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It's gentle really, the way the bright eyed little girl toddles into the bedroom. Gentle, at first. But as she pulls herself up onto the bed, crash landing right atop her slumbering father, the peace is abruptly shattered. When his eyes open, she has a hand drawn picture of the pair of them and a handful of wildflowers grasped in her fists. Her smiling mother looks on from the doorway as a small kiss is placed on his cheek. "Happy Father's Day, Daddy!"
THERE WAS A TIME when he didn’t believe a morning like this would ever become a reality. a dream, yes, but a real situation he would live through? not in a million years. at first there was the fact that the girl he loved was part of a completely different world from himself. and even if he had ever worked up the courage district twelve wasn’t exactly home to happy endings. then came the REAPING and if any hopes lingered they were certainly squashed then. but -- they weren’t. even if it had all been an act to her he as given a taste of what that life might be like in the tiniest of moments. and yet even those glimpses of a fantasy life with Katnss couldn’t compare to the reality that was lookng at his daughter’s smiling face, a drawn picture in her hands with some flowers in tow. Smiling he pulled her onto the bed with him ( he won’t even comment that the drawing was likely done with his supplies ) “You made this all yourself? I love it!”
"I won't let you be on your own, not when you're like this."
prob some meme or something idk
HE’S DOING HIS BEST NOT TO LET HIS HANDS SHAKE. he doesn’t want t give her any reason to believe that she’s RIGHT. that he’s having another relapse, another breakdown. there’s no telling how long or short they’ll be. sometimes it’s a brief outburst - other times it’s a torment inside his head that doesn’t cease until sunrise. but he can’t let Katniss know that - can’t let her SEE that. she has enough to deal with without adding his daily struggles to her list ( and more than that it’s for her SAFETY )
“i’ll be -- i’m FINE katniss. you, you should go home. it’s getting late.”
Katniss.
Blue eyes blinked as the name reached his ears, drawing him from his fantasy.
Katniss Everdeen.
The name is repeated in full this time and he starts to remember. He’s in Doctor Aurelius’ office. They’re doing word association. The doctor claims it’s to test his memory, Peeta knows it’s to see what might trigger him. He had always been under the impression you’d want to avoid those things. If we don’t know what they are, how can we avoid them, Peeta? So now they did this.
When he speaks her name there isn’t a flash of rage; he doesn’t start seething or screaming that she’s a mutt. True most of his real memories of her are still hard to sort. But he can remember her in his most recent mind. She had been kind to him, when he had been disillusioned and borderline heartless. For that reason he could say that she was kind-hearted. Maybe even selfless.
But somehow those just didn’t fit right.
He could say she was hero. Yes that sounded right didn’t it? She saved the country of Panem from the grips of a cruel government after all didn’t she? Saved hundreds of lives, gave hope to the poor and starving. Yes, hero seemed right. But she had also killed. And hero’s received parades didn’t they?
No, despite the stories of her they will tell hero did not describe Katniss Everdeen.
Sister. Daughter. Friend. Lover.
Whatever titles that Peeta new to apply to Katniss before the war were stripped from his brain. Now she was none of them. Not even a survivor.
“Martyr.”
The words leave his lips, his thoughts driving him to the one logical conclusion. He can see the frown on the doctor’s face and he doesn’t know if it’s because he is confused or because he understands. Whatever the case Peeta sees no need to expand upon his answer. If it needs to be explained then they will never get it, even he with his fractured mind, can see that.
Katniss Everdeen lost everything and everyone that mattered to her for the sake of this war; whether by choice or not. Whoever the seventeen year old girl who wore her father’s hunting jacket and scavenged just to get by was before the war is gone. The tragedy, Peeta thinks, is that she was killed before she even had a chance to grow. A flower killed before it gets to see daylight.
Is that not the definition of a martyr?
Someone who gives up their life for a cause so others won’t have to endure the life that she had? What a bitter irony that the one girl she would have wanted a better life for is dead.
“if we’re done for today, i’m going to head to my room.”
Aurelius gave a small nod and Peeta silently got up to exit the office. The good doctor always claimed his refusal to comment was just a way to build a non-judgmental atmosphere. This was about his recovery. However for once Peeta felt it was because Aurelius knew he was right.
