a blog for the terrified child i used to be, and the mortified adult i am now
๐ hey there, i'm elliot! or opal. mostly elliot. i kind of keep to myself but that's because i'm really really scared of everyone always but it's chill :v
โโโ i've only seen mystreet. and now i have to watch mcd. Oh boy.
โโโ my favourite characters are, in no particular order: vylad, laurance, gene, lucinda, sasha, dottie, and blaze!
โโโ aaand my favourite ships are: vylad x gene, sasha x dottie, kim x lucinda, kc x michi, and daniel x blaze
โโโ i will, on very, extremely rare occasions, post something nsfw or with a (reclaimed) slur. i will, of course, tag these. i also try to tag swearing in my main posts anyway bc it just feels right to do for a kids show, even if there are hardly any small kids on tumblr
โโโ this blog is a safespace for: lgbtqia+, sex positivity, multiship (the fact i even need to add that lmao...), and discussion
โโโ this blog is NOT a safespace for: bigotry of any sort, heavy nsfw, fetish and -philia blogs, proship and antiship, and discourse
โโโ just don't be gross to or mean to other people it's not that hard.
โโโ OH RIGHT i'm a grownass adult. but i dont think u'd believe me anywa lmao
โโโ anyway, my ask box is open to all. you can send in absolutely anything you like, and i will respond 99% of the time. unless The Creature gets it. then um.. just try sending it in again (ห แด ห);;
tag key (+ some linked stuff):
๐๏ธ - the main content on this blog, incorrect quotes
๐จ art 101 - others' beautiful art
๐ก - silly shit
๐ - mystreet
๐ฆโ๐ฅ - phoenix drop high
๐ชถ - falcon claw U
๐ - phoenix drop days
๐ - heart point, my beloved <3
๐ - mermaid tales
โจ๏ธ - my inner demonsss
๐ - headcanons
๐๏ธ - deep dives lol
๐ถ - masterpost for my playlists
๐๏ธ - other lists
๐ - answered asks
๐.txt - for when i say shit or it's just a text post i agree with
phoenix drop island - my mystreet tomodachi life island hehe
๐ - fav character...
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explaining every song choice in my my inner demons playlist even though i haven't shared it, and probably never will. just for funsies
forewarning: songs in this list are gay as shit and wildly inappropriate lmao
pretty cvnt - the vibes mostly. it samples busted and blue, which reminds me of the realm of daemos now for some reason, so it gets double points
cult (kill bill: the rapper) - this first section is like. actually fuck it i'm not even gonna explain that, just the songs. so this one is avaaaa's it's basically. my own iteration of her and her vibes <3 which will happen a Lot during this playlist this whole thing is a slight ooc mess, in favour of fun and whimsy <3
devil boyz - if you go looking for this song, you won't find it. except on soundcloud lol this is just a general song for the demon boys hehe
pomegranate seeds (julian moon) - the beginning of their relationship basically
jesus dont like that i'm gay but satans cool with it - all these people a lil gay and that's okay <3
american river - highschool is hell.
jerk it out - i don't. i don't know why, but i really, Really want to put a ton of 2000s-2010s classics in this playlist. i'm lucky this one fits the boys fairly well. and is apparently Not about jorkin it
enamel - the best black butler opening. i will not take anything else.
troublemaker (nightcore version. the correct version.) - buncha troublemakers
summer depression (girl in red) - if they won't fully commit to ava having depression, I will.
7 o'clock - another ava song <3 i like the cyber themes in this especially, because i definitely associate vaporwave and pastel goth aesthetics with her. probably bc the show is from 2019 :P
bad vibez - ava again <33 this song isn't even accurate to her it's just. the vibes, yknow. the vibesssss bad vibe bitches dont interact โ
cigarette ahegao - also ava- okay so all these next songs up until claws are ava specific songs. I love her, okay. this is like, her distaste with her peers, popular trends, and society in her highschool years, and carrying into adulthood
depression nap - depression is BIG
castles catsles - the princess doesn't want to come down from her castle
little space - i do not oppose to age regressor ava, i think it would be an interesting facet to her character and make totallll sense. but, that's not why i added this song unforch. it's mostly just for the vibes, and because it's the song that feels like 2018-2019 the hardest to me
world princess II - she is a princess <3
claws - couldn't hold charli xcx back from this playlist. so this is their dumbass love song ๐ they will get more.
