, primal, free use, being reminded I have a dick or being male, light exhibitionism.

I’m a switch so I don’t mind being the agressor in this misgendering/detrans kink. It’s rather hot to me to see other people get off to it too. Because of the nature of this controversial kink I prefer to focus on T4T, but everyone’s free to DM/ask/post/interact/whatever! I love asks, I’m an open book, DMs always open. Repurpose my writing in any way you like, change it’s perspective, get the misgendering out of it, whatever.

My rather-nots: Nothing too gorey, live animals, sissy stuff, shit, blood and cutting.

‘So you want to be trans. Do you also want vaginoplasty?’

‘No :)’

‘But then you will never be a real woman.’

‘Okay :)’

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‘Have you had ✨the surgery✨ yet?’

‘No :)’

‘Oh… are you going to get it?’

‘No :)’

Or when my FFS surgeon asked if I was already operated ‘down there’ and I was like ‘no :)’

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‘So… you’ve had your face done. Anything else you’re going for’

‘No I’m done like this :)’

CW: heavy misgendering/detrans, drugging.

The next morning you wake up with your partner wrapped around your arms. You’re both still mentally trying to wake up while rays of serene sunlight and the exchange of body heat keep you both warm in this otherwise cold tent. Still sensitive from last night you keep lazily tracing each other and cuddling till the bell announcing breakfast rings. You stand up and drowsily walk outside to see the other couples leave their tents, all in various stages of the detransition process. It’s a secluded area away from the girls and boys tents, specifically for those that have a significant other mutually helping each other becoming more comfortable with their sex.

You decide to follow a particular couple, a tall one with both shoulder-length hair, to make sure you’re on the right way. A guy with black hair and a nose piercing turns around and looks at you. ‘Aren’t you the couple of last night?’ You nod in agreement after which they slow down their pace to walk besides you. ‘Sorry about last night. I swear we weren’t the ones to throw things at you. It’s one of the initiation rituals here.’ ‘One of?’ Your partner asked. ‘Yea there’s another one but, it’s best not to think too much about it. It’s not as bad as the first one.’ Your group enters the communal eating place and promptly sit together at a long picknick table. ‘Say whatever you want about the initiation rituals’ the girly blonde looking partner of the boy said ‘but it does break the ice. It’s quite the hurdle to just let go and admit to your primal urges.’ Clearly kneading his partners leg under the table. The ice might be broken but you’re not as mushy as the other couples. Meanwhile breakfast is being served by the people that had to do the kitchen chores that day. ‘Thank you for looking after us, what are your names actually? We don’t know many people here yet.’ ‘I’m Lisa’ answered the dark haired one. ‘You don’t look like a Lisa.’ It’s true, the person before you looks just like an androgynous guy forced into the girls uniform. ‘It’s a long process alright, at least I already accepted that I’m a girl. I even got a nice attentive boyfriend who used to be just as confused and insecure as the two of you’ as she lovingly looks at his blond, still effeminate, boyfriend. ‘And I’m James.’ He answered brightly. ‘It’s true, my girlfriend here is a godsend. Going back to a guy made my libido higher than ever, my dick works again and it just feels so good to admit that I want to fuck people like her.’ Higher libido as a guy makes sense, but then why do you feel so suddenly aroused now? Sexual frustration is quickly taking you over and your partner too seems restless, almost grimacing. Lisa smiles shyly at the two of you. ‘The second initiation is getting spiked by aphrodisiacs. I still remember our first time. We did so many things we’d normally regret’ slowly putting a hand before her face in embarrassment.

‘I think it’s better if we leave to our tent’ your partner says ‘we can just sleep the effects off.’ As you’re walking back to your tent you can’t help but notice your partner and her beautiful sharp chin, pink flush on her cheeks and the way her ass moves. In these clothes it’s impossible to hide arousal. She noticed but tries her best not to look. ‘Last night was fun, eventually, when we like, finally got into it.’ You say, slightly looking away from her. ‘It really was, your kisses where so sweet and you felt so good inside of me.’ Now you’re both red in the face. ‘Being inside of you felt so much warmer than I thought, I was so surprised by that. It was just really nice to feel your soft body against mine.’ The two of you are nearing the tent, not sure what’s going to happen now. ‘I really wanna do it again, the urge is too strong.’ ‘I need this too’ you replied.