Johanna Mason, district 7.

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“If i’m gonna die, i wanna still be me. Does that make any sense?”
affinityforsecrets replied to your post: peeta/katniss/johanna ot3
/wipes eye and slow claps
im a strong independent baker and ill have my own ships. unless its for the fuck yall part in which case yes, fuck the war and post-war.
peeta/katniss/johanna ot3
Broken Relationships Lyric Starters
messed up relationships
“Always want to play, but you never want to lose.” “Angels lie to keep control.” “Another hero, another mindless crime.” “But I will hold on as long as you like, just promise me we’ll be alright.” “But I’ll ride home laughing, look at me now” “But my dreams are not this empty, as my conscience seems to be.” “Call all your friends tell them I am never coming back.” “Call me your favourite, call me the worst.” “Cause it was all you wanted, all I need, but all I gave up now.” “Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins.” “Do you remember the way that you touched me before, all the trembling sweetness I loved and adored?” “Don’t underestimate the things that I will do.” “Every step that I take is another mistake to you.” “Everyone I know goes away in the end.” “Everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you.” “How can I save you, when I can’t even save myself?” “How can you say that your truth is better than ours?” “Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all?” “I am sorry I couldn’t get to you.” “I can never be the one that you want, don’t ask.” “I can see through you, see the real you.” “I couldn’t face a life without your lights, but all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight.” “I cry when angels deserve to die.” “I don’t deserve to have you.” “I don’t know how much more love this heart can lose.” “I find it so upsetting that the memories that you select, you keep the bad but the good you just forget.” “I forgive you, forget you, the end.” “I know where we’ve been, how did we get so far?” “I may end up failing too, but I know you were just like me with someone disappointed in you.” “I miss the years that were erased. I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face.” “I need to let you go.” “I need you more than you know now.” “I never meant you any harm, but your tears feel warm as they fall on my forearm.” “I only wish you weren’t my friend, so I could hurt you in the end.” “I should be crying but I just can’t let it show, I should be hoping but I can’t stop thinking.” “I should’ve known I was weaker from the start.” “I tried to go on like I never knew you.” “I tried to hold your hand, but you’d rather hold your grudge.” “I will let you down, I will make you hurt” “I will shallow my pride, you are the one that I love, and I am saying goodbye.” “I would have died, I would have loved you all my life” “If you love me, let me go.” “If you still care don’t ever let me know.” “I’m still in shock, what have you done? “I’m tired of being what you want me to be.” “Is there something for me to believe, or is it just another part of the game?” “It took the death of hope to let you go.” “Just as beautiful as you are, so pitiful that you are.” “Know that I don’t hate you, don’t want to fight you. Know that I’ll always love you, but right now I just don’t like you.” “Love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again.” “My end, it justifies my means.” “My hurt is just too dark to care.” “Now you still speak of day old hate, though your whole has gone up into flames.” “Now, it’s time to leave and turn to dust.” “Save your breath I will not hear, I think I made it very clear.” “Say something, I am giving up on you.” “Slip away, you’ll never make it through that way. Well, you might, if you try, I don’t care.” “So long this is good-bye. May we meet again in another life. “So much hate for the ones we love.” “Soon your ego will kill what is left inside.” “Tell me it’s over I’ll still love you the same.” “Tell me that it wasn’t all for naught.” “Tell me would you kill to prove you’re right?” “The only dream I ever have, is it the surface of the sun? Every time I close my eyes it’s all I can see.” “There are things I regret, you can’t forgive you can’t forget” “There is something different in the way you smile.” “We are doomed my dear, we are slow dancing in a burning room.” “We both lie but we don’t show that something is changing between us.” “We promised the world, we’d tame it, what were we hoping for?” “We start out in one lane the same road, the same name but something we can’t see divides us.” “What happened to us? I heard it’s me we should blame.” “Where was my fault, in loving you with my whole heart?” “Why didn’t you stop me from turning out this way?” “Why have you forsaken me?” “Without you all I’m going to be is incomplete.” “You blame me, but some of this is still your fault.” “You couldn’t hate enough to love.” “You desired my attention but denied my affections.” “You did not think when you sent me to the brink.” “You don’t want to hurt me, but see how deep the bullet lies.” “You healed my heart and my life.” “You never needed any help.” “You rip out all I have just to say that you’ve won. Well now you’ve won.” “You run away, you are all the same.” “You should have seen this coming all along.” “You sold me out to save yourself.” “You took this too far.” “You wanna know, know that it doesn’t hurt me?” “You’re right there, but you’re lost in the details.”
