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Currently preparing yourself for your shift at the cafe, mentally prepping for the long day you had ahead. You stood in the mirror double checking your outfit. Going off the mental checklist in your head; zip up, notepad, your shirt half tucked into your black jeans, and finally your hair in a perfectly neat ponytail. Spraying a dash of sweet cream perfume on yourself. You rush downstairs swinging your bag over your shoulder heading to your car.

Walking through the double doors of the cafe, you shiver instantly while tugging your jacket tighter around your body. Your coworkers greets you, as you walk around the counter and into the back to clock in.

A couple hours passes within your shift, it’s been a busy morning but it’s starting to slow down. The bell rings, bringing your attention to guests walking in.

You walk towards that table with your notepad and your favorite color pen.

Coming to a stop near the woman at the table, “Hello” you smile, greeting the table.

She sat in the chair, leaned back slightly. She turned her eyes to yours, “hey” she greets pushing a smile on to her lips.

Your eyes do a once over; she wore a fitted back long sleeve, blue jeans that hugged her body, with her auburn hair messy pulled back into a half up/half down ponytail. Her eyes trail over you doing the same- you assume.

You introduce yourself by giving her your name. “I’ll be taking care of you guys today.” You turn glancing at the older gentleman and the young boy sat across from her.

“I’m Cassie,” she responds, looking at the older man next to her. “This is my dad Neil and my son Harrison”

You smile at the way she introduces everyone, something most people don’t do.

“What can I get for y’all?” You ask, holding your note book prepared to write.

After gathering the orders, and heading back to send them in. You rested against the counter, your coworker chatting about a movie she recently watched and you glancing over at Cassie here and there.

“Why do you keep looking over there?” Your coworker asks you, pulling your attention to her. “You know her?”

You straighten up, “no, um that’s just my table” you glance back at the kitchen as their food gets passed through the window- where the kitchen meets in front of the house. “Speaking of… I need to run this out.”

Your coworker eyes you before nodding as you dip your head walking past her with the plates for Cassie’s table.

As you arrive you place the plates on their table, asking if they need anything else.

“Oh just that side of ranch I asked for!” Cassie says, biting into a fry.

“Ah sorry,” you shake your head. “Totally slipped my mind let me get that for you.”

“It’s fine sweetie” she cuts over you with laughter. “Not a big deal”

You sighed tucking a curl behind your ear. Walking quickly to grab her sauce, and extra napkins to play it safe. You walk back over with a smile placing things down again. Cassie, eyes trailing over you sending a shiver down your spine.

“Just- um let me know if you need anything okay?” Your breathing is shaky.

Her father nods and thanks you as she smiles at you softly. You step back, taking that as your cue to end the conversation.

Throughout your shift when you weren’t checking in on the table, you felt as if someone was watching you.

One time you got bold enough to look over at her table from where you leaned against the counter. Your eyes met hers, as her son and father played on the coloring placemats. You tightened your grip on the water bottle you held. She smiles slightly, shaking her head before looking away.

After they had finished eating, paid their bill and were beginning to head out. Cassie glanced at you before walking up to where you and your coworker had been gossiping. Her father and son, walking out- you assume to the car.

“Hey” she nods to you.

“Hey” you smile at her, “did you need anything else?” You straighten up, pushing your body off the counter.

“Yeah” she mumbled her gaze sheepish now, she brought her hands to the back of her neck rubbing a hand over it.

Your coworker sends you a knowing look before walking away from you two.

“What can I get you?” You ask, turning your attention back to her.

She shuffled her feet, pushing her hands into her back pockets. “Um” she shakes her head, looking down at her feet with a light scoff. You furrow your eyebrows, “you know what nevermind” she lets out a little laugh, “thanks though” she sends you a smile before walking out the door.

You stood there slightly confused, your lips parted as she left.

A couple days have passed… You sat at work, thinking about the redhead from the other day. Twirling a few strands of hair as you doodled random designs on a napkin, it was a slow day today.

After work, you zip up your jacket before heading outside to begin your walk home. The streets very quiet this evening, few people walking.

You stuck an earphone in as you walk. Passing a food truck on the way home, you decide to stop because why not.

Approaching the truck, you order your food before stepping back to wait.

“Hey?” A voice calls out, you glance up out of curiosity.

Cassie is staring at you a couple feet away, she smiles leaving the group she stood with walking to you.

“Oh? Hi!” You smile.

“You know.. I’ve been thinking of visiting you over at that cafe again, it was delicious last time.” She smiles at you starting a casual conversation.

“Oh yeah?” You stick your hands into the pockets of your jacket, her eyes run over you.

“Yeah.” You take in her appearance, she wore a grey loose tanktop, and dark blue jeans. Her hair is messy but suits her, she had a cigarette in her hand, blue eyes watching you.

“You should visit again, my treat next time” you say tilting your head, you glance behind her. “You with friends?”

She blinks, before shaking her head. “Oh yeah, my coworkers.” She answers “we just got back from that karaoke bar.”

You nod at her, “that’s fun” you mumbled.

Your name is called by someone from the food truck, pulling your attention to them.

“That’s me” you say looking back at her, “I’m going to go grab that.”

“Y/n?” She tests your name, making you nod and smile at her.

She nods at you while stepping back, putting her cigarette back between her lips. You approach the truck, grabbing you food- thanking them before turning back.

Cassie’s gaze still hasn’t left you.

Your stomach flips.

You approach her again, still rooted in the spot you left her in.

“Did you order something already?” You ask casually.

She nodded, “yeah, finished it.” She tosses her cigarette down on the floor before stepping on it.

You take a bite of the food you had ordered, nodding as you leaning against a wall nearby.

She glances behind her, as a young girl approaches.

“Hey.. Cassie..” she says shyly, a bit awkward when approaching. “We are about to head out” she says, pointing a thumb back to the group.

