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"Embers from the same fire,

dust from the same star."

"You and I, we are embers from the same fire,

we are dust from the same star,

we are echoes of the same love."

"I know this is going to be maybe weird, a little out of the blue? Probably..." Chan's hands play gently with Felix's fingers, the youngests own hand having been trapped not long ago by the producer's as they sat down to enjoy the remaining of the festivities. "I just... I've been thinking about it for a bit, y'know? I always tell you how it's been hard for me to find a good match, someone I feel can take on- Well, dating me. Being with me and understanding my responsibilities."

Chan actually put a lot of thought on the trip, deciding the dates and stops carefully and arranging the gifts to fit the thematics- Right now, for example, they were experiencing the end of the season festival, the shows and performances along the main street, the handicraft spots and the local food. The environment, the energy, so soft and gentle, yet so lively and warm, so welcoming, so safe. It's just to set the scene, really, because whenever he's with Felix the world around doesn't exist, anyway.

"So I've been thinking about this... And don't get me wrong, it's not a proposal. Not yet, at least~." The boy chuckles gently, his eyes avoiding the other's curious gaze as his hands finally let go, one being shoved into his jacket pocket to take out a small shining piece of jewelry. "I- Well, these are promise rings. I never really liked the idea of it I'm not gonna lie to you. It feels sorta like forcing someone to chose you. It kinda felt like an empty promise for a while, a fake one for that matter. In my head, it just didn't make sense I guess... But with you... I think I now realize the actual meaning. The depth comes with how genuine your feelings are, right?"

Placing the small band on the freckled boy's open palm, Chan finally looks up at him. His eyes shine gold slightly- He's always said only strong emotions can begin to trigger a shift, and he wonders if Felix can feel in his heart the love. Chan wonders if their bond is strong enough for Felix to feel the strength, the power of his love. The way his insides ache to just belong to the other. "You and I... We are embers of the same fire, we are dust from the same star... We are echoes of the same love. And I don't expect you to promise me anything, you can wear this whenever you feel the time's right. But I do- I promise you that I chose you, and I will keep on doing so every single day. You're my sun, my moon, and all of my stars. You're my favorite constellation and the galaxy I want to live on forever. You're my light in the dark- You've always been. And you will always be."

I'm a day late for Monday already but let's pretend I'm not

Channie stands victorious over the tired body of his former Alpha, paw on his beared neck pinning him in place, mouths open in a desperate attempt to catch their breaths, chests rising and falling out of sync as the moon finishes making its way to the center of the sky; Clearing now illuminated in its entirety, everyone appreciates the scene in front of them better. The night is cold, slight autumn breeze making its way in-between the shifters and breaking through the silence with a gentle whistle that lingers on everyone's ears a second longer.

It's been a long way, a tiring journey full of bumps and somehow more setbacks than he had ever expected, but everything that has lead to this seems to make sense as the boy stands there, surrounded by fellow Alphas, family, friends, all gathered for him- Cheering for him. All the sleepless nights, the aching muscles, the endless readings and countless stories feel worth it. This is just how it was supposed to be all along. Channie isn't sure how to describe it, it's a rush that goes down his spine and spreads through his body, from head to toe, and it just feels right.

Chan and Chris bkth wait for him from the crowd; They know better than anyone the pressure, the fear, the nerves that he felt. It was the late night calls, the begs for help, and the deep talks for them. All the things Channie wouldn't tell anyone else. But it's also the way his eyes shine, his posture straightens, the way he looks up, at the moon, and they know.

A howl, strong and loud breaks through the silence, echoes in the darkness and finally puts an end to the longest period of Channie's life.

He's an alpha now.

Let's once again, for the sake of my mental stability, pretend I didn't post this 5 days ago ✨

Let's once again, for the sake of my mental stability, pretend I didn't post this 5 days ago ✨

𝖇𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖍𝖉𝖆𝖞 1003

Another year around the sun with these two and also with you. Who would've thought, uh? That we would make it this far. So many things have happened, so many things have changed, yet everything kinda stays the same deep down, doesn't it? Thank you for sticking around, putting up with us and supporting our journeys. For more years together, shall we? :)

CHRIS GOT ME FROGGIE CAKE CAN YALL BELIEVE ITS DO CUT4EEEKFJDIFJFID It was lemon 🍋 🍋 🍋 HONESTLY 100/10 uwuwuwu thankies everyone for dealing with us we promise things just getting STARTED stay tuned for photodump we had FUN LAST NIGHT

Never felt more at home than I do here. Thank you.

