♡i don't know what i'm doing♡

I think I might get a job offer next week in another department of this company where I'm doing an internship but I'm not sure I want to accept. I'm sure the pay will be relatively low (cheap as company), workload will be huge with daily overtime and the company culture is quite bad. I know that people might say "that's Korea, get used to it" but our company is one of the worst when it comes to company culture (higher ups have told me this). As an example, our monthly progress meetings start with everyone standing up, holding the right hand over the heart and singing the national anthem after which there's a company chant to vow loyalty to the company. Yeah~ Everything is extremely traditional. I'd say that this is a pretty crappy company to work for but still I, and I bet 95% of people reading this who live in Korea, owe their products. Can't become the top company without oppressing the employees, right? I'll wait to see how much they'd pay but my expectations aren't high at this point.

what a realisation suddenly. the only time when i use my native language is on facebook/skype. even our dog knows more finnish than my husband ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ i’m not even sure if i can write formal finnish anymore. when i think about it, the last assignment that i had to hand out in finnish was in 9th grade. unless high school’s ‘finnish as second language’ essays count. voi voi