She nods, taking her eye off you. “I should go…” she starts.

You glance at the girl behind her before nodding, “yeah okay.” You faltered, she gave you a sheepish smile before stepping back and waving to you.

You wave back, watching her walk away wrapping her arm around the younger girl's shoulder. Your stomach twists in annoyance, before you start you walk home again.

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It’s been some time, you thought of Cassie often. It feels strange to have a crush on someone you barely know, childish even but you do. You work your shifts imaging running into her again, or her coming back to the cafe.

You think about the short conversation you had at the food truck, how badly you wanted to just let her have her way with you there.

A snort comes out of you at the thought, stupid.

“Are you okay?” Your friend snaps you out of your thoughts, standing next to you in the bathroom mirror. She is holding out her lip liner waiting for you to grab it, “use this color.”

You laugh awkwardly, “yeah I’m fine just lost in my thoughts.” You grab the liner from her putting it on, and the lipstick shade you have chosen for the night over it. Setting the makeup tool down, you fluff your hair out in the mirror. Stepping back to glance over your appearance.

You wore a black mini skirt and a top in your favorite color.

You had plans to meet some friends at a bar tonight. Upon arrival, your friend immediately pulls you to the bar. Ordering shots and a drink for you both, then pulling you to the dance floor.

Between the shots and couple drinks you’ve had throughout the night you were definitely buzzed. Leaving your table to head to the restroom, you tell your friends you would be right back.

You make your way back there leaning on the wall, using your phone as you wait in line. You hear a familiar laugh, causing you to look up and see who was approaching.

There she was, Cassie. Walking up to the line which she hadn’t seen you yet since she was typing something on her phone.

“Cassie?” You hesitated.

Her head snapped up, blue eyes meeting yours. “Y/n? Hey!” She walks up to you in line standing beside you, “having fun?”

“Yeah” a laugh escapes your lips, “you here with anyone?”

“Just my coworkers again,” she shrugged.

You guys catch up in line, talking about little things.

When it’s your turn to go into the restroom, she follows in.

Two girls walk out, leaving the restroom completely empty. You handle your business, before walking up to wash your hands.

She steps out a minute later, her eyes do a once over your body before meeting your eyes in the mirror.

You can only just send her a small smile, your cheeks burning from her look.

She washes her hand next to you before fixing her hair in the mirror.

You turn to look at her.

“What?” She mumbles turning to face you as well.

“You're really pretty,” the drinks give you some courage.

She snorts, “thanks sweetie” she leans against the wall crossing her arms.

“I mean it” you squeaked out.

“Yeah? You mean it sweetie?” She says her tone is soft and velvety. She steps closer to you tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, “you're very pretty as well” she says softly pressing the pad of her thumb against your lower lip.

Your stomach grows warm at the touch.

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20 minutes later.. you were walking into Cassie’s livingroom.

You glance around the environment, photos of her family hung on the wall. Side table lamps on and blankets tossed onto her couch. Her house smelled like vanilla, like her.

She shrugs her jacket off, throwing it on the couch. She turns to you, where you stand looking at a badge on her side table.

“I didn’t know you were a doctor?” Your eyes follow her.

She laughs, “I didn’t tell you I was a doctor.”

You blush from embarrassment, “yes, that’s true.” You say quietly messing with your top now.

She nods over to her couch, clearly taking control of this situation. You follow her sitting on the couch next to her.

“I assume your son isn’t home?” You swallowed.

“You assume correctly.” She pushes a piece of your back behind your shoulder.

You suck in your lower lips, at the touch she shouldn’t affect you this badly. Her eyes flicker down to your lips.

“Cassie?” You say, she glances back to your eyes.

Her blue eyes searching yours for confirmation, that you feel this energy too.

“Fuck” she mutters, “your a very pretty girl you know.” She brings her hand from your shoulder to the top of your head. Pushing your head back to look at her.

Your lips part at the sudden movement. “Thank you” a blush hits your cheeks quickly.

“Could.. I try something?” She asked you, petting the top of your head as if you were a dog. You nodded eagerly, you wanted this too badly.

You stared up at her with big wide eyes, sitting purely desperate for a single touch from Cassie.

“Such a pretty girl” she whispers as she leans into you- bringing her lips to your neck.

“Cassie,” you gasp, your hands pushing her head closer to you, digging deeper into her hair. She smiles against your neck, pulling away.

She smiles at you, tugging at the buttons on your top pulling it apart. You had chosen a pretty bra to wear underneath it today, which seems to please Cassie as she hums. She brings her lips to your cleavage, sucking your skin gently as she cups your thigh.

Her fingers trailing up higher and higher until they brushed against the panties you wore.

She shakes her head blowing out a breath as she chuckles, rubbing against the slick already drenching your underwear. “So wet for me already baby?” She mutters, her blue eyes dark filled with hunger.

Your body tingles at her touch, pushing forward to feel more of her. “Sweetie” she mumbles, bringing her lips back up to yours.

Her fingers slip inside your underwear, pushing into you gently- causing a gasp to come out your mouth.

“Cass..” you moan out, holding her head against you as she rests her head in the crook of your neck.

She pumps her fingers into you quicker, gaining confidence with the soft pants coming from your mouth.

“How does that feel baby” she whispers into your ear, making you whine out a muffled response, barely audible.

Your head falls back at her frantic, quickening pace. Your legs shake from pleasure as you feel the build up rush into the lower half of your stomach.

“Are you going to cum for me baby?” She whispers into your ears, her fingers still maintaining its quick pace.

You nod unable to push out anything besides a whine, she brings her fingers to your lips and pushes them into your mouth. She drags out her now wet fingers, dragging you spit against your face and guiding it over to your jaw, pushing your head up right as the rippling effects of an orgasm rush through your body.

She slows her pace, pulling out her fingers slowly causing a shaky breath to be released from your lips.

