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SYPNOSIS. The explosion at the Winter Solstice shattered the tribe's peace, but the price of your survival will cost you everything else. Locked away in the dark, you wait for your punishment. What arrives is a terrifying ultimatum forged by rigid traditions and a father's desperate, suffocating love. If you want to keep your family, you must sacrifice your freedom, your feelings, and the little girl you used to be.
CONCEAL, DON’T FEEL | CHAPTER THREE
sokka x icebender!reader | enemies to lovers story
STORY TAGS: conceal don't feel don't let them know, #elsa walked so she could run, the frozen parallels are physically hurting me, master pakku hate club is now in session, i will fight pakku in a denny's parking lot, the northern water tribe misogyny is showing, pakku really said 'women are healers' to a girl who just froze a room, the elders need to catch these cold hands, we are reaching levels of angst that shouldn't be possible
❄️🧊─── THE CHEIF COUNCIL CHAMBERS WAS BURIED DEEP
within the oldest, most heavily fortified section of the palace—a remnant from the days when the Northern Water Tribe had fought off Fire Nation raiders and rival clans with equal ferocity. It was a room designed for wartime strategy and absolute secrecy, carved from dense, ancient ice that had stood for over a thousand years. The walls were two feet thick, lined with heavy tapestries of wolf-bear fur to dampen the sound of raised voices and keep the conversations within from ever reaching the halls beyond.
No windows. No natural light. Just the cold, flickering glow of blubber-oil lamps set into iron sconces, casting long, dancing shadows across the obsidian council table that dominated the center of the room.
Usually, the chamber felt like a bastion of strength—a place where decisions that shaped the fate of thousands were made with calm, calculated precision.
Tonight, it felt like a tomb.
It had been forty-eight hours since the Winter Solstice Banquet.
Forty-eight hours since Princess (___) had flash-frozen the dining hall, shattered the grand hall, and nearly killed her own father.
And in those forty-eight hours, the Northern Water Tribe had been holding its collective breath, waiting for the Chief to act.
Chief Arnook sat at the head of the long, obsidian-carved council table, his massive shoulders slumped beneath the weight of his heavy ceremonial mantle. The thick polar-leopard fur that usually made him look imposing and regal now seemed to swallow him whole, making him appear smaller, older, diminished.
The physical toll of the incident was still painfully, grotesquely visible.
The skin along his jawline and the left side of his neck bore the dark, mottled bruising of deep, severe frostbite—patches of angry purple and black that looked like someone had pressed burning coals against his flesh. The healers had done what they could, drawing the lethal cold from his bones with hours of painstaking waterbending, but the damage had already been done. It would take weeks for the discoloration to fade, and even then, the healers had quietly warned him that he might carry the scars for the rest of his life.
His hands—large, strong hands that had wielded weapons, signed treaties, and cradled his daughters—rested flat against the cold, dark stone of the table. But they were not steady. A microscopic, involuntary tremor ran through his fingers, a constant, gnawing reminder that his body had been pushed to the very edge of what it could endure. The healers said it was nerve damage. That it would fade.
Arnook didn't believe them.
Every time he looked at his hands, he saw the moment the ice had locked around them, crushing his fingers against the armrests of his throne, the cold burning so intensely he'd thought his bones would shatter.
He'd thought he was going to die.
And his daughter—his seven-year-old daughter—had been the one to do it.
The chamber was packed, yet suffocatingly, oppressively quiet.
The most senior elders of the Northern Water Tribe sat along the length of the table—twelve men and women whose combined ages totaled over eight hundred years, whose collective wisdom was supposed to guide the tribe through times of crisis. Their lined, weathered faces were pale and drawn, their eyes shadowed with exhaustion and poorly-concealed fear.
At Arnook's right stood his top military advisors—the Commanders of the Northern Fleet, the Captain of the Palace Guard, and the Head of Strategic Defense. Men who had fought in wars, who had stared down Fire Nation warships without flinching, who prided themselves on their unshakable courage.
All of them looked terrified.
And standing at the opposite end of the table, his posture as rigid and unyielding as a glacial spire, his expression carved from stone and frost, was Master Pakku.
The silence stretched.
And stretched.
And stretched.
Until finally, mercifully, one of the elders broke it.
"Three dozen."
The voice belonged to Elder Savik, a man so old his hair had lost even the memory of color, leaving only wispy strands of pure white that hung limply around his gaunt face. He stared down at his untouched cup of tea, his gnarled hands wrapped around the warm ceramic as if trying to draw heat from it.
His voice was reedy, trembling, barely more than a whisper—but in the heavy silence of the chamber, it rang out like a death knell.
"Three dozen people treated for severe hypothermia." He swallowed hard, his throat clicking audibly. "Two visiting chieftains—Chieftain Tulok of the Eastern Shore and Chieftain Nanook of the Outer Rim—suffered crushed femurs from the rapid expansion of the ice. The healers had to break and re-set the bones. They will never walk without pain again."
A pause.
"The Earth Kingdom performers..." Savik's voice cracked. "The youngest dancer—the girl—the healers say she will lose three of her toes. The frostbite was too deep. The tissue is dead."
Arnook closed his eyes, his jaw clenching so tightly his teeth ached.
Every word felt like a physical blow, each one landing with the precision of a master archer's arrow, piercing straight through whatever fragile armor he'd tried to construct around his heart.
Three dozen people.
Crushed bones.
A sixteen-year-old girl losing her toes because she'd come to perform for his tribe and had been frozen to the floor for her trouble.
"The structural damage to the grand hall alone will take weeks to repair," another elder chimed in—Elder Ikiaq, a broad-shouldered woman with a face like carved granite and a voice edged with rising, barely-concealed panic. "The foundation pillars were compromised. The head architect says that if the ice had expanded another three feet, the entire ceiling would have collapsed. We would have been buried alive."
She leaned forward, her knuckles white where they gripped the edge of the table.
"And the ice she summoned..." Ikiaq's voice dropped to something between awe and horror. "It is not natural, Chief. It does not melt like regular water. The healers tried—spirits know they tried—but their bending barely touches it. It has to be painstakingly chipped away with chisels and hammers, piece by piece. The grand hall looks like a quarry."
"She is a child," Arnook said hoarsely.
His voice scraped painfully against his frostbitten throat, the words coming out raw and broken. He opened his eyes, sweeping his gaze across the terrified faces of the men and women who ruled his city—the people he was supposed to lead, to protect, to inspire confidence in.
"She is a seven-year-old girl who was startled by an explosion. It was an accident."
The silence that followed his words was deafening.
And then—
"An accident?"
The voice belonged to Councilman Yuka, an ancient, wizened man with a face like a dried apple and eyes that burned with indignant fury. He slammed his gnarled, liver-spotted hand onto the obsidian table hard enough to make the teacups rattle.
"Chief Arnook," he said, his voice shaking with barely-suppressed rage, "with all due respect to your bloodline and your position, that was not an accident. That was a catastrophe. A disaster. A near-massacre."
He jabbed one crooked finger toward the door, toward the palace beyond, toward the grand hall that was still being slowly, painstakingly excavated.
"If she had maintained that output for ten seconds longer—ten seconds—you would be dead. We would all be dead. The entire hall would have been a tomb, and your daughter would have been the one to seal it."
"We have always known she was touched by something dangerous," muttered Elder Talini, a woman who sat near the far end of the table, clutching her protective spirit-amulets so tightly her knuckles had gone bone-white. Her voice was thin and reedy, threaded through with genuine, visceral fear.
"The white hair she was born with. The unnatural cold she radiates—you cannot stand within five feet of the child without feeling it, Arnook, you know this. The way frost creeps across surfaces when she's upset. The way fires die in her presence."
She shook her head, her amulets clinking softly.
"She is cursed, Chief Arnook. The spirits have placed a winter demon in your house to test us. To punish us for some transgression we cannot name."
"Watch your tongue."
The words came out as a snarl—low, dangerous, and edged with the kind of barely-leashed violence that reminded everyone in the room exactly why Arnook had become Chief in the first place.
He pushed himself upright, his bruised, trembling hands gripping the edge of the obsidian table hard enough that the stone creaked faintly under the pressure. His eyes—usually warm, usually kind—had gone cold and sharp as the edge of a blade.
"You are speaking of the Princess of the Northern Water Tribe," he said, his voice dropping to something quiet and deadly. "You are speaking of my daughter. And I will not sit here and listen to you call her a demon."
Elder Talini flinched, shrinking back in her chair.
But Councilman Yuka, emboldened by fear and the support of the other panicked elders, did not back down.
"I am speaking of a threat to our survival!" he shot back, rising to his feet, his chair scraping harshly against the ice floor. "She cannot be the heir, Arnook! How can she possibly lead a people she could freeze to death with a single tantrum?"
He spread his arms wide, gesturing to the room, to the city beyond.
"What happens when she is older? When she is stronger? What happens when she reaches her teenage years and becomes angry—at you, at us, at a suitor who rejects her, at anything? What happens when she wants to hurt someone?"
The room erupted.
Suddenly, everyone was talking at once—a cacophony of overlapping, panicked voices rising in volume until the heavy tapestries could barely dampen the sound.
"—cannot risk another incident—"
"—send her away, to a convent at the edge of the tundra—"
"—lock her in the deepest cells, where she cannot—"
"—banish her, before she kills us all—"
"—the younger princess, Yue, she is blessed, she should be—"
"—strip her of her title, declare her unfit—"
"ENOUGH!"
Arnook's voice cracked through the chamber like a whip, reverberating off the ice walls, silencing the chaos in an instant.
He stood at the head of the table, breathing hard, his chest heaving, his frostbitten face flushed with a combination of rage and desperation and a grief so profound it threatened to drag him under.
"You will not speak of banishing my daughter," he said, his voice shaking. "You will not speak of locking her away like an animal. She is seven years old. She is a child. And I will not—I refuse—to condemn her for something she cannot control."
"Then what do you suggest, Chief?" Elder Ikiaq asked quietly, her voice cutting through the tension like a knife. "Because if you cannot protect us from her, and you will not remove her from the city, then what are we supposed to do? Live in fear? Wait for the next time she is startled, the next time she panics, the next time she—"
She stopped, her throat working.
"The next time she kills someone?"
Arnook felt his chest tighten, a suffocating wave of despair washing over him like a tidal wave, pulling him down, down, down into a dark, cold place he couldn't escape.
He was losing control of the room.
He was losing his ability to protect her.
He was failing.
And then—
"Enough."
The word was not shouted.
It was not yelled, or barked, or thrown across the table with the weight of command.
It was spoken quietly, with a razor-sharp, absolute authority that instantly severed the rising chaos like a blade through silk.
Every eye in the room turned toward the source.
Master Pakku.
The ancient waterbending master had not spoken since the council meeting began nearly an hour ago. He had simply stood at the far end of the table, his arms folded neatly inside the voluminous sleeves of his deep-blue Master's robes, his weathered face carved from stone, his pale eyes cold and unreadable.
He had watched.
He had listened.
And now, finally, he spoke.
Pakku stepped forward, moving with the slow, deliberate grace of a man who knew that every eye in the room was on him, that every word he spoke would carry the weight of law.
He stopped at the edge of the table, his hands emerging from his sleeves to rest lightly on the obsidian surface. His piercing blue eyes—eyes that had seen over seventy winters, eyes that had trained three generations of waterbenders, eyes that held no warmth, no mercy, no room for sentiment—locked directly onto Chief Arnook.
"Banishment," Pakku said, his tone flat and pragmatic, "is out of the question."
A ripple of surprised murmurs ran through the elders.
Pakku raised one hand, and the murmurs died instantly.
"She carries the royal bloodline," he continued, his voice steady and clinical. "To cast her out into the tundra would be a political humiliation this tribe cannot afford. The outer villages would see it as weakness. The Fire Nation spies embedded in our ports would send word back to their masters that the North's heir is broken. We would be inviting invasion."
He paused, letting that sink in.
"Furthermore," he continued, "banishment would leave an uncontrollable weapon wandering the ice. What happens when she stumbles into a settlement? When she panics in the middle of a village? When she flash-freezes an entire town because a wolf-bear startled her?"
Pakku's gaze was merciless.
"Banishment does not solve the problem. It simply moves it beyond our walls and makes it someone else's catastrophe."
Arnook, who had been holding his breath, released it in a shaky exhale. His shoulders sagged slightly with relief.
"However," Pakku said, and Arnook's heart sank.
Pakku's hand rose again, cutting off the Chief's relieved sigh before it could fully form.
"The elders are correct," the Master said, his tone hardening. "She is a profound, existential danger. Not just to this council. Not just to the palace. To the tribe."
He began to pace slowly, moving behind the chairs of the seated councilmen, his hands clasped behind his back, his voice echoing off the fur-lined walls with the weight of absolute certainty.
"I have observed the child since her birth, Chief Arnook. I was present in the palace the night she was born, when the braziers died and frost crept across the walls. I have watched her grow. I have studied her."
He stopped, turning to face the table, his expression grim.
"And I watched the ice she generated in that hall two nights ago."
Pakku's eyes narrowed.
"It is not waterbending."
The words hung in the air like an accusation.
"It lacks entirely the fundamental philosophy of our art," Pakku continued, his voice taking on the clipped, lecturing tone of a master instructing ignorant pupils. "Waterbending is the manipulation of flow. It is push and pull. It is the gentle shifting of the tides, the redirection of currents, the understanding that water moves in cycles—rain to river, river to ocean, ocean to sky."
He gestured sharply toward the door, toward the grand hall beyond.
"Princess (___) does not flow. She ruptures. She does not bend water—she annihilates heat. What she does is violent, aggressive, and fundamentally martial. It is a mutation of our element, twisted into something that should not exist."
Pakku's lip curled with something that might have been disgust.
"And she has absolutely zero control over it."
"Then teach her."
Arnook's voice was raw, desperate, stripped of all pretense of chiefly composure. He looked at Pakku—this man who had been his own teacher, who had trained him in the ways of water, who was the greatest living master of their generation—and begged.
"You are the finest Master in the Northern Water Tribe, Pakku. You have trained dozens of benders. You have perfected techniques that have been passed down for centuries. If anyone can teach her control, it is you."
He took a step forward, his hands spread in supplication.
"Take her as your pupil. Teach her the discipline of the tides. Teach her to flow instead of rupture. Teach her that her power does not have to be a weapon—it can be a gift. Please, Pakku. Please."
For a moment, Pakku's expression did not change.
And then, slowly, deliberately, his lip curled into something that was not quite a sneer but was close enough to make Arnook's stomach drop.
"Absolutely not."
The refusal was delivered with the casual finality of a man closing a door on a beggar.
Arnook stared at him, uncomprehending. "What?"
"I said no," Pakku repeated, his voice cold and unyielding as the ice beneath their feet. "I will not train her. I cannot train her."
"Why?" Arnook's voice cracked. "Why?"
Pakku's eyes hardened, his entire posture radiating rigid, unshakable conviction.
"She is a woman, Arnook."
The words fell like a hammer blow.
"The customs of our ancestors are not suggestions," Pakku said, his voice dripping with the kind of zealous, uncompromising adherence to tradition that had defined his entire life. "They are the bedrockof our survival. They are the laws that have kept this tribe strong for a thousand years. And those laws are clear."
He straightened, looking down at Arnook from across the table.
"Women in the Northern Water Tribe are healers," he stated, each word deliberate and final. "They give life. They soothe. They mend. That is their sacred role. That is their purpose. To teach a female to weaponize her bending—to turn her into a warrior, a soldier, a killer—is a direct violation of our most sacred laws."
Pakku gestured sharply toward the door, toward the palace, toward the place where (___) was being kept in isolation.
"Your daughter cannot heal a paper cut, Chief. I felt the chi she released in that hall. It was entirely, fundamentallydestructive. There was no life in it. No warmth. No flow. Only annihilation."
His voice dropped to something quiet and merciless.
"I will not train her to fight, because it is forbidden. And I cannot train her to heal, because she lacks the capacity. She is unteachable."
The silence that followed was suffocating.
Arnook stood frozen, staring at the man who had once been his mentor, his friend, and felt something inside him shatter beyond repair.
"So what is your counsel, Master?" he asked, his voice hollow and broken. "If I cannot banish her, and you will not teach her, what do you suggest I do with my seven-year-old child?"
Pakku stepped up to the obsidian table.
Slowly.
Deliberately.
He placed both hands flat against the cold, dark stone and leaned forward until he was mere feet from the Chief, close enough that Arnook could see every line etched into the old master's weathered face, every hard angle of a man who had never once wavered in his convictions.
Pakku's eyes were devoid of empathy.
Devoid of warmth.
Devoid of anything resembling human compassion.
They held only cold, brutal, merciless pragmatism.
"If a fire threatens to burn down your house, Arnook," Pakku said quietly, his voice soft as falling snow and twice as deadly, "you do not ask it politely to stop."
He leaned in closer.
"You smother it. You cut off its air. You choke it until it dies."
A heavy, terrible silence fell over the council chamber.
No one moved.
No one breathed.
Arnook stared at Pakku, his mind struggling to process what he was hearing, his heart hammering so loudly in his chest he could hear it in his ears.
"You want me to... to smother my daughter?" he whispered, horror creeping into every syllable.
"I want you to contain her," Pakku corrected, straightening. "Before she kills someone."
He clasped his hands behind his back, his expression shifting into something clinical, detached—the look of a scholar dissecting a specimen, not a man discussing a child.
"Her power is intrinsically tied to two things," Pakku explained, beginning to pace again. "Her emotional state, and her physical connection to the environment. When she panicked in that hall, her fear triggered the release. And the ambient moisture in the air—the humidity, the breath of three hundred people, the steam from the braziers—responded to her. It answered her call because her bare skin was exposed, allowing her chi to reach out and connect with the element."
He stopped, turning to face the Chief.
"She must be severed from that connection."
"Severed?" Arnook's voice was barely a whisper. "How?"
Pakku's answer was immediate, delivered without hesitation, without doubt.
"Sensory deprivation and absolute psychological suppression."
The words hung in the air like an executioner's blade.
"She must never be allowed to physically touch the elements," Pakku continued, his voice steady and unshakable. "Her hands—the primary conduits for a bender's chi—must be bound at all times. Heavy, watertight leather. Sealskin would be best. Thick enough to insulate her chi, dense enough to block her skin from making direct contact with the ambient moisture in the air."
Arnook felt the blood drain from his face.
"You want me to bind my daughter's hands?" His voice was hollow, disbelieving. "Forever?"
"I want you to save your tribe," Pakku shot back, his tone sharpening. "And I want you to save her. Because if she does this again, Arnook—if she loses control in a market, in a courtyard, in a nursery—the people will not wait for a council meeting. They will not wait for your permission. They will demand her life, and you will not be able to stop them."
The words landed like physical blows, each one driving the air from Arnook's lungs.
Pakku straightened his robes, smoothing down the fabric with calm, deliberate movements, his expression completely devoid of mercy or regret.
"The gloves will act as a physical barrier," he said. "But it is not enough. Physical restraint alone will not prevent another incident. You must also become the psychological barrier."
"What does that mean?" Arnook asked, though part of him already knew, already dreaded the answer.
Pakku's gaze was unflinching.
"You must teach her that her emotions are a threat," he said simply. "She must learn to suppress every flicker of fear, every spark of anger, every ounce of childlike volatility. She must become as unfeeling and rigid as the ice she summons."
He paused, letting the weight of his words settle.
"If she does not feel, Chief Arnook, she cannot freeze."
Arnook felt something break inside him.
"She is a child," he whispered, his voice cracking, tears pricking the corners of his eyes and blurring his vision. "You are asking me to put my daughter in a cage."
"I am giving you the only option that keeps her inside your palace," Pakku replied, his voice cold and final.
The Master turned on his heel and walked toward the heavy oak doors of the council chamber, his footsteps echoing in the suffocating silence.
He paused at the threshold, one hand on the iron handle, and looked back over his shoulder at the broken, exhausted Chief slumped at the head of the table.
"Have the tanners craft the gloves, Chief Arnook," Pakku said quietly. "Ensure they are thick enough that she cannot feel the cold through them. Long enough that they cover her completely—wrists to fingertips, no exposed skin. And when you give them to her..."
He paused.
"Do not offer her comfort."
Arnook's head snapped up, his eyes wide and red-rimmed.
Pakku's expression was carved from ice.
"Comfort breeds vulnerability," the Master said. "Vulnerability breeds emotion. Emotion breeds panic. And panic, as we have all witnessed, breeds death."
He pulled the door open, the hinges groaning in the silence.
"If you love her, Chief Arnook, you will teach her to stop being a child. You will teach her to be perfect. You will teach her to feel nothing."
Pakku stepped out into the frozen corridor beyond, his final words echoing back into the chamber like a curse.
"It is the only way she survives."
The door closed behind him with a heavy, final thud.
Arnook sat alone at the head of the obsidian table, the weight of a dozen terrified, expectant gazes pressing down on him from all sides.
The elders waited.
The advisors waited.
The entire room waited, holding its collective breath, waiting for their Chief to make a decision.
Arnook looked down at his own hands.
The hands that had held his little snowdrop when she was an infant, her tiny fingers wrapping around his thumb.
The hands that had braided ice-crystals into his beard to make her laugh.
The hands that had carried her through the palace courtyards under the aurora, whispering promises that he would always keep her safe.
The hands that were currently bruised and blackened and trembling from the force of her power.
He closed his eyes.
A single tear slipped free, tracing a hot, bitter path down his frostbitten cheek.
He knew Pakku was right.
He hated it—hated it with every fiber of his being, hated it so much he could taste bile rising in his throat—but he knew.
If she lost control again, the tribe would turn on her. They would rip her from his arms, drag her into the courtyard, and he would be powerless to stop a mob driven by primal, instinctual terror.
If he wanted her to live—if he wanted his daughter to see her eighth birthday, her tenth, her sixteenth—she had to stop being a child.
She had to become perfect.
She had to be contained.
Arnook opened his eyes.
His voice, when he finally spoke, was barely a whisper—hoarse and broken and so quiet the elders had to lean forward to hear him.
"Send for the royal tanner," he said, the words tasting like ash and copper in his mouth. "Tell him I need... tell him I need the finest sealskin we possess. Thick. Watertight. Long enough to cover from wrist to fingertip."
He swallowed hard, his throat clicking.
"Tell him it is for the Princess."
The elders nodded, their faces grave, and one of them rose to carry out the order.
Arnook sat in the heavy silence, staring at nothing, feeling the weight of what he had just done settling over him like a funeral shroud.
The cage was drawn.
The bars were forged.
And Chief Arnook—driven by a desperate, agonizing, impossible love—had just picked up the hammer to forge the lock.
Three days later, the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe entered his daughter's bedchambers.
He did not knock, though protocol dictated he should—even a princess deserved the courtesy of warning. He simply pushed open the heavy oak door, its iron hinges groaning softly in the silence, and stepped inside.
The room was cold.
Not the pleasant, crisp cold of a winter morning, or the biting chill of fresh snow. This was a wrong cold—heavy and oppressive, the kind of cold that settled into your bones and refused to leave. Despite the brazier burning in the corner, despite the thick furs piled on the bed, despite the tapestries lining the walls, the temperature in Princess Xue's chambers hovered several degrees below the rest of the palace.
It always had.
But now, after the banquet, after the incident, the cold felt different.
It felt accusatory.
(___) sat on the edge of her bed, small and still as a porcelain doll.
She had not been allowed to leave her chambers since that night. The servants brought her meals on silver trays and left them by the door without entering. The nursemaids who used to braid her hair and tell her stories had stopped coming entirely. Even Yue—her beloved, precious Yue—had only been permitted one brief, supervised visit, during which the younger princess had clung to her older sister and cried until the nursemaid gently pulled her away.
(___) had not cried.
She had simply sat in her room, hands folded in her lap, staring at the frost patterns that crept unbidden across her windowpane, and waited.
For what, she wasn't entirely sure.
Punishment, maybe.
Banishment.
Death.
She had heard the whispers of the servants through the door. Heard the word monster hissed in fearful, hurried voices. Heard someone say that the Chief should have drowned her the day she was born, before she could become a threat.
So when the door opened and her father stepped inside, (___) did not move. Did not smile. Did not run to him the way she once would have, throwing her small arms around his legs and burying her face in his furs.
She simply sat.
And waited.
Chief Arnook closed the door behind him with a soft, final click.
For a long moment, he did not speak. He simply stood there, his broad shoulders filling the doorway, his face cast in shadow by the dim light of the brazier.
He looked old.
Older than (___) had ever seen him. The bruises on his neck had faded slightly, turning from angry purple-black to a sickly yellow-green, but they were still visible above the collar of his tunic. His hands—those large, strong hands that had once made her feel so safe—trembled faintly at his sides.
He was carrying a small wooden box.
It was carved from dark, polished driftwood and inlaid with mother-of-pearl in the shape of the royal family's insignia: a crescent moon cradled by two waves. The kind of box used for important things. Sacred things.
Dangerous things.
(___) stared at it, her heart beginning to beat faster despite her best efforts to remain calm.
Arnook crossed the room slowly, his footsteps heavy on the stone floor, and stopped a few feet away from the bed.
He did not sit beside her.
He did not pull her into his arms.
He did not call her his little snowdrop.
Instead, he knelt.
Slowly, stiffly, as if the movement caused him physical pain, Chief Arnook lowered himself to one knee so that he was at eye level with his seven-year-old daughter.
And for the first time since entering the room, he looked directly at her.
(___)'s breath caught in her throat.
Her father's eyes—eyes that had always been so warm, so full of love and pride and unshakable faith in her—were hollow.
Red-rimmed. Shadowed. Exhausted.
And underneath all of that, buried deep but still visible if you knew where to look, was fear.
He was still afraid of her.
The realization hit (___) like a physical blow, stealing the air from her lungs and making her chest achewith a pain she didn't have words for.
"(___)," Arnook said quietly, his voice hoarse and raw, stripped of its usual booming warmth and authority.
It was the voice of a man who had not slept in three days. Who had spent every waking hour locked in council chambers, arguing with elders, pleading with masters, desperately searching for a way to save his daughter's life that didn't involve breaking her into pieces.
And failing.
"I..." He stopped, his throat working, his jaw clenching. He looked down at the box in his hands, then back up at her. "I need you to understand something."
(___) said nothing. She simply stared at him with those sharp, unnervingly intelligent eyes that made her seem far older than her seven years.
Arnook took a breath.
"What happened at the banquet," he began slowly, carefully, as if navigating a frozen lake he knew was cracked beneath his feet. "What you did... it was not your fault."
A pause.
"You were frightened. The explosion startled you. You were only trying to protect yourself—to protect Yue, to protect me. I know that. I know you would never hurt anyone intentionally."
His voice cracked on the last word.
"But the elders..." Arnook's hands tightened on the box. "The council... they do not see it that way. They see only the danger. The destruction. The people who were hurt."
He swallowed hard.
"They wanted to banish you, (___). Some of them wanted worse."
(___)'s eyes widened fractionally, but she did not speak.
