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Bro

BRO IT LOOKS SO GOOD

The best thing is it absolutely SLAYS when I’m wearing headphones. And caps. Like it’s literally so peak 🥹

#new haircut #so good #do i look queer enough now?#like i wanna attract cool people #so excited #i feel so free #my hair is so light and bouncy and cute

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Psst… I have an idea… A wolf cut, purple and green streaks and eyebrow piercing…

Now I just gotta get the courage to tell my parents (piercing might be the most difficult to convince them)

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DUDES MY MOM IS TAKING ME TO HER HAIRSTYLIST TOMORROW!!!

I’M CUTTING MY STUPID LONG ASS HAIR!!!

Shit I hope the wolfcut will suit me

And I DEFINITELY need some section(s) bleached

Next step is convincing my mom that an eyebrow piercing is the best Christmas gift…

#ramblings #guys she actually said yes #i’m finally getting the haircut #goodbye long tangled depriving me of comfortable sleep hair #hello short aesthetic stylish short hair #okay maybe i’m exagerrating but you get the point #ugh finally this part of myself that i really hate rn will be loved again #because yes i do need the change to like it

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Lately my family situation was… Well, quite strange and full of plot twists to put it lightly. Due to some things that happened in the last few days my mom tried to talk with me about what I think about it today. At some point she suggested that maybe she could sign me up for some therapy… WHY DID I RUN AWAY AND LOCKED MYSELF IN THE BATHROOM INSTEAD OF SAYING „YES MOM THAT WOULD BE NICE SINCE I HAVE MAJOR MENTAL ISSUES SINCE I WAS LIKE 9”????? Like I was considering asking her about that for the last few months (the entire school year) but I really really hate talking about my emotions with anyone

And that’s my life rn… Anyways 🥰 I’m meeting with @froggydrawz tomorrow though so it’s great

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Like I’m so fucked up at this point that even doing things I like or used to like is just another stress generator because I’m either not as good as I used to be or it doesn’t come out the way I want it to. Yes, even the fact that I don’t read as fast and often as before makes me upset about myself.

Okay, maybe I will consider the therapy thing… Maybe

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I DID CONSIDER THERAPY AND TOLD MY MOM I WANNA GO 🥳🥳🥳

But of course my brain shut down in the middle of our talk so as always I couldn’t fully explain what I was feeling (and also I can’t tell my mom all the reasons for my problems, I’ll let her believe it’s only school and our family situation). Anyways kinda proud of myself

#ramblings #therapy #so the conversation went better and also worse than i expected #but at least it’s over #now i just have to wait #fuck i hope she finds me a female therapist…#god it sounded so bad #froggy you can defenestrate me now #oooh and please please i want them to at least be an ally #because if they’re homophobic i’m gonna need even more therapy #anyways sorry for the rant (as always) and byee

Why is he looking at me like that? Bro, just sleep with your homie Blurb, it’s not that big of a deal

#zibzib #kitty cat #just sleep bro #chill out #it’s just an alien #blurb

I sneaked this little kitty when we were in a shop with my grandma… AND MY SISTER ALMOST GAVE ME AWAY WITH SAYING „Why does it have a flag?” Girl SHUT UP

#ramblings #lgbtqia #kitty

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I didn’t really get the concept of „I don’t deserve to feel good” mentality until yesterday, when after I went on a not working slide at the pool (I’m shortsighted and don’t wear classes while in water, also I am kinda stupid when it comes to noticing detailes like this) I refused to go on any slides because I felt like I needed to punish myself for being an idiot

So yeah, I think I might consider therapy… Maybe

#ramblings #srry for the rant #why am i like this #wtf is wrong with me #ughhhh #can i get a tutorial on how to life #i genuinely hate this

Y’know what pains me? That I would’ve passed as a boy today IF ONLY it weren’t for my long ass hair and girl ass name and voice. And if I had a binding sports bra

I was feeling like such a cute boy today and then I remembered how my face looks and that everyone would call me „ma’am” instead of „sir”. Like I really wanna see how I feel like with being taken as a guy but with my current appearance it only happens when my hair hidden with a hat and my chest is covered with a few layers of clothes

AND YES I know that „you should feel comfortable with yourself regardless of what others think and what you look like” yes I heard that shit a million times. Doesn’t change my mind about today tho

#ramblings #srry for the rant #lgbtqia #experimenting #pspsps mascs #genderfluid? yeah no shit #don’t worry a haircut is coming soon #so excited #hope it’ll make me look more queer #i want girls approaching me #and boys #and enbys

Pinky up?

