You were fucking bored. How could you be upset that you haven't met a lot of girls, yet you met me but you still went on dates with others. Fuck you. You can't have your cake and eat it too.

No because every single one of my family members lost privileges to know anything going on in my romantic life lol.

No because try and touch me again and see wtf happens.

I wonder if you told them all the same pretty things you told me. Did you talk about them being the mother of your kids? Did you introduce family to them too? Did they also envision a future with you because of a "feeling" you had about you two? I wonder if they also bet on a future where you guys lived together too. I don't know, but what's certain is that I'm probably not given another thought just like the rest of them. I feel so dumb. I think I'm more mad at myself than anything. Mad that I doubted you'd be just like everyone else. You got me good.

No, but fr, on a more positive note, I know that how I want to be treated does and can exist. I'll be with the right person soon...

The worst part is that I never wanted you to be anything. I had no real "expectations" of who you "should be." I literally just wanted you to choose me/us, but that was way too much, I guess.