sebastian

My dear, my darling Madeleine,

There’s no other way if not death, I hope you understand it, I used to be a corpse, a body full of revenge, melancholy, and wrath. Then, one day your eyes for some reason illuminate me. For the first time in my entire life, I felt the porpoise to be alive, to be loved and when you chose eternity, you also chose me. Finally, I could understand the taste of being possessed by devotion, I could understand what kind of feeling Louis and Lestat cultivated, they worship themselves like mortals looking at God for the first time. Érparvier, Érparvier, Érparvier, mon cher, let me stand under your wings, my angel, so far away from the light of heaven, because heaven can flame us with the inexorable light of justice and what kind of justice two demons of hell deserve? What kind of annihilation our souls are doomed for? Your my love, your my soul, I wish I could stand above the light of the iniquity’s sons and daughters and we’ll be there in eternal contemplation. As long as you stay with me, no stars, no guards, no fiends, no divinities could reach us. You are my effortless desolation, my charming companion, my moral immortal coven and that’s why I do not want the absolution before God's eyes.