Arnook forced himself to continue.
"I fought for you," he said, his voice dropping to barely more than a whisper. "I fought with everything I had to keep you here. To keep you safe. But I could not... I could not make them forget what they saw. I could not make them stop being afraid."
He looked down at the box again, his expression crumbling.
"And I could not promise them it would not happen again."
Silence stretched between them, heavy and suffocating.
And then, slowly, Arnook lifted the lid of the box.
Inside, nestled on a bed of white silk, was a pair of gloves.
They were beautiful—there was no denying that. Clearly crafted by the finest tanner in the Northern Water Tribe, possibly in the entire world. The outer layer was made of thick, supple sea-lion leather dyed a deep, rich navy blue that was almost black. The stitching was immaculate, each seam reinforced and perfectly even. The interior was lined with crushed white velvet so soft it looked like fresh snow.
They were elbow-length—far longer than any gloves (___) had ever seen, designed to cover her hands and forearms entirely, leaving no skin exposed.
And they were heavy.
Even from a distance, even sitting perfectly still in the box, (___) could tell they would be heavy. Restrictive. Suffocating.
A cage for her hands.
Arnook lifted them from the box with a reverence that felt more like mourning.
"These," he said quietly, his voice flat and emotionless in a way that made (___)'s skin prickle with unease, "are for you."
He held them out.
She stared at them, her small hands still folded in her lap, her mind racing.
She wanted to ask why.
She wanted to ask if this was her punishment.
She wanted to ask if he would ever look at her the way he used to—with warmth and pride and that fierce, protective love that had made her feel like the most precious thing in the world.
But she didn't ask any of those things.
Because somewhere deep inside, in a place that was far too perceptive for a seven-year-old, (___) already knew.
"You must wear these," Arnook said, his voice still that terrible, hollow monotone. "Always."
He reached for her hands.
(___) flinched.
It was a tiny movement—barely perceptible, just a slight jerking backward of her shoulders—but Arnook saw it.
And something in his expression broke.
"(___)," he whispered, his voice suddenly thick with unshed tears. "Please. I need you to trust me. Just... just give me your hands."
Slowly, hesitantly, (___) unclenched her fists and extended her small, bare hands toward her father.
They were so small.
Delicate. Fragile. The hands of a child who should have been playing in the snow, building ice-sculptures with her sister, learning to braid her own hair.
The hands that had nearly killed him.
Arnook's own hands shook as he took them, cradling them gently in his much larger palms. Her skin was cold—always cold—but soft. Unblemished. Innocent.
For a moment, he simply held them, his thumbs brushing over her knuckles in a gesture that was achingly tender and utterly heartbreaking.
And then he slid the first glove onto her right hand.
The leather was thick—so thick that (___) immediately felt the difference. The crisp chill of the air that she'd always been able to sense through her fingertips, the subtle moisture in the room that called to her like a familiar song, the delicate awareness of ice and frost and cold that had been as natural to her as breathing—
Gone.
All of it, just... gone.
Arnook pulled the glove up slowly, carefully, past her wrist, past her forearm, all the way to her elbow. The velvet lining was soft against her skin, but the leather itself was stiff and unyielding. It didn't bendwith her fingers the way normal gloves did. It resisted.
He fastened the hidden buttons at the inner elbow, then tied the leather laces at the top with practiced, efficient movements, pulling them tight enough that the glove would not slip, would not come loose, would not allow even a millimeter of her skin to be exposed.
Then he repeated the process with her left hand.
By the time he was finished, (___)'s hands and forearms were completely encased.
She lifted them slowly, staring at the dark leather as if it belonged to someone else.
She flexed her fingers experimentally.
The gloves moved, but sluggishly. Stiffly. Like trying to bend frozen wood.
She couldn't feel the air anymore.
Couldn't feel the moisture.
Couldn't feel the cold.
She felt completely, utterly, horrifyingly numb.
Like someone had cut off her hands and replaced them with dead things.
"You must never take them off," Arnook said, his voice still that terrible monotone, his eyes fixed on her gloved hands rather than her face. "Do you understand me, (___)? Never."
(___)'s throat felt tight. "Not even—"
"Never," Arnook repeated, and this time there was an edge of something desperate in his voice. "Not when you bathe. Not when you sleep. Not when you eat. Not when you are alone in your chambers. Never."
He finally looked up at her, and the expression on his face made (___)'s chest ache.
"If the servants see your bare hands—if anyone sees them—they will panic. They will think you are about to lose control again. They will fear you, (___). More than they already do."
His hands tightened fractionally on her shoulders.
"And if you lose control again..." He stopped, his jaw working, his eyes going distant and haunted. "If it happens again, I will not be able to protect you. The council will not give me another chance. They will take you from me, and I will never see you again."
Her eyes stung.
She blinked rapidly, fighting back the tears that threatened to spill over, because she had learned over the past three days that crying made the frost worse, made the cold spread faster, made everything worse.
"I won't," she whispered, her voice small and trembling. "I won't lose control. I promise, Papa, I'll be good, I'll—"
"It is not enough to be good," Arnook interrupted, and his voice was suddenly harsh, sharp, cutting in a way it had never been with her before.
(___) recoiled slightly, her eyes going wide.
Arnook closed his eyes, took a shaking breath, and when he opened them again, his expression had smoothed into something hard and unyielding.
The expression of a Chief delivering orders.
Not a father comforting his child.
"You must be perfect," he said flatly. "You must control yourself at all times. You must never allow yourself to feel too much—not fear, not anger, not sadness, not even joy. Do you understand?"
(___)'s breath came faster, her small chest rising and falling beneath her nightgown.
"But I—"
"Your emotions are a threat, (___)." Arnook's voice was cold now, clinical, reciting the words Master Pakku had drilled into him over three days of brutal council sessions. "Every time you feel something too strongly, your power responds. Every time you panic, people get hurt. Every time you lose control, you put this entire tribe in danger."
He leaned forward, his face inches from hers, his eyes boring into her with an intensity that made her want to shrink back.
"So you must stop feeling."
The words hung in the air like a death sentence.
(___) stared at her father, her mind struggling to comprehend what he was saying.
Stop feeling.
How was she supposed to stop feeling?
"I don't... I don't understand," she whispered, her voice breaking. "How do I—"
"You watch yourself," Arnook said, his tone relentless, unyielding. "Every second of every day. You monitor your own heart. When you feel anger rising, you push it down. When you feel fear, you breathe through it. When you feel sadness, you lock it away."
He gestured to the gloves encasing her hands.
"These will help. They will stop you from connecting to the moisture in the air. But they are not enough. You must also build a wall inside yourself—a wall between what you feel and what you allow the world to see."
His voice dropped to barely more than a whisper.
"You must never let them see what you can do. You must never let them know how much power you carry. You must become so controlled, so perfect, so flawless that they forget to be afraid of you."
Tears were streaming down (___)'s face now, silent and unstoppable, freezing on her cheeks and shattering against the collar of her nightgown with soft, crystalline tinks.
"But what if I can't?" she choked out, her voice raw with desperation. "What if I try and I still—"
"Then you will lose everything," Arnook said, and his voice was suddenly, devastatingly gentle in a way that was somehow worse than the harshness. "You will lose me. You will lose Yue. You will lose your home, your title, your life."
He cupped her face in his large, trembling hands, his thumbs brushing away the frozen tears that clung to her skin.
"I cannot lose you, (___)," he whispered, his own eyes wet now, his voice breaking. "I cannot watch them take you from me. So you must do this. You must be perfect. You must control it."
He pressed his forehead against hers, his breath warm against her frozen skin.
"Please, my snowdrop," he breathed, the endearment slipping out unbidden, cracking the carefully constructed wall he'd been trying to maintain. "Please. I need you to survive this. I need you to be strong."
(___)'s entire body shook with the force of her silent sobs.
She wanted to scream.
She wanted to rip the gloves off and throw them across the room and beg her father to tell her this was all a mistake, that he still loved her, that she was still his precious girl.
But she didn't.
Because she could see it in his eyes—the truth he was trying so desperately to hide behind the harsh words and cold commands.
He was afraid of her.
But he was more afraid of losing her.
And if wearing these suffocating gloves, if locking away every emotion, if becoming a perfect, unfeeling statue was what it took to stay alive, to stay with him, to keep Yue safe—
Then that was what she would do.
Slowly, carefully, (___) pulled back from her father's embrace.
She wiped at her face with the back of one gloved hand, the leather clumsy and foreign against her skin, and forced herself to take a deep, shaking breath.
When she looked up at her father again, her eyes were still wet, but her expression had smoothed into something blank and distant.
Empty.
"I understand, Father," she said, and her voice was flat and toneless—devoid of the fear and grief and desperate love that churned beneath the surface.
Perfectly controlled.
Perfectly numb.
Arnook stared at her, his heart shattering at the sight of his vibrant, curious, joyful little girl disappearing behind a mask of ice.
"(___)—"
"I will wear the gloves," she continued, her tone still that terrible monotone. "Always. I will never take them off. I will control myself. I will be perfect."
She looked down at her encased hands, flexing the stiff leather fingers slowly.
"I will never lose control again."
Arnook opened his mouth to respond—to tell her it was okay, that she didn't have to sound like that, that she was still his daughter, still his snowdrop—
But the words died in his throat.
Because the truth was, he needed her to sound like this.
He needed her to be this controlled, this perfect, this empty.
Because it was the only way she survived.
So instead of comforting her, instead of pulling her into his arms and telling her she was still loved, Chief Arnook simply nodded once, stood, and turned toward the door.
He paused at the threshold, his hand on the handle, his broad shoulders rigid.
"Your tutors will resume your lessons tomorrow," he said, his voice carefully neutral. "You will attend your etiquette classes, your history lessons, and your diplomatic training. You will conduct yourself as a Princess of the Northern Water Tribe."
A pause.
"And you will smile, (___). You will be gracious and charming and perfect. You will show the court that you are in control. That you are not a threat."
He didn't look back at her.
"Do you understand?"
(___) stared at her father's back, at the man who had once carried her through aurora-lit courtyards and called her his snowdrop and promised to keep her safe.
The man who was now asking her to become someone else entirely.
"Yes, Father," she replied, her voice as flat and flawless as a sheet of unbroken ice.
Chief Arnook closed his eyes, his hand tightening on the door handle until his knuckles went white.
And then, without another word, he left.
The door closed behind him with a soft, final click.
(___) sat alone in her chambers, staring down at her gloved hands in the dim light of the brazier.
The little girl who had once woven ice-crystals into her father's beard—who had giggled and played and felt things with the full, unguarded intensity of childhood—was gone.
She had to be.
If she ever wanted her father to look at her with love again, if she ever wanted to be allowed back into the world, if she ever wanted to be anything other than a monster locked in a tower—
She could never, ever lose control.
Slowly, mechanically, (___) stood and walked to the mirror on the far wall.
She studied her reflection with cold, clinical detachment.
A seven-year-old girl with stark white hair, piercing eyes, and hands encased in dark leather that made her look like she was already wearing shackles.
She practiced a smile.
It didn't reach her eyes, but it was perfect. Flawless. Exactly the kind of gracious, charming expression a Princess should wear.
"I am in control," she whispered to her reflection, testing the words, making them real. "I am perfect. I am not a threat."
Behind her, frost crept silently across the window in intricate, branching patterns.
But (___), trapped inside her leather prison, could not feel it.
Could not feel anything at all.
And perhaps, she thought distantly, that was exactly the point.
SYPNOSIS. You have spent seven years safely hidden within the fortress of your father’s love, convinced your icy nature is just a quirk. But the Winter Solstice Banquet is a sweltering, crowded affair, and the pressure to be the perfect, normal princess is mounting. When a traveling Earth Kingdom troupe's performance goes violently wrong, the iron grip you've kept on your frost is put to the ultimate test—and you are about to learn the devastating difference between a quirk and a curse.
WHEN LOVE BECOMES FEAR | CHAPTER TWO
sokka x icebender!reader | enemies to lovers story
STORY TAGS: angst with a capital A, good dad arnook, he looked at her like a monster, you’re only seven years old someone needs to hug you right now, the absolute betrayal of a parent's fear, panic attack, master pakku hate club starts here, get him away from her, he didn't have to be so mean she's literally a child, the northern water tribe elders remain the absolute worst, yue is safe and that's all that matters to her subconscious, the moon remains untouched, who let the earth kingdom bring explosives to an ice castle, reader is outcasted by other tribe members
❄️🧊─── FOR SEVEN YEARS, Chief Arnook's love was a fortress.
It was thick enough to keep the whispers out, warm enough to melt the suspicion of the elders, and sturdy enough to convince a young princess that her terrifying, volatile connection to the winter was nothing more than a unique, beautiful quirk—something to be managed, certainly, but never something to be feared.
She was his snowdrop. His precious, extraordinary child. And within the protective walls of his love, she was safe.
Until the night of the Winter Solstice Banquet.
The grand hall of Agna Qel'a was a masterpiece of Northern architecture—a cavernous, domed sanctuary carved entirely from ancient, iridescent glacier ice that had stood for over a thousand years. The walls were so thick they could withstand the full fury of a polar storm without so much as a crack. The ceiling soared sixty feet above the floor, ribbed with massive support arches that caught and refracted light like the inside of a frozen cathedral.
For the Winter Solstice—the longest, darkest night of the year, when the Moon Spirit's power was at its absolute peak—the hall had been transformed into a suffocatingly opulent display of the Northern Water Tribe's immense wealth and enduring power.
Massive, multi-tiered chandeliers of hand-carved ice hung suspended from the vaulted ceiling, each one weighing half a ton and crafted by master artisans over the course of months. They caught the light of a hundred roaring bronze braziers strategically placed along the walls and scattered it across the room in a dazzling, almost blinding display of amber and gold. Cascading water features had been built into the perimeter—endless streams of blessed water flowing from the Spirit Oasis itself, meant to honor Tui and La.
Long tables stretched the length of the hall, groaning under the weight of the feast: whole roasted sea-lions glazed with honey and herbs, platters of flash-seared arctic cod, towers of steamed snow-crab, bowls of sea-prune compote, and loaves of dense, dark rye bread still steaming from the ovens. Silver goblets brimmed with heavily spiced sea-prune wine, imported Fire Nation rice-wine (a controversial choice, but a symbol of the North's wealth), and sweet, fermented seal-milk for the children.
The hall was packed. Lords and chieftains from the outermost Northern villages—settlements so remote they were barely more than clusters of ice-huts clinging to the frozen tundra—had traveled for weeks through deadly blizzards to be here. To pay tribute to Chief Arnook. To see the royal daughters. To reaffirm their loyalty to the throne.
Over three hundred people filled the space, their voices rising in a cacophony of laughter, conversation, and the occasional roar of approval when a particularly good toast was made. The heat radiating from the braziers, the packed bodies, and the massive central fire pit was oppressive. The air was thick and humid, smelling of roasted seal-meat, rich gravy, melting wax from blubber-candles, and the overwhelming, musky perfume of a hundred Northern aristocrats dressed in their finest furs.
At the high table, elevated on a carved ice dais that literally placed the royal family above the rest of the court, sat Chief Arnook and his two daughters.
Seven-year-old (___) sat rigidly sat rigidly in her high-backed chair, her spine straight as a ceremonial spear, her small hands folded with perfect, unnatural stillness in the lap of her heavy, formal gown.
The dress itself was a work of art—layers upon layers of deep indigo sea-silk embroidered with geometric silver snowflakes, the skirt so voluminous it spilled over the sides of the chair. Over it, she wore a short, stiff-collared mantle of white polar-leopard fur fastened at her throat with a sapphire brooch the size of a baby's fist. Her stark white hair had been painstakingly braided and coiled into an elaborate updo by the palace servants, woven through with tiny shards of unmelting ice that caught the firelight and glittered like captured stars.
She looked every inch the perfect Northern princess.
But beneath the finery, (___) was miserable.
The fur collar was scratching her neck, the tight embroidery of the bodice was digging into her ribs with every breath, and the ambient heat of the room was making her skin crawl in a way she didn't have the vocabulary to explain. Her internal body temperature naturally ran several degrees lower than a normal human's—always had, since birth—and to (___), the stifling, oppressive warmth of the banquet hall felt like being slowly, methodically smothered beneath a heavy woolen blanket.
Every instinct in her body was screaming at her to leave. To run outside into the blessedly cold courtyard and press her overheated face against the snow until her heart stopped racing.
But she did not complain. She did not fidget. She did not even blink more than absolutely necessary.
Because this banquet was important.
Her father had told her so himself, kneeling down to her eye level that morning and gently adjusting the collar of her dress with his large, careful hands.
"There will be many people tonight, my snowdrop," he'd said quietly. "Important people. They will be watching you and your sister very closely."
"Why?" (___) had asked, her voice small.
Arnook had hesitated, choosing his words carefully. "Because they want to see what kind of princesses you will grow into. They want to know if the North is strong."
"And if I'm good, they'll think the North is strong?"
"If you are yourself, they will see that the North is blessed."
So (___) had spent the entire day meticulously policing her own emotions, suppressing the innate, icy pressure that always hummed just beneath her skin like a second heartbeat. She knew this banquet was important to her father. She knew the lords and chieftains had traveled for weeks to be here. She knew that if she lost control—if she let even a whisper of frost escape—it would embarrass him.
And she would rather die than embarrass her father.
Beside her, six-year-old Princess Yue was the picture of radiant, effortless joy.
Where (___) sat rigid and silent, Yue practically glowed. Her moonlit-white hair had been left mostly loose, cascading down her back in soft waves with only a few small braids woven with pearls. Her dress was a soft, pale blue—simpler than her sister's, lighter, easier to move in. She swung her little legs under the table, her heels knocking rhythmically against the chair, and babbled happily to anyone who came close enough to hear.
Every time a dignitary approached the high table to pay their respects, Yue would lean forward, her round face lighting up with genuine curiosity.
"Is that a real polar-bear fur?" she asked one visiting chieftain, pointing at his massive cloak with wide, delighted eyes.
The man—a grizzled warrior with a scar across his nose—melted. He actually crouched down so he was at her eye level, a broad smile splitting his weathered face.
"It is, little princess," he said warmly. "Took me three days to track the beast. Nearly lost two fingers to frostbite, but it was worth it."
"It's very fluffy," Yue declared solemnly, reaching out to pet it.
The entire table burst into warm, indulgent laughter.
(___) watched this interaction with careful, guarded eyes, her face a perfect mask of polite, aristocratic neutrality.
She noticed—because she always noticed—the way the chieftain's smile had been genuine and unguarded when he looked at Yue. Warm. Affectionate. Safe.
But when the man's gaze briefly flicked to the firstborn, his smile had tightened almost imperceptibly. Become polite. Respectful. But distant.
He'd nodded to her. "Princess (___)."
"Chieftain Tulok," (___) had replied, her voice perfectly modulated, her diction flawless.
And then he'd turned back to Yue.
It was always like this.
(___) didn't blame him. She didn't blame any of them. She understood, in the way that children who grow up watched and whispered about always understand, that there was something about her—something in the sharpness of her eyes, the unnatural cold of her skin, the way frost sometimes crept across the table when she wasn't paying attention—that made people uneasy.
So whenever a lord approached the high table, she would instinctively pull her aura back, drawing the cold deep into her own chest, compressing it down into a tight, painful knot just below her sternum so that not even a wisp of frost could betray her.
She was trying so incredibly, desperately hard to be good.
To be perfect.
To prove to her father—and to the tribe—that she could sit among them and not be a monster.
And for the first three hours of the banquet, she was succeeding.
Until the performance began.
To honor the Winter Solstice and demonstrate the Northern Water Tribe's far-reaching trade connections, Chief Arnook had permitted something highly unusual: a troupe of traveling performers from the Earth Kingdom to entertain the court.
The announcement alone had caused a stir. The North was isolationist by nature, deeply suspicious of outsiders. But Arnook had been insistent.
"The world is changing," he'd told his advisors firmly. "We cannot hide behind our walls forever. Let the Earth Kingdom see our strength. Let them see our wealth. Let them leave here with stories of Northern greatness."
The performers had arrived three days prior, half-frozen and exhausted from their journey across the treacherous polar seas. They'd bowed low before the Chief, presenting him with gifts of jade carvings and bolts of green silk, and promised a spectacle unlike anything the North had ever seen.
Now, as the feast wound down and the tables were cleared, the troupe took their place in the center of the hall.
They brought with them instruments the North had never seen: massive, brass-rimmed war drums taller than a grown man, cymbals that gleamed like liquid gold, and long, hollow wooden horns that produced deep, resonant notes that seemed to vibrate through the very ice of the floor.
(___), despite her carefully maintained composure, leaned forward slightly in her chair, her piercing eyes wide with genuine, unguarded, childlike curiosity.
She had never seen anything from outside the ice walls before. Never heard music that didn't come from Water Tribe drums or bone-flutes. The Earth Kingdom was a mystery to her—a vast, distant place her tutors spoke of in abstract terms but that she could never quite picture.
The performance began slowly, hypnotically.
A low, rhythmic thrumming started from the war drums, vibrating through the floorboards and resonating in her chest. It was deep and steady, like a heartbeat. Like the pull of the tide.
Then the dancers emerged.
They wore flowing robes of emerald green and sun-bright yellow—colors so vibrant and alive they seemed almost garish against the endless blues and whites of the Water Tribe. They spun and leapt, their movements sharp and grounded in a way that was completely unlike the fluid, sweeping choreography of Northern waterbending forms.
(___) was transfixed.
For the first time all night, the tight knot of anxiety in her chest loosened slightly. The cold she'd been suppressing so carefully began to settle, no longer a threat but simply a part of her, humming quietly in the background.
She was okay. Everything was okay.
And then the troupe's leader—a tall, lean man with earth-dust still clinging to his travel-worn boots—stepped forward with a wide, showman's grin.
He bowed low to Chief Arnook.
"Honored Chief," he said, his voice projecting easily across the hall, "to celebrate the longest night and honor the Moon Spirit, we offer a gift: tamed stars."
He produced a small leather pouch from his belt and held it aloft.
"This," he declared, "is a powder used in the Earth Kingdom for mining. When combined with fire-sand and cast into flame, it creates a display of light and color that rivals the aurora itself!"
A murmur of intrigued approval rippled through the crowd.
Arnook, seated in his carved throne, nodded graciously. "Proceed."
The performer grinned, clearly pleased with himself. He approached the massive central fire pit—a circular brazier six feet across, roaring with flames fed by seal-oil and dried kelp—and opened the pouch.
(___) watched, her heart beating a little faster with anticipation.
The man raised his arm dramatically, holding the pouch high above his head.
"Behold!" he shouted.
And then he tossed the entire contents directly into the fire.
For a single, frozen heartbeat, nothing happened.
And then—
CRACK.
The sound was deafening.
It was not the gentle sparkle the performer had promised. It was not the soft whoosh of controlled flame. It was a sound the Northern Water Tribe knew in their bones, a sound that haunted their nightmares and sent children scrambling for their parents in the dead of night.
It was the sound of ice breaking.
The catastrophic, structural fracturing of a glacier. The sharp, rifle-like snap of a frozen lake giving way beneath a hunter's feet. The terrible, roaring crack of an avalanche tearing down a mountainside, swallowing everything in its path.
It was the sound of death.
Before the rational part of her brain could catch up—before she could process that the ceiling wasn't actually caving in, that the walls weren't collapsing, that they weren't about to be buried alive beneath a thousand tons of ice—the fire pit erupted.
A massive, blinding pillar of wild, untamed flame shot twenty feet into the air, accompanied by a concussive shockwave that rattled every goblet on every table and sent a wall of blistering, terrifying heat roaring directly toward the royal dais.
People screamed.
Courtiers scrambled backward, chairs overturning with violent clatters, goblets shattering on the floor, nobles tripping over their own elaborate robes in their panic to get away from the fire.
"MOVE!"
"GET BACK!"
"THE PRINCESS—"
But (___) did not run.
She could not move.
She sat frozen in her chair, her small hands clenched white-knuckled on the armrests, staring at the roaring column of flame with eyes gone wide and glassy with terror.
In that single, terrible fraction of a second, every carefully constructed wall she'd spent the entire day building—every ounce of control she'd painstakingly maintained—shattered.
Her mind wasn't processing the performance anymore. It wasn't seeing the Earth Kingdom performer scrambling backward, shouting apologies. It wasn't hearing her father's commanding voice trying to restore order.
All (___) could see was fire.
All she could hear was the crack of breaking ice and the screams of her people.
All she could feel was a spike of pure, unfiltered, paralyzing terror piercing straight through her chest like a spear of ice.
Danger.
The word blazed through her mind like a brand.
Fire. Heat. Danger. Threat. THREAT.
She looked to her right.
Yue was cowering, her small hands thrown up over her face, her whole body trembling.
She looked to her left.
Her father had leapt from his throne, his massive frame moving to physically shield his daughters, one arm thrown out as if he could somehow block twenty feet of flame with his own body.
And something inside (___)—something primal and ancient and entirely beyond her conscious control—screamed.
PROTECT THEM.
STOP IT.
MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT STOP MAKE IT—
The iron grip she had kept on her emotions all day—all week, all her life—completely, catastrophically shattered.
It did not happen like traditional waterbending.
There were no sweeping, fluid motions. No elegant stances drawn from centuries of Tai Chi mastery. (___) did not raise her hands. She did not pull water from the cascading fountains or the goblets or the moisture in the air.
She didn't bend.
She exploded.
A shockwave of absolute zero violently ruptured from the seven-year-old girl's chest, ripping through the grand hall with the force of a polar hurricane.
The ambient moisture in the stiflingly humid room—moisture from three hundred breathing bodies, from the roaring braziers, from the wine and the water features and the sweat dripping down panicked faces—flash-froze in a microsecond.
The roaring, twenty-foot pillar of flame in the center of the room was snuffed out instantly, not by water, but by a sudden vacuum of freezing pressure so intense it crystallized the very air around it.
And then the ice came.
Jagged, geometric spears of fractal ice erupted from the floor directly beneath (___)'s feet, expanding outward in a terrifying, beautiful, utterly lethal starburst pattern. The ice did not flow like water. It did not curve or bend or follow natural lines.
It slashed.
It crawled up the walls with the speed of a lightning strike, covering the ancient glacier ice in a new, hyper-dense layer of permafrost so cold it burned. It shattered the bronze braziers, extinguishing a hundred flames in the span of a single breath. It encased the massive support pillars in thick, unyielding sleeves of blue-white ice that creaked ominously under the sudden, enormous weight.
The temperature in the hall plummeted from a sweltering, oppressive heat to a lethal, sub-zero plungein less than a heartbeat.
The spiced wine in the silver goblets froze solid, the liquid expanding so violently it shattered the metal from the inside out, sending shards of ice and twisted silver flying across the tables.
The cascading water features along the perimeter of the hall stopped mid-flow, frozen into jagged, unnatural sculptures—water that had been flowing freely one second, suspended in mid-air the next, transformed into something that looked like glass sculptures of screaming mouths.
