I'm writing this because I'm wondering if anyone else has dreams like this and what it means. I dream about Eddie maybe every couple of months or once a year and it's always the same. I'm either at home watching or at an arena and Eddie returns and everyone is shocked because he is supposed to be dead. The feelings I get feel so real, I'm so happy but confused because hes been gone 15yrs and then I start to feel hurt because all this time I thought he was dead and he wasn't. I later find out in my dream that he was in hiding because he wanted away from the celebrity lifestyle, but I still feel so confused and hurt because his family and friends mourned his death and I start wondering if they knew he was alive all this time. Last night's dream was terrible though because I thought of Chris Benoit and how he got so depressed after Eddie died and if he knew he was alive maybe he and his family would still be alive. I just remember bawling in my dream about it, it was just horrible and now it's been bothering me all day.