“Such a perfect princess for me” she whispers, bringing a kiss to your lips. “Did so good for me hm”

You let out a whimper at her praise, smiling at her “I’ve been wanting this for a while now” you confess.

“Wanting me to finger fuck you?” She laughs asking you bluntly.

You blush, putting your head down.

She smiles, pushing hair back out of your face. “I’m all yours tonight baby, got any more in you?”

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Ding

-Dr:McKay: You busy saturday?

You glance down at your phone that sat on the counter as you fixed your after work “pick me up” coffee. Putting your cup down, you grab your phone, turning you back against the counter to lean on it.

-You: No

-You: I’m free that night.

You hope that sounds casual.

-Dr.McKay: Call me?

You grab your drink, walking over to the couch to sit down before ringing Cassie.

“Hello?” She answers on the first ring.

“Hey!” You lean back against the couch as you take in the background noise of her environment, “are you at work?”

“Yes” she chuckles, “but I wanted to ask..” she drags out.

“Hm?” You say quietly, absentmindedly twirling the drink in your cup.

“Did you want to go to this get together?” She asks, “my coworker Dana is hosting.”

“Oh?” You shift on your couch, “she doesn’t mind you bringing a friend?” You question.

“She doesn’t mind- especially a friend who brings her baked goods.” She laughs, her voice tired but still light.

You nod to yourself, “yeah I’ll go.”

“Great! It’s a Halloween party by the way, do you have a costume..?” She asked.

You laugh “no. But I’m sure I can figure something out.”

“We could match you know” she teases into the phone, it’s been a lot of that lately.

Late night conversations on the phone with light teasing and laughter. Random pictures being sent during her shift “updates” she calls them, and of course you returning the favor with pictures as well. The relationship between you two has grown into a friendship through the time you’ve known each other.

“You wanna match with me?” You smirk, tugging at a loose string from the bottom of your shorts. “Don’t you think your coworkers might get the wrong idea..”

“Is dating me the wrong idea?” Her response is quick.

“No” you can feel your cheeks heating up, “that’s not what I meant I just” you stumble over your words.

“I’m just joking” she laughs lightly

A beat passes “I’ll match with you.” Your voice comes out quieter as you speak now.

Cassie is quiet. “Mmh what would you want to do?”

Your hand brushes hair out of your face, “I don’t even know.. maybe we could go look around tomorrow for a costume together?” You ask hopefully “if you aren’t working..”

“I’m not” she is quick with her answer, “we can do that”

You smile brightly, holding the phone to your ear. “Okay I can-” you start.

“I can pick you up” Cassie says over you, “it’s fine”

“I’ll text you my address then” you and Cassie say your goodbyes afterwards, her needing to get back to work.

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Glancing in the mirror to check you appearance as you finish getting ready for the day. You fix your hair that is now pulled back with a headband. Your hands move to fix the skirt you’ve chosen to wear today.

A ding sounds off on your phone, you check it to see Cassie letting you know she’s outside.

A breath escape your lips, taking one more look in the mirror before making your way outside.

“Hey” you smile as you sit in the passenger seat.

“Hey you look nice” Cassie glances at you, returning the smile as she pulls out.

The conversation flows as she drives. Costume ideas from her, and questions about the party from you. After a while you guys pull into a Halloween shop parking lot.

“I haven’t dressed up for Halloween in years” Cassie sighs her hands in the pocket of her jeans. She wore dark loose jeans, and a large sweater covering her up for the light breeze. Her sweater matching the cardigan you’ve chosen to pair with your outfit today. You smile softly at the coincidence.

“Really?” You ask, your eyes searching the store as you two entire. “I dress up every year just because of work” you say with a light laugh.

“Cute” she shakes her head matching you with a chuckle.

“Will you have Harrison Saturday?” You ask, while walking through the aisle checking out random costumes that catch your eyes.

“Unfortunately no, not my weekend.” She responds quietly.

Walking to the next aisle, a red dress catches your eyes.

“Awh little red riding hood” you say as you pick up the dress. The costume is definitely a little more sexy then what you're used to, the dress being short and the top displaying more than you usually do.

Cassie steps closer, “that would look hot on you.” She says casually.

Casually as if your stomach isn’t doing flips from that.

As if you haven’t wanted to jump her bones since you’ve gotten in her car.

Your glance at her while she stares at the outfit, “we should do little red and the wolf.” She comments.

“Really?” You turn to face her completely, she’s shorter than you today with the extra height your heeled boots give you.

She reaches for the wolf costume next to it, a plaid shirt with wolf ears and other little props next to it.

You grab the ears from her hands placing them on top of her head pushing a strand of hair behind her ear as you fix it.

She watches you do this, her eyes locked onto your face.

“Mmh yeah, I think you would make a good wolf” you say, pulling your hand away- meeting her gaze. She glances away quickly, her cheeks turning red.

She clears her throat, “okay.. let’s go check out” she says quietly pushing a tight smile to her lips.

Your eyebrows furrow in confusion as the mood changes, she walks past you quickly.

Cassie is silent on the drive home, after paying for both of your costumes. Which you insisted on paying for yours many times, but was denied each time. She turned the radio on to fill the silence which defeated your motivation to talk to her, so you sat watching the trees pass by as the sun set for the day.

The 20 minute drive went quickly, by time you knew it, she was pulling inside your driveway.

Your turn to face her, “are you okay?” You question, your voice quiet but direct.

She barely spares you a glance as she turns the radio down with a sigh, leaning her head back against the headrest.

You scoff, “what is this? What are you doing?” You can tell she’s annoyed but you're still confused at the sudden change.

She turns her head to look at you, her hair messy from running her hands in it all day. “Listen.” She starts, automatically making you sigh leaning back in your seat. You’ve been through these types of conversations one to many times in the past.

“Y/n..” she drags your name out.