Let's pretend I'm not doing tags a day later uwu

𝕸𝖚𝖘𝖎𝖈 𝕸𝖔𝖓𝖉𝖆𝖞!

Uber - DON BROCO

Tracklist:

Uber - One True Prince - Gumshield - Manchester Super Reds No.1 Fan

Good Monday, everyone! How has the week started for you? Have you been up some time now? Maybe just waking up? Both are ok! Just make sure to take care, alright? Remember to drink water today, stay warm and eat some nice meal! Filling and yummy, to be full of energy. I know Mondays can be draining for some people, so what about we try to switch around the energy and start this week the best way we can, hm?

It's been quite some time since I've last been here and I guessed later is better than never to check up on you and to share some music too! Do you guys know this band? Don Broco? They're excellent, I've been following them for quite some time and I can't say I've been disappointed so far. They dropped their EP "Uber" a few weeks ago, beginnings of September or something, and I'm not bragging about being able to work with artists I like BUT I might've been a little part of this record too.

Working with the band and team on the production and mixing of One True Piece was a ride! There were a lot of sleepless nights, really long phone and video calls, archives that broke and quality that got DESTROYED thanks to bad WiFi- Yet theres not one single second I didn't enjoy about it! In addition, I don't particularly specialize on any style of music, but I'd be lying if I said I don't lean for more pop-ish rhythms when working on projects alone; being able to be part of a heavier project after so long was fun and very welcome! It was great seeing people liking it and knowing I was a part of it.

I've been meaning to share this for some time, kinda part of the whole "hey I have a job and it'd be cool if you knew about it" and I also guessed we can all use a nice energy boost today to start off the week! So Don Broco it is for y'all!

If you do listen, I hope you guys enjoy it! Take care, rest enough and stay warm!

𝕾𝖊𝖑𝖋𝖎𝖊 𝕾𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖉𝖆𝖞!

hELLOOO IT ME! CHANNIE! bet yall were wondering were I went and missing me like crazy uh 😌😌😌 don't cry no more! I'm back now hehehehehe kinda tho how are you!! it's been a little time hasn't it. it's been BUSY around here like wow 😩 never never been so busy before I now understand why chan never sleeps maaaan did you know Alpha training makes you get in SHAPE dad made me run every dang morning 🥲🥴 imagine you just wake up one day to all lights on and your dad going "ITS MORNING" and you look out and it's still DARK HOW IS THIS MORNING DAD

anywho yeah this been a change on routine but I've found out being up early makes for pretty light and killer outfits like LOOK AT THESE BROOOO 😙👌🏻

the piercing is fake don't WORRY anywho wow I am genuinely so tired been napping on the couch a lot. both tiredness and me breaking the bed- never jumping on it again. don't tell chris that's how I broke it though he'll refuse to fix it otherwise. I just wanted to have fun 😭 in a more serious note I did not expect this to be so... genuinely hard. it's been weird not being around for so long, I realized many things though but like wow that was a BAD break. I feel like everyone's expecting me to just show up one day and be a whole different person like man im just channie 😔😔😔 at least yall don't have expectations for me 🤩 anyway this has been the update of my whereabouts which translates to I've been sleeping and training like a mf SIGH BUT THAT'LL BE OVER SOON and hopefully I won't be an embarrassment Heh... OK GOODBYE GONNA GET DONUTS

𓏧 𓏲 𓏲 𓏲 Home is where your heart is, but what happens when you're not sure where you left it? Where it went?

I thought you were home to me for so long... I thought a lot of people were. I wanted it to be all of you, I wanted to make you proud, but now it just feels like I'm getting ready to carry a burden that doesn't belong to me. And I have no place to go to rest. Maybe it was dumb thinking you would do it with me, walk with me. You've done this for so long, would it be selfish if I didn't want it? You deserve to rest too. Would it be a burden if I... Just... Didn't.