The heat—the oppressive, suffocating heat that had been making (___)'s skin crawl all night—was devoured, ripped out of the room so quickly that several people gasped aloud as their lungs suddenly burned with sub-zero air.
And then the ice hit the people.
Screams of panic morphed into breathless, airless gasps of agony as the sweeping wave of fractal ice caught the fleeing courtiers mid-stride.
It crawled up their legs with the inexorable certainty of a predator, pinning them to the floor. It wrapped around ankles, knees, thighs, locking joints in place and rendering movement impossible.
A visiting lord from the outer villages went down hard, his furs doing nothing to protect him as the ice encased him up to his waist. He clawed at it uselessly, his fingers scraping against ice so cold it burned his skin on contact.
"GET IT OFF—"
"I CAN'T MOVE—"
"SPIRITS HELP US—"
The Earth Kingdom performers, still clustered near the central fire pit, were hit the hardest. The ice slammed into them like a tidal wave, throwing two of them backward and pinning them to the floor in jagged, crystalline prisons that encased them from the waist down. One of the dancers—a young woman who couldn't have been older than sixteen—let out a choked sob as the ice crushed inward, compressing her legs with enough force to bruise bone.
Near the back of the hall, an elderly chieftain's wife collapsed, her lips already turning blue, her breath coming in shallow, desperate gasps as hypothermia set in with terrifying speed.
But at the high table—at the epicenter of the blast—the devastation was most absolute.
When the freezing shockwave hit Chief Arnook, it did not recognize him as father.
It did not see the man who had held (___) through nightmares, who had woven ice-crystals into his beard to make her laugh, who had called her his snowdrop and promised to keep her safe.
It only recognized the command of her terrified, animal subconscious:
STOP THE THREAT.
FREEZE EVERYTHING.
The ice slammed into the Chief like a physical blow, hitting him square in the chest and throwing him backward. His spine cracked against the carved backrest of his throne with enough force to drive the air from his lungs.
And then the frost came.
Thick, heavy layers of pure, hyper-dense ice rapidly scaled his body—starting at his boots and crawling upward with horrifying speed. It encased his ankles. His shins. His knees. It locked his legs together, fusing them to the throne itself.
Arnook gasped, his eyes going wide, his hands scrabbling uselessly at the armrests as the ice continued its relentless climb.
It wrapped around his torso like a vice, compressing his ribs, making it hurt to breathe. It crawled up his chest, over his shoulders, down his arms until his hands were frozen to the throne, fingers locked in a grip he could no longer release.
The cold was agonizing—a burning, searing pain that felt like every nerve in his body was being flayed alive. His lungs burned as he tried to drag in air that was now so cold it felt like inhaling shards of glass.
And still the ice climbed.
It reached his neck, wrapping around his throat like skeletal fingers. It crept up his jaw, locking it in place, freezing the moisture on his skin and turning his neatly-trimmed beard stark white with frost.
His vision swam. His eyelashes froze together.
Within seconds—less than ten, maybe less than five—the most powerful man in the Northern Water Tribe was completely, utterly paralyzed, entombed in solid ice from the boots up, the frost now creeping toward his nose and mouth, mere inches away from suffocating him entirely.
He couldn't move. Couldn't speak. Could barely breathe.
All he could do was stare.
Next to him, impossibly, impossibly, Yue had been entirely spared.
The ice had arched over the younger princess, forming a protective, glittering dome around her small, trembling body like the petals of a flower closing for the night. She was completely untouched—not a single crystal had grazed her skin.
She was safe.
Because even in the grip of absolute terror, even in the throes of a power she could not control, some deep, fundamental part of (___) had recognized sister and had bent the ice around her.
And then, just as suddenly as it had erupted, the violent expansion stopped.
The silence that followed was the most terrifying sound (___) had ever heard.
The roaring fire was gone. The music was gone. The laughter, the conversation, the warm buzz of three hundred voices raised in celebration—gone.
The warm, musky scent of roasted meat and spiced wine had been entirely eradicated, replaced by the sharp, sterile, metallic scent of ozone and deep winter. The scent of a blizzard. The scent of death.
A thick, white mist of hyper-cooled air rolled across the floor of the hall like a living thing, obscuring boots and hems and the lower half of the trapped, frozen bodies.
The only sounds were the sickening creak of ice expanding under its own weight, the drip of melting frost from the shattered chandeliers, and the ragged, shallow, terrified breathing of the three hundred courtiers who were now trapped—some literally, some simply paralyzed by fear—in what had been a place of warmth and celebration mere moments before.
(___) stood perfectly, impossibly still in the center of the dais.
Her breath plumed in the freezing air, coming too fast, too shallow. Her small hands were trembling violently at her sides, her fingers splayed wide as if she didn't trust herself to close them into fists.
Frost spread across the floor beneath her feet in delicate, branching patterns, expanding outward with every exhale.
For a moment—one horrible, suspended moment—she didn't move.
And then, slowly, hesitantly, she turned her head.
The grand hall looked like a battlefield.
Dozens of people were pinned to the floor, shivering uncontrollably, their lips blue, their skin turning an ugly, mottled purple-gray as hypothermia set in. Some were weeping softly, their tears freezing on their cheeks. Others were completely silent, staring up at nothing, their eyes glassy with shock.
A child—a little boy no older than five, the son of one of the visiting chieftains—was sobbing openly, his small body wracked with tremors as his mother tried desperately to pull him free of the ice encasing his legs. She was crying too, her voice hoarse as she begged the spirits for help.
The Earth Kingdom performers were motionless, their faces pale, their eyes wide with a terror so profound it bordered on reverence.
And all of them—all of them—were staring at the dais.
Not at the extinguished fire.
Not at the shattered hall.
At her.
(___)'s heart hammered against her ribs like a trapped animal trying to claw its way out of her chest. A distant, detached part of her mind noted that the sound of her own pulse was deafening, louder than the crackling ice, louder than the sobbing child, louder than everything.
She spun around, her pristine white hair whipping across her face, desperately searching for the one person who always made it better. The one person who had promised, who had sworn, that he wasn't afraid of her.
"Papa?" she whispered, her voice a tiny, fragile thread in the massive, frozen room.
She found him.
Chief Arnook was still frozen to his throne, his body rigid, his face locked in an expression of shock and pain. His skin was dangerously pale, the warm brown of his complexion almost entirely leeched away. A dark, frostbitten purple was creeping up the sides of his neck where the ice met his flesh, spreading like a bruise.
He was shivering violently—tiny, helpless tremors that shook his entire frame—his breath coming in shallow, ragged puffs of white mist that dissipated almost immediately in the sub-zero air.
(___) took a stumbling step toward him, her small hands reaching out instinctively, her face crumpling.
"Papa, I—" Her voice broke. "I didn't mean to. I got scared. The loud noise, and the fire, and I thought—I thought—"
"(___)." Arnook's voice was tight, strained, agonized—not with anger, but with the sheer, unbearable cold that was slowly shutting his body down. "Stop. Don't—don't come closer."
(___) froze mid-step.
Her hands, still outstretched, trembled in the air.
"I can help," she said desperately, her voice rising with panic. "I can melt it, I can—"
"No." The word came out sharp, commanding, in a tone Arnook had never once used with his daughter. "You will not touch it. You will not touch anything. Do you understand me?"
(___) flinched as if he'd struck her.
"But I—"
"(___)." Arnook closed his eyes, his jaw clenched so tightly she could see the muscle jumping beneath his frostbitten skin. "Please. Just... stay where you are."
There was no warmth in his voice.
No reassurance.
No you're okay, snowdrop, we'll fix this together.
Just fear.
(___)'s outstretched hands dropped slowly, limply, to her sides.
She looked into her father's eyes.
For seven years—for every single day of her short life—whenever Chief Arnook looked at his eldest daughter, (___) had only ever seen warmth. Pride. Unconditional, fierce, unshakable love. She was his snowdrop. She was the beautiful, strong thing that bloomed in winter. She was perfect.
But as the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe stared at his seven-year-old daughter now—the girl who had just decimated his grand hall, incapacitated his entire court, trapped dozens of people in ice, and nearly killed him in the span of three seconds simply because she was startled—the warmth was entirely, devastatingly gone.
In its place was exactly what the elders had felt on the day she was born.
Terror.
Raw, primal, instinctual terror.
He was looking at her like she was a monster.
Somewhere in the hall, a voice broke the silence.
"Spirits save us," someone whispered, the words carrying in the frozen air. "The child is cursed."
"She could have killed us all—"
"The Chief—look at the Chief—"
"She's dangerous. She shouldn't be here. She shouldn't—"
"ENOUGH."
The voice that cut through the rising panic was cold, sharp, and utterly unyielding.
Master Pakku strode into the hall from the side entrance, his ice-blue Master's robes billowing behind him, his expression carved from stone. He was flanked by two other waterbending masters, their hands already glowing with the soft blue light of healing water.
Pakku's eyes swept across the devastation—the frozen courtiers, the shattered braziers, the frost-covered walls—and his jaw tightened.
Then his gaze landed on (___).
For a moment, their eyes met.
Pakku's expression did not soften. If anything, it grew harder.
"Get the Chief free," he snapped to the other masters. "Now."
They moved immediately, rushing to the dais and beginning the painstaking process of melting the ice encasing Arnook without causing further harm.
Pakku turned to the crowd, his voice ringing with absolute authority. "The rest of you will remain calm. Panic helps no one. Those of you who can move, assist those who cannot. Healers, to the injured. Move."
The court, too shocked and frightened to disobey a Master, slowly began to stir.
Pakku's gaze returned to (___).
She was still standing in the center of the dais, small and trembling and alone, frost spreading in delicate patterns around her feet with every breath.
Pakku's lip curled almost imperceptibly.
"Princess," he said, his tone clipped and cold. "Come with me."
It was not a request.
(___) didn't move.
She looked past Pakku, back to her father, desperately searching his face for something—a signal, permission, anything.
But Arnook wouldn't meet her eyes.
He kept his gaze fixed straight ahead, his jaw clenched, his entire body rigid as the masters worked to free him.
"Now, Princess," Pakku said, his tone hardening.
(___)'s small hands clenched into fists at her sides.
Slowly—so slowly it hurt—she turned away from her father and walked toward Pakku on legs that felt like they might give out at any moment.
As she passed him, Pakku placed one hand on her shoulder.
His touch was firm. Unyielding.
And cold.
Not with ice. With judgment.
"You," he said quietly, his voice low enough that only she could hear, "are exactly what I warned the Chief you would become."
(___)'s breath hitched.
Pakku's hand tightened fractionally.
"Dangerous," he continued, his tone flat and merciless. "Uncontrollable. A threat to this tribe." He leaned down slightly, his face level with hers. "And until you learn what you are and how to contain it, you are forbidden from stepping foot in this hall again."
(___)'s vision blurred.
A single tear slipped down her cheek.
It froze before it ever reached her chin, shattering like glass against the collar of her gown and falling soundlessly to the frost-covered floor.
"I'm sorry," she whispered, her voice so small it was barely audible. "I'm so sorry."
Pakku said nothing.
He simply steered her toward the door, his hand still locked on her shoulder like a shackle.
And as (___) was led out of the grand hall—away from her father, away from her sister, away from the wreckage she had caused—she heard the whispers following her like ghosts.
"Dangerous."
"Cursed."
"Monster."
Behind her, Chief Arnook finally opened his eyes.
He was free now, the ice melted away, his body slowly, painfully returning to normal temperature.
But as he stared at the doorway where his daughter had just disappeared, he felt something inside his chest crack in a way that had nothing to do with the cold.
He was a father.
But he was also a Chief.
And his firstborn daughter—his snowdrop, his perfect, beautiful girl—was a lethal, uncontrollable weapon.
And he had absolutely no idea what to do about it.
sokka x icebender!reader | enemies to lovers story
SYPNOSIS. Princess (__) is everything Sokka hates: pristine, pompous, and utterly insufferable. Sokka is everything Xue despises: loud, unrefined, and tracking mud on her silk. But they both loved Yue. And when the Moon Spirit takes her, grief is the only language they have left.
Forced together on a quest to end a war, the Ice Queen and the warrior discover that the opposite of love isn't hate-it's indifference. And they are anything but indifferent.
TROPES: enemies to lovers, opposites attract, oldest siblings, forced proximity, high maintenance x low maintenance, eternal soulmate
CHAPTER ONE — THE CURSE AND THE BLESSING (6/13/26)
SYPNOSIS. To the Northern Water Tribe, your sister Yue is a miracle, saved by the Moon Spirit and universally adored. You, the firstborn with hair of glacial ice and a touch that freezes the world around you, are a warning. Raised in the blinding light of her divine blessing, you could have easily chosen resentment. Instead, you chose to become her shield
CHAPTER TWO — WHEN LOVE BECOMES FEAR (6/14/26)
SYPNOSIS. You have spent seven years safely hidden within the fortress of your father’s love, convinced your icy nature is just a quirk. But the Winter Solstice Banquet is a sweltering, crowded affair, and the pressure to be the perfect, normal princess is mounting. When a traveling Earth Kingdom troupe's performance goes violently wrong, the iron grip you've kept on your frost is put to the ultimate test—and you are about to learn the devastating difference between a quirk and a curse.
CHAPTER THREE — CONCEAL, DON’T FEEL (6/17/26)
SYPNOSIS. The explosion at the Winter Solstice shattered the tribe's peace, but the price of your survival will cost you everything else. Locked away in the dark, you wait for your punishment. What arrives is a terrifying ultimatum forged by rigid traditions and a father's desperate, suffocating love. If you want to keep your family, you must sacrifice your freedom, your feelings, and the little girl you used to be.
SYPNOSIS. To the Northern Water Tribe, your sister Yue is a miracle, saved by the Moon Spirit and universally adored. You, the firstborn with hair of glacial ice and a touch that freezes the world around you, are a warning. Raised in the blinding light of her divine blessing, you could have easily chosen resentment. Instead, you chose to become her shield.
THE BLESSING AND THE CURSE | CHAPTER ONE
sokka x icebender!reader | enemies to lovers story
STORY TAGS: we protect princess yue in this house, good dad arnook, the elders are haters, local toddler ready to freeze the world for her baby sister
❄️🧊─── IN THE NORTHERN WATER TRIBE, the color white was rarely a mystery.
It was woven into the very fabric of their existence—the towering ice walls that had protected Agna Qel'a for millennia, the sacred, ethereal glow of the Moon Spirit as it danced across the frozen canals, and the endless, sweeping tundra that stretched beyond the horizon, keeping the rest of the world at a safe, frigid distance. White was the color of purity. Of divinity. Of survival itself.
But when the firstborn child of Chief Arnook was brought screaming into the world in the dead of winter in 83 AG, the color white suddenly became something else entirely: a harbinger of the unknown.
The royal birthing chambers were supposed to be warm.
Thick, heavy furs lined every surface—polar bear-wolf pelts layered three deep across the stone floors, crushed velvet tapestries depicting the Moon and Ocean Spirits hanging from the walls to trap the heat. Bronze braziers, carefully tended by the most skilled fire-keepers in the tribe, burned hot and steady in each corner of the room, filling the air with the comforting scent of seal oil and medicinal herbs. The head healer had checked the temperature herself twice before the labor began, ensuring everything was perfect for the arrival of the Chief's heir.
Yet the moment the infant drew her first sharp, furious breath—a sound that should have brought relief and joy—a sudden, inexplicable chill swept through the room like a living thing.
It was not gradual. It did not creep. It struck.
The flames in the braziers flickered violently, shrinking down to weak, sputtering blue embers that barely clung to life. The warmth that had filled the room just seconds before was devoured whole, replaced by a biting, bone-deep cold that had no reasonable source. One of the younger attendants gasped audibly as her breath materialized in a visible cloud before her face. Another pulled her parka tighter around her shoulders, confusion and unease flickering across her features.
But it was not the sudden, unnatural cold that made the head healer—a woman who had delivered three generations of Water Tribe children and had seen nearly everything the spirits could throw at a mortal—stop mid-movement, her hands still glowing faintly with healing water, and take an involuntary step backward.
It was the child herself.
The newborn princess possessed the rich brown skin of her ancestors, stretched taut over a pair of round cheeks flushed with the exertion of her arrival. Her tiny fists were clenched tight, her face scrunched in newborn indignation as she wailed her displeasure at being thrust into the world. And her eyes—spirits, her eyes—were so startlingly alert, so piercingly and unnervingly aware, that the healer found herself wondering if the infant was somehow observing her right back
But it was what crowned the child's small, perfect head that stole the breath from every woman in that room.
A thick, startling shock of stark white hair.
Not the soft silver-blonde of an elderly woman whose color had faded with age. Not the pale cream of sun-bleached sealskin. This was white—pure, absolute, and unnatural. It was sharp and unyielding, each strand catching the dim brazier-light and reflecting it back with an almost crystalline quality. And threaded through it, visible only when the light hit it just right, was a cool, bluish undertone that perfectly mirrored the jagged, ancient ice of a glacier's frozen core.
The head healer's mouth opened. Closed. She looked to the Chief, then back to the child, then to the frost that was now visibly crawling across the surface of the healing water basins like delicate, invasive lacework.
"Chief Arnook," she said slowly, her voice carefully neutral in the way of someone who has just witnessed something she does not yet have words for. "Your daughter is... healthy."
Arnook, who had been standing frozen (in every sense of the word) at the foot of the bed, seemed to shake himself out of his stupor. He crossed the room in three long strides, his boots crunching faintly on the thin layer of frost that had somehow formed on the stone floor, and carefully—so carefully—took the squalling infant from the healer's arms.
The moment his large, warm hands cradled her tiny body, the baby stopped crying.
The room seemed to exhale.
Arnook stared down at his daughter, his expression unreadable. He studied her face with the intense focus of a man trying to memorize every detail—the slope of her nose, the shape of her eyes, the way her white hair seemed to glow faintly in the dim light. He ran one calloused thumb gently over the soft crown of her head, and when he pulled his hand back, there was a faint shimmer of frost on his fingertip.
He did not flinch. He did not recoil.
Instead, Chief Arnook smiled.
Within hours, the whispers began.
In a society as isolated, traditional, and deeply superstitious as Agna Qel'a, any deviation from the norm was scrutinized with a hawkish, unforgiving intensity. The Northern Water Tribe had survived for centuries by adhering to rigid structures, ancient customs, and an unwavering belief in the spiritual forces that governed their frozen world. They did not trust change. They did not trust anomalies. And they certainly did not trust a child who had been born looking like winter itself had reached into the womb and claimed her.
The elders gathered in the shadowed alcoves of the palace, their gnarled hands wrapped around cups of steaming sea-prune tea, their voices dropping to hushed, fearful murmurs that echoed off the ice-carved walls.
"It is unnatural," one of the older councilmen muttered, his rheumy eyes fixed on the heavy oak door that led to the royal nursery. "To be born with hair drained of all color... it is a mark. A sign."
"The spirits have touched her," another agreed, pulling his heavy fur-lined parka tighter around his bony shoulders as if the infant's mere existence was making the corridors colder. "But which spirit? And for what purpose?"
"She is a warning," a third elder whispered, her voice thin and reedy with age. "A child born of the deep winter. She carries the frost in her blood—I saw it with my own eyes. The healers said the room froze when she took her first breath."
"An omen," the first councilman repeated, nodding sagely as if he had just delivered a great truth. "The winter is unforgiving. Unpredictable. Dangerous. And now... it sits in the Chief's cradle."
They spoke in circles, weaving superstitions and half-remembered legends into a narrative that suited their fear. They looked for signs of weakness, for evidence of a curse, for a reason to fear the tiny, glittering anomaly that had been thrust into their rigid, carefully ordered hierarchy.
But when a young Chief Arnook finally emerged from the nursery three hours later, holding his swaddled daughter against his chest as if she were made of the finest sea-glass, his expression left absolutely no room for their superstitions.
Arnook was a large man—broad-shouldered and powerfully built, with the kind of quiet, unyielding presence that commanded respect without requiring words. His ceremonial Chief's parka, lined with polar-leopard fur and embroidered with silver thread, made him look even more imposing. But as he stood in the doorway of the nursery, cradling a bundle of pristine white fur against his chest, there was something profoundly gentle in the way he held her.
He looked down at the tiny, perfect face peering up at him from the folds of the blanket—those sharp, impossibly aware blue eyes studying him with an intensity that should have been unnerving in an infant but instead filled him with a fierce, overwhelming pride.
Arnook did not see a curse. He did not see a winter storm, or a dangerous omen, or a fragile anomaly that needed to be hidden away in the shadowed corners of the palace.
Looking down at his daughter, Chief Arnook saw only his entire world.
He lifted his gaze to the gathered elders, his jaw set, his voice ringing through the frozen halls with absolute, unyielding authority.
"Her name," Arnook announced, "is (___)."
The elders went silent.
Arnook pulled the furs higher around her delicate chin, his large, warm hand completely engulfing her tiny form as if he could shield her from their judgment through sheer proximity alone. His next words were not a request. They were a command.
"She is the firstborn of this palace. The heir to the Northern Water Tribe. And she is perfect."
No one dared to argue.
For the first few years of (___)'s life, Chief Arnook was an impenetrable, unyielding shield between his daughter and the cautious, judgmental eyes of the court.
He built a world for her—a warm, insulated bubble of love and safety, entirely separate from the rigid political expectations and whispered superstitions that would eventually come crashing down on her small shoulders. Within the walls of the royal nursery and the private family quarters, the princess was not an omen. She was not a mystery to be solved or a curse to be feared.
She was simply his daughter. And that was enough.
As a toddler, (___) was unnervingly quiet. While other children her age babbled incessantly and stumbled around the palace floors with reckless, joyful abandon, she was observant. She would sit perfectly still for long stretches of time, her wide, calculating eyes tracking every movement in the room with an intensity that unnerved the servants. She rarely cried. She rarely laughed. She simply watched, absorbing everything with the sharp, calculating focus of someone far older than her tiny body suggested.
She already possessed a regal, rigid posture that seemed entirely too old for someone who had only just learned to walk. Even at two years old, she held her chin high, her back straight, her small hands folded neatly in her lap as if she were sitting for a royal portrait rather than playing with wooden toys on a fur rug.
But around her father, that aristocratic stiffness melted away like spring ice under the sun.
Arnook was a doting, fiercely loving father who openly defied the solemn stoicism expected of a Northern Chief the moment he stepped behind closed doors. He would abandon council meetings early—meetings where aging diplomats droned on about fishing quotas and trade negotiations—just to sit cross-legged on the floor of the nursery, letting his three-year-old daughter meticulously weave tiny, glittering ice crystals into his beard while she hummed tunelessly to herself.
He didn't care that when she touched her wooden toys, they sometimes frosted over, the paint cracking and flaking away to reveal a thin layer of ice beneath. He didn't care that the royal nursery was perpetually ten degrees colder than the rest of the palace, forcing the servants to wear extra layers whenever they entered. He didn't care that the water in her bath had to be heated three times before it stayed warm enough for her to sit in.
To Arnook, these were not problems. They were not symptoms of something wrong.
They were simply the unique, beautiful quirks of his extraordinary child.
"Chief," one of the nursemaids had said hesitantly one morning, holding up a wooden duck that had been perfectly encased in a thin shell of ice overnight. "Perhaps we should... consult the healers? Or the elders? Just to ensure the princess is—"
"She is perfect," Arnook had interrupted, his tone leaving no room for debate. He plucked the frozen duck from the woman's hands, turned it over thoughtfully, and then handed it back to (___), who immediately clutched it to her chest with a delighted giggle. "If she freezes her toys, we will simply get her more toys."
The nursemaid had bowed and said nothing more.
One particularly clear night, when (___) was four years old and stubbornly refusing to sleep despite three separate bedtime songs and two cups of warm seal-milk, Arnook sighed in fond exasperation, wrapped her in his own massive, fur-lined Chief's mantle, and carried her out into the royal courtyards.
The sky above Agna Qel'a was alive.
The aurora borealis swept across the heavens in great, shimmering ribbons of green and violet and blue, casting an ethereal, otherworldly glow over the city of ice. The light danced across the frozen canals, reflected off the towering palace spires, and painted the snow-covered rooftops in shifting, dreamlike hues. It was the kind of night that reminded the people of the North why they endured the cold, the isolation, the endless winter. It was breathtaking.
(___) rested her small chin on her father's broad shoulder, her stark white hair glowing faintly under the starlight, and stared up at the sky with wide, unblinking eyes.
For a long moment, she said nothing. She simply watched.
And then, slowly, she reached one tiny, bare hand out from beneath the heavy furs, her brow furrowing in deep concentration. Her lips pressed together in that way they always did when she was trying—really, genuinely trying—to make something happen.
A heartbeat later, a single, flawless snowflake materialized in the palm of her hand.
It was perfect. Six delicate, symmetrical points, each one impossibly intricate, spinning slowly in the center of her small palm as if caught in an invisible breeze. The aurora's light reflected off its surface, making it shimmer like a tiny, frozen star.
The young princess's eyes lit up with pure, unfiltered joy.
She leaned forward slightly, pursed her lips, and blew the snowflake gently into the crisp night air. It tumbled once, twice, and then dissolved into glittering dust that scattered across the wind.
Arnook chuckled—a deep, rumbling sound that vibrated against her cheek and made her giggle in response. He gently caught her small, terrifyingly cold hand and tucked it back into the warmth of his chest, wrapping the furs more securely around her.
"You know what you are?" Arnook murmured, his voice dropping into that soft, private register he reserved only for her. He pressed a warm kiss to the crown of her icy-white head, breathing in the faint scent of frost and child-soap that always seemed to cling to her.
(___) blinked her piercing gaze up at him, waiting patiently, trustingly, for him to continue.
Arnook's throat tightened. He looked down at his daughter—this tiny, impossibly powerful creature who had been born into a world that did not understand her, who carried a gift (not a curse, never a curse) that terrified grown men, who would one day have to bear the crushing weight of a tribe's expectations—and he felt his heart crack open with a love so fierce it bordered on pain.
"You are my little snowdrop," he told her, his voice thick with emotion.
(___) tilted her head, confused. "What snowdrop?"
Arnook smiled. "A snowdrop is a flower, my heart. A small, delicate white flower that grows in the coldest parts of the world, where nothing else can survive. When the blizzards come and the ice covers everything, when the rest of the world is frozen and dead... the snowdrop pushes through. It blooms in the snow. It thrives in the winter."
She considered this very seriously. "I a flower?"
"You are my flower," Arnook corrected, his voice breaking slightly. He held her tighter, pressing his cheek against the top of her head as if he could somehow absorb her into his very bones and keep her safe there forever. "The elders look at you, and all they see is the snow. They see the cold, the frost, the ice. They see something to be afraid of."
He pulled back just enough to look her in the eyes.
"But they forget about the flower. They forget that the things born in winter are not weak—they are strong. Strong enough to survive when everything else has given up. Strong enough to bloom when the rest of the world is sleeping."