“Cassie just say what you have to say.” You snap at her a bit.

She blinks, “okay..” she rolls her tongue against her top teeth with a tsk. “Whatever you think this is” she says pointing between the two of you. “Can’t be a thing.”

You look at her, her body now facing you, one arm resting against the wheel.

You suck in your bottom lip with a head nod. “Why?” You question, your voice soft again in attempts to contain your emotions.

“You do realize how young you are right?” She asks as a look of shame flashes against her face.

Your stomach flips as you twist in the seat, your body facing her again.

“Is that…” you shake your head, “are you serious?” The soft tone in your voice wavering.

She stares at you with a “obviously” look

“That doesn’t matter to me” you say, your eyes searching her face.

“But it should.. and it should definitely matter to me” she scoffs her hand dragging down the side of her face. “I shouldn’t have these thoughts about you.” She rambles, “Chad is right I am a fucking hypocrite.” She groans.

“Cassie you can’t be fucking serious” you let out a awkward laugh, “why does it matter what Chad thinks?” You lean forward slightly, noticing how she tenses.

“Fuck Chad, fuck that-” she shakes her head, leaning back again as she stops speaking.

“Cassie..” you say quietly, reaching out to grab her hand.

She slowly moves her head, locking eyes with you. The tension in her shoulders softening as you hold her hand.

“Y/n” she mumbles your name, her voice soft as she leans forward over the center console of the car. She tucks a piece of your hair behind your ear- her hand coming to a stop against your jaw as she rubs gently against it. “Tell me to stop,” she says quietly.

“I don’t want you to.” You say quietly, wetting your lips while your skin burns at her touch.

A beat of silence passes between your two before she lets out a quiet fuck it, leaning over fully to press a kiss against your lips.

Your stomach flips at the sudden kiss before your hand finds its way into her hair. You let out a soft moan against her lips. She pulls away, her eyes dark watching you as she licks her lips, “come here.” She nods her head to her side of the car, leaning back to pull the seat backwards to give you space to climb.

A buzz of fire ignites in your body as you climb on to her lap bringing your face to hers starting the kiss this time.

“Fuck baby” she moans out softly, as you bring your lips against her neck sucking softly. Heat floods to your core as her hands hold your thighs, pushing you against her.

“Cassie” you whine her name out, as she peppers kisses against your jaw, moving down to your neck. Her hands slide up your skirt, resting on your thighs as she traces circles against your skin.

Everything burns from her touch, she catches you again with a kiss biting down on your lips causing you to gasp.

“Cassie” you moan, your hand desperately pushing through out her hair. Wrapping it in-between your fingers and tugging her head back in return.

You feel her shiver under you, “tsk don’t play mean baby” she mumbles into your lips.

“Sorry Cassie” you say softly, catching your breath. You push against her thigh softly, your underwear slick which she could definitely feel.

“You love my name huh baby.” She mocks teasingly, you nod sheepishly.

She leans back, pushing your hair out of your face as you slowly grind against her thigh. “Does that feel good for you baby?” She mumbles, as she watches you. She holds onto your waist guiding your pace.

“Y-yes” you whimpered out, as her hands drift to the rim of your skirt, lazily tracing it. “Cass.. please.” One of your hands move from holding the car chair dragging it down to hold her hand against your stomach.

“Yes baby?” She leans her forehead against yours.

You push her hand into your skirt, “please touch me” your voice comes out whiney and frustrated.

“So needy huh” she smirks before kissing you softly, pushing her fingers into your underwear. They drift down running against your wet folds, rubbing gently in circles against your clit.

“Fuck” you cry out, your body pressing against hers. She teased your entrance before pushing into you finally, causing a moan to spill out your lips.

“Such pretty sounds, all for me.” Her tone is cocky as she fucks you with her fingers. Watching you unravel from pleasure.

“Cass” your body burns as you feel heat pooling in your lower abdomen.

“You wanna come baby?” She asked you, her fingers speeding up. “Come for me- come for me baby”

Your body shakes with pleasure, as she pushes deeper into you. Breathlessly pants come out your mouth mixed with curse words and her name, your body dissolves into pleasure as you release against her fingers. She pumps her fingers into you a couple more times before pulling her fingers out.

“Such a good girl for me” she pants her breathing heavy, as she brings her fingers to her lips sucking your juices off them.

Your mouth parts as a shiver goes down your body, you push your lips against hers kissing her again.

Outside a car starts, startling you both as you pull away breathing heavily. This brings you back to reality.

“Shit” you lean back away from her glancing around to see if anyone noticed you two.

Cassie looks at you with an amused smile.

“You should head inside” She says after a moment, her voice raspy. She watches you fix yourself still sat upon her lap. You glance at her, she looks beautiful a slight glow shines from her body, lips plump and hair messy from where your hands had been running though.

You nod as you climb off her lap and back into the passenger seat grabbing your bags. “Um.” Your voice is timid, “I’ll still see you Saturday?”

“Yeah.” Her words come out raspy as she rests her arm against the stirring wheel. “I’ll pick you up at 6.”

You nod your head, “okay, I’ll see you then” giving her a small smile before climbing out the car.

Walking to your front door you pause. Turning back to face her car you send her a small smile and wave before going inside.

Cassie McKay was going to be the death of you.

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Sitting in your class as the quiet humming of your favorite artist playing in the background, typing in grades as you sip your late evening coffee. It’s after school and your trying to get some work in before the weekend starts.

You glance at your phone Dr.McKay flashes on the screen. Your heart beat speeds up, as you straighten your back grabbing your phone to open the message.

-Dr.McKay: Hey

You furrow your eyebrows before putting your phone down, you want to make her wait. Trying to not come off as if you wait around for her messages.

Glancing at the clock on the computer you sigh and break “whatever.” You mumble as you pick your phone back up, opening the message.

-You: Hi

She responds quickly.

