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I can't find myself if I'm lost in you.

I wish I could freeze this moment with you forever, so i could promise you eternity.

I'm tired of losing people because of you

Never enough, always too much.

She always like blue eyes, of course. Like everyone likes blue eyes, with their icy beauty and their ocean depth. Blue has always been her favorite color and so how could she not have a love for blue eyes. But truly brown eyes where where her heart lied In their dark mystery and their hazel warmth. She thought she needed a swim She though she needed to drown herself in the ocean blue eyes and tainted love to feel alive. But it was in the earthy brown she found comfort. She didn't need to drown in icy passion but rather live in the warmth of those deep brown eyes safely watching over hers. If only the tide hadn't pulled her so far out

“How am I supposed to be ok with you holding another girl while all of your things longer around my room.
How am I supposed to be ok with another girl in your bed while I’m wearing your shirt and falling apart in mine.
How am I supposed to be ok with seeing he wear all your stuff everyday while I sit and wear all the stuff you left behind. 
How am I supposed be ok with this when its my fault your gone and my fault I let myself get attached.
How am I supposed to be ok with you libeling the girl I had to compete with the first time.
You should have just picked her.
Because maybe she could have saved you. Maybe she could have held you with kinder hands than me and value you more that I ever could.
Maybe she could have fixed you after the destruction of your life.
Because now she’ll have to fix my mess and save you from my destructive personality.
Maybe now she can save you.
I just wish you would have picked her first
Because now we both need saving

You say I'm as addictive as a drug And you're right I will make you feel better about yourself than you've ever felt. I will show you joy only movies talk about. I'll make you feel like your flying high right with me I will leave you spinning. And like every drug I'll drag you down when I'm done. I'll leave you on the floor in the middle of the night broken and falling apart. I'll make your stomach turn and your body ache I'll give you such an awful feeling you'll dig into your skin looking for traces of me. Yes my darling, I am like a drug, Addictive and sweet And oh so very deadly.