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It all started on the 12th of July last year, when I saw the initial stages of him being worked on, and I told @mrs-goemio that she didn't add too much purple. I had an intrigue. Yes, it started off shallow, but there was something there. Something that initially pulled me in.

Then, his reference was finished on the 17th, and posted, and it began. I decided that I liked him, even with just the little bit of information on his reference sheet. Originally, I drew the first even just flirty picture with Raelyn, but I felt kinda jealous drawing her with him. I love my OC, Raelyn, but... I really wish I first drew me with him. I feel kinda bad about the few months I didn't talk much about him because I didn't know much other than his sheet, until Fork made a mugshot picture and his story. Reading more about him drew me even closer to him. Then another story was posted, then his extra information. Soon, I got closer and closer to him.

I wanted our anniversary to specifically be the day he was first posted because this way that date is easy to see and easy to remember. It was the day I officially decided to ship with him. So, I wrote that date into the plot with him, too. I started drawing him more and more, and the longer it went on, the less it looked like hesitation and fear of messing up, to where now I always draw us extremely close together. Whenever I think about needing comfort, he's the first F/O I think of now. I love my other soulmates, and I did notice that they have a lot of similarities to him in bits and pieces of their personalities.

I recently got a plush of him, and now I've taken to carrying him everywhere. I actually feel scared when I leave the house without him. It kinda reflects my attachment to him in the universe, too.

I wrote quite a bit of small things between me and him, and I often go back and edit the stories to make them make even more sense. They are still special to me, but unlike a lot of my other ships, the way I wrote my ship with him never changed in this year. I really love him that much to where no matter what interactions with him, they are perfect.

There's also so much to talk about when it comes to what I think of him. He's very pretty, beautiful, ugh... words, I swear. He's captivating. From his eyes, to his hair, to everything. I can't even begin to describe how much he takes my breath away.

Happy anniversary, Ivan. I love you so much.

I decided to keep this one as a messy sketch but finished coloring it a bit! I hope you guys like them. 🥹💕 This is my first time drawing Scanlan and Servilla together!

Okay UHM. Explaining their dynamic a bit more… Servilla used to be really passionate about music when they were younger. They even wanted to be a bard too like Scanlan!!! But after their Umbrari powers awakened, they started having violent, uncomfortable outbursts and kinda convinced themselves they didn’t deserve to make something as beautiful as music because they saw themselves as this ugly monster. So they basically repressed that entire side of themselves and stopped singing.

Then Scanlan came along. 🥹 He kept begging them to sing for him until they finally gave in, and over time they became comfortable singing again… at least around him. Scanlan genuinely thinks Servilla has the prettiest voice ever and absolutely loves singing duets with them. 💕🎶

Art by @/frantasmagorie

Okay UHM. Explaining their dynamic a bit more… Servilla used to be really passionate about music when they were younger. They even wanted to be a bard too like Scanlan!!! But after their Umbrari powers awakened, they started having violent, uncomfortable outbursts and kinda convinced themselves they didn’t deserve to make something as beautiful as music because they saw themselves as this ugly monster. So they basically repressed that entire side of themselves and stopped singing.

Then Scanlan came along. 🥹 He kept begging them to sing for him until they finally gave in, and over time they became comfortable singing again… at least around him. Scanlan genuinely thinks Servilla has the prettiest voice ever and absolutely loves singing duets with them. 💕🎶

Art by @/frantasmagorie

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