-Dr.McKay: sorry for texting last minute…

-Dr.McKay: Are you still up for babysitting?

You bite your lip, your finger hovering over the keyboard.

-You: yes! When?

-Dr.McKay: Tonight.

You begin to type being cut off by your phone ringing and her name on display. You quickly answer

“Hello?” You ask

“Hey- sorry I thought it would be easier to call” she starts, her smooth voice drawing you in.

“Harrison is getting dropped off tonight but I just got pulled in to work a couple more hours… it would be a life saver if you could sit at my house with him a bit.” She rambles on, you can hear the slight rasp in her voice probably from the long day.

“Yeah” you say quickly “yes I can do that.. I’m just wrapping up grades here at work.”

“Great, gosh you're a life saver, can you swing by the hospital to pick up the keys?” She asks you.

The chaotic noises of the hospital environment in the background.

“Yeah.. I can be there in 20” you say before you guys both say your goodbyes.

You sit at your desk for a second before quickly cleaning up things and getting ready to go.

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Walking through the double doors after being let through, you make your way to the main desk again.

Instantly recognizing the blonde nurse from the last time you walked up to her, “hi!”

Her eyes lift up to yours “ah hey hon can I help you with something?” She says recognizing you from last time.

“I’m looking for Dr.McKay?” You ask her.

“Hm? okay let me get her for you” she says before you're left alone at the desk.

Two girls sit in front of you speaking another language as they look up at you, before one sits up to speak to you.

“Are you friends with McKay?” She asks, her eyes shining with curiosity.

Your lips part before closing. “Something like that” you mumble, with a smile towards her.

“I’m Princess” she greets, “this is Perlah.” She says as she nods to the woman next to her, who sends you a head nod.

“I’m y/n, it’s nice to meet you two” you start before you hear your name being called. You turn around to see Cassie walking up to you, in her dark scrubs with no jacket today showing off her arms. Her chain rested outside her top this time with a slight swing as she approached. She brushed her messy bangs to the side as comes to a stop in front of you.

You smile at her, “Hi” you breathe out.

She smiles “hey” a beat passes before you hear Princess clearing her throat, snapping you both out of that moment.

“Um” she laughs awkwardly, “thank you so much for this by the way.” She says as she digs into her pocket passing you the key. “I texted you the address.”

You nod, “yes I got it.” You flip the key around on your finger, “is there anything I need to do with him? Homework? Chores…?” You draw out.

“Oh gosh no you just watching him is enough, put on a movie maybe to keep him entertained.” She nods her blue eyes sharp against you.

“McKay! We need you” a voice cuts in, a doctor with blue eyes similar to Cassie’s. His head sticking out of one of the doors to the rooms.

“Thank you again!” She says walking backwards, maintaining eye contact with you, you nod as you stare at her. Watching her immediately jump into action through the clear doors with your head tilted, sucking in your lip softly.

She crosses the room, grabbing some tool that you have no idea what it does. Her chain dangling forward as she holds a clap open for another doctor..

That.. fucking chain…

You watch a couple seconds more before a throat clears. snapping your attention to the sound your met with the curious gaze of the nurse whose name you have yet to get.

“Oh” let out a small huff of a laugh “sorry, I was distracted-” you try to explain.

“I noticed hon,” she laughs, her blue eyes shining.

You blush looking down, “I just… I’m watching Harrison tonight so I grabbed the keys.” You over explain yourself, trying to not seem awkward.

“Yeah? You close with McKay” she asks, chewing on her gum as she types on the computer in front of her.

“Just helping her out..”you say unsure what to respond or how to answer that.

“Well” she glances up at you, pausing from her typing. “Any friend of McKays is a friend of mine.” She holds out her hand to you, “I’m Dana, I’m the charge nurse here.”

You nod with a smile, shaking her hand before telling her your name again.

“Well I should head out… nice seeing you again” you wave goodbye to Dana. She responds with a quick “bye hon” before she busies herself again.

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You’ve met Harrison once, it was a couple days into knowing Cassie and she wanted you two to meet just in case you ever did watch him. You guys had gone out for pizza and chatted about video games that he was into. With Cassie being a little out of the loop conversation wise, you guys had to walk her through the concept of the game.

But overall Harrison liked you, and brought you up often to his mom.

Unlocking Cassie's door you stepped inside her apartment, the atmosphere cozy and neat.

You walked around setting the keys on the counter, glancing at the pictures on the wall. Mostly of Cassie and Harrison but a few of other family members and trips they’ve been on you assume.

Running your fingers along her kitchen counters, you turn around leaning against them. Rubbing your thumb against your necklace as you stare at the island in front of you.

Imagining what it would be like to be sat upon it. McKay in between your legs… peppering kisses along your neck, lifting your skirt up higher.

Her hands running along your thighs trailing up higher and higher.

Your thumb presses against your necklace harder at the thought.

A knock pulls you out, pushing off the counter you walk towards the door. Tucking a strand of hair behind your ear as you open the door. “Hi Harrison!” You smile down at him.

He smiles brightly back “Hi y/n!” He rushes in, throwing his stuff down, “you got to check out my new game!” He calls from the living room.

You laugh before looking back to the door, noticing his dad still standing there.

He’s watching you, his eyes sharp and curious. “So you're the one Harrison talks about” he confirms to himself.

“Um- you must be Chad” you say awkwardly, “Cassie is working a little later so I’m here for now..”

“She told me” he says with his hands in his pocket, as he stares down at you with such an unreadable expression. “You here often or something?”

“No” you mumble.

He scoffs, “she’s so fucking hypocritical” he shakes his head stepping back.

“Excuse me?” You say confused at this.

“Nothing just- tell Cassie” he says in a venomous tone, “she can’t say shit about who I date anymore.” He laughs bitterly before waking off leaving you confused.