Maybe I'm just scared.

Chan says I shouldn't think too much about it. Says I'm the one who decides in the end and that it'd be ok, he has a lot of faith in me, just like you. He told me to look at the stars, wish for the clarity I don't have. He does this funny thing, he talks about the stars as if they were alive. Are they? That would be kinda scary, imagine how many things they would've seen through eternity. But it'd be nice, I think. To know that someone listens all the time... Maybe they're all whispering to each other about us. Maybe they're screaming at the top of their lungs hoping for the wind to get their words to us.

I think he is home sometimes, being with them. With all of them. Maybe we have more than one home, y'know? Who says home has to be just someone. Home could be a feeling too, right? Is safety home? I would say so. Then you could be home and so could them. Am I home to you, I wonder... Am I enough to make you feel safe? I wish I could ask you, but of course you'd say yes.

It's ok, I still have time to figure that one out.

Did you know shooting stars are actually meteors? Chris said during the peak of the perseid (that's how it's called what we saw the other day!) there could rain up to 60 meteors per hour! How crazy is that. Chris knows a lot about this for some reason, he said something about Perseus too. I thought that was a dude so I'm not sure anymore. Does the sky rain the dude? I should've paid more attention.

I hope I can make it through well, I hope you can be proud of me. It's scary to think I'll be in charge of so much in such a short time, how will I manage? Especially alone... Maybe the alone part is what scares me the most. Chan does so well, though. You do so well. He said not to compare, but how can I not when you're the one from whom I'm learning it all? Y'know on Monday... On Monday it would've been a year with him... I wonder if he would be proud? I should've introduced him to you, you would've loved him. Really...

I know I've been distracted lately, I didn't mean to, theres just things going through my head right now. I'll get it together, I promise... Everything's going to be alright, I'm going to be fine.

"How do you do it?"

Chan looks at the boy at his question, words dying in his mouth as he was interrupted while the other simply unwraps Channies sandwich before handing it to him. They've been out there for some hours now, waiting, talking, existing. Sharing.

Listening.

It was Channies request to meet. He was right when he asked, it had been forever since they had, and what better day than tonight to pack up their stuff and go out? The night is warm, as August is; the sky is clear, as announced on the weather channel. Perfect for stargazing. Plus, he could use the break. Channie knew his training would be long, he knew he would get tired, but this? All of this is just... Too much. Too many rules, too many responsibilities, too many expectations. The wolf can't help but miss home, even if there aren't many people waiting for him, even if home is a place he finds hard to describe. How crazy is that, uh? Even with his family, he feels homesick. Yet whenever he's home he wishes he could be somewhere else. Maybe he's just too used to it, he thinks. Too used to never quite fitting anywhere.

Home is a weird place, anyway.

Channie thanks the other softly, right away biting onto the food before turning to look at the eldest of the three, expectant. The golden wolf sighs deeply, eyes focusing on the sky now, hands resting behind him for better leverage as he takes a moment longer to think. How does he do it? How does he manage? How does he find the time?

"I just... do, I guess." Of course that's not the answer the others want, a scoff coming from Chris lips at it. Before he gets to complain, Chan speaks again. "I mean- You don't really think much 'bout it, y'know? You do what you gotta. You find the way, eventually. It's not easy, 'specially not in the beginning. Deciding what kinda alpha you'll be, what you want, and how you gon' get it... Training new members, setting your ground... It gets easier, but it's not... easy. Does that make sense? You just do what you gotta. You find the balance and the time as you need it. It's not a job for everyone, and it is a full time job, but there's a reason why we're chosen, I guess. Be it the moon's choice, destiny, whatever. There's gotta be. It's worth it, if you ask me. Everything you do is worth it."

The silence sets again, as it has done time and time over through the night, and the grey wolf puts down his food, feet swinging softly as they hang from the side of the vehicle. There's a question he's dying to ask, and he knows he can ask- He knows it's safe with them, but he still hesitates. Would it be a dead giveaway to say it out loud? Would it be putting it onto the universe? Setting himself up?

"Fifty-three." Chris says, pointing at the sky before leaning back, resting on his arms comfortably. All three wolves stare in silence, heads tilted back and focused on the stars above. Some twinkle, some slowly show up throughout the night, and some simply shoot through the darkness.