Once inside you embrace each other in a deep kiss while pressing hard into each other. Tongues twirling as you’re grinding into each other. She places a hand on your groin and feels your hardness. ‘Do you perhaps wanna share deadnames. Our little secret.’ ‘Why do you wanna know that?’ ‘The thought of it really gets me going, for some reason. Just the idea that we share something so personal with each other. To imagine you as a guy with that name, that’s just so hot.’ The hungry look in her eyes, the buildup of her horniness, and her lips are too inviting. As you tell her your deadname your dick throbs in anticipation, right between her legs. She shared hers as well. ‘Would be a shame if you referred me by that name sometimes.’ ‘I bet you’d like that’ you correctly guess as her breathing is getting heavier thinking of the idea. She places her hand in your pants as you pull her in closer.

‘You’re such a cute girl when you jerk me off like that. Nothing but a girl in my arms.’ ‘Yes, and a cuter one than you ever were.’ You rub each other in heavier motions. You can feel her getting more wet the more you play with her. Being inside there felt better than anything else, you think to yourself. You allow yourself to finally grab her ass, feel the softness of it, bumping your erection into her, imaging what it would be like to feel her insides again. She bites her lip before releasing all the pent up energy, letting out an unwanted girly moan. ‘That was so intimate to see’ you say as the two of you are still embracing and kissing, her face more red than ever out of slight embarrassment. ‘Do you want to do it’ she asks between the smooches. ‘It just makes me feel too much like a guy, that’s all.’ But sweetheart, you are a guy. That’s just who you are and what you’re supposed to be. Isn’t that the entire reason we’re here? I genuinely prefer you this way. Dominant, confident, such a thick cock that’s just aching to get in me, I just need you to be like this all the time. ‘I do want to get in you’ you respond desperately. It’s been a while since you’ve been this hard.

You slowly push her onto the bed, as she slightly spreads her legs, allowing you on top of her. ‘This time without the ropes?’ ‘I’d love to, ropes aren’t my thing either.’ You pin her completely with your superior strength. ‘I prefer to restrict girls like you with just my hands.’ ‘You’re such a guy for doing this, for even wanting this.’ ‘You’re one to talk. Isn’t it you who opened her legs for a strong boy like me, isn’t it you that is quivering of the thought that I’m putting it between her legs.’ ‘Just take me like a girl already.’ She gasps lightly as you push it in, not breaking any eye contact. ‘I am so glad we’re doing this together again’ she says as the first few shallow thrust are being done. ‘Just look how cute we are, we just look like every other straight couple.’ ‘This time not even against our will, just the two of us, surrendering to our nature.’ Out of pure instinct you both push yourselves harder and harder into each other. Even the kisses are getting wetter and more desperate. ‘Don’t you like it how our genitals define us, how we’re nothing but what’s between our legs?’ She exclaims. ‘It feels so good to give in.’ ‘A real boy would never get this wet for me, only girls do.’ ‘A real girl would never get this hard either, only pent up guys.’ You’re pushing yourself fully into her, giving it your all. A genuine growl escapes you. ‘You’re such a good girl for taking it’ you say as you deadname her and stroke the hair on her head. The girly moans are coming back. ‘Im going to cum just like a girl.’ ‘you’re going to make me cum just like a guy’ you respond. Her walls contracting all around you, her mouth making noises right next to your ear. She moans your deadname as she grabs you tighter than ever, making you orgasm as well. Still slowly pushing inside each other with locked arms, you’re astounded at what a blessing the other person is to you.

Imagine a camp build on a small island reachable by kayaks with thick forests and communal areas meant to correct confused boys and girls. You’d be brought there by some of the camp leaders not knowing at all whats to come. At entrance you are forced to hand in your clothes and next to you is a ftm girl who seems to be in the same situation. Fearfully she slowly lets go of her clothing one by one. You cannot help but stare as the camp leaders nudge you to keep undressing too. She’s removing her shirt, making her stand awkward in her bra. Embarrassed she removes her bra too just to get done with it and you take a peak to see that she still has her breasts, and they are much more developed than yours. Is it wrong to get so curious about a guy’s breasts? I mean he is just like you, forced to undergo all of this. He might look like a girl now while undressed but maybe he’s just a cute guy once you get to know him. Out of nowhere one of the leaders give you a big push that makes you off-balance. ‘Start removing your clothes already new boy!’ the girl has turned away from you as she is getting into her new clothes. You remove your pants and try to take off your shirt by wresting out of it. When you look up you noticed her staring at your crotch for a sec, but it was quick enough to be an accident. You get handed your new sex-appropriate uniform: thin, cheap, probably already worn, single layered cloth - no underwear whatsoever. It seems like your natural assets are going to be on full display the entire time here. The ftm girl next to you seems to be clothed in the same kind of fashion, visibly upset just how little the thin fabric hides her body.

Both of you get brought to the main communal area of the camp, the serene nature of the forests and the wooden furniture clashes completely with the cruel intentions of it all. There are confused boys and girls everywhere, would they be aware that you’re here for the same purpose? That you got the exact silly delusions as they have? ‘Alright you two,’ says one of the male leaders ‘there are a couple of rules here that are of utmosts importance when it comes to becoming comfortable with your sex. For you young boy, no shaving of any body hair, you will grow hair like a man and smell like a man if you like it or not. Trust me the girls here will dig it’ as he gives you a fatherly wink and pat on the shoulder. ‘Now for you young lady, don’t make any boys here jealous with that body of yours’ as he eyes her up and down. ‘Both of you are encouraged to have sex with the opposite sex as much as possible. There is no better realization that your sex is correct than being inside each other, it’s just that good.’ The two of you look at each other with slight, but not definitive, disbelief. The idea is admittedly kinda hot but still feels like it should be wrong. ‘Well go explore the rest of the campsite for now, you kids are going to love your detransition here.’

As the two of you part your ways you start to wander around the area. There are so many people who don’t seem to be at all bothered by the scantily clothes they’re wearing, some even look proud, like they know what they’re packing. Inside the main communal hall there’s all kinds of aphrodisiacs and ED medication, there’s hormones too but those are only for detransition purposes. The rest of the building is one gigantic exhibitionist zoo. Some confused girls are fully embracing their exposed bodies as they’re trying to flirt with the confused boys who can barely contain themselves, there seems to be no shortage of people being in the middle of foreplay or downright grinding against each other. The offered substances you saw earlier seem to have quite an effect on the people here. You decide to call it quits and go to your assigned tent to spend the evening alone. It’s a nice tent, kinda small but that makes it all the more cozy. It’s close to other tents meant for confused boys. Out of nowhere you hear a whisper

‘Hey, new kid… it’s me’ and before you know it the ftm girl from earlier today sneaked in your tent. ‘I know this area is only for the boys but… I just had to see you.’ He sits next to you on the mattress and the two of you sit in silence for a while. ‘I know we’re here to become comfortable with our sex and all but…’ he says before stopping himself and bowing his head to the ground. But before you can say anything he in a swift motion places his hand on top of your hands and went in for a kiss. ‘but you’re just such a adorable girl to me. It doesn’t make sense that we have to go through this, it’s unfair… inhumane.’ he says waiting with anticipation for your input. Out of nowhere aggressive steps can be heard just outside of the tent. You both tense up towards each other in fear. ‘Seems like the confused girl ran off to the boy’s tent huh? Don’t act foolish we heard what was said in here, suffice to say that we punish those kind of behaviours.’ Multiple people entered the tent while the two of you slowly crawl to a corner. Both of you are forcefully bound with rope and your clothes are teared off by the leaders while being dragged outside. As you’re escorted to the camp’s courtyard all eyes are on the two of you and your naked bodies. It’s an embarrassing sight, the other campmates that you barely know seem to give off suspicious smirks, like they knows what’s going to happen. You’re both thrown unto the ground as the instructor demands the two of you to get it on.

Your naked body is on top of the girl that you tried to see as a guy so hard. But for every wiggle you make trying to get loose just makes your bodies grind against each other. Her soft breast pressing onto your chest and your penis constantly rubbing against her thighs. In her eyes you see nothing but fear as she is confronted with not the adorable girl she thought she knew, but a boy erect against his will and forced to do unspeakable things to her. The people around you are getting more rowdy as some start to throw insults and cigarette butts at the two of you. ‘Please just do it’ she whimpers.

Out of options you put your penis between her legs, slowly and uncertain pushing in and out. A few exciting gasps escape your mouths only audible for the two of you. Being inside of her is such a warm sensation, every thrust fully tingling your cock as her walls are pushed open bit by bit. Wanting more you subconsciously slowly build up speed as you’re just being guided by your own pleasure. She seems to enjoy it as well as her breathing becomes heavier, her moans louder, and her cheeks full on blushing. She starts thrusting herself unto you as well losing herself in the moment. ‘Wanna do this more often?’ you ask her. ‘Yes I’d love too, here we have all the time in the world to make love like this together.’ You both speed up, completely giving in to the lust, audibly panting as the onlookers seem to enjoy themselves with their hungry eyes. You’ve both accepted that this is fine and you have the entire camp to thank for that. ‘With a dick like that, it’s ridiculous to see you as a girl’ she says daringly, almost challenging you. ‘As long as you have a cunt you are nothing but a girl to me’ you say as she moans on every thrust, making your penis twitch from all the arousal. She pushes her lips against you while locking eyes with you, ‘you would make such a nice boyfriend’ she hints warmly. You passionately kiss back as you’re trying to get the full length in to please her even more. ‘You’re such a slut for enjoying this, do you like it when people use your girly bits, when everyone can see your body being used like this?’ She nods in pleasure. ‘I like being used by strong boys like you, my body was made for this!’ Barely able to contain yourself, moans keep escaping you while you feel close to cumming. Suddenly her body is tensing up and her moans get high pitched, you can feel her orgasming as her walls are contracting your penis, making it so tight that you’re cumming inside of her at the same time. The two of you keep pushing yourselves unto each other, slowing down over time while still enjoying each others as much as you can.