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It’s pushing 11 and Cassie still isn’t home, she texted you at 10 saying she would be back soon.

You stand in her kitchen washing the dishes from the dinner you prepared for Harrison and of course Cassie, her plate sitting in the microwave.

The house is clean, Harrison laid down around 10:30 growing tired of waiting for his mom to get home. Leaning your stomach against the counter after drying your hands, you open your text messages with Cassie.

Nothing, you sigh.

Clicking your phone off, you push off the counter walking to the couch to sit and scroll on your phone.

Eventually the door clicks open, and you hear her sigh.

“Cassie?” You call out.

“Yeah..” she sounds exhausted as she walks into the livingroom, glancing around at the cleaned environment. “You cleaned?” She asked with a questionable look on her face causing you to shift.

“Only a little, nothing too much.” You say awkwardly.

She drops on the couch next to you, leaning back with her legs spread apart slightly. Her knee brushes against yours as she pushes her hair back and out of her eyes. You twist your body to face her slightly, as she turns her head slightly meeting your eye.

“Tough day?” You ask, pushing your hair back behind your shoulder.

“Always” she mumbles, her blue eyes studying your face.

“I made dinner..” you start, looking down at your nails as you fiddle with your fingers.

“Yeah?” Her voice is soft, velvety.

“I can warm it up for you?” You start.

“Mmh you don’t have to do that” she drags out, you can tell she’s tired.

“I don’t mind.. really” you mumble, she turns her head away from you.

Her lips drawn in a tight line, “if you insist” she jokes with a smile.

Your face morphs into a grin, before you stand up walking to her microwave to warm up her food.

Bringing it back to her, she’s changed positions. Sitting up on her couch. She pulls her hair out of the ponytail it’s been in, fluffing it out.

You sat the plate in front of her, your eyes taking in this new version of Cassie. So beautiful with her hair down.

“Well I should head out..” you start.

“No. No.. you can stay for a second, keep me company?” She looks up at you as she reaches for her plate, her exhausted eyes still beautiful.

You nod, “sure.. yeah!”

Sitting back down by Cassie, you watch her as she eats. Eyeing Cassie who has yet to change from her shift, with her chain fully out.

You really like that chain.

“How was your day with Harrison?” She chews, covering her mouth with her hand as she speaks.

“It was great, we played his new game and talked.. cooked dinner together” you started listing the different things you’ve done with him today.

You furrow your eyebrows , “oh- I met Chad as well.”

“God” she groans, “I’m sorry if he was rude..” she apologizes for him, pushing off the couch to set her plate down.

“He wasn’t um.. rude per say..” you start, “but he was.. he did say that you were a hypocrite?” You say curiously.

She raises an eyebrow at you, leaning back against the couch, her arm closer to you resting on the back of the couch.

You continue, “he said you can’t comment on who he dates anymore?” You explain, shaking your head. “Weird conversation.. I have no idea what he meant.”

She scoffs. “He has a girlfriend who’s like 25” she shakes her head as she explains. “I’m assuming he thought we had something going on..” she looks at you.

“Me and you?” You say your finger pointing between the both of you. Your heart beat quickens at the thought of it, but it seems to not have even affected her.

“Yeah” she nods, you study her face in silence before tilting your head.

“Are you..” you stop yourself, bringing your thumb to your necklace rubbing it softly. “Are you even into girls for him to assume that?” You push out the question.

Her blue eyes stare at you, a slow blink passes. “Yeah.. I mean I’ve been with a few, never really dated around much though.”

You nod, your thumb still against the necklace causing her eyes to drift down to it. “That’s a nice necklace.” She says complimenting it.

“Thanks” you smile.

You glance down at her chain, bringing your hand out before you can stop yourself. You wrap a finger around it with a soft tug. “I like yours as well.” You say as you run your finger along it, your eyes meeting hers.

She stared at you, her bottom lip sucked in and eyes darkened.

You drop the chain quickly, a blush hitting you quick. “Sorry that-” she stops you.

“It’s okay, I didn’t mind,” she shrugs before leaning forward.

“Do you..” she starts, “do you like girls?” She questions, bringing the topic back up. “Sorry you asked me.. so now I’m just curious.”

You stare at her before nodding “yeah, I do.”

She smirks, “yeah? You dating anyone?” her raspy voice working magic on me.

“Gosh no” you giggle, “so busy with work..” you drawl, as she listens intently “no time I guess.”

“I get it, being a mom.. and work of course I just-” she sighs, “don’t have the time I guess.” She stands up, stretching her body. Her scrub shirt climbed up her body with the stretch, revealing a glimpse of a tattoo.

You quickly look away, “anyway.. I should go, it's so late already..” you stand up as well.

“Fuck yeah.. it’s already almost one” she looks at you apologetically, “sorry for keeping you so late.”

“It’s a weekend, I honestly don’t mind.” You pull your hands behind your back with a small sway.

She studies you for a second before pulling you into a hug, her comforting smell of vanilla greets your noise. Your arms moving from behind you to hug her back.

“I really appreciated this thank you” she mumbles into the hug.

After pulling apart you nod, “of course! Anytime truly.” You back up grabbing your purse. Walking to the door, your heart beats fast. She stands behind you after opening the door, you glance at her, sending her a wave goodbye as you walk out.

Her head resting against the door as her eyes follow you out, lifting one hand gently to return the wave.

Fluttering feelings scramble through your stomach as you walk to your car that night.

You are in deep shit. ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨

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You sat on the bed in the ER with a bleeding hand. The deep wound was held together with a cloth. Tucking a strand of hair behind your ear, you let out a soft sigh, leaning back on the bed.

You had been cutting out decorations for the holidays, preparing for Halloween in your classroom. When cutting one of the pumpkin pictures out, your arm hit the warm coffee mug on the desk. dropping it all over your lap instantly burning you. causing you to leap in pain, snapping the scissors against your finger. “shit!”

