I SAW CLOUDS ALL FULL OF LIGHTNING, I COULD HAVE DIED I FELT SO HAPPYย ย ย ย #MORRISPAINSย ย ย ย (sideblog to #optimistsclub)

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I SAW CLOUDS ALL FULL OF LIGHTNING, I COULD HAVE DIED I FELT SO HAPPYย ย ย ย #MORRISPAINSย ย ย ย (sideblog to #optimistsclub)

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The Mountain Goats: Tallahassee (2002) album sentence starters
cw: toxic relationship, alcohol
โ There is no plan we can fall back on. โ
โ There are loose ends by the score.ย โ
โ What did I come down here for?ย โ
โ Let the good times roll on through these first few desperate hours.ย โ
โ We keep our spirits light but they drop like flies.ย โ
โ Youโve got whateverโs left of me to get.ย โ
โ Our conversations are like minefields; no oneโs found a safe way through one yet. โ
โ I am not going to lose you.ย โ
โ We are going to stay married.ย โ
โ That stuff tastes like medicine but Iโll take it, itโll do.ย โ
โ I held on to you with a desperate strength.ย โ
โ People say friends donโt destroy one another; what do they know about friends?ย โ
โ Everythingโs gonna be okay soon. Maybe tomorrow, maybe the next day.ย โ
โ Your drunken kiss is as light as the air.ย โ
โ Maybe everything that falls down eventually rises.ย โ
โ Look beyond the broken bottles, past the rotting wooden stairs.ย โ
โ How long will we ride this wave out?ย โ
โ How long till someone caves under the pressure?ย โ
โ My dreams are haunted by armies, armies of ghosts.ย โ
โ I hope that our few remaining friends give up on trying to save us.ย โ
โ I hope itโs already too late.ย โ
โ I hope the rising black smoke carries me far away and I never come back to this town again.ย โ
โ I hope I lie, and tell everyone you were a good wife.ย โ
โ Our friends say itโs darkest before the sun rises; weโre pretty sure theyโre all wrong.ย โ
โ I hope I never get sober.ย โ
โ I am drowning, there is no sign of land.ย โ
โ You are coming down with me, hand in unlovable hand.ย โ
โ I hope you die. I hope we both die.ย โ
โ Your love is like a cyclone in a swamp.ย โ
โ But my love is like a dark cloud full of rain.ย โ
โ I fear for my safety, you can see it in my eyes.ย โ
โ The sky will fall, we will rise.ย โ
โ My love is like a powder keg in the corner of an empty warehouse.ย โ
โ The way I feel about you, baby, canโt explain it.ย โ
โ You got the best of my love.ย โ
โ Someoneโs gonna do something someone else will regret.ย โ
โ Something here will eventually have to explode.ย โ
โ Name one thing about us two anyone could love.ย โ
โ The warning signs have all been bright and garish, far too great in number to ignore.ย โ
โ Our love has never had a leg to stand on.ย โ
โ I want to say Iโm sorry for stuff I havenโt done yet.ย โ
โ Things will shortly get completely out of hand.ย โ
โ I will walk down to the end with you, if you will come all the way down with me.ย โ
โ But then you came in and we locked eyes.ย โ
โ What will I do when I donโt have you to hold onto in the dark?ย โ
โ I donโt know why itโs gotten harder to keep myself away.ย โ
โ I donโt mean it when I tell you that I donโt love you anymore.ย โ
โ Some day weโll both wake up for good.ย โ
โ Sing for the flames that will rip through here, and the smoke that will carry us away.ย โ
โ Sing for the damage weโve done and the worse things that weโll do.ย โ
โ Open your mouth and sing for me now, and I will sing for you.ย โ
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โ do you scare easy? โย ย i feel like i do. i feel a lot like i used to not right up until recently. right up until-ย ย โ i used to not even flinch at shit, โย ย i interrupt myself.ย ย โย never. iโd be stone cold the whole time and now all of a sudden i feel like iโll burst into tears if microwave dings were any louder. that feels so embarrassing. โ
@hallohauntโย ย ย ย ย *
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย starter call !
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐?ย ย ย ย do you snap the pencils and rip the paper in half in a fit of rage over something you wonโt remember in ten years time or do you take them and scrawl the colours and shapes that are stuck in your head onto the paper?ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โ i take the pencils and i draw with them. isnโt that what anyone would do? is-is this a trick question or something? โ
WHAT ARE THEY ?ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย scribbles, essentially. thatโs what they were when they were first brought about from a five year oldโs brain to pen to paper.ย ย ย in actuality, these drawings werenโt just the childish scribbles you thought them to be. ย maybe your designing skills were just that good that some higher deity up above thought your creations should come to life*ย ย ย (*and chase you down the street. an artists dream, right?).
WHEN DID THEY GET HERE ?ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย youโre fresh out of uni a month and so understandably, you werenโt expecting this. university doesnโt prepare you for this spider-bull hybrid type fucking thing hurtling after you down the street. ย YOU SCREAM, a perfectly reasonable reaction in your opinion; people give you a few weird looks and you continue screaming down the street for a full forty five minutes till you get home. you look outside, thereโs nothing there. YOUโRE CRAZY, ย you ignore it. that makes more sense. thatโs the FIRST TIME they show up.
SO THEY SHOW UP AGAIN ?ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย you thought you were gonna get off that easy? HA! no way, theyโre following you everywhere. these things that seem vaguely similar in some way or another, theyโre out to kill you more times than not, other times theyโre going for other people. (people that canโt see them โ people who donโt seem to appreciate it when you look like youโre doing an interpretive dance around them while youโre actually BATTLING THIS CREATURE FROM HELL THAT YOU KIND OF SORT OF DESIGNED WITH A HANDFUL OF CRAYOLAS AS A KID for this strangers life).ย ย ย they show up plenty of times, and not all of them are monsters. more often than not, however, they are, and theyโre trying to hurt people. youโre kind of this vigilante hero. you figure youโre JUST LIKE SPIDERMAN, if he battled the doodles of a five year old of course.
ARE THEY ALL THAT BAD ?ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย not all of them. you fall in love with one of them till you realise that the strangers on your dates looking at the two of you weird werenโt all because you had something in your teeth. THEY ALL JUST THOUGHT YOU WERE TALKING TO YOURSELF! ย โโ couldnโt see the guy.ย ย ย that was awkward.ย ย ย at least you realise you didnโt just draw monsters trying to kill you:ย apparently you also had a thing for designing your model partner too. talk about thirsty!

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