bittersweet
“All I ever do is delay, my every attempt to evade the end of the road and my end.” “I always knew you’re my destroyer.” “I always knew you’re your own destroyer.” “I have hours only lonely. My love is vengeance that’s never free.” “I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar’s chair.” “I never claimed to be a saint.” “I’ve lost my whole life and a dear friend.” “If I am alone I cannot hate.” “If I can change I hope I never know.” “If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could have won.” “My smile was taken long ago.” “The ghosts that we knew will flicker from view, and we’ll live a long life.” “There are mistakes that I made, but I made them my way.” “There are things I have done, There’s a place I have gone, There’s a beast And I let it run. Now it’s running …my way” “There is a game that I play, there are rules that I had to break.” “There is someone I’ve been missing, they are in the wrong place, trying to make it right.” “This is the end, pretend that you want it, don’t react.” “This place no longer feels like home.” “We’re on the run I can see it in your eyes.” “What have I become, my sweetest friend?”
in a lighter tone
“All the things that we should have said but we never said, all the things we should have done, but we never did. All the things that you needed from me, all the things that you wanted for me. All the things I should’ve given but I didn’t” “Don’t ever forget you’re never alone.” “Even if you cannot hear my voice, I’ll be right beside you, dear.” “I am not letting this story end.” “I am not letting you go again.” “I built a home for you, for me until it disappeared.” “I hope that there is someone out there that can bring me back to you.” “I still press your letters in my lips.” “I want us to be family again.” “I want you to live forever underneath the sky so blue.” “I’ll cover you when the sky comes crashing in.” “Laughter is the only thing that’ll keep you sane, in this world that’s dying more and more every day.” “Look at the stars, look how they shine for you.” “Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard. Oh take me back to the start.” “One my knees I ask last chance for one last dance.” “To think I might not see those eyes makes it so hard not to cry. And as we say our long goodbyes, I nearly do.” “What if I make it right? What if I give it up, what if I want to try? What if I learn to love?” “When everything I am is lost, I have forgot but you have not.” “Who was I to make you wait?” “Will you think that you are all alone when no one is there to hold your hand?” “You are someone else, I am still right here.” “You could have it all, my empire of dust.”
dark
“I can’t save what’s left of you.” “Never thought you’d fuck with my brain.” “Take my hand drag me down, if you fall then I will too.” “We’re both crazy in our own little ways.” “We’re broken but we fit together just right.”
He can still remember it. his memories are still a jumbled mess here and there, reality mixing with manipulated images. it turns out that removing the effects of being brainwashed is harder than you might think. yet for all his good memories that are now jumbled; he can't seem to forget the bad ones. each day and night that was had in containment. the treatments, the forced lines. the punishment for breaking those lines. all of it was still firmly engraved in his memory.
he broke from his thoughts, looking down to see that his knuckles had turned white with the intensity he had been gripping the arms of the chair. apparently he had been staring off, completely unaware that another presence had joined him. damn.
" hey sorry, i was just distracted."

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dat time Peeta made an awkward and slightly creepy joke to Finnick.
ima steal yo gurl
This is a private transmission from District 13 with a message. The M o c k i n g j a y lives.
The Hunger Games characters - JOHANNA
Johanna is of Hebrew and Latin origins and translates to grace of God.
Johanna Mason, district 7.
He is gone.

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I search his eyes for any sign of hurt, any reflection of the agony of torture. There is nothing. Peeta looks healthy to the point of robustness. His skin is glowing, flawless, in that full-body-polish way. His manner’s composed, serious. I can’t reconcile this image with the battered, bleeding boy who haunts my dreams.
The revolution lives.