btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

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Your two older brother taking you out for fast food in the middle of the night when your parents fight and when you offer your milkshake for your eldest brother to have a taste his tongue sneaks out his mouth to lick the straw before handing it off to your older brother without a word he shifts his pants. "Tastes good."

Tieing your older brother up going horribly wrong when he snaps the ropes and mounts his little brothers hole.

Older brother that convinces you to smoke weed but when you start to cough he says there is an easier way, he takes a drag of the joint and leans in, places a hand on your jaw to guide it open slightly pushing the smoke into your lungs, a couple times more, the distance shortens and shortens until his lips are on yours and your to dizzy to care as he licks your mouth open unaware you even shut it.