miserable at best

“I can’t exactly describe how I feel, but it’s not quite right. And it leaves me cold.”

“You made flowers grow in my lungs and although they are beautiful, I can’t breathe.”

“I refuse to tell anyone how bad it really got again.”

“I screamed as silently as I could”

“those who escape hell, however, never talk about it & nothing much bothers them after that.”

But I must admit I miss you terribly. The world is too quiet without you nearby.

I just want you to know there will be a piece of you in me, always.

I am tired. These people make me feel I have a hole in the middle of me.

“I have found an endless comfort in hiding.”

And then I felt sad because I realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can't ever be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you are young and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older as you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened.