mortis

i fear I like too many fucking things and i'm normal about none of them.

it really hurts how im so behind in life

i wonder if this time 27 years ago eric was getting the most insane birthday sex from dylan

I have you practically carved into my brain at this point, you’re the only thing i can think of, you’re the only face i can remember, every single thought that i have mostly revolves around YOU.

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.

You have two wolves inside of you: "I should block everyone and isolate myself for half a year." and "If anyone I'm friends with stops talking to me I'm gonna slit my wrists." and both wolves are actually pathetic shaking puppies

" I have a life outside of you " you're about to have no life if you don't re - think your fucking words .

so cute!

Make me thank you for the way you treat me . Every time you cuddle or feed me , make sure I say “ thank you ” ; every time you cut or hit me , I’d better appreciate it still , or you might have to hurt me again to make sure I understand .

i don't like being a complete sub or a complete dom i want someone who'll be willing to switch roles every now and then so that we can take turns being abusive to each other

Hey, I'm really sorry for doing this but I actually can't take it anymore. You don't like school s̷h̷o̷o̷t̷e̷r̷s̷ enough to be with me. I've already told you MULTIPLE TIMES that I can ONLY date true 🍵🌊🌊 and you just don't fit the criteria. You refused to watch C̷o̷l̷u̷m̷b̷i̷n̷e̷ documentaries last week and last night you didn't want to read P̷e̷k̷k̷a̷ ̷E̷r̷i̷c̷ manifiesto with me on Discord vc... And now i know you're definitely not the one for me. I was already planning on proposing to you when you mentioned you were a 🍵🌊🌊 after we talked about T̷e̷d̷ ̷B̷u̷n̷d̷y̷ for 2 hours bit now I can see that you're just some poser who lied to me and wants to see me suffer. I don't know if I can truly forgive you for this and I'm going to have to stop taking to you for a while so I can heal. Bye.