knowing you have a time limit with someone you love is a whole different type of pain. suddenly every moment with them is ten times more important and you feel like you’re wasting every second you’re not with them because soon those moments spent in each other’s arms will become rare and far between. you won’t be able to sleep next to them every night, even though they hog the entire bed and half the time you wake up with an arm in your face you’ll miss it every single night. i wish you didn’t have to leave...

“One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go. Whether it’s guilt, anger, love, loss or betrayal. Change is never easy. We fight to hold on and we fight to let go.”

….reminds you that you deserve the love you give.

“I’m not someone who is easy to love. My scars often reopen and my eyes often let tears fall from them. My trust is shattered and my boundaries are locking myself inside. I’m not someone who is easy to love. But if you just so happen to crash into me, don’t feel bad. I was a mess when you met me. If you reverse and leave and find out this is too much. I won’t feel bad. I know I’m hard to love.