mpreg ftm

there’s something that drives me absolutely crazy thinking about getting knocked up after a hook up and suddenly i’ve got to devise a way to keep my pregnancy under wraps long enough to make it to the end.

looser shirts, more sweaters, drinking more water to explain my trips to the bathroom, eating to my heart’s desire to explain the sudden roundness all over. i know i’d become the source of the office gossip as i gained inches in my belly and started to waddle instead of walk.and nothing would truly be able to be denied once the baby started rolling and kicking throughout the day and making himself known to me and anyone watching long enough.

it would be hard to ignore the way my belly sat high and taut one day, then sagged low in my hips the next once his head engaged…..no denying my beer belly was actually full and fertile when my water breaks in the middle of my big presentation to the board

my baby is so incredibly active, i feel like i’m constantly feeling him kick and roll at all hours of the day

doctor confirmed baby is currently measuring two weeks ahead, let’s just hope he’s not 10lbs like the last two pregnancies i carried. still twelve weeks to go but feeling good so far….what’s everyone’s favorite part of the third trimester?

over the next few months, my belly would start to swell and i’d feel little flutters, proof of the night we’d shared together.

trying and failing to hide the growing bump, cursing the seasons for having you full term in the hottest part of the year so you have no choice but to let your overdue belly hang out while your baby gets ready to make their entrance.

now, as my body aches for a baby, it also yearns for the touch of a big, strong, masculine man to call my husband and the father of my baby. i find myself constantly thinking about the protective feeling of being wrapped in the arms of someone bigger, taller, and stronger than myself.

i weak in the knees thinking of him holding my swollen pregnant belly, full of his son, his strong hands feeling the kicks and his deep voice telling to our baby.