Breaking your daze– a younger girl walks in first, “hi, I’m student Doctor Javadi,” her eyes widening as she sees the young girl cradling her hand against her plush yellow sweater covered in drops of blood.

“Hi,” you mumbled. giving her a strained smile.

Another older doctor walks in, her ginger hair pulled into a ponytail, bangs framing her face. “Hello, I am Doctor McKay,’ her eyes drifting down to your cut. “That’s a nasty cut you got there,” she says, leaning forward, touching my hands with her gloved fingers.

You watched as she softly twisted your hand, her fingers leaving a buzzing sensation as they trailed your palm. Your eyes running over her face as she examines your hand.

“Whaaat happened?” she questions with a slight drawl, looking at your hand with concern.

“Cutting decorations for my classroom,” you laughed awkwardly

Doctor McKay looked up at you, her blue eyes soft as she smiled, “Oh? Are you a teacher? What grade do you teach?” She questions.

“Elementary- special education,” you replied with a small smile. “So multiple of them” you laugh.

“Oh yeah?” She brings your hand down towards her, cleaning the area with alcohol as she begins to prep for stitches.

“Yeah..” you say softly as you watch her hands work, eyes glancing over her features. She glances up at you, giving you a small, reassuring smile.

“Don’t worry,” she glances at your name on the wristband around your arm, she says it softly, looking up at you. “Just gotta get you some stitches, and you will be fine.” She rubbed her thumb over your wrist, her eyes not leaving yours as you nodded in response.

You twisted in your seat, your stomach suddenly feeling very tense. Letting out a slow breath you shape your lips,forming an “O”. You watch Dr. Mckay work. She glances up at you again with a small smile before returning to your stitches she currently works on.

Glancing up suddenly remembering there was someone else in the room. Javadi stood there her eyes glued onto you, her lips sending a tight smile when you meet her heavy gaze.

20 minutes later, and after some light chatting with both girls and your sitches are done. You thank Dr.Mckay before your discharged and able to go home.

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You go back to the ER a few days later, after your non-stop thinking of a certain doctor.

Holding cupcakes in hand you, walk through the double doors after being allowed in. Walking up to a blonde lady with glasses as she stands typing away.

Looking at you through the top of her glasses, “hi hon what can I help you with?”

You glance around the environment looking for a certain ginger before you're drawn back into the conversation.

“Are you looking for someone?” she asks you again trying to bring your attention back to her.

“Oh sorry no!” You laugh awkwardly, brushing a strand of hair behind your ears. You bring the boxes of cupcakes up on the counter. “I came in a couple days ago.. it was very um..” you search for the words “hectic?” You shift glancing around again.

The blonde nurse nods with a mhm and a mumble about it always being hectic.

“But I just wanted to bring a little gift of appreciation, gratitude, thanks… you know” you smile at her.

She beams a sweet smile at you “awh gosh thanks…” she draws hints for your name.

“Y/N” you smile at her

“Well aren’t you a doll with a beautiful name and a beautiful smile, the staff will love these cupcakes.. you bake them?” She asked you after glancing over the cupcakes.

“I did” you respond tugging your green cardigan tight to you in an attempt to busy your hands.

“What’s this?” You hear a soft voice approaching you from behind, turning your head.

Your eyes widen at Dr.Mckay approaching the desk. Her hands in the pocket of her dark grey jacket. Your eyes travel to her green stethoscope around her neck, then up to her ginger hair before landing on her surprised face holding recognition with an eyebrow raised.

The blonde nurse clears her throat looking between both of us. “This lovely lady brought us some treats.”

“As a thanks!” You cut in embarrassment filling your cheeks. You are positive that your cheeks are red by now. “For um- last time!”

Dr.Mckay gives you a once over as she nods her head with a head tilt before her face shifts into a small smile. “Well that’s nice of you” she walks up taking a look at the cupcakes “did you bake them?” She questions crossing her arms glancing at you.

“Mhm” you nod, putting your hands behind your back, you watch her eyes trail over you again. Suddenly feeling self conscious in your dress and cardigan.

“McKay” the blonde calls to her, from the other side of the desk holding a paper up in the air.

You watch her grab the paper mumbling a thanks.

She looks back towards you, those blue eyes of hers searching yours.

“Well.. um” your turn back to the nurse whose name you still haven’t figured out. “Enjoy them!” You smile, your stomach flipping as you see Dr.McKay reach into the box out the corner of your eye.

You turn, giving her a smile pushing to walk towards the exit.

“Wait!” Dr.McKay calls towards you, catching up to your paused stance. “Let me walk you out at least?” Licking her lips of any cupcake frosting that sat there.

You nod, your stomach tosses.

She nods, she sends you a questioning look.

“This is really good by the way” you guys walk together, matching pace as she begins to make small talk.

You eye the environment seeing some staff look at you two curiously. “Thank you” you mutter quietly, glancing at her.

She stares ahead walking with confidence as she tosses her wrapper from the cupcake in the trash. Turning her body to the side to push open the door, holding it open for you to walk though first.

You barely catch the look she gives you, sending chills down your spine.

“What school do you work at?” She slows her pace down, pushing her hands into her pockets.

You glance over at the park nearby, wrapping your hand around the shoulder bag that hung over your shoulder.

“It’s not far from here,” you look at her— your pace coming to a stop. “Willowcreek Elementary”

She moved her body in front of you, making you come to a stop. She stands in front of you nodding, those beautiful blue eyes staring at you. “How’s your hand?” She drags her gaze down to your injury.

You bring up your hand, showing the stitching she had previously worked on. “Hasn’t given me no problems” the wind blowing your hair softly.

She’s quiet for a moment, staring at you as if she’s in deep thought. “You're quite young.” She commented suddenly.

You blink, mouth parting slightly “oh? I mean.. I suppose so, yes.” You shift, pushing your flats harder against the concrete.

