❛ taeho. ❜ it’s croaked out; muffled from the fabric of her jeans as her form visibly shook. how long had it been, since she last consumed something… so divine? days, or was it weeks? ( neither — it had been months. ) months, since she last devoured something so holy; god - willed entities, made to bring blessings down upon others, not becoming some mindless feed for a being unable to physically stand themselves otherwise. IT WAS HELL, to be around someone like him yet unable to do anything about it. unable to fulfill desires gnawing at her bones, making her blood run dry, suffocating; breathes becoming ragged whenever she was simply around him, ( alone, or with others, it didn’t matter ), it continued to slowly kill her as time went by; “ killing him. eat him whole. “ — how often had those thoughts replayed in her mind? how many times had she been forced to tell them no, in fear of ruining the life for both him and others; his bonds and the feelings of others were more important than the life - force of someone who could easily be replaced at a moments notice.
things wouldn’t last forever, everyone knew this. they all knew how gods wouldn’t spare any - kind of mercy on the fallen souls; they wouldn’t be denied of any sort of pain / suffering, if anything, given more than the usual soul. with lips pressed together in a tight grin, obviously forced, yet never questioned, ( if so, she’d turn them away; an excuse being something akin to “ oh sorry, i’m tired! “ ), until she finally gave in. alone at the house of scarlett, sitting next time him on the floor, with legs pulled up to her chest. ( it was the current situation; the currently position she was in. ) ❛ i - i’m sorry but — ❜ her words were airy, softly muttered out as she lifted her head from where it previously rested, staring at where his scent came from with unfocused eyes. ( they were glazed over, bottom lip trembling as she gave him the most pitiful look. ) ❛ sorry, i’m so fucking sorry, but please. ❜ winces and sharp yelps escaping her form, as she slowly pushed herself up, teeth gridding together as she managed to find a focus on the ex - god, hand going to lean against whatever solid surface was near, ( the wall; painted a dull color she couldn’t exactly define at the moment, but knew she fucking hated it ), form hunching over; head leaning down as pants escaped her, golden hues making contact beneath blonde bangs. ❛ i… fuck! god, this is so bad, i’m so sorry, but please — let me bite you. i don’t care where it is, or if you even let me rip a chunk of flesh off your; but god damnit! you can sense it, can’t you? malacath, you son of a fuck, i’m dying, and you’re the only one who can help me. ❜ she couldn’t even tell when the tears started, or how long they had been going, but one thing was sure; they were formed from the pain of the god - awful sensation of her tearing organs, feeling her stomach physically rip itself apart from the toxic liquid within her body. ( painful, terrible. and what made it even worse above all, was that nothing could help, unless he agreed to it all. ) // @morbidache