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Me, staying up to ungodly hours every night, a week before Christmas trying to get it all done:

Obviously this game holds a lot of meaning for a lot of different people and I believe everyone can personally relate to something in the story, regardless of its intended meaning.

As someone with OCD there are sooooo many things in the game that feel so relatable to me. I've seen it talked about before how V having Johnny inside their head, and being able to hear this thought and feelings and how as the story progresses there's this almost sort of uncertainty about how many of V's own thoughts and feelings are their own and what are Johnny's sorta bleeding into theirs, which feels very reminiscent of intrusive thoughts and how hard it can be to differentiate between what thoughts are genuine reflection of your mind and which are not. Which I can definitely relate to, but something that stuck out a lot to me was how we know that Johnny is a pretty unreliable narrator and a lot of his memories that we see are not how they seem and how through those memories we see Johnny as this egotistical, self centered manipulative asshole who treats everyone like shit. But we don't really *know* this to be true besides the fact that we see this through those memories.

I've also heard some people discuss the idea of Arasaka having manipulated the construct to plant these false memories but to me it feels extremely relatable with my own experience with OCD.

I very often have an incredibly hard time knowing which of my memories are real and which are false. I have suffered my whole life from moral OCD and have often been convinced I was this horrible, selfish shitty person who treated everyone around me like crap to the point that even though I had no memories of doing anything that would hint to that, I was so convinced of it that it's like my brain came up with false memories just to try to justify why I felt this loathing towards myself. Add a nice sprinkle of CPTSD on top of that and you have a nice recipe for your brain to mix up and genuinely convince yourself you've done these terrible things and you're just a bad person.