Her small fingers curled around the edge of his parka, her expression solemn and thoughtful in the way only small children could manage.
"The elders are scared?" she asked quietly.
Arnook's jaw tightened. "Yes."
"Of me?"
"Yes."
(___) frowned, her tiny brow furrowing. "Why?"
Arnook hesitated. How did you explain fear to a child? How did you tell a four-year-old that the world would judge her not for who she was, but for what she represented? That people would look at her white hair and her frost-touched hands and see only a threat?
"Because," Arnook said slowly, choosing his words with care, "they do not understand you yet. And people are always afraid of things they do not understand."
"Oh." (___) absorbed this quietly. Then, after a beat: "But you not scared."
It was not a question. It was a statement of absolute fact.
Arnook's chest tightened. "No, my snowdrop. I am not scared."
"Why?"
"Because I know you." He tapped her nose gently, earning a surprised giggle. "I know that you are kind. I know that you are strong. I know that you would never hurt anyone you love. And I know—" His voice dropped to a fierce whisper, a vow spoken directly to the spirits themselves. "—that you are the most beautiful thing this ice has ever made."
(___) beamed at him, her whole face lighting up with unguarded happiness.
Arnook held her close, staring up at the aurora-lit sky, and made a silent promise to the Moon and Ocean watching overhead: I will never let the coldness of this world touch her. I will protect her. I will keep her safe. No matter what it costs me.
"My little snowdrop," he whispered into the quiet night, his voice barely audible over the wind. "I will always keep you safe."
Just one year later, the palace readied itself for the arrival of a second royal child.
And this time, everything went wrong
When the second princess was born, there was no sudden drop in temperature. There was no frost creeping like living lace across the healing basins, no flames shrinking in their braziers, no wild flares of spiritual energy crackling through the air.
In fact, there was almost nothing at all.
The labor had been swift—too swift, the healers would later whisper—and when the infant finally emerged into the world, she did so in absolute, terrifying silence.
She did not cry.
Her tiny chest barely rose beneath the heavy furs the healers frantically wrapped her in. Her lips were faintly blue. Her skin, which should have been flushed pink with the exertion of birth, was pale and waxen. The head healer pressed two fingers to the infant's throat, searching desperately for a pulse, and when she found it, her heart sank.
It was there. But it was weak. Fluttering. Fading.
"Bring the healing waters," the head healer barked, her voice sharp with barely-controlled panic. "Now. Now."
The younger attendants scrambled, filling basin after basin with glowing, spirit-blessed water. The head healer submerged her hands, the blue light intensifying as she called on every ounce of skill and training she possessed, and pressed her palms gently to the infant's fragile chest.
Nothing.
The baby's breathing remained shallow, her heartbeat faint and erratic. She was slipping away before she had even truly arrived.
One of the younger healers, her hands shaking, looked up at the head healer with wide, terrified eyes. "Should we... should we call for the Chief?"
The head healer's jaw clenched. "Not yet."
But even as she said it, she knew. She knew.
This child was dying.
Outside the birthing chambers, tucked into the arms of a stone-faced nursemaid, sat a tiny, white-haired toddler who did not yet understand what death was, but could feel it pressing down on the palace like a physical weight.
(___), not quite two years old and still learning the world through touch and sensation rather than words, squirmed uncomfortably in the woman's grip. The nursemaid held her tighter, murmuring soft reassurances that meant nothing, and the young princess whimpered in frustration.
Something was wrong.
The air felt thick—heavy and oppressive in a way that had nothing to do with temperature. It lacked the crisp, biting energy that usually made (___) feel alive and alert. Instead, it felt stagnant. Dead. Like the palace itself was holding its breath, waiting for something terrible to happen.
(___) buried her face in the nursemaid's fur-lined parka and whined, her small hands instinctively gripping the fabric. Frost bloomed beneath her tiny fingers, spreading across the collar in delicate, crystalline patterns.
The nursemaid flinched but said nothing.
That night, driven by a father's absolute, soul-deep desperation, Chief Arnook wrapped his dying second daughter in the warmest furs he could find, cradled her against his chest, and carried her deep into the heart of Agna Qel'a.
To the Spirit Oasis.
No one knows what happened in that sacred place. Arnook never spoke of it—not to his advisors, not to the healers, not even to his wife. But when he returned to the palace hours later, his face drawn and pale, his eyes red-rimmed and haunted, the heavy, suffocating silence that had gripped the royal courts was shattered by the strong, healthy wail of a newborn infant.
But it was not just the child's restored life that sent shockwaves rippling through the Northern Water Tribe.
It was her appearance.
The infant's hair—which had been a shock of traditional, ink-black when she was born—had been entirely, impossibly drained of its color.
In its place was a radiant, luminescent white.
Not the sharp, glacial white of her older sister. This white was soft. Warm. It glowed like moonlight reflecting off calm water, pure and gentle and impossibly beautiful. It was the white of something sacred.
The elders—the very same men who had huddled in shadowed alcoves just one year prior to whisper fearfully about (___)'s unnatural hair—fell to their knees the moment they saw the younger princess.
They wept.
Because this white was not an anomaly. It was not a curse, or an omen, or a warning.
It was a blessing. A divine signature left by the Moon Spirit itself.
"Tui has touched her," one of the elders choked out, his gnarled hands pressed reverently to the floor. "The Moon Spirit gave her life. She is sacred."
Arnook, holding his second daughter close, looked down at her peaceful, sleeping face and felt his heart splinter in two entirely different directions.
He named her Yue. For the moon that had saved her.
From that single night onward, the dichotomy between the two sisters was forever cemented in the minds of the Northern Water Tribe.
They were both princesses of the North. They were born barely a year apart. They both bore crowns of stark, arresting white hair that set them apart from every other child in Agna Qel'a.
But the tribe looked at them and saw entirely different universes.
The visual contrast between the girls as they grew side-by-side in the royal nursery was poetic and absolute.
(___)'s white hair was the color of a blizzard—cool, severe, and threaded with the icy-blue shadow of a glacier's ancient core. It caught the light and reflected it back sharp and unforgiving, like sunlight glinting off a blade. It was a harsh, arresting beauty that made people unconsciously take a step back, as if getting too close might result in frostbite.
Yue's white hair was the color of a full moon reflecting on a calm ocean—pure, warm, and luminously soft. It seemed to glow from within, casting a gentle halo around her cherubic face. It was an inviting, comforting beauty that made people want to step closer, to bask in its light and warmth.
But the social contrast between them was even more profound.
Yue was universally, instantaneously beloved.
To the fiercely traditional and deeply superstitious people of Agna Qel'a, Yue was not just a princess. She was a miracle. A living, breathing blessing walking among them. Courtiers smiled indulgently when she babbled nonsense at them. The palace guards would crouch down to her level and let her "inspect" their spears, laughing when she declared them "very pointy." The elder women would coo over her, stroking her moonlit hair with reverent hands and whispering prayers of gratitude to Tui.
She was the Moon's child. And the Moon's child could do no wrong.
Because (___) and Yue were so close in age—barely thirteen months apart—they were raised together, dressed in matching silk robes, and constantly, constantly compared.
And (___), sharp and observant even as a toddler, noticed everything.
She noticed the way the palace guards would instantly lower their spears and break into warm, genuine smiles when the nursemaids brought Yue into the courtyards for fresh air—but would stiffen almost imperceptibly, their shoulders going rigid and their expressions turning carefully neutral, when (___) toddled past.
She noticed how the elder women would reach out without hesitation to stroke Yue's soft, warm little hands, exclaiming over how precious she was—but would offer the firstborn only polite, tightly-lipped smiles, their hands carefully tucked into their sleeves to avoid physical contact with the older princess whose touch was always strangely, uncomfortably cold.
She noticed how the servants would linger in Yue's presence, finding excuses to stay and play with her, to make her laugh—but would finish their tasks in (___)'s room as quickly as possible and leave without meeting her eyes.
Even as a young child, barely old enough to string full sentences together, the message the tribe sent was loud, painfully clear, and impossible to ignore:
Yue's white hair is a blessing.
(___)'s white hair is a warning.
But rather than breed resentment, bitterness, or jealousy—emotions that would have been entirely justified and heartbreakingly understandable—this stark, undeniable difference only ignited something else in the slightly older sister.
A fierce, overwhelming, all-consuming surge of protective instinct.
(___) did not hate Yue for the love she received. She did not resent her for being the Moon's chosen child, for being universally adored, for being everything she was not.
Instead, (___) loved Yue with the exact same totality that everyone else did.
She loved her fiercely.
Whenever they played together on the thick polar-bear furs of the nursery floor, (___) was hyper-vigilant in a way that seemed far too intense for a toddler. If the room grew too warm and Yue started to fuss, (___) would instinctively, unconsciously chill the air around them until her baby sister settled. If a courtier entered the nursery and spoke too loudly, startling Yue into tears, a two-year-old (___) would immediately place herself squarely between the adult and her sister, fixing them with an icy, unyielding glare so unnervingly cold that grown men would stammer apologies and back out of the room with their heads bowed.
"She's so protective," one of the nursemaids whispered to another, watching as (___) carefully tucked a blanket around a napping Yue with all the seriousness of a seasoned healer. "It's almost... unsettling. She's barely two years old."
"It's because she knows," the other replied quietly, her eyes sad. "She knows the tribe loves Yue more. So she's decided to love her most."
To the tribe, Yue was the Moon—soft, fragile, radiant, and sacred. A treasure meant to be admired, cherished, and protected by all.
And (___)—the girl born of the deep winter, the child whose first breath had frozen a room, the heir whose white hair was a mystery rather than a miracle—silently, solemnly decided that she would be the sweeping, unyielding glacier that stood between her sister and the rest of the world.
Even if it meant she would always stand in shadow.
Even if it meant she would always be feared.
Even if it meant she would freeze herself solid before she let anyone hurt the only person who smiled at her the same way the tribe smiled at everyone else.
My sister, (___) thought, curling protectively around a sleeping Yue on the nursery floor, frost blooming unconsciously across the furs beneath her small hands. My moon. I keep you safe.
And she would.
No matter what it cost her.
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sokka x icebender!reader | enemies to lovers story
❄️🧊─── THERE IS A SPECIFIC, SUFFOCATING EXHAUSTION that comes from despising someone with every fiber of your being. It requires an agonizing amount of attention—a full-time occupation of the mind and senses. To truly loathe someone, you must memorize the exact cadence of their footsteps so you can brace yourself for their arrival. You must catalog their every flaw with the ruthless precision of a scholar, arming yourself for the next inevitable argument. You must watch their mouth when they speak—study the shape of it, the curl of their lip, the precise timbre of their voice—so you can meticulously tear apart whatever foolish thing they are about to say before the words have even finished leaving their tongue. It is a terrifying, all-consuming fixation that mimics the mechanics of obsession so perfectly that the proud—and the terrified—often confuse the two.
For Princess (___) of the Northern Water Tribe, hatred was a survival mechanism woven into sea-silk and frost. She was born an architect of absolute zero, a girl cursed with white hair and hands that could kill, who kept her volatile, catastrophic power locked beneath watertight sealskin gloves and an impenetrable mask of high-society perfection. Control was not a choice—it was her religion. Perfection was not vanity—it was armor. And Sokka of the Southern Water Tribe was a walking, talking assault on everything she had painstakingly built to keep herself from fracturing.
He was a barbarian. Loud, unrefined, and perpetually tracking Earth Kingdom mud onto her priceless silk skirts. He chewed with his mouth open. He smelled of wet polar bear-dog and seal jerky. He had the audacity—the unmitigated gall—to expect her, a princess, a countess in exile, a prodigy of the ancient North, to pitch tents in the dirt as if she were a common scullery maid. He possessed no title, no formal education, no decorum, and absolutely no respect for the fragile, immaculate hierarchy that kept her from shattering into a thousand frozen shards.
If the Spirits themselves descended from the heavens and offered her a choice between kissing the Southern peasant or severing her own tongue with a silver blade, (___) would reach for the knife without hesitation. To kiss Sokka would be a degradation of her royal bloodline, a betrayal of every lesson her father ever beat into her about composure and propriety and keeping the monster inside her locked away. She would genuinely rather sever her tongue completely—cut it out, spit it into the snow, and let it freeze there as a testament to her integrity—than ever let it be known that this infuriating, insufferable peasant boy makes her blood burn.
To ever let his calloused, dirt-smudged hands touch her would be an unthinkable kind of poison.
Sokka, for his part, found the very air she breathed to be insufferable.
If there was anything Sokka hated more than Fire Nation imperialism, it was the blinding, suffocating entitlement of Northern aristocracy—and (___) was its living, breathing embodiment. She was a pampered, demanding primadonna who treated a global war like a personal inconvenience. While he was rationing dried meat, sharpening his boomerang, and mapping out evasion tactics to keep his family alive, she was having a full-scale theatrical meltdown because the humidity threatened her elaborate updo. She looked down her aristocratic nose at him as if he were a stain on her boots, a smudge on her spotless reputation, something to be scraped off and forgotten.
He would genuinely rather hurl himself onto a Fire Navy spear—let them run him through and mount his head on a pike—than ever let his lips brush hers. Kissing the Ice Queen would be like kissing a glacier: freezing, fatal, and entirely devoid of warmth. It would be a surrender he could never take back.
They were entirely, fundamentally incompatible. Two opposing forces designed by the universe to repel one another with the same magnetic certainty as fire and ice, oil and water, North and South.
But there was a ghost walking between them, casting long, silver shadows over their screaming matches and stolen glances and the electric, furious space neither of them dared to cross.
They had both loved Yue.
And when the Moon Spirit claimed her—when she dissolved into light and left the mortal world behind—it carved out the exact same hollow, ragged shape in both of their chests. Two eldest siblings, crushed under the unbearable weight of their respective duties, drowning in a grief so vast and wordless they possessed no vocabulary to express it. They did not know how to comfort each other. They did not even know if comfort was allowed.
So, they fought.
They fought because the anger was loud enough to drown out the silence Yue left behind. The proper way to skin a badger-frog, the unbearable scent of her expensive jasmine perfume, the mud he intentionally tracked onto her hems. They fought because bickering over the campfire about the proper way to pitch a tent gave them something to do with their hands, something to focus on besides the empty space where she used to be. They fought because vexation cultivates proximity, and proximity cultivates observation, and observation—when left unchecked, when nurtured by sleepless nights and battle-worn adrenaline and the maddening awareness of someone else's existence—cultivates something far more dangerous than hate.
Sokka is the absolute bane of her existence, and yet he occupies every single one of her waking thoughts. (___) glares at his lips while telling him he is an uncultured brute, and finds herself wondering—just for a traitorous, horrifying second—what they would taste like. Sokka finds his eyes tracking the elegant, infuriating line of her throat while calling her a high-maintenance nightmare, and hates himself for noticing the way her pulse jumps when he gets too close.
They weren't pushing each other away. They were just looking for an excuse to get closer.
❄️🧊─── DISCLAIMER, I do not own Avatar: The Last Airbender, its plot, characters, or world. All rights belong to Michael Dante DiMartino, Bryan Konietzko, and Nickelodeon. However, Princess (___), Duchess, and all original characters, along with deviations from the original storyline, are products of my imagination.
❄️🧊─── CONTENT WARNINGS: This fanfiction contains mature themes and potentially triggering content, including but not limited to grief & loss (This story deals heavily with the death of Princess Yue and the lasting trauma it leaves on both Sokka and (___). Expect emotional processing, survivor's guilt, and characters learning to heal.), panic attacks& anxiety((___)'s powers are directly tied to her emotional state. There will be scenes depicting panic attacks, dissociation, and trauma responses.) themes of emotional repression ((___)'s coping mechanisms involve extreme perfectionism, people-pleasing, and self-isolation as survival tactics) & canon typical violence.
❄️🧊─── SLOW BURN ROMANCE: If you're here for immediate romance, this might test your patience. These two will bicker, deny, and catastrophically pine for a LONG time before they get their act together.
❄️🧊─── REGARDING SUKI: Let me be crystal clear: there is NO love triangle in this fic. Suki is a mature, emotionally intelligent queen who will NOT be pitted against (___) for Sokka's affection. This is not a "who will he choose?" story. Suki and Sokka's past relationship will be addressed with the respect it deserves. Her feelings will be acknowledged, but Suki recognizes when someone's heart has moved on—and she handles it with grace, not jealousy. She and (___) will develop a genuine friendship built on mutual respect. Suki is a Kyoshi Warrior with her own path, and she has far better things to do than fight another woman for Sokka's attention. Suki is a girl's girl. She will NOT be villainized, dismissed, or reduced to a petty rival. If that's what you're expecting, this isn't the fic for you. WE LOVE SUKI IN THIS HOUSE.
❄️🧊 ─── RATING: This story is rated M/Mature (17+) for thematic content, emotional intensity, and romantic/physical intimacy (fade-to-black/no further than foreplay), though there is no explicit sexual content or graphic violence beyond what is canon-typical for ATLA.
❄️🧊 ─── AUTHOR'S NOTE: I have decided to write a Sokka-centric romance because my boy needs MORE LOVE. Don't get me wrong—no shade to the Zuko truthers out there (because yes, he is fine SHIT. Btw, go check out my Zuko fic if you're new here!), but that fic bandwagon is already overflowing. It's time to give the Southern Water Tribe's finest warrior his time to shine.
Just a heads up, (___) will keep her white hair as that ties to her powers and she will still have her brown skin. In the Avatar universe, the Water Tribes are deeply inspired by Inuit and Indigenous cultures, so it just feels a bit problematic to erase that.
❄️🧊─── CHARACTER INSPO: if you haven't already figured it out yet, YESS, Princess (___) is heavily inspired by the ICONIC queen Elsa from Frozen ٩(⸝⸝ᵕᴗᵕ⸝⸝)و*̣̩⋆̩*. I couldn't spare the opportunity because it's so PERFECT for (___)'s character. And her personality is heavily inspired by all the Diva characters in our media. Heavy on Rarity. Yes, (___) is going to be a DIVA. She is absolutely the type of character that someone like Sokka would despise, lmao.
❄️🧊─── ADDITIONAL NOTE: (___) will have a brief, mortifying crush on Zuko that evaporates the second she realizes he has the social skills of a startled turtle-duck. It will be hilarious. Sokka will be insufferably jealous. You're welcome. •⩊• ......And it's also basically a gag to make fun of the Fire and Ice/Water trope that people love to do, lmao. Because (___) would think that it's "soooo poetic" that they happened to meet.
ALSO Yue will be 15 instead of 16 in this fic. Meanwhile (___) will be 16 years old. I just believe that it would make the most sense if Xue were the older sister. And I don't wanna make them twins because it's just too cliche and for her to have Yue's face and dating Sokka....yeah no.
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things I won’t let ai take away from human writers
em dash
“not x, not y, but z”
short sentence stacking as a stylistic choice
none of these belong to ai. these are all what human writers have been writing since day one, way before ai was invented. ai was trained to mimic how human writers write — so em dash, not x not y but z and short sentence stacking would never have been used by ai at all if ai hadn’t learned and mimicked them from human writers.
no, you are not “fighting against ai” by accusing every work that has em dash, not x not y but z or short sentence stacking in it as ai-generated, you are helping ai harm the writing community by engaging in witch hunt and scaring human writers away from creating/sharing their works for fear of being wrongly accused of using ai.
speculations, accusations and ai witch hunt harm the writing community as much as ai does, if not more.
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SYPNOSIS. Bakugou spends a grueling week respecting your boundaries, culminating in a single cup of coffee that proves he's actually been paying attention. But just as you're trying to ignore the weird, unfamiliar feeling in your chest, fate steps in and pairs you up for the Hero Ethics midterm. You have three weeks to analyze a moral dilemma, and Bakugou has three weeks to prove he isn't just performing. Let the library study dates begin.
TROPES: College AU, 10 Things I Hate About You inspired, Bet Trope, Enemies to Lovers, OC has a backbone
TAGS: yamada really said let me play matchmaker real quick, the bar is on the floor but bakugo is finally picking it up, kirishima being the best bro as usual, forced proximity my beloved, they both stared at their ceilings over each other, kendo is the MVP of group 7, kaminari counting down the weeks is so menacing, the slow burn is actually burning right now, iced americano large no sugar, 30 percent of your grade relies on your enemy to lovers arc
WC: 6.1K words
The Opening
The thing about giving someone space is that it's harder than it sounds.
Especially when that someone is everywhere.
Monday morning. 7:23 AM.
Bakugou was walking across campus to his first class when he saw you.
You were at one of the outdoor tables near the science building, alone as always, hunched over your laptop with a coffee cup next to you that was probably already cold. Your headphones were on. Your bag was slung over the back of your chair.
You looked exactly like you had every other time he'd seen you.
Tired. Focused. Untouchable.
His feet slowed.
Not stopping. Just... slowing.
Every instinct he had was screaming at him to walk over there. To say something. To try again, because maybe today would be different. Maybe today you'd actually listen.
But he'd made a promise.
To himself. To Kirishima. To the part of his brain that still had some sense of self-preservation.
He'd give you space.
So he kept walking.
Didn't look back.
Didn't let himself think about the fact that you probably hadn't even noticed he was there.
His phone buzzed.
Kirishima: proud of you man
Bakugou: for what
Kirishima: saw you walk past her just now
Kirishima: you didn't stop
Bakugou: ...were you watching me?
Kirishima: I'm in the science building. saw you through the window.
Kirishima: point is: good job. keep it up.
Bakugou shoved his phone back in his pocket without responding.
Good job.
Like he deserved a medal for basic human decency.
For respecting someone's clearly stated boundaries.
The bar was on the floor.
Tuesday. 2:47 PM.
The library.
Bakugou had work to do. Legitimate work. A paper due next week that he actually needed to research.
The fact that he knew you'd be on the third floor, in your usual spot, at this exact time?
Irrelevant.
He took the stairs two at a time, telling himself he was just going to his usual table. The one in the back corner. Far away from you.
He wasn't going to look.
Wasn't going to check if you were there.
Wasn't going to—
You were there.
Of course you were there.
Same table. Same corner. Same oversized hoodie and the same exhausted slump to your shoulders.
Bakugou's hands tightened on his bag strap.
He could sit at his usual table. It had a clear line of sight to yours. He'd be able to see you without it being obvious.
Or he could sit somewhere else entirely.
Somewhere that didn't give him a view of you at all.
The smart choice was obvious.
He sat at a table on the opposite side of the floor.
Facing away from you.
His back to your corner.
He pulled out his laptop. Opened his research. Started reading.
Made it exactly twelve minutes before he turned around.
Just a glance. Just to—
You were gone.
Your table was empty.
Bakugou's chest tightened in a way that was completely irrational and entirely unwelcome.
Where had you—
He spotted you at the water fountain near the stairwell. Refilling your bottle. You looked half-asleep, swaying slightly on your feet like you'd been sitting too long and forgotten how to stand.
As he watched, you finished filling your bottle, capped it, and turned to head back to your table.
Your eyes swept over the floor.
Landed on him.
For a split second, your expression shifted.
Not surprise. Not anger.
Just... recognition.
And maybe—maybe—something that looked like confusion.
Then you looked away and walked back to your table.
Sat down.
Put your headphones back on.
Like nothing had happened.
Bakugou turned back to his laptop.
Stared at the screen without reading a single word.
You'd noticed.
You'd noticed he wasn't in his usual spot.
You'd noticed he was sitting somewhere else.
Somewhere that didn't give him a view of you.
And for just a second, you'd looked... confused.
Like you'd expected him to be watching.
Like the absence of his attention was strange.
Bakugou's jaw clenched.
This was going to be harder than he thought.
Wednesday. 6:15 PM.
Training gym. Off-hours.
Bakugou pushed through the doors to Gym C, his bag slung over his shoulder, ready for his usual evening session.
The space was empty.
Completely empty.
No you.
He stopped in the doorway, scanning the room like you might be hiding behind equipment.
You weren't.
You always trained here on Wednesdays. Always. He'd confirmed it three times over the past two weeks.
But tonight, you weren't here.
Bakugou stood there for a solid thirty seconds, processing.
Then he pulled out his phone.
Opened the note where he'd been tracking your schedule.
Wednesdays: Gym C, 6:00-7:30 PM
It was right there. In his own handwriting.
Except you weren't here.
Which meant either:
A) You'd changed your schedule.
B) You'd skipped training tonight.
Or C) You'd figured out he knew your schedule and deliberately went somewhere else.
Bakugou closed the note.
Deleted it.
The whole thing. Every observation. Every pattern he'd documented.
It felt wrong now.
Invasive.
Like exactly the kind of thing someone who was stalking you would do.
He dropped his bag and started his warm-up.
Alone.
The gym felt bigger without you in it.
Quieter.
He hated that he noticed.
Thursday. 8:32 AM.
Campus coffee shop.
Bakugou was in line, half-awake, waiting for his usual black coffee that would make the morning slightly more tolerable.
The line was long. Thursday mornings always were.
He was scrolling through his phone, barely paying attention, when he heard a familiar voice.
"Iced americano. Large. No sugar."
His head snapped up.
You were three people ahead of him in line.
Same hoodie. Same tired expression. Same everything.
You paid. Moved to the pickup area.
Bakugou's brain went into autopilot.
He could say something. Just a casual greeting. Nothing intense. Just—
No.
Space.
He'd promised.
You grabbed your drink when it was ready.
Turned toward the door.
Walked right past him.
Your eyes flicked to his face for a fraction of a second.
Then away.
No acknowledgment. No reaction.
Just... awareness.
You knew he was there.
You'd seen him.
And you'd chosen not to engage.
The barista called his name.
Bakugou grabbed his coffee and left.
By the time he made it outside, you were already gone.
Friday. 12:47 PM.
Cafeteria.
Bakugou was sitting with Kirishima, Kaminari, Sero, and Mina at their usual table near the windows.
Kaminari was in the middle of some story about a training disaster. Mina was laughing. Kirishima was shaking his head.
Bakugou wasn't listening.
His eyes kept drifting to the windows.
To the outdoor tables.
To you.
You were out there again. Alone. Eating something that looked like convenience store food while working on your laptop.
You looked... the same.
Tired. Isolated. Completely absorbed in whatever you were doing.
"—right, Bakugou?"
Bakugou's attention snapped back to the table.
Kaminari was grinning at him. "I said, you've been way less murdery this week. It's weird. Did you finally give up on the impossible girl?"
"She's not impossible," Bakugou said automatically.
"Oh, so you didn't give up."
"I didn't say that."
"You also didn't say you did." Kaminari's grin widened. "What's the plan? More lurking? More getting destroyed in public?"
"There's no plan."
"Bullshit."
"I'm giving her space," Bakugou said, his voice flat. "Like you all said I should."
The table went quiet.
Kirishima looked genuinely surprised. "You're... actually listening to us?"
"Don't sound so shocked."
"I am shocked. You never listen to us."
"I listen when it matters."
Mina leaned forward, her expression curious. "So what, you're just... done? Moving on?"
"I didn't say that either."
"Then what are you doing?" Sero asked.