#pinky up #katseye #gummies

I just got THE alien from my grandparents 🥰 Guys what should I name him? Or her? Or them?

#random #alien plush #name ideas?#so cute

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Yes im great i say with a huge hole in my stomach very visible and gushing blood and all my intestines leaking out

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Reminds me of one of your sons @froggydrawz

#friends ocs #kirke my shayla #froggy

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Lately my family situation was… Well, quite strange and full of plot twists to put it lightly. Due to some things that happened in the last few days my mom tried to talk with me about what I think about it today. At some point she suggested that maybe she could sign me up for some therapy… WHY DID I RUN AWAY AND LOCKED MYSELF IN THE BATHROOM INSTEAD OF SAYING „YES MOM THAT WOULD BE NICE SINCE I HAVE MAJOR MENTAL ISSUES SINCE I WAS LIKE 9”????? Like I was considering asking her about that for the last few months (the entire school year) but I really really hate talking about my emotions with anyone

And that’s my life rn… Anyways 🥰 I’m meeting with @froggydrawz tomorrow though so it’s great

moonshadowbreathinguser

Like I’m so fucked up at this point that even doing things I like or used to like is just another stress generator because I’m either not as good as I used to be or it doesn’t come out the way I want it to. Yes, even the fact that I don’t read as fast and often as before makes me upset about myself.

Okay, maybe I will consider the therapy thing… Maybe

Lately my family situation was… Well, quite strange and full of plot twists to put it lightly. Due to some things that happened in the last few days my mom tried to talk with me about what I think about it today. At some point she suggested that maybe she could sign me up for some therapy… WHY DID I RUN AWAY AND LOCKED MYSELF IN THE BATHROOM INSTEAD OF SAYING „YES MOM THAT WOULD BE NICE SINCE I HAVE MAJOR MENTAL ISSUES SINCE I WAS LIKE 9”????? Like I was considering asking her about that for the last few months (the entire school year) but I really really hate talking about my emotions with anyone

And that’s my life rn… Anyways 🥰 I’m meeting with @froggydrawz tomorrow though so it’s great

#personal vent #kinda fuck my life #therapy??? why???#why am i like this #sorry for the rant #i just really don’t know what to do at this point #feels like everything i knew is falling apart even more than before #but it’s gonna be fine ig

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oh you’re a music fan? name three notes

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But like notes as in c d e? Or ćwierćnuta, półnuta, ósemka? (Idk in English I was taught in Polish)

Also yesterday I made a Tui and La fanart

#atla #tui and la #yin yang #atla fanart #koi fish

I hate pastels. I really don’t like drawing with them. But today I made this with a tutorial from pinterest…

I love it 🥰 it’s sooo good

#drawing #pastel #lemon #can’t believe i made this #it’s shockingly well made #why can’t this be the norm

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Psst… I have an idea… A wolf cut, purple and green streaks and eyebrow piercing…

Now I just gotta get the courage to tell my parents (piercing might be the most difficult to convince them)

#i want a haircut #and to dye my hair #and get my son’s (Gabriel’s) piercing #would it make me look more gay #i hope so #like i wanna attract cool people #but boring people don’t get others’ attention #so that’s my goal for this summer

God, I’m so anxious that even though we don’t have to go to school now, I walk around stressed all the time.

But nawr I won’t tell my parents about it, why would I get some profesional help? (chat what’s wrong with me)

But on the other hand I’m making a gift for my friend rn and it’s turning out great, looks super cute and I even consider it relaxing (and art sure as hell isn’t relaxing for me)

#ramblings #why am i like this #i tell people to get help #then proceed to not get help myself #this is fine #i mean i’d be chill if the family and faith and friends and climate and life stuff wasn’t that complicated

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