🐝 * ― 𝑰𝑹𝑶𝑵 𝑭𝑳𝑨𝑴𝑬 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.
❛ i will already know, as i am continuously with you. forced to bear witness to the awkwardness that is twenty-one-year-old humans. ❜ ❛ you do not have the right to burn what is mine. ❜ ❛ [name], remember it's only the body that's fragile. you are unbreakable. ❜ ❛ i'm still not making it easy. but you and i are not easy people. ❜ ❛ the hardest battles aren't fought with weapons but with the heart. ❜ ❛ strength of courage is more important than physical strength. ❜ ❛ you're my gravity. nothing in my world works without you. ❜ ❛ you're capable of hurting me in ways i'm not sure you've even begun to fathom, [name]. i might be skilled enough to land a death blow, but you alone have the power to fucking destroy me. ❜ ❛ i'm a fucking fool for saying this, but when haven't i been a fool when it comes to you? ❜ ❛ as complicated as our connection is, it's also undeniably simple. he's the horizon, and nothing exists beyond for me. ❜ ❛ i'm sorry if you expect me to do the noble thing. i warned you. i'm not sweet or soft or kind, and you fell anyway. this is what you get, [name] - me. the good, the bad, the unforgivable. all of it. i am yours. ❜ ❛ i think i liked you better before you decided that feelings were something we need to discuss. ❜ ❛ how long do you think it takes for someone to fall out of love? ❜ ❛ love doesn't even have the decency to die. it just transforms into abject misery. ❜ ❛ i love you. the world does not exists for me beyond you. ❜ ❛ i chose you not as my next, but as my last, and should you fall, then i will follow. ❜ ❛ i would have done the same thing you did because i'm just as reckless for you as you are for me. ❜ ❛ don't offer me your body unless you're offering me everything. i want you more than i want to fuck you. i want those three little words back. ❜ ❛ that trick you mentioned? you know, with the fingers? thanks. ❜ ❛ me? argue with you about books? i only pick fights i can win. ❜ ❛ the four of us stick together. that's the deal. we make it to graduation, no matter what. ❜ ❛ yeah, well, it cost me you. ❜ ❛ i need to know you'll be there. that no matter what happens, you'll come back so we can talk it out or fight it out. ❜ ❛ i know who you really are, [name]. even when you keep things from me, i know you. ❜ ❛ all this time, you've been convincing everyone you're the hero, and now you'll be the villain ... especially in her story. ❜ ❛ that question insults me. ❜ ❛ whatever is going through that beautiful mind, i'm here for it. ❜ ❛ i want you more than my next breath, but i can't fuck you into looking at me like you used to. i refuse to use sex as a tool to get you back. ❜ ❛ shit. what is this? jealousy? anxiety? insecurity? ❜ ❛ are you trying to bring me to my knees? or win the argument? ❜ ❛ just remember who trained me. ❜ ❛ you never let me have any fun. ❜ ❛ you want to know something true? something real? i love you. i'm in love with you. ❜ ❛ less than a minute. that's how long it took for you to fall out of love with me. ❜ ❛ i'd rather you scream at me than pretend everything is all right with silence. ❜ ❛ so scared i'm pretty sure either my heart's going to give out or i'm about to shit myself. ❜ ❛ you want full disclosure when it comes to me, right? ❜ ❛ you aren't where i left you, [name]. ❜ ❛ stories can change depending on who tells them. ❜ ❛ i don't miss the woman i was, the one who didn't know her strength. ❜