Bakugou took a sip of his water. "Waiting."
"For what?"
"For an opening."
Kaminari laughed. "Dude, she's not gonna just change her mind. People don't work like that."
"I know."
"Then what's the plan?"
"There is no plan." Bakugou set his cup down harder than necessary. "I'm just... not chasing her anymore. If something happens, it happens. If it doesn't, it doesn't."
It was a lie.
But it sounded convincing enough that his friends seemed to buy it.
Mina was still watching him with that too-knowing expression. "You really like her, huh?"
"I don't even know her."
"That's not what I asked."
Bakugou didn't respond.
Just turned his attention back to his food.
Tried very hard not to look out the window at you.
Failed.
Saturday. 10:15 AM.
Bakugou was in his dorm room, supposedly doing homework.
Actually staring at his laptop screen without reading a single word.
It had been almost a week since the library confrontation.
Almost a week of deliberately not approaching you.
Not sitting next to you in ethics class.
Not showing up at the gym when you'd be there.
Not positioning himself in your line of sight.
Just... existing in the same spaces without forcing interaction.
And it was killing him.
Not because he needed your attention.
But because the absence of it—the complete and total lack of acknowledgment—was somehow worse than your active rejection.
At least when you were telling him to fuck off, you were looking at him.
Now you weren't even doing that.
His phone buzzed.
Kaminari: week 2 check-in
Kaminari: how's operation give her space going?
Bakugou: fine
Kaminari: liar
Kaminari: Kirishima said you've been sulking all week
Bakugou: I don't sulk
Kaminari: you absolutely sulk
Kaminari: also you're running out of time
Kaminari: 6 weeks left
Kaminari: at this rate you're gonna lose the bet without even trying
Bakugou stared at the message.
The bet.
He'd almost forgotten about the actual bet.
About Kaminari's stupid challenge.
About the fact that this whole thing had started because his ego couldn't handle the suggestion that someone wouldn't like him.
It felt like a million years ago.
Now it wasn't about the bet.
It wasn't even about proving he could make you like him.
It was about...
What?
Understanding you?
Proving he was different?
Showing you that not everyone would hurt you?
All of the above?
None of the above?
He didn't know anymore.
Bakugou: I'm not losing
Kaminari: prove it
Kaminari: do something
Kaminari: anything
Bakugou: I'm not doing nothing
Bakugou: I'm waiting for the right moment
Kaminari: the right moment for what?
Bakugou stared at the question.
Didn't have an answer.
Just closed the chat and threw his phone onto his bed.
Sunday. 3:42 PM.
Library. Third floor.
Bakugou told himself he was here to study.
And he was.
He had a textbook open. Notes spread out. Everything he needed to actually be productive.
He just happened to be sitting at a table that gave him a partial view of your corner.
Not direct. Just... peripheral.
He could see the edge of your table. The corner of your laptop screen. The curve of your shoulder when you leaned forward.
That was it.
He wasn't staring.
Wasn't watching.
Just... aware.
You'd been here for two hours. Hadn't moved except to stretch once and refill your water bottle.
Your coffee cup had been empty for at least forty-five minutes.
Bakugou found himself standing up.
Walking to the coffee station on the second floor.
Ordering an iced americano. Large. No sugar.
The barista gave him a weird look—everyone knew he only drank black coffee, hot, no exceptions—but made it anyway.
Bakugou took the cup.
Stared at it.
What the hell was he doing?
He couldn't just walk over and give this to you.
That would be weird.
Pushy.
Exactly the kind of thing he'd promised not to do.
But you needed coffee.
And you clearly weren't going to get it yourself.
And—
He was making excuses.
He knew he was making excuses.
But he walked back up to the third floor anyway.
Approached your table.
Your back was to him. Headphones on. Completely absorbed.
He could just leave it.
Set it down and walk away before you even noticed.
That would be... fine, right?
Not pushy. Just... helpful.
He set the cup down on the edge of your table.
Carefully. Quietly.
Then turned and walked away before you could look up.
Made it three steps before he heard:
"What the fuck?"
He stopped.
Turned around.
You'd pulled off your headphones. Were staring at the coffee cup like it had personally offended you.
Then your eyes lifted.
Met his.
For the first time in a week, you were actually looking at him.
Really looking.
"Did you—" You stopped. Started again. "Why?"
Bakugou shrugged, keeping his expression neutral. "You looked like you needed it."
"I didn't ask for it."
"I know."
"So why—"
"Because your cup's been empty for an hour and you're not gonna get up and refill it yourself." He shoved his hands in his pockets. "Don't read into it."
You stared at him.
Then at the coffee.
Then back at him.
"I don't want your fucking charity," you said.
"It's not charity. It's coffee."
"I don't want your coffee."
"Then throw it away." Bakugou turned and walked back to his table. "Or don't. I don't care."
He sat down. Pulled his textbook closer. Pretended to read.
He could feel your eyes on him.
Could practically hear the wheels turning in your head, trying to figure out what angle he was playing.
What he wanted in return.
After a solid minute of silence, he heard the scrape of your chair.
Footsteps.
He didn't look up.
The coffee cup landed on his table with a soft thunk.
"I don't need anything from you," you said.
Your voice was flat. Cold.
But not as cold as it had been before.
Bakugou looked up at you.
You were standing there, arms crossed, that familiar wall firmly in place.
But your eyes...
There was something different in your eyes.
Not warmth. Not even close.
But maybe... curiosity?
Confusion?
Like you were trying to figure him out and coming up empty.
"Noted," Bakugou said.
He picked up the coffee cup.
Took a sip.
It was disgusting. Way too bitter, no sugar, not his preference at all.
He took another sip anyway.
Your jaw tightened.
"You're not gonna give up, are you?" you asked.
"I'm not doing anything."
"Bullshit. This—" You gestured to the coffee. "This is something."
"It's coffee. People buy each other coffee all the time."
"People who are friends buy each other coffee. We're not friends."
"I know."
"Then why—"
"Because you looked like you needed it," Bakugou repeated. "That's it. No ulterior motive. No expectation of gratitude. Just... coffee."
You stared at him for a long moment.
Then shook your head.
"You're exhausting," you said.
But this time, it didn't sound like an insult.
It sounded like resignation.
You walked back to your table.
Sat down.
Put your headphones back on.
Bakugou waited.
Five minutes passed.
Then you stood up.
Walked to the coffee station downstairs.
Came back with your own iced americano.
Set it on your table.
Took a sip.
Went back to work.
You didn't look at him.
Didn't acknowledge him.
But you'd accepted the coffee.
In your own way.
By getting your own.
It was the smallest victory imaginable.
But it felt like progress.
Bakugou turned back to his textbook.
Tried very hard not to smile.
Third Floor Library, 4:17 PM
You stared at your laptop screen without seeing it.
The coffee cup sat next to you, condensation dripping down the sides.
He'd bought you coffee.
Bakugou fucking Katsuki had bought you coffee.
And not just any coffee.
Your coffee.
Iced americano. Large. No sugar.
Exactly how you took it.
Which meant he'd noticed.
Which meant he'd been paying attention.
Which meant—
You took a sip, forcing yourself to focus on the research paper you were supposed to be working on.
It didn't mean anything.
It was just coffee.
People bought each other coffee all the time.
Except you weren't people.
You were you.
And he was the guy you'd explicitly told to leave you alone.
Multiple times.
In multiple ways.
And he'd listened.
For a whole week, he'd actually listened.
No more sitting next to you in class.
No more showing up at the gym.
No more lurking in the library.
He'd given you space.
Exactly like you'd demanded.
And it had been...
Fine.
Good, even.
Exactly what you wanted.
Except.
Except you'd noticed when he stopped.
Noticed when he wasn't in his usual spot in the library.
Noticed when he walked past you in the coffee shop without saying anything.
Noticed the absence of his attention in a way that made you deeply uncomfortable.
Because you weren't supposed to notice.
Weren't supposed to care.
Weren't supposed to feel anything at all about Bakugou Katsuki and his stupid inability to take a hint.
But apparently, somewhere between the party and now, your brain had gotten used to him being there.
Being a presence.
Being... something.
And now that he wasn't—now that he'd actually backed off—
It felt weird.
You hated that it felt weird.
Hated that you'd looked for him this week.
Hated that when you saw him at the coffee shop, part of you had almost been... relieved?
No.
Absolutely not.
You took another sip of coffee.
It was good.
Exactly how you liked it.
Which was irrelevant.
Completely irrelevant.
You weren't going to think about this.
Weren't going to analyze it.
Weren't going to give him the satisfaction of getting in your head.
You'd accepted the coffee—your own coffee, that you'd bought yourself—because you needed caffeine.
Not because of him.
Not because some small, stupid part of you appreciated that he'd noticed what you drank.
Not because he'd listened when you told him to back off.
Not because he'd given you space without making a big deal about it.
Not because—
Your phone buzzed.
Kendo: hey! want to grab dinner later?
You stared at the message.
Then at your coffee.
Then at Bakugou's table across the room.
He wasn't looking at you.
Was completely absorbed in whatever he was reading.
Like he'd already forgotten the coffee thing happened.
Like it didn't matter.
Which it didn't.
Obviously.
You: yeah sure
You: 6?
Kendo: perfect!
You put your phone down.
Went back to your paper.
Took another sip of coffee.
And absolutely did not think about the fact that Bakugou Katsuki had remembered how you took your coffee.
Absolutely not.
Monday morning arrived with the kind of aggressive cheerfulness that made you want to commit violence.
The sun was too bright. The birds were too loud. And you'd slept maybe four hours total, which meant your tolerance for bullshit was at an all-time low.
You stumbled into Hero Ethics at 2:57 PM, three minutes before class started, which was later than you usually showed up but still earlier than most people.
The lecture hall was filling up. Students chatting, laughing, settling into their usual spots.
You headed for your table. Middle-left section. Third row.
Alone.
As always.
You dropped into your seat, pulled out your laptop, and put your headphones on before anyone could get the bright idea to try to talk to you.
The weekend had been... fine.
Normal.
You'd done homework. Trained. Avoided people.
Standard operating procedure.
You absolutely had not thought about the coffee thing.
Had not replayed the conversation in your head multiple times.
Had not noticed that Bakugou had kept his distance all weekend, true to his word.
Nope.
None of that.
You were fine.
You opened your laptop and pulled up your notes from last week, determined to focus on literally anything other than—
Someone dropped into the seat next to you.
You didn't look up.
Probably just someone who didn't know this was your spot. They'd figure it out soon enough when you didn't acknowledge their existence.
"Hey."
You knew that voice.
Fuck.
You pulled off one headphone, turning slowly.
Bakugou was sitting next to you.
Not in his usual spot in the back.
Next to you.
In the seat he'd occupied exactly once before, during that disastrous partner discussion two weeks ago.
"What are you doing?" you asked, your voice flat.
"Sitting."
"I can see that. Why here?"
He shrugged, pulling out his own laptop. "Felt like a change."
"Bullshit."
"Believe what you want."
You stared at him.
He wasn't looking at you. Was setting up his laptop, pulling up his notes, acting like this was completely normal.
Like he hadn't spent the last week giving you space.
Like he hadn't very deliberately stayed away.
"You sat in the back last week," you said.
"I did."
"So why—"
"Does it matter?"
"Yeah, actually. It does."
He finally looked at you, and his expression was maddeningly neutral. "You want me to move?"
Yes.
Obviously yes.
That's what you should say.
But something stopped you.
Maybe it was the fact that he was asking instead of assuming.
Maybe it was the way he'd actually respected your boundaries all week.
Maybe it was the stupid coffee thing that you were absolutely not thinking about.
Or maybe you were just too tired to fight about it.
"Do whatever you want," you said finally, putting your headphone back on. "Just don't expect me to talk to you."
"Wasn't planning on it."
You turned back to your laptop.
Tried to focus on your notes.
Failed.
Because you were acutely aware of him sitting less than a foot away.
The way he typed—fast, aggressive, like he was personally offended by his keyboard.
The way he shifted in his seat, restless energy barely contained.
The way he smelled—weirdly clean, like soap and something sharp you couldn't quite identify.
You hated that you noticed.
Hated that your brain was cataloging details about him instead of focusing on class.
Professor Yamada swept into the room at exactly 3:00, his usual manic energy filling the space.
"Good afternoon, future heroes!" he announced, dropping his bag on the desk with a dramatic flourish. "I hope you all had a restful weekend, because you're about to hate me."
A few nervous laughs scattered through the lecture hall.
You pulled off your headphones, already dreading whatever fresh hell Yamada was about to unleash.
"We're going to talk about something fun today," Yamada continued, pacing at the front of the room. "Group projects!"
Collective groaning.
You felt your stomach drop.
No.
Absolutely not.
"I know, I know," Yamada said, grinning like he was thoroughly enjoying their suffering. "But collaborative work is essential for heroes. You need to learn how to work with people you might not choose. People who have different approaches, different philosophies, different—"
"Can we work alone?" someone called out.
"No!" Yamada's grin widened. "That defeats the entire purpose. This is a group project. Four to five people per group. Worth thirty percent of your final grade."
Fuck.
Thirty percent.
You couldn't afford to tank thirty percent of your grade just because you didn't want to work with people.
"The project," Yamada continued, pulling up a slide on the projector, "is a comprehensive analysis of a major ethical dilemma in hero history. You'll research the incident, analyze the decisions made, present alternative approaches, and defend your conclusions. Think of it as a moral autopsy."
He started listing examples. The Hosu Incident. The Kamino Raid. Various high-profile cases where heroes had to make impossible choices.
"You have three weeks," Yamada said. "Presentations will be in class. Twenty minutes per group. Everyone must participate."
More groaning.
You were mentally calculating how much of the work you could do yourself. Probably all of it, if you were being honest. You'd done it before.
"Now," Yamada said, pulling out his tablet. "I'm going to assign groups randomly."
Your heart sank.
Random groups were the worst.
At least if you could choose, you could pick people who'd stay out of your way.
Random meant you could end up with anyone.
"Group One," Yamada read off his tablet. "Midoriya, Todoroki, Iida, Uraraka."
The announced groups continued. You tuned out, already resigned to whatever fresh hell you were about to be assigned to.
"...and we need one more to even out the numbers." Yamada scrolled through his tablet, frowning. "Ah. Bakugou, you're in Group Seven."
No.
No no no no—
You turned to look at Bakugou.
He was already looking at you.
For a long moment, neither of you said anything.
Just stared at each other in mutual... what? Horror? Resignation?
You couldn't quite read his expression.
"You've got to be fucking kidding me," you muttered.
Yamada was still talking, explaining the project requirements, the grading rubric, the timeline.
You weren't listening.
Your brain was too busy short-circuiting.
Three weeks.
Three weeks of forced proximity.
Three weeks of having to actually interact with Bakugou Katsuki.
This was a nightmare.
"Alright!" Yamada clapped his hands. "Take the last thirty minutes of class to meet with your groups. Figure out your topic, divide up the work, exchange contact information. Go!"
The lecture hall erupted into noise as people started moving, rearranging chairs, clustering into their assigned groups.
You stayed exactly where you were.
Maybe if you didn't move, this wouldn't be real.
Maybe—
"Hey!"
Kendo appeared at the end of your row, grinning. "Group Seven, let's go! Grab those seats over there."
She pointed to a cluster of desks near the windows where Monoma and Tsunotori were already settling in.
You looked at Bakugou.
He was packing up his laptop.
"You coming?" he asked, his voice carefully neutral.
"Do I have a choice?"
"Not really."
"Then why ask?"
He didn't answer. Just stood and headed toward the group.
You took a breath.
This was fine.
It was just a project.
Three weeks.
You could survive three weeks.
Probably.
You grabbed your bag and followed.
The group had claimed a cluster of desks near the windows. Kendo was already in full organizational mode, laptop out, pulling up a shared document.
Monoma was lounging in his chair, looking like he'd rather be literally anywhere else.
Tsunotori was smiling, friendly and earnest in a way that made you tired just looking at her.
And Bakugou...
Bakugou had taken the seat directly across from yours.
Of course he had.
"Okay!" Kendo said brightly. "So. Group project. Ethical dilemma. Any initial thoughts on what case we should analyze?"
Silence.
Monoma was scrolling through his phone.
Tsunotori looked eager to contribute but seemed to be waiting for someone else to start.
Bakugou was staring at the desk like it had personally offended him.
And you were seriously considering whether thirty percent of your grade was worth this.
"Come on, guys," Kendo tried again. "We need to at least pick a topic today."
"The Hosu Incident," you said, just to get this over with.
Everyone looked at you.
"The what?" Monoma asked, not looking up from his phone.
"The Hosu Incident. Stain. Multiple hero deaths. Massive ethical clusterfuck involving vigilantism, hero protocols, and whether the ends justify the means." You pulled up your laptop. "It's got enough complexity for a twenty-minute presentation and enough source material that we won't have to make shit up."
Kendo was nodding enthusiastically. "That's actually perfect. Good call."
"I have heard of this case," Tsunotori said, her accent thick but her Japanese clear. "It is very controversial, yes?"
"Very," you confirmed.
Bakugou still hadn't said anything.
You glanced at him.
He was watching you with that unreadable expression again.
"You have an opinion?" you asked, your voice sharper than you intended.
"It's a good choice," he said simply.
You blinked.
No argument? No challenge? Just... agreement?
"Okay then," Kendo said, typing rapidly. "Hosu Incident it is. Now we need to divide up the work."
This was the part you'd been dreading.
Because dividing up work meant collaboration.
Meant having to actually coordinate with people.
Meant trusting that they'd do their part and not leave you scrambling at the last minute.
"I suggest we break it into sections," Kendo continued. "Background and context. Analysis of the ethical dilemma. Alternative approaches. Conclusion and defense."
"I'll take background," Monoma said, finally looking up from his phone. "Seems straightforward enough."
"I can do the alternative approaches," Tsunotori offered.
"I'll handle the conclusion," Kendo said. "Which leaves—"
"The ethical analysis," you and Bakugou said at the same time.
You both stopped.
Looked at each other.
"I'll take it," you said quickly.
"It's too much for one person," Bakugou countered.
"I can handle it."
"I didn't say you couldn't. I said it's too much."
"I work alone."
"It's a group project," he said, his voice frustratingly reasonable. "That's literally the opposite of working alone."
You opened your mouth to argue.
Kendo cut in. "He's right. The ethical analysis is the biggest section. You two should work on it together."
"I don't need—"
"It's not about what you need," Kendo said gently. "It's about what makes sense for the project. The analysis is the core of the presentation. It needs to be solid. And having two people working on it means we can cover more ground."
You wanted to argue.
Wanted to insist that you could do it yourself.
But Kendo was right.
And you hated that she was right.
"Fine," you bit out. "But I'm taking the lead."
Bakugou's jaw tightened slightly. "Fine."
"And we're splitting the research. I'm not doing your half."
"Wasn't planning on it."
"And—"
"Are you done?" he asked, his voice still maddeningly calm.
You glared at him.
He stared back, unflinching.
Kendo was watching the exchange with barely concealed amusement. "Great! So that's settled. We should probably exchange contact information. Set up times to meet."
"I'll make a group chat," Tsunotori offered, already pulling out her phone.
Within minutes, you were added to a chat labeled "Group 7 - Ethics Project."
Your phone buzzed immediately.
Tsunotori: Hello everyone! Looking forward to working together! 😊
Kendo: Same! Let's crush this project!
Monoma: can we not use emojis in the group chat
Kendo: No 😊
You didn't respond.
Just stared at the chat like it had personally betrayed you.
Another buzz.
Bakugou: when do you want to meet to start the analysis
You looked up.
Bakugou was watching you, phone in hand, waiting for a response.
The rest of the group was packing up, class officially over.
You looked back at your phone.
Typed:
You: library. tomorrow. 3pm.
Bakugou: works for me
And that was it.
You were committed.
Three weeks of working with Bakugou Katsuki.
On the most intensive part of the project.
Which meant meeting regularly.
Coordinating.
Actually communicating.
Fuck your life.
Kendo leaned over, grinning. "See? That wasn't so bad."
"It was exactly as bad as I thought it would be," you muttered, shoving your laptop into your bag.
"Oh, come on. Bakugou's not that bad."
"He's—"
You stopped.
Because what was he, exactly?
Annoying? Yes.
Persistent? Absolutely.
But... bad?
You thought about the coffee.
About the way he'd given you space when you asked.
About the way he'd just agreed to your terms without arguing.
"He's fine," you said finally. "This is fine. It's just a project."
"Exactly!" Kendo said. "Just a project. Three weeks. You'll survive."
You slung your bag over your shoulder.
Glanced over at Bakugou.
He was talking to Kirishima, who'd apparently appeared to walk him out.
As if sensing your attention, he looked up.
Your eyes met.
For a moment, neither of you looked away.
Then Kirishima said something that made Bakugou turn back, and the moment was broken.
You left without saying goodbye.
Later That Night — Your Dorm Room, 11:47 PM
You were lying in bed, staring at your ceiling, when your phone buzzed.
You almost ignored it.
But curiosity got the better of you.
Kendo: so
Kendo: you and bakugou huh
You: it's a group project
You: randomly assigned
You: not my choice
Kendo: i know i know
Kendo: but still
Kendo: you two have History
You: we don't have history
You: we have one conversation where i told him he was exhausting and he proved me right
Kendo: and yet here you are
Kendo: working together
Kendo: for three weeks
Kendo: what are the odds
You: fuck off
Kendo: 😊
Kendo: seriously though
Kendo: he's not as bad as you think
You: i don't think about him at all
Kendo: also a lie but ok
Kendo: just
Kendo: give him a chance?
Kendo: he's been actually trying
Kendo: i've noticed
You: noticed what
Kendo: that he's been leaving you alone
Kendo: all last week he didn't sit next to you in class
Kendo: didn't follow you around
Kendo: actually respected your boundaries
Kendo: that's growth
You stared at the messages.
Kendo was right.
He had backed off.
Had given you exactly what you asked for.
And then today, he'd sat next to you again, but he'd asked if you wanted him to move.
Given you the option.
Respected your answer.
You: it's still just a project
You: don't read into it
Kendo: i'm not reading into anything
Kendo: just saying
Kendo: maybe he's not who you think he is
Kendo: or maybe he is
Kendo: but you won't know unless you actually give him a chance to show you
You: this is a group project not a therapy session
Kendo: fine fine
Kendo: but seriously
Kendo: be nice
Kendo: or at least try not to murder him
You: no promises
Kendo: good enough
Kendo: night!
You dropped your phone on your nightstand.
Went back to staring at the ceiling.
Tomorrow. 3 PM. Library.
First meeting with Bakugou to work on the analysis section.
Just the two of you.
For however long it took to get through the research.
This was fine.
Totally fine.
You closed your eyes.
Tried to sleep.
Tried very hard not to think about the fact that Bakugou had remembered how you took your coffee.
Or the way he'd looked at you today when Yamada announced the groups.
Or the fact that, despite everything, part of you was almost... curious?
No.
Absolutely not.
This was just a project.
Three weeks.
You could survive three weeks.
Probably.
Class A Dorms, 11:52 PM
Bakugou was also staring at his ceiling.
His phone was on his nightstand, group chat notifications muted.
He'd texted you earlier.
Simple. Direct. Professional.
Asked when you wanted to meet.
You'd responded.
Also simple. Direct. Professional.
Tomorrow. 3 PM. Library.
That was it.
No pleasantries. No small talk.
Just logistics.
Which was fine.
Good, even.
Exactly what he should want.
Except.
Except he'd been assigned to your group.
Which meant three weeks of forced proximity.
Three weeks of actually working with you.
Three weeks of having a legitimate reason to be in your orbit without it being weird or pushy.
It was the opening he'd been waiting for.
And he hadn't even had to engineer it.
His phone buzzed.
Kirishima: dude
Kirishima: you got put in her group
Kirishima: what are the fucking odds
Bakugou: random chance
Kirishima: or fate
Bakugou: don't start
Kirishima: i'm just saying
Kirishima: this is your shot
Kirishima: don't fuck it up
Bakugou: it's a group project
Bakugou: not a date
Kirishima: i know
Kirishima: but still
Kirishima: three weeks of working together
Kirishima: that's three weeks she HAS to talk to you
Kirishima: three weeks to show her you're not whatever she thinks you are
Bakugou: or three weeks for her to confirm that i'm exactly what she thinks i am
Kirishima: ...that's dark man
Kirishima: but also
Kirishima: you're not
Kirishima: you're an asshole sometimes sure
Kirishima: but you're not a bad person
Kirishima: show her that
Bakugou: how
Kirishima: i don't know
Kirishima: just
Kirishima: be yourself
Kirishima: the real you
Kirishima: not the performance
Bakugou stared at the message.
Not the performance.
That's what you'd said at the party.
That's what had started all of this.
The suggestion that everything he was—the confidence, the aggression, the loudness—was just an act.
Just noise.
And maybe it was.
Or maybe it wasn't.
He didn't know anymore.
Bakugou: yeah
Bakugou: i'll try
Kirishima: that's all you can do
Kirishima: good luck man
Kirishima: and seriously
Kirishima: don't fuck this up
Bakugou: noted
He closed the chat.
Went back to staring at the ceiling.
Tomorrow. 3 PM. Library.
First real opportunity to show you he wasn't what you thought.
Or to prove you right.
One or the other.
He'd find out which soon enough.
His phone buzzed one more time.
Kaminari: DUDE
Kaminari: YOU'RE IN HER GROUP
Kaminari: THIS IS AMAZING
Kaminari: operation win her over just got a MAJOR boost
Kaminari: don't waste it
Bakugou muted Kaminari's notifications.
Closed his eyes.
Tomorrow.
Three weeks.
He could do this.
He had to do this.
Because this wasn't about the bet anymore.
This was about proving—to you, to himself, to everyone—that he was more than the noise.
More than the performance.
More than what you saw at that party.
And he had three weeks to figure out how.
Starting tomorrow.
3 PM.
Library.
Just the two of you.
Yeah.
This was either going to be the best thing that ever happened to him.
Or it was going to destroy him completely.
Probably both.
Author's Note: The thing I love most about this chapter is the absolute whiplash of giving someone exactly what they asked for (space) and them realizing they actually hate it. Bakugou is genuinely trying to do the right thing here, but the universe (and Present Mic) had other plans.
The coffee scene was so fun to write because it's such a tiny olive branch, but it proves to her that he's not just a loud, oblivious jerk. He pays attention.
Thank you for all the love on the last chapter! What was your favorite moment in this one?
SYPNOSIS. After a disastrous forced partnership in ethics class and a brutal reality check in the library, Bakugou realizes that breaking down your walls isn't just about winning Kaminari's stupid bet anymore. It's about proving you wrong. But to do that, he has to stop chasing, back off, and wait for a real opening. The clock is ticking.
