that girl i said i loved? i really did, but she broke my heart superstar. but not before i broke hers. and so i had to call it off. and it was awful you have no idea how, or maybe you do. i fucked the girl she hated so she fucked my best friend. we're not best friends anymore. but i don't want you to hate her though because i don't hate her. not anymore. funny how you can love someone and hate them at the same damn minute isn't it? not everything is black and white some of it it's just grey i guess. but im letting her go now because i realized i deserve better. and so do you. i miss you so much and i hope you are okay.

I'm not even sure if I know what love is, but If i do, then that's the way i feel about you.

We barely even talk now. It's scary how even after all this time I still remember your favorite flower, your mom's birthday and the way your eyes used to make me feel. Still remember the way you like your coffee, your favorite color and your favorite band.

I just wish you'd never left. I wish you were still in my life. The truth is i don't even know why you left. And it kills me. I don't know if I did something wrong or if it's just time being cruel as it's used to be.

For all it's worth, somethings never change, you're the one, my favorite person, always been, always will be.