There’s so much more stuff you could do though like I’m going to tell you a little secret but: fresh sweat on men smells amazing. Like it just really get me going…So really just work out every once in while and I will basically jump on top of you! You can of course also wear cologne or some other lovely musky smell. One last thing though but… the hormones really have to go. I’m sorry but your body smell will be just so much better and I really REALLY want your dick to work even better. Imagine all the fun stuff we could do with it now?!

Cooome oonnn your life isn’t going to be much different. You’re still going to game all day, just this time you will have me to suck your dick while you’re doing so <3. Doesn’t that sound much better than whatever you’re trying to do now? Like really… I can’t imagine you being much happier this way than with me as your gf. You don’t even have to go back to your deadname, just shorten your current name or go for the boy version of it, sorry it’s just going to be weird if I were to call you by a girl’s name in public. As compensation I will promise to always wear cute outfits that you like? Haha I just know I have power over you x.

Imagine if our owners organized a play-date for us. We’d be naked on all fours all leashed while our owners greet each other at the door. ‘My pup thinks he’s a girl haha how silly right? I mean… clearly as you can see it’s a male.’ She says while nudging to his downstairs. ‘How strange, mine thinks she’s a boy pup but last time I checked she was clearly female. She tried mounting another girl once but that obviously didn’t work out.’

Embarrassed by that intro we decide to take note of each other. We both blush as we stare into each others eyes, a stare that can only mean deeper interest. It’s not often that you hear about another pup being just as delusional as you about their sex. You both come closer as your faces almost touch each other. It’s noticeable that the two of you are opposite sex, it’s in fact something that arouses you a bit. The stare becomes a bit too long and the tension too big as the two of you naturally stick your tongue out and lightly let it touch.

‘Calm down now silly’ your owner says as she pulls the leash. ‘I think they’re already starting to like each other! But please do come in, we’re going to let the pups know each other better in the living room’

Now fully in the comfort of a big rug in the living room you decide to kiss again. It feels so nice to have all the time in the world to explore each other’s mouths while the owners watch. You snug up on the other as the two of you are clearly becoming more comfortable with each other. But in the process his penis accidentally brushed against your body. It’s kinda hard from our wet make-out session. Arousal is very difficult to hide when you’re naked and exposed like this. Curious about his penis you slowly move towards it and give it a good lick, his body becomes stationary all of the sudden but he doesn’t seem to object. You continue licking as he’s starting to enjoy himself. On all fours you take his entire penis in your mouth while he can’t contain his moans.

It feels so new but so exciting that someone is pleasuring you like this, taking your entire length. It makes you more aroused than ever that someone is enjoying themselves with your genitals. Desperately you want her to feel the same and you overpower her and get on top. You smooch her body all over but you have a clear goal of licking her downstairs. She notices that the smooches are getting lower and lower and although it seems like she was a bit hesitant about it, she fully gave in when you reached her lips. Her clit being oh so sensitive makes this so much fun. You enthusiastically lick her as moans escape her mouth. After a bit you lift her head to take a look at her quivering body

You cannot help it, but your breeding instinct just becomes too much, and her wet glistering pussy is just too inviting. You push it in and have no intention of letting go. She seems to enjoy the scene so much that she lets out her tongue and starts kissing you with it. The wet kisses she gives you together with the warmth of her cunt makes you sure that this is how it’s meant to be. You’re meant to mount girls like her.

‘Oh my, they are making puppies it seems.’ ‘I didn’t expect them to like each other that much, let alone mating. Just earlier today they still insisted on being the opposite sex’ ‘I guess they stopped being confused’

Meanwhile she has asked you to stop wearing underwear at home and to just be comfy in grey sweatpants. You cannot help it but your penis is constantly rubbing against the fabric, even when its not hard, the dick imprint is there to see and cannot be hidden. But when it’s hard, you cannot stop thinking about being a boy who desperately wants to fuck his gf next to him on the couch.