TROPES: College AU, 10 Things I Hate About You inspired, Bet Trope, Enemies to Lovers, OC has a backbone
TAGS: kirishima is the only one with a working moral compass right now as usual, kaminari instigating in the group chat as usual, you are so immune to his loud boy nonsense, he is literally taking notes on her like the nerd he is, he finally realizes he needs to back off and respect her boundaries, he's down so bad and she hates him lol, angst with a capital A, literally listened to “Therefore I Am” by Billie Ellish while writing this, the song is so reader coded.
WC: 5.2K words
The Ethics of Intervention
Monday morning came too fast and not fast enough.
Bakugou had spent most of Sunday night lying awake, staring at his ceiling, mentally running through every possible approach.
He could just walk up to you. Direct. Honest. No games.
Hi. We got off on the wrong foot. Can we start over?
No. Too soft. You'd see right through it.
He could try the group project angle. Find a class you shared, engineer a situation where you had to work together.
Except you'd already said you worked alone. And knowing you, you'd just do the entire project yourself and put his name on it out of spite.
He could—
His phone buzzed.
Kirishima: please tell me you're not actually going through with this
Bakugou: go to sleep
Kirishima: it's a bad idea
Kirishima: she's going to eat you alive
Bakugou: noted
Kirishima: I'm serious man. just let it go
Bakugou didn't respond.
Just turned his phone face-down and went back to staring at the ceiling.
By the time his alarm went off at 5:30, he'd made a decision.
No more recon. No more lurking. No more "accidentally" being where you were and hoping you'd notice.
If he was going to do this—actually do this—he needed to make contact.
Real contact.
The kind you couldn't ignore.
Hero Ethics Seminar. Monday, 3:00 PM.
Bakugou had checked your schedule—again, not stalking, just strategic planning—and found exactly one class you shared: Professor Yamada's Hero Ethics and Public Responsibility seminar.
It met once a week. Mondays. Three hours of discussing moral philosophy and the responsibilities that came with being a licensed hero.
Bakugou usually sat in the back. You, according to the seating chart he'd memorized, sat in the middle-left section. Alone.
Today, that was going to change.
He showed up early. Ten minutes before class started, which was unusual for him but necessary.
The lecture hall was already half-full. Students scattered across the tiered seating, most of them on their phones or laptops, killing time before class officially began.
He scanned the room.
There.
Middle-left section. Third row from the front.
You were already there, of course. Laptop open, headphones on, typing something with the kind of focused intensity that suggested you were either working ahead on the assignment or deliberately tuning out the world.
Probably both.
Bakugou's jaw tightened.
This was it.
No backing out now.
He adjusted his bag on his shoulder and started down the stairs.
A few people glanced up as he passed. Recognition. Curiosity. The usual.
He ignored them.
His focus was on you.
On the empty seat directly next to you.
He reached your row. Stopped.
You didn't look up.
Of course you didn't.
He stood there for a solid five seconds, waiting to see if you'd notice him on your own.
You didn't.
Fine.
He dropped into the seat next to you—not gently, not trying to be subtle. His bag hit the desk with a solid thunk, loud enough that the girl in front of you glanced back.
You still didn't look up.
Your fingers kept moving across the keyboard. Your expression remained neutral. Focused.
Like he wasn't there.
Bakugou pulled out his own laptop. Opened it. Pretended to be doing something productive while his entire awareness was locked on you.
You were wearing the same oversized hoodie from the gym. Your hair was pulled back in a messy bun. No makeup. The shadows under your eyes were darker than they'd been last week.
You looked tired.
And completely unaware that Bakugou Katsuki—the guy you'd verbally destroyed at a party ten days ago—was sitting less than a foot away from you.
Class started.
Professor Yamada walked in with his usual manic energy, immediately launching into a discussion about the ethics of collateral damage in hero work.
"When does the cost of saving people outweigh the benefit?" he asked the class, pacing at the front of the room. "How do we measure acceptable loss? Who gets to make that call?"
A few hands went up. The usual overachievers who always had opinions.
Bakugou wasn't listening.
He was watching you.
You'd closed whatever you were working on and opened the class notes document. Your headphones were off now, hanging around your neck. You were taking notes—actual notes, not just typing mindlessly—and your expression had shifted into something that might've been interest.
You cared about this.
About the ethics. About the philosophy.
He filed that information away.
Twenty minutes into class, Professor Yamada announced a partner discussion.
"Pair up with the person next to you," he said, already moving between the rows. "I want you to debate the scenario I just outlined. One of you argues for intervention, the other argues for restraint. Ten minutes. Go."
The room erupted into noise as students turned to their neighbors.
Bakugou turned to you.
You were staring at your laptop screen like it held the secrets of the universe.
"We're partners," Bakugou said.
You didn't move.
"For the discussion," he added, when you still didn't respond.
Your fingers stopped typing.
For a moment, you didn't move. Didn't look at him. Just sat there, frozen, like you were deciding whether acknowledging him was worth the energy.
Then, slowly—so slowly it felt deliberate—you turned your head.
Your eyes met his.
And there it was.
Recognition.
Not surprise. Not shock.
Just... recognition. Like you'd known he was there the whole time and had been hoping he'd go away on his own.
"No," you said.
Bakugou blinked. "What?"
"We're not partners."
"Yamada just said—"
"I'll do the discussion solo." You turned back to your laptop. "You can work with someone else."
"There is no one else." He gestured to the empty seats around you. "Everyone's already paired up."
"Then work alone."
"That defeats the purpose of a partner discussion."
"Not my problem."
Your voice was flat. Bored. Like this conversation was already over.
Bakugou felt his jaw clench.
This wasn't how this was supposed to go.
He'd sat next to you. Initiated conversation. Followed the normal social protocol that dictated when a professor said "pair up with the person next to you," you paired up with the person next to you.
But you weren't following protocol.
You were just... shutting him down.
Again.
"Look," he said, keeping his voice level. "I know you don't like me—"
"I don't think about you enough to dislike you."
The words landed like a punch.
Not angry. Not cruel.
Just honest.
And somehow that was worse.
"Great," Bakugou said, his voice tighter now. "Then it should be easy to work with me for ten minutes."
"I don't want to."
"Why?"
You finally looked at him again, and your expression was so neutral it was almost unsettling. "Because I don't."
"That's not a reason."
"It's the only reason you're getting."
Professor Yamada was circulating now, checking in on pairs. He'd reach them in less than a minute.
Bakugou made a split-second decision.
"Fine," he said. "Don't work with me. Just sit there. I'll do both sides of the discussion myself. But when Yamada comes over here and asks why we're not talking, I'm telling him you refused to participate."
Your eyes narrowed. "You wouldn't."
"Try me."
For a long moment, you just stared at him.
Calculating. Weighing options.
He could see it in your face—the internal debate. You didn't want to work with him. But you also didn't want to get called out by the professor for not participating.
Your grade mattered more than your pride.
Finally, you sighed. "Fine. But after this, you leave me alone."
"Deal."
It was a lie.
But you didn't need to know that yet.
You pulled your chair slightly closer—not close, just close enough that it looked like you were actually engaging—and pulled up the discussion prompt on your screen.
"You argue for intervention," you said, your voice clipped. "I'll argue for restraint."
"Why do I have to argue for intervention?"
"Because you're the kind of person who thinks force solves everything."
"That's not—"
"Am I wrong?"
Bakugou opened his mouth. Closed it.
Because you weren't wrong.
Not entirely.
"Fine," he said. "I'll argue for intervention."
You pulled up a document and started typing. Not notes for the discussion. Just... something else. Like you were already done with this conversation before it started.
Bakugou leaned forward slightly, trying to see what you were working on.
You angled your screen away. Didn't even look at him.
"The scenario," you said, still not looking at him, "is a hostage situation. Twenty civilians. Three villains. The building is unstable. Intervention risks collapse. Restraint risks the villains escaping with hostages. Argue for intervention."
Your voice was mechanical. Like you were reading from a script.
Bakugou forced himself to focus.
"Intervention is necessary," he started, "because waiting gives the villains more time to fortify their position or harm the hostages. The risk of structural collapse is secondary to the immediate threat to civilian lives."
"Restraint is necessary," you countered immediately, still not looking at him, "because intervention without a clear plan increases the risk of mass casualties. Twenty civilians die if the building collapses. Better to secure the perimeter and negotiate until you have actionable intel."
"Negotiation takes time. Time the hostages don't have."
"Rushing in without a plan is how you get people killed."
"Doing nothing is how you let villains win."
You finally looked at him. "Doing nothing isn't the same as waiting for the right moment."
"And how do you know when the right moment is? How many civilians die while you're waiting to figure it out?"
"Fewer than would die if you went in guns blazing and brought the whole building down."
Your voice was still flat, but there was an edge to it now. Not anger. Just... conviction.
You believed what you were saying.
This wasn't just a class exercise for you.
"You can't save everyone by playing it safe," Bakugou said, leaning forward slightly. "Sometimes you have to take risks."
"And sometimes," you said, your eyes locked on his now, "you have to accept that the risk isn't worth it. That the best thing you can do is minimize damage instead of trying to be the hero."
The words hung between you.
Professor Yamada appeared at the end of your row. "How's it going over here?"
"Fine," you said immediately, not breaking eye contact with Bakugou. "We're done."
"Already? It's only been six minutes."
"We covered the key points."
Yamada raised an eyebrow, looking between the two of you. "Alright. Good initiative. Keep that energy for the rest of the semester."
He moved on to the next pair.
The moment he was gone, you turned back to your laptop and closed the discussion prompt.
"We're done," you said.
"That wasn't ten minutes."
"I don't care."
You put your headphones back on. Pulled up whatever you'd been working on before class. Tuned him out.
Just like that.
Like the conversation had never happened.
Bakugou sat there, staring at the side of your face.
You weren't even pretending to acknowledge him anymore.
Just completely checked out.
His hands clenched into fists under the desk.
This was going exactly as badly as Kirishima had predicted.
Worse, actually.
Because at least at the party, you'd looked at him when you insulted him.
Now you couldn't even be bothered to do that.
For the rest of class, Bakugou tried to focus on the lecture.
Failed.
His entire awareness was locked on you.
On the way you typed. The way you occasionally shifted in your seat, adjusting your posture. The way you chewed on your bottom lip when you were thinking.
You never once looked at him.
Not even a glance.
When class finally ended, you packed up faster than anyone else in the room.
Laptop closed. Bag zipped. Headphones already on.
You were out of your seat and halfway up the stairs before Bakugou could even process that you were leaving.
He grabbed his bag and followed.
Not obviously. Just... happened to leave at the same time. Happened to take the same exit.
You were walking fast. Not running. Just moving with purpose.
Like you had somewhere to be.
Or like you were trying to get away from him.
Probably the second one.
"Hey," he called.
You didn't stop.
Didn't even slow down.
"Hey!" Louder this time.
You turned a corner. Disappeared down a hallway.
Bakugou followed, his irritation mounting.
This was ridiculous.
He wasn't asking for much. Just a conversation. Five minutes. Hell, he'd settle for two.
But you were treating him like he was toxic waste.
He rounded the corner and—
You were gone.
The hallway was empty.
Completely empty.
Bakugou stopped, looking around.
There were three doors along this hallway. Two classrooms. One supply closet.
You'd either ducked into one of them or—
The stairwell door at the end of the hall clicked shut.
Of course.
Bakugou stood there, alone in the empty hallway, his bag slung over one shoulder and his pride somewhere in the gutter.
His phone buzzed.
Kirishima: how'd it go?
Bakugou stared at the message.
Then at the empty hallway.
Then at the stairwell door that you'd disappeared through.
Bakugou: great
It was the most dishonest text he'd ever sent.
Later that night, back in his dorm room, Bakugou sat on his bed with his laptop open, staring at nothing.
The first real interaction.
And it had been a disaster.
You'd barely tolerated him. Had made it abundantly clear that you wanted nothing to do with him. Had literally fled the moment class ended.
He should give up.
Should accept that this was a lost cause.
Should text Kaminari right now and admit defeat before he wasted any more time.
But he couldn't.
Because there'd been a moment.
During the discussion.
When you'd looked at him and said, "Sometimes you have to accept that the risk isn't worth it."
There'd been something in your voice.
Not just conviction.
Something deeper.
Like you were talking about more than a hypothetical hostage situation.
Like you were talking about yourself.
And Bakugou wanted to know what that meant.
Wanted to know what made you so determined to keep everyone at a distance.
Wanted to understand why someone as smart and capable as you would rather be alone than risk letting anyone in.
His phone buzzed again.
Kaminari: day 1 update?
Kaminari: did you sweep her off her feet yet?
Kaminari: or did she destroy you again? 👀
Bakugou ignored the messages.
Opened a new note on his laptop.
Typed:
What I Know:
She values ethics/philosophy
She argues for restraint over action
She works alone by choice
She avoids social situations
She's tired (not sleeping well?)
She'll cooperate if it affects her grade
She runs when directly confronted
He stared at the list.
It wasn't much.
But it was something.
More than he'd had this morning.
He added one more line:
Next Steps:
Don't chase. It makes her run.
Don't corner. She'll shut down.
Find a reason she has to engage.
He closed the laptop.
Eight weeks.
Seven weeks and six days now, technically.
He could do this.
He just needed to be smarter about it.
Less obvious.
More strategic.
He pulled up your student profile one more time.
Looked at your photo.
The eyes.
The neutral expression.
"You're not gonna make this easy, are you?" he muttered to the screen.
Your photo didn't answer.
Obviously.
But if it had, he was pretty sure it would've said no.
He closed the app and turned off his phone.
Tomorrow.
He'd try again tomorrow.
Different approach.
Smarter.
Because Bakugou Katsuki didn't give up.
Even when he probably should.
The library was becoming familiar territory.
Not because Bakugou wanted it to be. But because you were here. Always here. Third floor, back corner, same table by the window.
Like clockwork.
It had been three days since the ethics seminar disaster. Three days of Bakugou trying to figure out his next move while simultaneously pretending he wasn't thinking about you every five minutes.
He'd gone back to observation mode. Not stalking. Observing.
There was a difference.
Probably.
He'd learned a few things:
You showed up to the library every day around 2 PM. Stayed until at least 6, sometimes later. You took breaks every hour—not long ones, just enough to stretch, refill your water bottle, stare out the window like you were trying to remember why you were doing any of this.
You always sat alone.
Always had headphones on.
Always looked like you were carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders and refusing to let anyone help.
Today was Thursday. 3:47 PM.
Bakugou had been on the third floor for twenty minutes, pretending to study at a table three rows away from yours.
He wasn't studying.
He was planning.
Because the direct approach hadn't worked. The forced partnership hadn't worked. The sitting-next-to-you-and-hoping-you'd-acknowledge-his-existence approach definitely hadn't worked.
So he needed something different.
Something that would make you actually talk to him.
Not because you had to. Not because a professor was watching.
Because you wanted to.
Or at least because you were curious enough to engage.
His phone buzzed.
Kirishima: dude where are you? we're supposed to be training
Bakugou: library
Kirishima: ...why
Bakugou: studying
Kirishima: you finished that assignment two days ago
Bakugou: other assignment
Kirishima: you're doing the thing again aren't you
Bakugou: what thing
Kirishima: the creepy lurking thing
Bakugou: I'm not lurking
Kirishima: you're absolutely lurking
Kirishima: this is sad man. just talk to her
Bakugou: I tried that
Kirishima: try again
Kirishima: or better yet, give up and come train with me
Bakugou muted the conversation.
He wasn't giving up.
He was strategizing.
And if that meant spending another afternoon in the library, pretending to read a textbook he'd already finished, then that's what he'd do.
He glanced over at you.
You were in the same position as always. Hunched over your laptop, one hand holding your head up, the other typing. Your coffee cup was empty—had been for at least an hour—but you hadn't gone to refill it.
You looked exhausted.
More than usual.
The shadows under your eyes were darker. Your shoulders were tense. And every few minutes, you'd stop typing and just... stare at the screen. Like you'd forgotten what you were doing. Or like you were too tired to care.
Something twisted in Bakugou's chest.
An unfamiliar feeling.
Concern.
Which was stupid.
He didn't know you. Didn't owe you anything. And you'd made it abundantly clear you wanted nothing to do with him.
But still.
He found himself standing up.
Grabbing his bag.
Walking toward your table.
His brain was screaming at him to stop. That this was a bad idea. That you'd just shut him down again and he'd look like an idiot.
But his feet kept moving.
He stopped at the edge of your table.
You didn't look up.
Of course you didn't.
He stood there for a solid ten seconds, waiting.
Nothing.
"Hey," he said finally.
Your fingers stopped typing.
For a moment, you didn't move. Didn't acknowledge him.
Then, slowly, you pulled off one headphone.
"What," you said.
Not a question. A statement.
Flat. Tired. Already done with whatever this was.
"You've been here for four hours," Bakugou said.
"And?"
"And you look like shit."
Your eyes finally flicked up to meet his.
There it was again. That neutral expression. The wall.
"Thanks for the observation," you said, your voice dripping with sarcasm. "Really needed that today."
"I'm just saying—"
"I don't care what you're saying." You put your headphone back on. "Go away."
Bakugou's jaw clenched.
He should go away.
Should take the hint and leave you alone.
But he didn't.
Instead, he pulled out the chair across from you and sat down.
Your eyes narrowed.
You pulled off both headphones now, setting them on the table with deliberate slowness.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" you asked.
Your voice was still flat, but there was an edge to it now. Sharper.
"Sitting," Bakugou said.
"I can see that. Why?"
"Because we need to talk."
"No, we don't."
"Yeah, we do."
"About what?" You leaned back in your chair, arms crossed. "About how you've been lurking around campus for the past two weeks like some kind of stalker? About how you sat next to me in ethics and then chased me down the hallway? About how you're sitting at my table right now even though I explicitly told you to go away?"
Bakugou felt heat crawl up the back of his neck.
Because you'd noticed.
All of it.
The library visits. The gym. The coffee shop.
You'd known he was there the whole time.
And you'd ignored him anyway.
"I wasn't stalking you," he said.
"Then what would you call it?"
"Trying to talk to you."
"By following me around and hoping I'd eventually acknowledge your existence?" You shook your head. "That's not talking. That's harassment."
The word landed like a slap.
"I wasn't—" Bakugou stopped. Took a breath. "Look. I know we got off on the wrong foot—"
"We didn't get off on the wrong foot," you interrupted. "You were an asshole at a party. I called you out. End of story."
"It doesn't have to be end of story."
"Yes, it does." You started packing up your laptop. "Because I'm not interested in whatever redemption arc you think you're entitled to. I don't owe you a second chance. I don't owe you my time. And I sure as hell don't owe you a conversation just because you can't handle the fact that someone doesn't like you."
"You don't even know me," Bakugou said, his voice harder now.
"I know enough."
"From one conversation where I made a shitty joke?"
"It wasn't a joke." You zipped your bag with more force than necessary. "And it wasn't one conversation. I've seen you around. I've heard you talk. I know exactly who you are."
"No, you don't."
"Really?" You leaned forward, and for the first time, there was actual emotion in your voice. Not anger, exactly. Just... exhaustion. "You're the guy who thinks being loud makes him right. Who treats cruelty like it's honesty. Who needs an audience for every opinion because without one, you're just noise. You're the guy who gets away with being an asshole because you're good at things, and people are willing to overlook the asshole part if it means staying in your orbit."
Each word was precise. Surgical.
Like you'd been thinking about this. Really thinking about it.
"That's not—" Bakugou started.
"I've met a hundred guys like you," you continued, your voice still flat but somehow more cutting because of it. "Guys who think they're special. Who think the rules don't apply to them because they're talented or ambitious or whatever bullshit they tell themselves. Guys who take up all the space in a room and expect everyone else to just... deal with it."
"I'm not them," Bakugou said, his hands clenched into fists under the table.
"Prove it," you shot back.
"How? You won't even give me a chance to—"
"I don't want to give you a chance!" Your voice was louder now. Not yelling. But loud enough that a few people at nearby tables looked over. "I don't want to get to know you. I don't want to find out if you're secretly nice under all the bullshit. I don't want any of it."
"Why?"
"Because I don't trust people who need an audience!" You were standing now, bag slung over your shoulder. "Because I don't trust people who think cruelty is honesty. Because I've met a hundred guys like you, and every single one of them was exactly who I thought they were."
The words echoed what you'd said before. At the party. In class.
Like they were a mantra.
A shield.
"I'm not them," Bakugou repeated, his voice low. Intense.
"Then prove it to someone who cares."
You turned to leave.
Bakugou stood, his chair scraping against the floor.
"I do care," he said.
You stopped.
Didn't turn around.
Just stood there, back to him, completely still.
For a moment, Bakugou thought you might actually listen. Might actually give him a chance to explain.
Then you said, without turning around:
"That's your problem, not mine."
And you walked away.
This time, Bakugou didn't follow.
He just stood there, watching you disappear down the stairs, his hands still clenched, his chest tight.
Around him, the library was silent except for the ambient noise of keyboards and pages turning.
A few students were still staring.
He ignored them.
Just slowly sat back down in his chair and stared at the empty seat across from him.
The seat you'd been in thirty seconds ago.
His phone was buzzing. Probably Kirishima. Probably Kaminari asking for an update.
He didn't check it.
Just sat there, replaying the conversation in his head.
"I've met a hundred guys like you, and every single one of them was exactly who I thought they were."
The words stung worse than anything you'd said at the party.
Because they weren't just about him.
They were about everyone who'd come before him.
Everyone who'd disappointed you. Hurt you. Proven your assumptions right.
And now he was just another name on that list.
Another guy who'd tried and failed.
Another person you'd shut out.
His laptop was still open in front of him. The note he'd been keeping. The observations. The strategies.
It all felt stupid now.
Childish.
Like he'd been playing some kind of game and you'd just reminded him that you weren't a prize to be won.
You were a person.
A person who'd been hurt enough times that trust wasn't something you gave freely.
If you gave it at all.
And Bakugou had no idea how to navigate that.
No idea how to prove he was different when you wouldn't even let him try.
His phone buzzed again.
This time he checked it.
Kaminari: week 1 check-in! how's operation win her over going?
Kaminari: please tell me you've made SOME progress
Kaminari: ...bakugou?
Kaminari: dude did she murder you
Kaminari: if you're dead blink twice
Bakugou stared at the messages.
Then typed:
Bakugou: she told me to prove myself to someone who cares
Kaminari: ...ouch
Kaminari: okay so not great then
Kaminari: what are you gonna do?
Bakugou looked at the question.
Looked at his laptop. At the notes he'd been taking. At the empty chair across from him.
What was he going to do?
Give up?
Admit defeat?
Text Kaminari right now and end this stupid bet before it destroyed what was left of his pride?
He should.
He really should.
But even as he thought it, he knew he wouldn't.
Because you'd looked him in the eye and said you'd met a hundred guys like him.
And something about that—something about being lumped in with everyone who'd ever hurt you—
It pissed him off.
Not at you.
At them.
At whoever had made you build those walls so high.
At whoever had taught you that trust was a weakness.
At whoever had proven, over and over, that people weren't worth the risk.
He wanted to know who they were.
Wanted to know what they'd done.
Wanted to understand why someone as smart and strong and capable as you had decided that being alone was safer than letting anyone in.
And maybe—just maybe—he wanted to be the first person who didn't prove you right.
Bakugou: I'm gonna keep trying
Kaminari: ...seriously?
Kaminari: dude she DESTROYED you. again.
Kaminari: at what point do you accept this is a lost cause?
Bakugou: when she actually gives me a real reason to stop
Kaminari: she literally told you to leave her alone
Bakugou: she told me to prove myself to someone who cares
Bakugou: that's not the same thing
Kaminari: ...i feel like it is tho
[Kirishima has entered the chat]
Kirishima: okay i'm reading back through this and I have CONCERNS
Kirishima: bakugou you need to let this go
Kirishima: she's not interested
Kirishima: she's made that very clear
Kirishima: continuing to pursue her after she's explicitly said no is not okay
Bakugou stared at Kirishima's messages.
He was right.
Kirishima was absolutely right.
You'd said no. Multiple times. In multiple ways.
The ethical thing to do—the right thing to do—was to respect that.
Walk away.
Leave you alone.
Let you have your space and your walls and your carefully constructed isolation.
But something about the way you'd said it...
"I've met a hundred guys like you."
Like you were so sure. So certain. Like you'd already decided who he was before he'd even had a chance to prove otherwise.
And maybe that should've been enough reason to walk away.
But it wasn't.
Bakugou: I'll back off
Kirishima: thank god
Bakugou: for now
Kirishima: BAKUGOU
Bakugou: I'm not gonna harass her
Bakugou: I'm just not giving up
Kirishima: there's a difference between not giving up and not taking no for an answer
Bakugou: I know that
Kirishima: do you?
Bakugou didn't respond.
Just closed the group chat and pulled up his notes again.
What I Know:
She values ethics/philosophy
She argues for restraint over action
She works alone by choice
She avoids social situations
She's tired (not sleeping well?)
She'll cooperate if it affects her grade
She runs when directly confronted
She's been hurt before. Multiple times.
She doesn't trust easily. Or at all.
She thinks I'm like everyone else who hurt her.
He stared at the last line.
Added one more:
Next Steps:
Give her space
Don't chase
Don't force interaction
Wait for an opening
When it comes: be different than what she expects
It wasn't much of a plan.
But it was something.
He closed his laptop.
Packed up his bag.
Left the library without looking back at your empty table.
Outside, the evening air was cold. Sharp. It cleared his head slightly, washing away some of the frustration and confusion and that tight feeling in his chest that he didn't want to examine too closely.
He pulled out his phone.
Looked at your contact information. The student profile photo he'd saved.
Those eyes. That neutral expression.
You'd built walls so high he couldn't see over them.
And maybe that should've been a sign to stop trying.
But Bakugou Katsuki had never walked away from a challenge.
Even when the challenge was proving to someone that not everyone would hurt them.
Even when the someone had explicitly told him to fuck off.
Even when every rational part of his brain was screaming that this was a bad idea and he should just cut his losses and move on.
He pocketed his phone.
Started walking back to the dorms.
Seven weeks and three days left.
He'd give you space.
For now.
But he wasn't done.
Not even close.
Because somewhere underneath all that armor, there was a person who cared about ethics and philosophy and minimizing damage instead of being the hero.
A person who worked alone because it was safer than trusting someone else.
A person who'd been hurt enough times that isolation felt like the only option.
And Bakugou wanted to know her.
The real her.
Not the walls. Not the defense mechanisms.
Her.
Even if she never let him.
Even if this whole thing blew up in his face.
He had to try.
Because the alternative—walking away, proving her right, becoming just another name on the list of people who'd disappointed her—
That was unacceptable.
His phone buzzed one more time.
Kaminari: 7 weeks left btw
Kaminari: tick tock ⏰
Bakugou didn't respond.
Just kept walking.
Seven weeks.
Plenty of time.
Or not nearly enough.
He'd find out which soon enough.