good grief (bastille) - another dumbass love song, but more from the daemos' vibes. if that even makes sense. it's okay <3
hot tea (half alive) - i really really like this song for them, i dunnooooo they're all so fucking obsessed with each other they worship each other like royalty and gems and precious friends whatever shut up
softcore (the neighbourhood) - how old are these weirdos. i feel like college age like early to mid twenties but. i unno not the point i guess. anyway daemos' perspective again yayayayayayay
bessiliye - remember when i said i associate the vaporwave aesthetic with ava
fun tonight (macross 82-99) - i need to actually. add more vaporwave, but it's like such a Specific type of aesthetic in the genre that i match with her and the series that it makes it kinda hard to find songs that fit the vibe i want to be conveyed. or i gotta be exploded
_+<(>_<)>+_===*im not typing out the whole thing - why did i add this actually. this may have been a misfire from kawaii~chan's playlist
inevitable (snitchxv) - i like imagining the daemos doing cool shit ...
lights (nightcore) - idk it just feels right
just one yesterday - another for the daemossss a lot of the songs so far are collective, i haven't really gotten around to individual songs for them yet (mainly because i dont know where the hell to put them yet or which order.), but i'll update this when i do ๐ i think this marks the beginning of more angst-aligned songs. like i don't have a few placed earlier already.
too close (sir chloe) - ava has attachment issues ๐
born2run - ava should become president
blow my brains out - ava is pissed off at society and has given up on being a part of it
teen idle - sometimes ava wishes she could've been a part of it. maybe the loneliness would be easier to keep up with
hello kitty (jazmin bean) - the most ava song of them all ngl
twilight (boa) - i just think ava would like this song, and didnt kno where else to put it
dance of the clairvoyants - same with this one i'm just adding bullshit idk
sick of the silence - LEIF! he gets a song to himself. until i add more of the others yayayayayay it's an angst song too <3
goldilocks spot - and ava again. dunno what it's doing apart from the others but okay
there's something happening - okay now let's get happy ๐
hunger (florence + the machine) - they could fix ava
send them off! - ava could fix them
believing - just getting started on my hopes for season 2 <3 they've made such an impact on each others' lives already and i'm excited to see if they'll make it thru
everybody backstreet's back alright - oh my god they're back again
bad romance - forgot i added this to my other playlist for them. ra ra ra ah ah roma ro ah ah ga ga oo la la. but it's the one where the background music is out of sync so it's even better
bitch with the gun - mainly for my demon!ava she is incredible
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Michael , what did you do you never told me you were going to kill her !!!
B!tch what did you expect ? He's a demon warlock! Did you expect him to have mercy on your sweet little precious baby daughter ? Michael's not an idiot.
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explaining (nearly) every song choice in my sasha playlist bc i'm not allowed to be normal about a single thing ever apparently
frac/tions - is it really a shadow knight's playlist without angst? this song is more or less connected to my headcanon for sasha's past, and her feelings involving that. so, it's a kind of chill comforting song for her. this genre in general sort of is
i don't think i have any more deep songs like this for her, like songs that relate to my interpretation of her character, because that in of itself is kind of part of it too. i don't think she listens to much music she can relate to on a personal level, because she doesn't even think about herself and deeper feelings she has, so she doesn't know songs like that
dazzle - OF COURSE i had to add siouxsie sioux are you kidding me. you really think i'm not gonna add The goth music matron to The goth girl of our series' playlist. c'mon now
haunted - if i could add more laura les i would. in my heart this playlist also has starlight, how to dress as human, come back someday, gone with a knife; given all wrong, and walls are closing in
your eyes - lowk the reason i have her liking breakcore is for her colour palette. and i wanted a breakcore playlist. actually, apparently i wanted 3 breakcore playlists, all of which have specifically different vibes. her's has the more ethereal sounding songs, good for laying on your floor, in front of a fan, with an essential oils or incense thing going, trying not to have a complete mental breakdown, instead letting the music do it for you ๐
ะฃะปัััะฐะฝะฐัะธะปะธะต - i actually started associating russian songs to her music taste before i started headcanoning her as russian, because basically all the russian songs i listen to are from underground punk bands, and they all fit her vibe so welllll lmao
nerves - she's the realest punk out of any of the shadow knights cmonnnnnn also some hidden bitterness at her inability to express her feelings fully ?
ascend - this is just a remix of all the things she said by t.a.t.u., which sasha would absolutely listen to, before the whole queerbaiting marketing fiasco lol
abyss - pastel goth sasha lives in my heart forever.... but also pastel ghost is just more good floor time music. and definitely has no deeper meaning to her personally or her mental state or anything
visiting statue - it's hard not to like grimes' music, if it's the style you're into. even if you don't like her person at all. but hell, cant you mourn lucifer for falling from grace?
