𝑏𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟

Anthony Hayes WIP

Could get Knee Deep! in somethin else if you know what I mean 👅👅

i appreciate reblogs !!

hi my loves !!! ive been on jiraiblr for a decent half year i think ? and ive loved it so much here . i feel so incredibly loved and special but i don't want to stay for much longer

to be honest , i'm uncomfortable interacting with darkshippers , endosystems and radqueers . most of the time i said nothing because that was just my preference but i shouldn't be okay with making myself uncomfortable for others

another reason i want to leave is because of the influx of anons who confess to me . i do enjoy the attention but it seems like all the time they confess then disappear or we start talking and then they leave me for somebody else . it impacts my mental health so negatively and i hate it

the last reason isn't as serious but it still contributes . there's a very popular blogger that i was friends with . things fell apart as soon as i had another anon and they got jealous . prior to this they never treated me well , always getting angry with me , getting very jealous of other friends i made , not communicating , etc . i had an anon confess to me and soon she started sending them anons . it wasnt long until they got together . i found out that she started talking to them after she was stalking her blog (i had her blocked) . it was very upsetting to me .

the worst part was that her lover would still dm me and all of our msgs would be them venting . they kept telling me how much she hurt them by not communicating , fat shaming them , getting jealous , etc . i dont know why they thought it was okay for them to text me this stuff after they decided to leave me for her while pursuing me . it hurt seeing her everywhere and it served as a reminder that i would never be loved and that i'll always be a second choice

i will miss u all sosoosooo much !!! pls dont be afraid to dm my discord which is www.una.com (its set up like a url) . even if we're never spoken , id love to be friends