Author's Note: Welcome to Chapter Three, otherwise known as: Bakugou Katsuki Getting Humbled, Part Two. 💀
I had so much fun writing the ethics debate scene because it perfectly mirrors exactly what is happening between them right now. Also, can we get a round of applause for Kirishima being the only person in the Bakusquad with a functioning moral compass? Bakugou is finally starting to realize that his usual approach isn't going to work here, and watching him try to pivot is my favorite thing.
Let me know what you guys thought of the library confrontation!
Denki Kaminari had what he considered to be a million-dollar idea.
Well, more like a few-thousand-yen idea, but still. It was genius.
"You're all thinking too small," he announced to his friends at lunch, gesturing dramatically with a chopstick. "We've got these incredible quirks, right? And we're just... sitting on them. Not monetizing. Not capitalizing on our unique skill sets."
Kirishima looked up from his katsudon, intrigued. "What're you getting at, man?"
"Side hustles!" Denki slammed his palm on the table, making Mina's juice box jump. "We should all have side hustles! Sero could run a moving company. Ashido could—I dunno—teach dance classes or something. And me?" He pointed both thumbs at himself, grinning. "I could charge phones!"
There was a beat of silence.
"Kaminari," Sero said slowly, "there are outlets everywhere."
"Yeah, but I'm portable! And fast! Think about it—you're at 2%, you've got an important call coming in, and the nearest outlet is all the way across the room. Boom! Kaminari's Charging Station saves the day!" He pulled out a crumpled piece of notebook paper covered in terrible drawings and worse math. "I've done the calculations. If I charge, like, twenty phones a day at ¥100 each, that's... uh..."
"Two thousand yen," Momo supplied helpfully, though she looked concerned.
"Exactly! Two thousand yen! Do you know how many energy drinks that is?"
"That's really not a good—" Iida started, hand already chopping through the air.
By 4 PM, Denki had set up shop in the common room.
The "shop" consisted of a folding table he'd borrowed (stolen) from the storage room, covered with a bedsheet that had cartoon lightning bolts drawn on it in Sharpie. His hand-painted sign read "KAMINARI'S CHARGING STATION" in enthusiastic but wobbly letters, with a price list underneath:
10% charge - ¥100 | 50% charge - ¥500 | Full charge - ¥800 | PREMIUM RUSH SERVICE (+¥200)
"What's premium rush service?" Hagakure asked, her uniform approaching the table.
"I do it while making race car noises," Denki said seriously. "Really gets the electrons moving faster."
"That's not how electricity works."
"You don't know that."
Surprisingly, Kirishima was his first paying customer, slapping down ¥500 with a grin. "Dude, I'm totally supporting this! My phone's been dying all day anyway."
"Excellent choice, sir!" Denki took the phone with a flourish, pressed it between his palms, and let a controlled current flow through. There was a soft buzzing sound, a faint smell of ozone, and—
"Done!" He presented the phone with a bow.
Kirishima checked it, eyes widening. "Whoa! Fifty-three percent! That was like thirty seconds!" Then he sniffed. "Why does it smell weird?"
"That's the smell of success, my friend."
"It smells like burnt rubber."
"Same thing!"
Word spread quickly through the dorms. Denki's table became surprisingly popular—mostly because it was novel, partly because some students actually found it convenient, and definitely because watching Denki's increasingly elaborate charging "rituals" was entertaining.
Koda nervously approached, phone clutched in both hands. Denki gave him the gentlest charge he could manage, complete with soft humming sounds "to keep the device calm."
Tokoyami requested a charge in near-darkness because "the electricity resonates better with the shadows." Denki had no idea what that meant but dimmed the lights and added some mysterious hand gestures that made Dark Shadow cackle.
Mineta tried to pay with a ¥50 coin and a "please bro."
"NEXT!" Denki called out, ignoring him completely.
Things were going great until Bakugo showed up.
He didn't say anything, just walked up to the table, slammed his phone down along with a ¥500 coin, and crossed his arms with an expectant glare.
Denki stared. "Dude. You're actually...?"
"Shut up and charge it, Pikachu. My battery's at 15% and I'm not walking all the way to my room."
"Right! Yes! Premium service coming right up!" Denki grabbed the phone with shaking hands—partly from excitement at Bakugo being a customer, partly from legitimate fear—and channeled a careful current through it.
"Forty-seven percent!" he announced. "And might I say, sir, you have excellent taste in phone cases. Very aggressive. Really screams 'I have anger management issues.'"
"What was that?"
"I SAID THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATRONAGE!"
Bakugo snatched his phone and stalked away, but Denki saw him check the battery percentage twice with something that might have been satisfaction.
That's when he knew he'd made it.
By 6 PM, Denki had made ¥3,400.
He was counting his earnings when Iida appeared, and the temperature in the room seemed to drop ten degrees.
"KAMINARI DENKI!"
Denki shoved the money into his pockets. "Hey, Iida! Buddy! Pal! Want a charge? Class reps get a 50% discount!"
"I have several concerns!" Iida's hand was already chopping. "First, you are operating an unlicensed business on school property! Second, you have not filed the proper paperwork with—"
"There's paperwork for charging phones?"
"—the student council regarding commercial activities! Third, and most importantly, have you verified that your electrical output is calibrated to the correct voltage specifications for various device models? Improper charging could cause battery degradation, potential fires, or—"
"Everything's fine! Look, everyone's happy!" Denki gestured to Mina, who was filming herself with a freshly charged phone. "No fires! Well, except that one time, but the outlet was already kinda—"
"THERE WAS A FIRE?!"
"Small fire! Tiny! Minuscule! More of a... thermal event."
Momo appeared at Iida's shoulder, looking concerned. "Kaminari, I really think you should consider the safety implications. Different phones have different charging requirements, and your quirk isn't exactly known for precision..."
"Hey! I've been super careful! I even made a chart!" He pulled out another crumpled paper covered in phone brands and random numbers that definitely weren't accurate voltage specifications.
"Is that... did you just write 'zappy zap' next to iPhone?" Momo asked faintly.
Before Denki could defend his technical notation system, Jiro walked up and set her phone on the table with ¥100.
"Jiro! My favorite customer who I definitely didn't electrocute that one time in training!"
She raised an eyebrow. "Just charge it, Jamming-Whey. And don't make it weird."
"When have I ever made things weird?"
"Literally always."
He stuck his tongue out at her but took her phone carefully. This time, he made sure to use an even gentler current than usual, hyper-aware that she was watching him. The charge went perfectly—smooth, steady, no burning smells.
"Twenty percent, as requested," he said, handing it back with a genuine smile instead of his usual showmanship.
Jiro checked it, looked mildly impressed, and dropped an extra ¥50 on the table. "Not bad, Kaminari. Don't spend it all on manga."
"No promises!"
After she left, he realized he was still smiling like an idiot and found Sero and Kirishima grinning at him knowingly.
"Shut up."
"Didn't say anything, bro," Kirishima laughed.
The operation continued until about 8 PM, when things took a turn.
Denki was in the middle of charging Aoyama's phone ("Oui, but can you make it sparkle?" "No, but I can make it smell like sparkles?" "...That makes no sense." "¥50 discount?") when Midoriya approached with a notebook and way too many questions.
"Kaminari! This is so interesting! So you're modulating your electrical output based on device capacity? What's your amperage range? Have you noticed any quirk evolution from the precise control this requires? Do different battery chemistries require different approaches? What about—"
"Midoriya," Denki said, smile strained, "I love you man, but I have no idea what most of those words mean."
"Oh! Sorry, I just think it's really cool that you're finding practical applications for your quirk outside of combat! It shows versatility and—"
"Dude. Do you want your phone charged or not?"
"Oh, yes please!"
Denki took the extremely cracked phone (seriously, how was Midoriya's screen always destroyed?) and started charging it. But he'd been at this for hours now, had charged maybe thirty phones, and his concentration was starting to slip.
The charge was going fine until Denki sneezed.
There was a bright spark, a pop, and Midoriya's phone screen went dark.
"Uhhhh….,"
"Did it... did my phone just die?" Midoriya asked, voice small.
"No! No, it's just... resting! Phone's tired! Needs a nap!"
He frantically tried charging it again, but the device remained stubbornly dark.
"Kaminari..."
"I'LL FIX IT! I'll totally fix it! I'll—I'll buy you a new one! I've got like ¥3,000 saved up!"
"A new phone costs way more than that."
"I'LL GET A LOAN!"
Before Midoriya could respond (probably with more concern than anger, because that's just how he was), a deep, tired voice cut through the common room:
"Kaminari."
Everyone froze.
Aizawa stood in the doorway, still in his sleeping bag, looking like the very embodiment of exhausted disappointment.
"Uh... hi, Sensei! Want a charge? Faculty discount is—"
"Shut it down."
"But I was just—"
"Now."
The sleeping bag inched closer threateningly.
Ten minutes later, Denki sat on the common room couch, surrounded by his classmates, while Aizawa lectured him about unauthorized business operations, liability issues, and "the fifteen different ways this violates school policy."
His makeshift charging station was dismantled. His signs were confiscated. His dreams were crushed.
"And you'll be paying for Midoriya's phone repair out of your 'earnings,'" Aizawa finished.
"Yes, Sensei," Denki mumbled.
After Aizawa shuffled away (but not before making Denki clean up the "fire hazard" of power strips he'd duct-taped together), the common room was quiet.
Then Kaminari felt a hand on his shoulder.
"That was the manliest business venture I've ever seen, bro," Kirishima said earnestly.
"You made ¥3,000 in four hours," Sero added. "That's honestly impressive."
"And you only broke one phone," Mina chimed in. "Could've been worse!"
"I broke Midoriya's phone," Denki groaned. "The nicest guy in class."
"It's okay, Kaminari!" Midoriya said quickly. "It was already pretty broken! And honestly, this gives me an excuse to get one with a better camera for hero analysis notes!"
"Still. I'm sorry, man." Denki pulled out his wadded-up bills. "Here. For the repair."
"Are you sure? That was your—"
"My ill-gotten gains from my illegal enterprise? Yeah, it's cool. Least I can do."
After Midoriya left with the money (and about a dozen more apologies from Denki), Jiro sat down next to him.
"You know, for what it's worth... it was a pretty good idea. You just maybe needed to think it through more."
"Story of my life," Denki sighed.
"And get proper equipment," Momo added. "And insurance. And the correct permits. And safety certifications. And—"
"Momo, you're killing me here."
She smiled apologetically.
Bakugo walked past, tossed a energy drink at Denki's head (which he barely caught), and grunted, "Charge wasn't shit, Pikachu."
From Bakugo, that was basically a glowing five-star review.
Later that night, Denki lay in bed, staring at the ceiling.
Sure, his business had been shut down. Sure, he'd lost all his profits to a phone repair. Sure, Aizawa had given him cleaning duty for a week.
But also... it had kind of worked? People had actually paid for his service. He'd made his friends happy. He'd even impressed Bakugo, sort of.
His phone buzzed with a text from Jiro: next time maybe just charge stuff for free and don't make it weird
He grinned and typed back: where's the fun in that?
Another text, this time a group message from Kirishima: KAMINARI'S CHARGING STATION APPRECIATION CHAT with about a dozen photos of people using their newly charged phones.
Denki's grin widened.
Maybe Kaminari Enterprises was shut down for now. But there'd be other ideas. Other schemes. Other ways to use his quirk creatively and probably get in trouble.
🕯️🐦⬛.𖥔 ݁ ˖꩜ MIDNIGHT POETRY WITH TOKOYAMI | f.tokoyami
SYPNOSIS. In which a midnight wander through the dorms leads to an unexpected sanctuary, shared loneliness, and the realization that darkness is much warmer when you have someone to share it with.
Fumikage Tokoyami x Goth!Reader
TAGS: he is so dramatic and we love him for it, two lonely souls finding each other in the dark, bonding over gothic poetry, soft bird boy, just two goths finding comfort in each other, he really just stood by the window reciting poe, we love a respectful king
WC: 2.1K words
To One in Paradise
The moon hung gravid and luminous over UA Academy's Gothic spires, casting shadows that writhed and danced like living things upon the ancient stonework. You had always found a peculiar comfort in the darkness—that velvet embrace of night when the world grew quiet and the boundaries between reality and reverie became deliciously blurred. It was during these hallowed hours, when your classmates surrendered to slumber's gentle tyranny, that you felt most authentically yourself.
Tonight, as on so many nights before, your footsteps echoed through the empty corridors of Heights Alliance, a symphony of solitude that sang to something deep within your soul. The others thought you peculiar for your nocturnal wanderings, but you paid their whispered concerns no mind. There was a beauty in the midnight hours that daylight could never comprehend—a secret language spoken only by shadows and starlight.
It was on this particular evening, as October's dying breath gave way to November's cold kiss, that you first heard it: a voice, low and melodious, drifting through the darkened halls like smoke from a dying candle. The sound arrested you mid-step, your heart suddenly percussion against your ribs. Poetry. Someone was reciting poetry in the dead of night.
"And all my days are trances, And all my nightly dreams, Are where thy grey eye glances, And where thy footstep gleams—"
The voice was unlike any you had encountered before—simultaneously youthful and ancient, possessing a gravitas that belied the speaker's years. It resonated with the timbre of distant thunder, of ravens' calls, of secrets whispered in cathedral shadows. Without conscious thought, you found yourself drawn toward it, a moth to flame, a ship to siren song.
The words led you down corridors you rarely traversed, past the common areas and into the older wing of the dormitory—that section which housed those students who preferred solitude to society, silence to celebration. Your quirk hummed beneath your skin, responding to the emotion threaded through those recited verses, and you wondered if the speaker could sense your approach as keenly as you sensed their presence.
The voice grew stronger, richer, as you rounded a corner to find yourself before a door left ever so slightly ajar. Amber light spilled through the narrow opening, painting a golden slice across the darkened floor. You hesitated, propriety warring with curiosity, but the next stanza drew you forward as inexorably as gravity draws the falling star.
"In what ethereal dances, By what eternal streams—"
Your fingers, possessed of their own volition, pressed gently against the door. It swung open with a whisper, revealing a room that might have been torn from the pages of some Gothic romance. Books lined every available surface, their spines worn with repeated handling, their pages marked with careful annotations. Candles—actual candles, despite the fire safety regulations—cast dancing shadows across walls decorated with artwork that celebrated darkness rather than fled from it. Ravens featured prominently, as did nocturnal landscapes painted in shades of midnight blue and silver.
And there, silhouetted against the window where moonlight streamed through like milk, stood Fumikage Tokoyami.
You had known him, of course, in that superficial manner in which classmates know one another. You had trained together, fought alongside one another against villains both simulated and terrifyingly real. But you had never truly seen him until this moment, when he stood unaware of observation, his bird-like head tilted toward the moon, his voice caressing poetry as though each word were sacred.
He wore no costume, no pretense—simply dark sleeping clothes that emphasized the lean strength of his form. Dark Shadow coiled around him like living smoke, moving in time with the cadence of his words, and you realized that the quirk was not merely listening but feeling the poetry, responding to its emotional resonance.
The sight stole your breath.
"The beauty of the night is wasted on those who fear it," he murmured, his voice no longer reciting but speaking—and speaking, you realized with a start, to you. He had known you were there. Perhaps had known from the moment you'd begun your approach. "Yet you, I think, do not fear the darkness. Do you?"
He turned then, slowly, with the fluid grace of shadow itself, and his crimson eyes found yours across the candlelit space. There was no accusation in that gaze, no irritation at the intrusion. Instead, you detected something that might have been... loneliness? Hope? A desperate hunger for connection that he had learned to bury beneath layers of stoic dignity?
"I—" Your voice emerged uncertain, barely more than a whisper. "I heard poetry. Poe, wasn't it?"
"'To One in Paradise,'" he confirmed, and something in his posture shifted—subtle, but unmistakable. He had not expected you to recognize the verse. "You know his work?"
"I've always found beauty in melancholy," you admitted, stepping fully into the room though no explicit invitation had been offered. The door closed behind you with a soft click that seemed to seal you both away from the mundane world beyond. "There's an honesty in darkness that daylight often lacks."
For a long moment, Tokoyami said nothing. He simply regarded you with those penetrating eyes, and you felt certain he was seeing past surface and skin, down into the marrow of who you truly were. Dark Shadow shifted, rising slightly, and you could have sworn the entity was studying you as well, two intelligences weighing and measuring the stranger who had stumbled into their sanctuary.
"Most find me off-putting," Tokoyami finally said, his voice carefully neutral, though you detected the ghost of old wounds beneath the words. "The aesthetic of darkness that brings me comfort causes others disquiet. They smile and nod and maintain polite distance, but they do not understand. They do not wish to understand."
"Then they are fools," you replied with perhaps more vehemence than the moment warranted. "There is nothing shameful in embracing what calls to your soul, even if—especially if—others lack the courage to appreciate it."
His eyes widened fractionally, surprise flickering across features usually schooled to careful neutrality. "You speak as one who has also known judgment."
"We all wear masks," you said softly, moving deeper into the room, drawn by the books and art, by the evidence of a rich interior life carefully hidden from casual observers. "Some of us simply choose masks that others find... unsettling."
"And what mask do you wear?" The question emerged quiet but intense, laden with genuine curiosity rather than mere politeness.
You paused before a shelf of poetry collections—Poe, yes, but also Byron, Shelley, Keats, and numerous volumes of Japanese verse translated into English. Your fingers traced the spine of a particularly worn copy of The Raven. "The mask of someone content with superficial connections. The mask of someone who doesn't hunger for conversations that matter, for connections that transcend the mundane. The mask of someone who doesn't spend every group gathering feeling profoundly, irrevocably alone despite being surrounded by people."
The silence that followed your confession felt sacred somehow, weighted with significance. When you dared to glance at Tokoyami, you found him watching you with an expression of such unguarded wonder that your heart performed an elaborate acrobatic feat within your chest.
"I had not thought," he began slowly, carefully, as though each word must be selected with the utmost precision, "that there existed another who felt as I do. Who understood this particular species of solitude."
"The loneliness of being surrounded by people who cannot see you," you murmured. "Yes. I understand it well."
Dark Shadow, who had been observing this exchange with what appeared to be avid interest, suddenly surged forward. The entity stopped mere inches from you, close enough that you could feel the strange energy that comprised its form—not quite physical, not quite ephemeral, but something hovering between states of being.
"You're not scared," Dark Shadow observed, voice echoing strangely as though speaking from a great distance despite its proximity. "Nobody gets this close without flinching. Nobody except Fumikage."
"Should I be frightened?" you asked the quirk directly, meeting what you assumed were its eyes—the brightest points in its amorphous form.
"Most are," it replied simply.
"Most," you said, allowing a slight smile to curve your lips, "have not spent their lives dancing with their own shadows. Your darkness does not frighten me, Dark Shadow. It feels... familiar. Almost comforting."
The quirk made a sound that might have been surprise or pleasure—it was difficult to differentiate—before retreating back to Tokoyami's side. Your classmate stood utterly still, staring at you as though you had just performed some impossible miracle rather than simply treating his quirk with basic respect and courtesy.
"Would you..." He hesitated, uncharacteristic uncertainty threading through his voice. "That is to say, if you are not otherwise engaged, would you perhaps wish to remain? I have tea—nothing fancy, simply herbal blends—and more poetry, if such things appeal to you. I understand if you would prefer to return to your own quarters, but I confess I find myself hoping..."
He trailed off, but you understood perfectly what he could not quite articulate. The desperate hope of the perpetually lonely that perhaps, just perhaps, they had finally encountered someone who spoke their language, who understood their particular dialect of existence.
"I would like that very much," you said softly. "If you don't mind the company."
"Mind?" Something that was almost a laugh escaped him—a sound of pure, unbridled relief. "I fear you misunderstand. Your company is not merely acceptable. It is..." He paused, searching for words adequate to the moment. "It is what I have been unconsciously seeking every time I stood at that window and recited verse to the uncaring night."
The confession hung between you, vulnerable and honest, and you felt something shift in that moment—some fundamental reordering of the universe that meant things could never quite return to how they had been. You had stumbled into Fumikage Tokoyami's carefully constructed sanctuary, and in doing so, you had apparently stumbled into something far more significant than either of you had anticipated.
"Then I shall stay," you declared, settling yourself into one of the plush chairs he indicated—deep burgundy velvet that felt like sin against your skin. "And you shall read to me, and we shall speak of beautiful, melancholy things, and for once, we shall neither of us be alone."
Tokoyami moved with surprising grace to prepare tea, Dark Shadow assisting by manipulating candles to provide better light. As he worked, you noticed the careful precision of his movements, the ritualistic quality with which he performed even this simple domestic task. Everything about him spoke of someone who had learned to find meaning in small moments, beauty in minor ceremonies—because these things were his, chosen by him, authentic to who he was rather than who others expected him to be.
"Do you know 'Annabel Lee'?" you asked as he handed you a delicate cup filled with fragrant tea that smelled of chamomile and something darker, more mysterious.
His eyes brightened with unmistakable delight. "It is among my favorites. Though I must warn you, once I begin, I tend to become rather... immersed in the performance."
"I would expect nothing less," you assured him.
And so, as midnight deepened toward that darkest hour before dawn, Fumikage Tokoyami read to you of love and loss, of beauty and sorrow, of all the exquisite darkness that existed in the human heart. His voice transformed the familiar words into something new and revelatory, each line delivered with such passion and precision that you felt them resonating in your bones.
You watched him as he read, noting the way emotion played across his features, how Dark Shadow swayed and shifted with the cadence of the verse. There was something profoundly intimate about witnessing this—about being permitted into this private world where he shed all pretense and simply existed as his truest self.
When he finished, silence settled over the room like snowfall—gentle, complete, sacred.
"That was extraordinary," you breathed, and meant it with every fiber of your being.
"The credit belongs to Poe," he demurred, but you could see the pleasure your praise brought him.
"The words belong to Poe," you corrected. "But you gave them life. You made them breathe. That is no small thing, Tokoyami."
He set aside the book, his movements careful and deliberate, before meeting your gaze once more. "Please," he said quietly. "When we are alone—when we are here, in this space—call me Fumikage. I find I wish to hear my name from your lips, spoken without the barriers of formality."
The request felt significant, weighted with meaning beyond the simple syllables. "Fumikage," you repeated, tasting the name, letting it settle on your tongue like wine. "And you must call me by my given name as well. Fair is fair, after all."
"Fair is fair," he agreed, and when he spoke your name, it sounded like poetry itself.
A/N: I have been dying to write something soft, atmospheric, and a little bit Gothic for our favorite bird boy. Tokoyami doesn’t get nearly enough love, and I really wanted to explore the quiet, poetic side of his personality.
TAGS: timeskip au, s/o is female, suggestive content (18+),
𝜗𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖ochaco.uraraka 🍡
Ochaco kisses like gravity itself has shifted—sweetly, warmly, and with the power to make you feel weightless.
There's always this moment before she kisses you where she gets this look on her face—determined but soft, like she's making an important decision. Her cheeks flush that pretty pink that matches her hero costume, and she bites her lip (which is incredibly distracting), working up the courage even though you've kissed hundreds of times before. Because Ochaco never takes this for granted, never assumes, always treats each kiss like it's something special.
"Come here," she'll say softly, and there's that slight accent that gets stronger when she's emotional, when she's feeling things deeply. Her hands come up to cup your face, and her palms are warm, slightly rough from training but gentle in their touch. She stands on her tiptoes (even though she hates being reminded of her height), and then her lips are on yours and suddenly nothing else matters.
Ochako's kisses are sweet and genuine, just like her. There's no pretense, no games—just honest affection that she pours into every press of her lips. She kisses you like you're precious, like you're important, like you matter more than anything else in her world. Her lips are soft and taste faintly of the strawberry chapstick she always carries, and they move against yours with enthusiastic tenderness.
When she deepens the kiss, when her tongue slides against yours, there's sometimes this flutter in your stomach—literal weightlessness as her quirk activates unconsciously. Your feet leave the ground just slightly, and she makes this embarrassed sound against your lips, immediately releasing her quirk and bringing you back down.
"Sorry, sorry!" she gasps, pulling back just enough to speak, face burning red. "I didn't mean to—you just make me feel so much that I—"
You kiss her again to stop her apology, and she melts into it, smiling against your lips. Because the truth is, you love when she does that, love the physical manifestation of how much you affect her, love floating in her arms like you're defying the laws of physics just by loving each other.
When Ochako really gets into kissing you, when her initial shyness gives way to confidence, she's devastating. Her kisses become more assured, more passionate. Her tongue strokes against yours with increasing boldness, and her hands slide from your face into your hair, fingers threading through the strands as she pulls you closer. She makes these soft, breathy sounds that make your heart race, little sighs and hums that tell you exactly how much she's enjoying this.
She's stronger than people give her credit for—all that training, all those hours perfecting her fighting style—and she uses that strength to hold you close, to press against you until there's no space between your bodies. When you run your hands down her sides, she shivers and kisses you deeper, her tongue dancing with yours in a rhythm that makes your head spin.
Sometimes when she's really lost in the moment, she'll activate her quirk on purpose, making you both float as she kisses you breathless. There's something incredibly romantic about it—kissing while suspended in air, gravity holding no power over you, nothing existing except the two of you and the feeling of her lips on yours. She'll spin you both slowly, her arms wrapped around your neck, her smile bright and beautiful when she pulls back to look at you.
"I love you," she whispers, and there's wonder in her voice, like she still can't quite believe she gets to say that, gets to have this, gets to have you. "I love you so much."
And then she's kissing you again, floating or grounded, it doesn't matter—because with Ochaco, you're always weightless, always falling, always caught in the gravity of her affection. Her kisses are like coming home, like safety and warmth and the kind of love that makes you believe in heroes all over again.
When you finally touch back down to earth (literally and figuratively), she's grinning that beautiful smile that scrunches her nose, eyes bright with happiness, cheeks flushed, and she looks at you like you hung the moon and stars just for her. And you'd do it too, if she asked. You'd do anything for Ochaco Uraraka and her gravity-defying kisses.
𝜗𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖momo.yaoyorozu 🥀
Momo kisses like everything she does—with elegance, precision, and an intensity that takes your breath away.
There's a certain refinement to the way Momo approaches intimacy. She's been trained in etiquette, in proper behavior, in maintaining composure at all times. But when she kisses you, all that careful control becomes something else entirely—not restraint, but rather a focused, deliberate passion that's somehow more intense for being so precisely applied.
She'll take your hand first, always. Her fingers intertwine with yours, and you can feel the slight calluses from training, the strength in her grip despite the delicacy of her touch. She steps closer, and there's confidence in the movement, in the way she tilts her head to look down at you (or up, depending on your height), her dark eyes holding yours with unwavering focus.
"May I?" she asks, because Momo is nothing if not polite, even in this. Especially in this. And there's something incredibly attractive about the way she asks permission, the way she makes you feel respected and desired in equal measure.
When you nod, her free hand comes up to rest at the side of your neck, thumb brushing along your jawline, and then she closes the distance with measured grace. The first touch of her lips is soft, controlled, testing. She's learning you, understanding what you like, cataloging your responses with that brilliant mind of hers.