“Thank you- again for the cupcake” she changes the topic, shaking her head as she glancing at her feet.

You feel weird, awkward. “Sorry um” you shake your head softly as you start, “why? Does that matter?” You ask bringing up your age again.

Her eyes widened slightly as she looks back up at you, a light laugh slipping past her lips, “sorry just an observation..” she drags on. “I truly did not even mean to say it out loud.” She brought her arms up crossing them over her chest. Her chuckle leaves you puzzled at this energy she was giving you.

“I’m going to..” you start searching for the words “I should get going.” You nod, pushing your hair back out your face from the wind blowing it.

She shifts “yeah? Yeah okay” she sends you a smile, taking a step back.

You wave goodbye before walking away quickly, your heart beating quickly. As you press your stitched hand against it, in attempts to regulate yourself in your own way.

You knew that you found her attractive, that was no secret, but you didn’t think you would turn into such an embarrassing mess.

You scoff kicking your tire when you finally arrive at your car, unlocking the door and getting in.

“So fucking embarrassing” you mumble resting your head against the stirring wheel.

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A few days later

You sit at a local karaoke bar, wearing a black mini skirt with sheer dark tights and tight long sleeve top in your favorite color.

Nursing your drink as your friends come back with their second drink.

“Babe, you need to finish your drink,” one of your friends called out to you, sitting in the seat next to you.

“I amm” you drag out, as she shakes her head at you with a laugh.

On the stage two girls, one blonde with glasses and another with dark hair pour their hearts out to Tear You Apart by She Wants Revenge. You shift your gaze over watching people interact before you notice her.

Dr.McKay

Your stomach drops “fuck me” you mumble.

“What?” Your friend asks, pulling your attention away from the doctor.

“What?” You start searching for something to say. “Oh! I just hurt my nail on the table” you laugh awkwardly holding your hand up.

She nods as you glance back at the bar, your eyes hunting for her again, just a glimpse.

Landing on the doctor, you take in her outfit. Her tight blue jeans and baggy black top. That gold chain resting on top.

Your eyes drift over her as you think about how cold that chain would feel against you. Squeezing your legs slightly, feeling your body respond to the thought.

“It’s only just a crush, it’ll go away!” The two girls shout into the mic on the stage, snapping you out of whatever trance she had you in.

You glance at the girls, clapping and cheering before looking back to the bar. Your eyes instantly widening when you meet her gaze. Caught.

She looks at you, trailing her eyes on your seated position before making her way back to your eyes.

You smile awkwardly at her , picking your hand up to send a small wave.

She sends a tighter smile back.

You turn away embarrassed.

“I need another drink!” Your friend whines next to you, grabbing on your arm to pull you up. “Walk with me please” she drags out, stumbling.

You glance at your now finally empty cup “okayyy okay” you get up pulling at your skirt to drag it down.

Your eyes drift towards the bar, meeting of fucking course Dr.McKays. It’s like she hasn’t stopped looking.

Finally getting to the bar, your friend takes over ordering as you stand beside her.

Glancing to the side you see Dr. McKay but she’s talking to another girl.

You frown before looking away.

Passing you the drink your friend leans towards you. “That lady has been staring at you.. do you know her?” She says quietly, you don’t have to look to know who she’s talking about.

“Somewhat.” You take a sip of your drink.

She smirks at you with an eyebrow raise.

You shake your head “no.”

“Mhm” she shrugs, as she glances around “well I am in fact going to flirt with that guy over there, maybe you should try your luck behind you hm?” She rubs my arm, sending me a knowing luck before walking off.

You sigh, rubbing the necklace you're wearing as you sip your drink looking around.

“Hey” you hear that familiar voice call out to you

“Hi” you say as you turn to face her, instantly being greeted with her vanilla perfume she’s wearing.

“We keep running into each other huh” she starts.

“Well I mean.. I came to your job last time technically” you laugh, “so I was bound to then”

She laughed as she shrugged in agreement “true”

You bring your straw to your lips, watching as her eyes follow your action.

“What’s your drink?” She asks her gaze, meeting yours again, those blue eyes- making you sigh.

“Long Island, I’m basic” you joke before realizing she doesn’t have a drink. Pushing a strand of hair behind your ear, you work up the courage “can I buy you one?”

She pauses, her eyes searching your face before responding “I don’t drink”

“Oh uh” you stutter “sorry”

She shakes her head bringing her hand to your upper arm rubbing it. “You're fine,” she laughs, “you didn’t know that.” She rubs her thumb against your skin, sending waves throughout your stomach.

“Are you here with anyone?” You ask.

She moves her hand away, pushing her hair back. “Yeah my coworkers dragged me out.” She joked.

“Same” you glance over to your table.

You guys stand there in silence for a while, shifting as you drink your Long Island quietly watching the stage.

“Hey do you wanna get out of here?” She suddenly asked.

Your head snapped towards her.

She laughs “there’s a taco truck nearby that sells late.” She continues

“I’m beyond starving” you nod, pulling out your phone to send a message to the girls you came with. She watches you type, looking away once you click your phone off.

She nods towards the exit and you follow.

The walk is silent, and once you arrive Dr. McKay insists on paying. You both sit on a bench near the truck, the soft street lights giving the environment light.

“So Dr.McKay” you start before she interrupts you.

“Please” she lets out a light laugh, a gleam in her eye. “Just call me Cassie.

“Cassie” you say, testing her name on your lips. She smiles at you before biting into her taco.

The conversation drags late, until Cassie offers to drive you home, seeing as your friends have already left for the bar for the night.

The ride is quiet, with light conversations here and there. Cassie talks about her time in med school, her son, and other light topics. You end up offering to babysit for her, in hopes of seeing her again, which she gratefully accepts getting your number.

Your night ending with you under your covers giggling about a certain doctor.

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