i really hope you're okay:( youre one of my biggest inspirations and you helped me feel comfortable with being myself and i know other people who LOVE you too
take care of yourself and drink some water also
Ive gotten a lot of kind replies and I promise I appreciate it. I haven't been feeling my best lately and something about the recent situation tipped me over into feeling really extra terrible about myself. My recent stuff was me kind of trying to work with my emotions but having that attacked seemingly at random really pushed me over, and I retracted as fast as I could to avoid my health getting worse haha. It hurts when you do something you love and put yourself into and people take advantage of that to try and hurt you and make you feel lesser about yourself.
I promise you most of you are fine. However I want to be transparent and say I will probably not be answering any more bear lore questions here. I hope that doesn't disappoint people but the fact I get people who are angry with me after asking my opinions on ships or whatever and people combing my account to find my more personal posts to make fun of me has really turned me off on the prospect of bear fans being drawn here for Q&A. If not forever, it will be a long time until I answer questions for that again so I apologize to the people who are solely here for that but a few rotten apples spoil the bunch, and I don't find the idea fun anymore.
I will also mostly be on hiatus in general I just need a break. Thank you for being patient with me. You can trust my time is being spent on Bear TD because honestly I just want to sink into work instead ahah.
I think I'll be okay. I didn't mean to worry anyone. I'm not at my best and I am struggling a bit but I will be okay in the end. Even though this situation hurt I realized how many people care about me and will step up for me even behind the scenes nobody sees and I couldn't believe my eyes. Being reminded you're loved hurts sometimes because you don't feel like you deserve it, and despite it they'll show up for you anyways. I can never repay some of you for how kind you are to me. π I will always be grateful because I spent so long feeling alone and like no one would care, but Bear happened, and suddenly I have people in my life who love and support me. I can never express how lucky I feel to have that.
I know I've been yappy lately. Normally Im silly or whatever on this account but I'm serious when I say I will always be thankful for so many of you until the day I die and I promise to deliver my best for Bear TD and beyond! Thank you to whoever checked up on me in the last bit. I'm in a better place right now and it's because you are kind.
Until I come back here fully I will leave you with this