But don't mistake control for lack of passion. Momo feels everything deeply, perhaps too deeply, and when she kisses you, all that carefully contained emotion begins to surface. Her lips part against yours, and her tongue slides out to trace the seam of your mouth with deliberate slowness, a request couched in elegant execution.
When you open for her, the kiss transforms. Her tongue slides against yours with purposeful strokes, each movement calculated for maximum effect. She's studied this, you realize—not from books or videos, but from every time she's kissed you before, learning what makes you gasp, what makes you press closer, what makes your fingers tighten in her hair. Momo is a quick learner, and she applies that considerable intellect to kissing you absolutely senseless.
Her hand at your neck is steady, fingers pressing against your pulse point where she can feel your heartbeat quicken. It grounds her, connects her to your physical response, and you feel her smile against your lips—satisfaction in knowing she affects you this way. The hand holding yours tightens, pulls you closer, and suddenly you're pressed against her tall, athletic frame, feeling every curve, every breath.
There's something incredibly sensual about the way Momo kisses. It's not rushed or frantic, but it is intense—thoroughly, completely, overwhelmingly intense. She kisses like she creates: with absolute focus and attention to detail. Every stroke of her tongue is deliberate, every shift of her lips purposeful. She's composing a masterpiece, and you're the canvas.
When she breaks the kiss to trail her lips along your jaw, down your neck, her breath is warm against your skin. "You're exquisite," she murmurs, and her voice has dropped to something lower, richer, almost husky with want. "Absolutely exquisite."
And then her mouth is on your pulse point, lips and tongue working in combination that makes your knees weak. She's precise even in this, knowing exactly where to kiss, where to apply pressure, where to use teeth just gently enough to make you gasp. When she returns to your lips, she's smiling—that rare, genuine smile that transforms her entire face—and she kisses you deeper, harder, with more passion than before.
Momo's control is exquisite, but it's not absolute. When you do something she particularly enjoys—bite her bottom lip, tangle your fingers in her long dark hair, press against her just right—that composure cracks. Her breath hitches, her grip tightens, and suddenly the kiss is more urgent, more desperate. Her tongue strokes against yours with increasing fervor, and you can feel the want radiating from her, the need she usually keeps so carefully contained.
"Please," she'll whisper against your lips, and there's something incredibly vulnerable about hearing Momo Yaoyorozu—confident, capable, brilliant Momo—asking for something, needing something. "Don't stop. Please don't stop."
And you don't. You kiss her until she's breathless, until her perfect posture falters and she's leaning into you for support, until those dark eyes are hazy with desire and her lips are swollen and her hair is mussed from your fingers. You kiss her until the elegant, refined Momo gives way to something more raw, more real, more utterly devastating.
When you finally part, she takes a moment to compose herself, smoothing down her hair with trembling fingers, straightening her clothes. But she can't quite hide the flush on her cheeks, the brightness in her eyes, the small smile that plays at her lips. And she doesn't want to—because with you, she doesn't have to be perfect. She can just be Momo, and that's enough.
"Again?" she asks, and there's hope and heat in those dark eyes. And you pull her close and kiss her again, because kissing Momo Yaoyorozu is an art form, and you intend to spend a lifetime perfecting it.
𝜗𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖tsuyu.asui 🪷
Tsuyu kisses like the first rainfall after a drought.
Tsu doesn't do pretense. She doesn't play games, doesn't hide behind false modesty or manufactured shyness. When she wants to kiss you, she tells you directly, in that straightforward way of hers that's become so endearing. "I want to kiss you now, ribbit," she'll say, and it's not a question, but there's always a pause where she waits for your response, respects your consent even as she states her desire plainly.
When you smile and nod, she closes the distance with unhurried purpose. Tsu never rushes anything—she's patient, methodical, thorough. Her large hands come up to rest on your shoulders, and there's strength in that grip, power contained in those deceptively delicate-looking fingers. Then she leans in, and her lips meet yours with warm pressure.
The first thing you notice is how soft her lips are. The second thing you notice is her tongue.
Tsu's quirk affects more than just her appearance, and her tongue is long, prehensile, incredibly versatile—and she knows exactly how to use it. When the kiss deepens, when her lips part and her tongue slides out to meet yours, it's an experience unlike any other. The length of it, the dexterity, the way she can wrap around your tongue and stroke it with muscular precision—it's overwhelming in the best possible way.
She makes this soft "ribbit" sound when she kisses, a quirk (no pun intended) that's entirely unconscious and absolutely adorable. It vibrates through the kiss, adds another layer of sensation that makes your head spin. Her tongue explores your mouth thoroughly, reaching places others couldn't, tasting you with clear enjoyment, and all the while she's making these quiet amphibian sounds that shouldn't be hot but absolutely are.
Tsu's kisses are wet—not unpleasantly so, but noticeably. Her quirk means she's always slightly damp, and there's something primal about the slickness of her tongue as it slides against yours, the moisture of her lips, the way she tastes like fresh rain and something uniquely Tsuyu. She kisses like a storm rolling in, intense and natural and impossible to resist.
Her hands aren't idle during this. They slide from your shoulders down your arms, and you feel the slight suction of her fingertips—another quirk trait, the ability to stick to surfaces—leaving tingling sensations in their wake. When she presses her palms flat against your back and pulls you close, you feel that subtle adhesion, the way she's literally sticking to you, claiming you as hers.
"You taste good, ribbit," she says matter-of-factly when she pulls back, her large eyes studying your face with that characteristic directness. "Like home."
And then she's kissing you again, her long tongue delving deeper, stroking along yours with deliberate, thorough movements. There's no technique borrowed from movies or romance novels—Tsu kisses purely on instinct, doing what feels good, what makes you gasp, what makes her ribbit with satisfaction. And her instincts are excellent.
When things get more heated, Tsu's composure remains largely intact. She doesn't become frantic or desperate; instead, her methodical nature applies itself to taking you apart piece by piece. Her tongue does things that should be impossible, wrapping around yours, stroking the roof of your mouth, exploring every inch of available space with thorough attention. Her hands grip you tighter, the suction of her fingertips increasing slightly, and you're effectively pinned against her, held in place by quirk and desire as she kisses you breathless.
She'll pull back occasionally to check in, to make sure you're okay, to gauge your reaction with those perceptive eyes. "Good?" she asks, and when you nod frantically, desperate for her to continue, she smiles—that wide, genuine smile—and murmurs, "Good, ribbit," before diving back in.
There's something grounding about kissing Tsuyu. She's so honest, so present, so entirely herself that it makes you feel safe to be entirely yourself too. Her kisses don't demand anything except your genuine response. She doesn't need you to perform or pretend—she just needs you to be there, with her, in the moment, genuine and real.
When you finally part for real, lips swollen and breathing heavy, she rests her forehead against yours and ribbits softly, contentedly. Her hands are still stuck to your back, and she makes no move to release them, enjoying the closeness, the connection. "I love you," she says simply, because Tsu doesn't complicate things with flowery language or dramatic declarations. She just tells you the truth, plain and simple and perfect.
Tsuyu Asui kisses like the most honest thing in the world, and in a society full of facades and performances, that honesty is the most refreshing thing you've ever tasted.
𝜗𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖ mina.ashido 🌸
There's never any warning before Mina kisses you.
She doesn't do the slow build-up, the careful approach, the asking permission with words. She just sees you, decides she wants to kiss you, and suddenly she's there, bouncing on her toes, grinning that brilliant smile, pink skin glowing with excitement. "Babe!" she squeals, and then her arms are around your neck and she's pulling you down (or bending down) and kissing you like she hasn't seen you in years instead of hours.
Her enthusiasm is absolutely infectious. Mina kisses with her whole body—pressing against you, arms tight around your neck, one leg sometimes hooking around yours for balance as she stretches up. She's all warmth and energy and joy, and kissing her feels like mainlining pure happiness. Her lips are soft and always taste like whatever fruity lipgloss she's wearing that day—strawberry, cherry, watermelon, pineapple, something sweet and distinctly Mina.
She smiles while she kisses. You can feel it, the way her lips curve against yours, the way she sometimes pulls back just to grin at you before diving back in. "You're so cute," she'll say, or "I missed you so much," or "One more, just one more!" and then she's kissing you again, giggling between pecks, covering your face with quick, affectionate kisses before returning to your lips properly.
When Mina deepens the kiss, when it shifts from playful to passionate, it's like a switch flips. Suddenly all that energy focuses, concentrates, becomes laser-targeted on making you lose your mind. Her tongue slides against yours with surprising skill, and she kisses like she dances—with rhythm, with enthusiasm, with moves that shouldn't work but absolutely do.
Her hands are everywhere. In your hair, on your shoulders, sliding down your chest, cupping your face—she can't stay still, can't stop touching you. Every touch is warm (her quirk keeps her body temperature slightly elevated), and you can feel that warmth seeping into your skin, making you feel flushed and dizzy and desperately wanting more.
"Is this okay?" she asks breathlessly between kisses, and without waiting for an answer, "Can I—?" and her tongue is stroking yours again, deeper this time, more insistent. She makes these happy sounds when she kisses—little hums and sighs and occasionally full-on delighted giggles when you do something she particularly enjoys.
Mina is vocal during kissing. She tells you exactly what she likes, what feels good, what she wants. "Yes, like that!" or "More, please more!" or just your name, gasped against your lips with such affection it makes your heart squeeze. There's no shame in her desire, no embarrassment about wanting you so obviously, so completely.
When things get really heated, when you're both breathless and grabbing at each other with increasing desperation, you have to be a little careful. Mina's quirk responds to her emotions, and when she's really aroused, really excited, her skin starts producing very dilute acid. It's not enough to hurt—she has too much control for that—but you can feel it, a slight tingle where her hands rest on your skin, a small burn that's more pleasant than painful, that marks you as thoroughly as any hickey.
She notices when it happens, always pulls back with wide golden eyes, worried. "Sorry! Did I—are you—?"
"I'm fine," you assure her, pulling her back, and the relief and desire that floods her face is beautiful. She kisses you harder then, more carefully, channeling all that energy into the kiss itself rather than her quirk. Her tongue does absolutely sinful things, stroking and swirling and doing this flicking thing that makes your knees buckle.
Mina kisses like dancing, like music, like the best party you've ever been to. She kisses like joy personified, and being the focus of that joy, being the person she wants to kiss like this, is intoxicating. When she finally pulls back, she's grinning breathlessly, pink skin flushed darker with pleasure, golden eyes sparkling with mischief and affection.
"Love you!" she chirps, and kisses you one more time, quick and sweet. "Best kisser ever, by the way. Just so you know. I'm keeping you forever, no take-backs!"
And you wouldn't want to take it back anyway, because kissing Mina Ashido is like bottled sunshine, and who would ever want to let that go?
𝜗𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖ kyoka.jiro 🎸
Getting Jiro to kiss you the first few times requires patience. She's not good with vulnerability, doesn't like feeling exposed, tends to hide behind sarcasm and deflection when emotions run too high. She'll roll her eyes at romantic gestures, scoff at cheesy lines, maintain that cool, slightly aloof exterior that keeps people at a distance.
But when she finally lets those walls down, when she decides she trusts you enough to show you the passionate, feeling person underneath the defensive exterior—god, it's worth the wait.
Her approach is hesitant at first, uncharacteristically uncertain. Her fingers, usually so confident on her instruments, fidget with the hem of her shirt or the ends of her hair jacks. "This is stupid," she mutters, not meeting your eyes. "I don't know why I'm so nervous. We've kissed before. This is dumb."
You take her hand, and she finally looks up, and there's vulnerability in those dark eyes that makes your chest tight. "Shut up," she says, but there's no heat in it, and then she's pulling you down by your collar and kissing you like she's afraid if she thinks about it too long she'll lose her nerve.
The first touch is a bit awkward—noses bump, angles are wrong—but then Jiro adjusts with that same precision she applies to her music, and suddenly everything clicks into place. Her lips move against yours with increasing confidence, and you realize she's been paying attention, learning, understanding the rhythm of kissing you just like she'd learn a new song.
When she deepens the kiss, her tongue sliding against yours, she makes this soft sound—pleasure and relief mixed—and her hands slide up to cup your face. Her earphone jacks, which usually hang at her sides, curl around you, wrapping loosely around your arms, your waist, adding another point of connection. They're incredibly sensitive, you've learned, and she shivers when you carefully touch them, running your fingers along their length.
Jiro's quirk adds a unique dimension to kissing. Those jacks can conduct sound, and when she's really into it, when she's losing herself in the sensation, they start picking up the rhythm of your heartbeat, the sound of your breathing, and somehow feeding it back, amplifying the experience. It's hard to explain—like kissing with surround sound, like every sense is heightened, like you can literally feel the resonance between you.
"Is this—" she gasps against your lips, pulling back just slightly, and her cheeks are flushed, her carefully maintained cool completely shattered. "Is this okay? The jack thing, I mean. It's not weird?"
"It's perfect," you tell her, and kiss her again, and she melts into it with a relieved sigh.
When Kyoka really gets going, when her initial shyness gives way to genuine passion. She kisses like she plays guitar—with rhythm and skill and an intensity that builds and builds until you're both left shaking. Her tongue strokes against yours in tempo, sometimes slow and deep like a bass line, sometimes quick and teasing like a riff. She's creative with it, trying different patterns, different pressures, paying attention to what makes you moan, what makes you grip her tighter.
Her hands slide from your face into your hair, and she pulls—not hard, but firm enough to make you gasp, to angle your head exactly where she wants it. There's control there, confidence growing with every passing second, and the realization that she can affect you like this clearly thrills her.
Her jacks wrap tighter around you, and you can feel them vibrating slightly—not sound exactly, but sensation, adding a buzz that makes everything more intense. When you run your tongue along hers in a particular way she likes, the vibration increases, and she makes this choked sound of pleasure that goes straight through you.
"Fuck," she gasps when she breaks for air, and her carefully cultivated punk image is completely demolished—lips swollen, hair mussed, eyes dark and wanting. "You're—that was—"
She can't even finish the sentence before she's kissing you again, more urgently this time, like she needs it, needs you, needs this connection that goes deeper than sound or touch or anything she can explain. Her tongue delves deep, stroking against yours with increasing desperation, and her jacks are definitely vibrating now, sending pleasant shivers across your skin wherever they touch.
When things get really intense, Jiro loses all her carefully maintained composure. She's pressing against you, hands grabbing, jacks wrapped tight around you like she's afraid you'll disappear. She's making sounds—breathy moans and gasps and your name, broken and wanting—and it's the most beautiful music you've ever heard.
Finally pulling apart, she rests her forehead against yours, breathing hard, a small smile playing at her lips. "You're pretty good at that," she says, trying for casual and completely failing. "For a dork."
"Yeah?" you tease, and she laughs, genuine and bright, and kisses you again, softer this time, sweeter, her jacks loosening to a comfortable embrace rather than a desperate grip.
Kyoka Jiro kisses like a symphoy and you'd happily spend forever learning every note.
𝜗𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖ toru.hagakure 🔎
Toru Hagakure kisses like the best secret you've ever kept.
Dating someone you can't see presents unique challenges, but Toru has never let her invisibility stop her from living life to the fullest. If anything, it makes her more bold, more mischievous, more determined to make her presence known in ways that don't rely on visibility. And when it comes to kissing, she's developed an art form all her own.
You never see her coming. That's part of the fun, part of the game she loves to play. You'll be standing somewhere, minding your own business, and suddenly there are hands on your shoulders, a giggling voice in your ear, and then lips pressing against yours before you can even react.
"Surprise!" she laughs against your mouth, and you can hear the grin in her voice even if you can't see it. "Did I get you? I totally got you!"
Her kisses always start with laughter. Toru is sunshine personified, all energy and joy and mischief, and that bubbling happiness carries into every physical interaction. She kisses you and giggles at the same time, delighted by your surprise, by your willing participation, by the fact that she can affect you so completely even when you can't see her.
The invisibility adds a unique dimension to kissing. You have to rely on other senses—touch, sound, taste. You feel her lips against yours, soft and warm and enthusiastic. You hear her breathing, the small sounds she makes, the whispered words between kisses. You taste her lip gloss (she wears it religiously, says it helps people know where her mouth is, though you suspect she just likes the flavors).
"Close your eyes," she whispers, and when you do, suddenly it's not about the invisibility anymore. You're both just two people kissing, and the lack of visual input somehow makes everything else more intense. Every touch of her lips registers more strongly. Every slide of her tongue sends sharper sensations through your system. Every brush of her fingers against your skin makes you shiver.
Toru's hands are constantly moving when she kisses, and you have to track them by touch alone. They cup your face, slide into your hair, trail down your neck and across your shoulders. She's tactile, needs to touch and be touched, uses her hands to communicate presence and affection in ways her invisible body can't. When she frames your face with both palms, you know she's looking at you even though you can't see her eyes, and somehow that makes it more intimate, more real.
"You're so pretty," she murmurs between kisses. "I love your face. I love looking at you. Sometimes I just watch you and you don't even know I'm there and you make these faces when you're thinking and it's so cute I could die."
"That's a little creepy," you tease, and she gasps in mock offense.
"It's not creepy! It's romantic! I'm being romantic!" She bites your bottom lip in retaliation, gentle but firm, and then soothes it with her tongue. "Take it back or I'll stop kissing you."
"No you won't."
"You're right, I won't." And she's kissing you again, deeper now, her tongue sliding against yours with practiced ease. "I like kissing you too much."
When Toru really gets into kissing, when the playfulness settles into something more heated, her presence becomes overwhelming despite—or perhaps because of—her invisibility. You feel her everywhere. Her body presses against yours, and you map her shape by touch alone—the curve of her waist, the soft warmth of her chest, the way she fits perfectly against you. Her legs tangle with yours, and you feel the smooth skin of her thighs, the flexing of muscles as she rises on her toes or pulls you down to her level.
Her breathing gets heavier, audible in the quiet of the room, and you use the sound to orient yourself, to know where her mouth is before you capture it again. When you kiss her neck, you have to find it by touch, trailing your lips along invisible skin until she gasps and you know you've found the right spot. She makes the best sounds—breathy moans and surprised gasps and your name, whispered like a prayer.
"There," she breathes when you find a particularly sensitive spot. "Right there, yes, oh my god—"
Her invisibility means she can be bold in ways others might not. She'll kiss you in public, and no one knows except the two of you. She'll press against you in crowded spaces, her lips finding yours in stolen moments where you're surrounded by people but completely alone in your bubble of secret affection. It's thrilling, this private intimacy in public spaces, and Toru loves pushing those boundaries.
But there's vulnerability too. Sometimes, in quiet moments after passionate kissing, she'll press her forehead to yours and whisper, "Do you wish you could see me?"
And you tell her the truth—that you see her in every smile you hear in her voice, in every enthusiastic gesture you feel, in every moment of joy she brings into your life. That she's the most visible person you know, invisibility be damned.
When she kisses you after you say things like that, it's different. Slower, deeper, more emotional. Her lips move against yours with tender reverence, and her hands hold your face like you're precious, like you're the one who's rare and special and magical. Her tongue slides against yours in long, sweet strokes that speak of gratitude and love and bone-deep affection.
"I love you," she whispers, and you feel tears on her cheeks even though you can't see them. "I love you so much. Thank you for seeing me. Really seeing me."
And you kiss her again, tasting salt and sweetness, feeling her smile return, hearing her giggle as the melancholy passes and joy reasserts itself because that's who Toru is—resilient, happy, determined to find brightness even in invisibility.
Later, she'll ambush you again with surprise kisses. She'll leave lip gloss prints on your cheek. She'll whisper teasing comments during class and then kiss you breathless in empty hallways. She'll make you laugh and gasp and occasionally walk into walls because you're trying to kiss her while walking and spatial awareness is difficult when your girlfriend is invisible.
Loving her teaches you that the most important things—joy, affection, connection—have never needed to be seen to be real.
𝜗𝜚 ⊹ ࣪ ˖ nejire.hado 🌀
Nejire doesn't approach anything casually, and kissing is no exception.
She asks a million questions first. "Is now a good time? Should I use chapstick first? Do you prefer soft or firm pressure? What about tongue—do you like tongue right away or should we work up to it? Oh, but I guess we've kissed before so you know what I like but do you think I know what you like? Should I ask more questions or is that killing the mood?"
"Nejire," you laugh, cupping her face to stop the flood of words. "Just kiss me."
"Okay!" she beams, and then she does, and it's like being hit by a wave of pure enthusiasm.
Nejire kisses with total commitment. Her arms wrap around your neck, pulling you close, and her lips press against yours with firm, warm pressure. She hums happily into the kiss, this pleased, melodic sound that makes you smile against her lips. When you smile, she pulls back just enough to grin at you, her periwinkle hair floating around her face in that perpetual spiral, eyes bright with joy.
"That was nice!" she announces. "Let's do it again!"
And she does, and this time it's deeper, more exploratory. Her tongue slides against your lips, and when you part for her, she makes this delighted sound of discovery, like she's finding something wonderful and new even though you've kissed like this before. Her tongue strokes against yours with curious enthusiasm, testing different pressures, different movements, cataloging what makes you sigh, what makes you press closer.
Her quirk, the wave motion, responds to her emotions. When she's really happy, really excited, you can feel this pleasant vibration radiating from her—not strong enough to move you, but enough to feel like humming energy against your skin. It's like kissing someone while standing next to a purring cat, this constant pleasant buzz that makes everything more intense.
"Is this good?" she asks, pulling back to study your face with those wide, expressive eyes. "You look flushed. Is that good flushed or bad flushed? Should I do something different? What if I—"
You kiss her again to stop the questions, and she melts into it with a giggle. "Okay, okay, less talking, more kissing. I can do that!"
And she does, with remarkable focus once she gets going. Nejire might seem scattered, but when she's interested in something, she gives it her complete attention. And right now, she's very interested in kissing you absolutely senseless. Her tongue does complicated things—swirls and flicks and long, dragging strokes that make your toes curl. She's creative with it, trying new techniques, seeing what works, what makes you moan, what makes your fingers tighten in her floating hair.
Her hands aren't idle either. They roam across your shoulders, down your arms, along your sides, exploring with the same curiosity she brings to everything. When she finds a spot that makes you shiver—the sensitive skin just below your ear, the dip of your collarbone—she focuses there, kissing and licking and occasionally using teeth, delighted by your reactions.
"You're so responsive!" she says happily against your neck. "I love how you react to me. It's like a science experiment but way more fun and also I get to kiss you which is the best!"
Even in the middle of making out, Nejire can't help but comment, observe, process out loud. But somehow it's not annoying—it's endearing, quintessentially her, and you wouldn't change it for anything. Besides, between the commentary, she's kissing you so thoroughly, so enthusiastically, that you can barely think straight.
When things get really heated, when her breathing quickens and her cheeks flush and that vibration from her quirk intensifies, Nejire becomes almost aggressive in her enthusiasm. She presses closer, kisses harder, her tongue stroking against yours with increasing urgency. Her hair floats more wildly around both of you, creating this bubble of spiraling periwinkle that feels private, intimate, like you're in your own world.
"I love you," she says between kisses, and then immediately, "Did you know your lips get exactly 3.7% fuller when we've been kissing for more than five minutes? I timed it! Well, estimated. It's hard to time things when your brain feels fuzzy. You make my brain feel fuzzy. Is that normal? That's probably normal. Oh, that thing you just did with your tongue—do that again!"
You do, and she makes this beautiful sound of pleasure, high and sweet, and kisses you so hard you stumble backward. She follows, never breaking contact, until you're pressed against a wall and she's pressed against you and there's no space left between your bodies. Her hands frame your face, and she kisses you deeply, thoroughly, with surprising skill hidden beneath all that scattered energy.
When you finally break apart, you're both breathing hard. Nejire's eyes are sparkling, her smile radiant, her hair a wild spiral around her flushed face. "Again?" she asks hopefully, already leaning in, and you laugh and kiss her again because how could you ever say no to Nejire Hado?
Author's Note: You guys loved the boys so much, I had to write the girls too! Thanks to @amyisgay123. They each have such distinct personalities, and writing how their quirks would influence their affection was REALLY fun (Ochaco making you float? Yes, please. I feel like that’s already canon. Toru being a menace? Absolutely.
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your daughter gets a flower from a boy and your husband, katsuki, isn’t a big fan of that…
“mama! look!” your daughter tells you as she held up the flower.
you had just picked up your daughter after leaving work early. while you and your husband were both pro-heroes, you were doing light work as you were pregnant with your second child. katsuki had insisted that you did light work until the baby was born.
“that’s beautiful sweetie. where did you get it?” you asked.
“yuji gave it to me!” she answered happily.
yuji was in koika’s class. the two were close just as you and katsuki were when you were children. you smiled at your daughter before holding her hand.
“you should show your dad the flower when he gets home,” you tell her.
“okay!”
katsuki was tired from a long day at work. all he wanted was to eat, shower, and sleep. so when he came home to see his little girl running up to him, telling him that a boy in her class had given her a flower, his mind went blank for a moment.
"hi honey. dinner's ready," you greeted your husband as he stared at koika. for a moment, you could've sworn a vein almost popped out of his forehead. "koika, can you set the table please?"
"yes mommy."
the moment koika was out of sight, katsuki looked over at you.
"bedroom. now," katsuki ordered, not wanting to yell in front of his daughter.
you followed him over before closing the door behind you. you leaned against it, ready to watch your husband have a fit.
“why the hell is that little brat giving my daughter a flower?!” katsuki asked angrily. “she’s way too young to be in love!”
“how do you think my father felt when you gave me flowers when we were kids and asked me to sleep over your house?” you asked.
katsuki glared over at you before grumbling to himself about how young your daughter was to be in love. he began to take off his costume so he could wash up and eat.
“katsuki, he’s a good kid. besides, what’s the difference between what you did as a kid compared to what yuji is doing to koika now?” you asked as you walked over and helped him out of his hero costume.
“because when we were kids, i already knew i wanted to marry you. what if this brat has other girls he likes? i don’t want my daughter getting hurt,” katsuki tells you. you let out a chuckle before giving your husband a kiss.
“i love you. but you know you can’t be mad at yuji for doing what you did to me as kids,” you tell him. katsuki continued with his angry pouted look as he got ready for bed.
the next day, katsuki came home with two large bouquets of flowers. you stared at your husband as he handed one to you.
“if my daughter is going to get flowers from some brat, then she’s gonna learn that she needs these kinds of flowers to win her heart. of course, i needed to get my lovely wife a bouquet as well for just being the best wife and mother to my children,” katsuki mumbles.
you smile at katsuki, leaning in to kiss him gently on the lips.
“well i love my flowers. and i know koika will too,” you tell him.
"damn right."
"and who knows, maybe yuji likes her so much that he'll get her a bouquet as well," you joke.
"don't joke like that," katsuki glared over.
"oh shut up. you look hot when you're over protective."
"is that you talking or the hormones talking?" katsuki asked.
"does it matter?"
"nope," katsuki smirked before kissing you once more. "now if you excuse me, i need to show our daughter that if she's going to get flowers from someone, they better be this big or extravagant."