sweet as honey

“Oh…” Felix breathed, grimacing and rubbing the back of his neck. He felt kind of guilty, despite the fact that his memory loss was completely and totally out of his control. He just hoped Jaehyun would not hold it against him.

“I’m sorry. I don’t remember you. I don’t remember anything. It’s kind of a long story.” His eyes searched Jaehyun’s face again, brow furrowed as he wracked his brain. He wanted to remember, he really did. He would have loved to recover some happy memory of then hanging out together or something– but there was nothing. It felt like he was seeing the other male for the very first time, even though that clearly was not the case.

“We were friends?” He asked, visibly upset. He was getting really frustrated with himself, if he were being honest. But he tried to shake it off, because he didn’t want to be a downer in front of a potential friend. “Maybe you could tell me about it? Over ice cream?”

“oh yes we were! you showed me around a lot.”, jaehyun explained, a bit taken aback that felix really didn’t remember anything but he wasn’t made. he never got mad, so that was a pro at this point. also, since he met felix here again, it meant that he was the same like him. he had powers and those cost something.

jaehyun had his usual soft smile on his lips, trying to reassure felix that it was okay. everyone had their weakness.

It was Felix’ day off, so he had decided to go to the grocery store like a true grown-up adult person would. Heading out the door, he stuck a handy little reuseable bag in his pocket and put in his headphones so he could listen to some music on his way. He still wasn’t sure about his music tastes, but he found like he rather liked cutesy girl group music– which, maybe he shouldn’t have, but he liked the sweet, bubblegum texture of it. Even if the vocals were so high that he had trouble singing along when he was pretending to be a pop star while he made macaroni.

He was just walking along toward the store, looking around at the vivid green of the grass and the newly-opened leaves and bopping his head to a cheery dance track when he suddenly thought he heard his name over the music.

He started slightly, pulled out his earbuds and stared at the man who had come to a stop in front of him. He searched his face for a moment, his brow furrowed. As far as he could recall (not that that was saying much), he had never seen this guy before in his life. “Sorry? How do you know my name? Have we met?”

jaehyun frowned for a second. he knew that they met a while ago, so there was a chance that he forgot who he was which is why he really wasn’t mad about that.

“jaehyun. i’m jaehyun. we met a few years ago in australia!”, he explained, grinning as he thought back to the times that they had spent. jaehyun had enjoyed his time in his australia. he always enjoyed the time he spent traveling and he enjoyed meeting people again even more.

❛   what  are  you  doing?   ❜

❛   what ,  you’re  going  to  kill  me?  ❜

❛   fuck !  put  the  gun  down !  please , come on !  it’s  me ,  alright ?  ❜

❛   what  are  you  doing  with  that ?   ❜

❛   please ..  don’t  do  this  anymore !   ❜

❛   let  her/them/him  go  or  i’ll  blow  you  away !  ❜

❛   wait ! okay …  okay !  okay , i’ll  tell  you ,  whatever  you  want  to  know  ..   ❜

❛   you  point  that  thing  at  me  you  better  pull  the  trigger .  ❜

❛   alright , alright , alright  ..  i’ll talk !   ❜

❛   please ,  just  let  me  go ,  i  won’t  tell  anyone …  i  promise  .  ❜

❛   let  me  out  of  here !   let  me  go !   ❜

❛   you’re  not  getting  away  this  time  …  ❜

❛   actually ,  i  think  i  better  get  going  …   it’s  late  and  …   ❜

❛   come  on !  fight  back !  fight  back !  fight  back  you  coward !   ❜

❛   come  on ,  hit  me !   ❜

❛   do  it !  pull  the  trigger !  do  it  ,  do  it  ,  do  it !   ❜

❛   come  and  find  me  …  polo !  ❜

❛   i  don’t  want  to  hide  anymore ,  i  don’t  want  to  be  afraid  anymore  …   ❜

❛   you   keep   saying   you’re   going   to   stop   but   you   don’t !  ❜

❛   how   many   more   people   need   to   die   before   you’re   satisfied ?  ❜

❛   why   are   you   doing   this ?   ❜

❛   don’t   come   any   closer  ,   that’s   far   enough  .   ❜

❛   if   you  don’t   pull   the   trigger   i’ll   pull   it   for   you  !   ❜

❛   i  thought  that  you  were  in  danger  …   ❜

❛   you’re  dangerous  …  i ,   i  just  don’t  want  to  end  up  dead ..   ❜

❛   i  promise  i  won’t  hurt  you  …    ❜

❛   can  you  please  stop  screwing  with  my  mind ,  god  !   ❜

❛   i  don’t  want  to  be  here  anymore ,  please ,  can  we  go  back ?   ❜

❛   um  ….  i’m  not  sure  i  want  to  go ,   thanks   anyway  ..   ❜

❛   that  sounds  dangerous  ….   i’m  in .   ❜

❛   i  don’t  know ,  it  sounds  awfully  dangerous  …  ❜

❛   stay  back  or  i  will  rip  your  head  off  !  ❜

❛   i  think  …   this   is   wrong ,  no .  i  can’t  just  stand  by   and   watch   it  .   ❜

❛   do  you  think  you  would  ever  hurt  me  like  that ?   ❜

❛   i  can’t  be  with  someone  who  could  hurt  me  like  that  …  ❜

❛   this  is  not  love  !   it   is   obsession  !   a   sick  one  at   that  !  ❜

❛   are  you  following  me  ?   what  …   what  do  you  want  ?   money  ?   ❜

❛   please  …  i  have  money ,   just  let  me  go  .  ❜

❛   i  don’t  think  you  realize  how  the  dangerous  this  game  is  ..   ❜

❛   it’s  not  just  a  game  !   ❜

❛   if  you’re  in  some  kind  of  trouble ,  you  can  tell  me  .   ❜

❛   come  on  ,   it’s  just  a  game ,  what  could  go  so  wrong  ?   ❜

❛   are  you  the  one  that’s  been  watching  me  ?   stalking  me  ?  ❜

❛   actually ,  do  you  mind  if  we  just  stop/pull  over  here  ?   ❜

❛   what  are  you  doing ?   you  missed  the  stop  back  there ?   ❜

❛   hello ?   is   someone  there  ?   ❜

❛   you’re  scaring  me  …   ❜