hades in the dead of winter - i just think sasha would like really ethereal, deeply profoundly sad songs. i think it compliments her interest in palm reading and such, the desire to find some deeper meaning in something that seems so simple
ะบะพะฝัะธะป - ngl the only reason this one's in here is bc it slays. i'd add slayyyter in here too but i feel that's too far out of character. NOT THAT THIS SONG IS IN CHARCTWRE LKJSGKFD BUT I MEAN. THE INSTUMENTAL IS WHAT MATTERS MOST IN THIS ONE AND SLAYTER IS JUST A LIL TOO FAR TOWARDS POP IDK IDK IDK DONT LIOOK AT ME
LOVELY BASTARDS - this is zenix's favourite of the songs on her playlist. he makes her play it every time they're in the car, even if they're just going on a grocery or gas station run
daydreaming - apparently rebzyyx is poser music. oh noo. who fucking care. this song rips
ะัะธะฑะพะน - sasha n zenix shldve got a beach trip, too..... ๐
break my 0wn heart - i'm projecting a lil bit here dont worry abt it
under the knife - i guess what i'm trying to convey most about my personal sasha interpretation with this playlist is how i see her as someone who thinks more about others than herself. not in like a compassionate way, but just, she doesn't think about herself and her feelings too deeply, only what's surface. so she has more capacity to be considerate for others, since she's not very considerate with herself. she's not particularly nice, but she's not unkind or uncaring either. she definitely cares about people, at least their general well-being. she's just, mostly neutral
how can i - honestly i just can't listen to most charli xcx songs without thinking abt sasha and i don't know what's to blame for this. but this one especially gets me thinkin about her idk why. i should draw it. I should write sashottie angst abt it.
realiti - one time in highschool, vylad asked if she'd be up for trying a new meditation technique with him he found online and she said sure. she ended up having a dream so visceral and tangible yet abstract of some kind of fantasy world, she felt like she was going to cry and choke from the weight of something unseen, crushing her lungs. she left in a rush, and suddenly this song came on in her car, and she almost crashed
who give a fuck - reigning champion of the idgaf war
i started mystreet about a day or few after the first episode had come out. my baby cousin and best friend in the whole wide world for most of my life had shown me aphmau's channel after watching me play a modpack that reminded him of her mcd series, and he put on an episode to show me. i loved minecraft videos since i first got on youtube, so i was definitely interested in having another to watch, and hit subscribe so i could watch the other videos later. and then, i forgot about it
until, about a week later, i saw mystreet on my homepage. and decided to give it a look
i was instantly hooked. everything about it just felt. comforting, in a way. especially to a nerdy weird kid, who was constantly made fun of, and looked down on, and ostracised for liking all these nerdy things- the same things all these characters liked, but weren't made to feel really bad about, ever. it was always lighthearted, and sweet, and so authentically weird without shame. and i really needed a safe space like that
i used to live in the middle of the woods, in the mountains, in a small nowhere town, on a small shoddy farm, in a glorified crack shed. we had very little space, no doors, two windows, no heating, and no plumbing. the only restroom was in the main farmhouse, where my grandparents lived. and that room was the only spot where i felt i was somewhat safe. i remember i would take my first phone into the bath with me whenever i wanted to watch the new mystreet episode that came out. i thinkkkk the first episode i did that with was either "frozen outside" or "mistletoe wars pt 2." those are the only good memories i have from living in that place
mystreet got me through the worst time of my life. it helped me stay true to myself; encouraged me to be weird and nerdy and do what makes me happy no matter what, that you'll find your group of weird friends and do fun ridiculous things together forever, and even helped me actually find and form that group. i think the day i lost them, though, was the day i finally stopped watching. but, i never forgot
by 2024, i had lost a lot. grief, took me between its teeth and peeled. i had been crawling on by the skin of my nails. but, despite that, things were starting to look up for me
i made a friend, the first real one in so many years, a very very dear friend. i went on a trip back home. and i was feeling happier again. i was even actually getting more vocal than i'd ever been, and taking better care of myself, thanks to my lovely friend
so, around february, during a trip to the crafts store, i saw a box of pony beads. and i don't remember why at all, but i decided to get them. i went home, dug out some of my older bead boxes as well, and got all set up in my bed, with a silly little show i used to watch as a kid, that ever since december i found myself thinking about again. And thusly, here we are.
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