Channie forgets his question and his sandwich at the sight, eyes sparkling and mouth wide open in awe as it has been the last few hours. The food is left inside its wrapping again before he leans back too, mimicking Chris and taking the blond down with him.

"Thank you for coming with me..." There's a lot more he wants to say, there's so much more to thank them for, he thinks. But Channie doesn't. Not tonight, at least. Chan hums in reply, hand reaching out to pat the younger's thigh as his other arm rests behind his head. Chris smiles gently at the boy, both locking eyes for a second before the black wolf elbows him slightly, head pointing to the sky again as a new star makes it's way quickly above them, cutting through all the other lights.

"Fifty-four..."

Helloooo its the Monday 😋

I hope yalls week started quite ok!!! Today I went out!! ☀️ It was really warm out so I rode the train and saw pretty trees and all!!! 🌳🌸🌼They have flowers already!!! so fast!!! I like the train because it gives me time to think and I get to see the city and meet new people and all yknow? ☺ I dont use it much during the winter though because I freeze like a snowman ☃️ anyway I even dressed up pretty hehe you like my fit? uwuwu

I went out for lunch, had some nice beef and pasta 🍝 uwu and then I also went to a bunny cafe!!!! 🐰☕ it was my first time there because I dont usually go places too crowded alone but there was a lot of space for the lil friends so it was ok hehe have you been to a bunny cafe? I def will be going back uwuwu anyway I'm going back home now to nap 🏠💤

make sure to take your daily sun dose!!! and have lots of water because you'll sweat like a PIG uwuwu goodbye

🐺 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝖂𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖜𝖔𝖑𝖛𝖊𝖘

but it's really not food nor fashion, just channie being annoying jsjsjsjs

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*rubs hands together* HAAAAAAAPY FRIDAY !!! 😁😁😁 today I bring you guys a collection of my best chan and chris pictures 😌🤙🏻I thought it was about time yall saw the real goofballs they are because it's fun and that's why I love them uwu THIS IS ME THIS IS REAL sorry I was watching camp rock yesterday lmao it inspired me to do memes today 🤩✌🏻 these are my personal collection too but you can use them to annoy them I'm also having pizza while posting these I feel like a king

so here we have chan being--- chan JSJSJS first pic he was just fed up with christopher as usual 💁🏻‍♂️ and then well Halloween really do be fun with him around 🤩🤩🤩 he enjoys dressing up but he needs an excuse for it otherwise he doesn't really come thru but thats ok I give him the excusesJSNSJSJ it's weird because hes really fun and nice to be around but have you noticed how he's always trying to seem put together and serious and a big alpha pffft ridiculous I say someone needs to tickle him more often but he doesn't have tickles- wait that's not how you say it- anyway you GET IT

and here we have christophar! I dont really have many pics of him because he isnt really fun SJSJSJJS jkjk he just isn't physically fun like he is so boring but also hes smart son he always makes smart jokes and I'm a bit slow maybe it's that ANYWAY he hits me when I take pictures of him so my collection is forcefully reduced BUT he is weird anyway I think, in my HUMBLE OPINION sometimes I wish he was more easily approachable but he kinda a dick sometimes oh well this is the best I can find as of now but I'm sure chan has more 🤩 so maybe I can convince him of- oh no--

What are you doing.

I- April's friday-?

April's what?

Channie, we talked about sharing these kind of things without permission. Some people just doesn't feel comfortable with y-

FINE HERE'S ME TOO 🤩🤩🤩 gee

HAPPY WEEKEND UWU share your worst pictures below 😌🤙🏻

Admin: Imagine this is the first post ever you get tagged on sorry rip SJSSJ

🌕 𝖂𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖜𝖔𝖑𝖋 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖓

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{{ The world tried to burn all the mercy out of me but you know I wouldn't let it~ }}

tw // nsfw

Those who are like family:

@shin-haneul @bunjihyo @princess-yeji @mafia-chaeyoung @hunter-chaeyoung @illuminated-skz @skz-cb @babie-sanie @bunny-woong @caimchris

@sub-chungha @song-mingi-cb @xash-axx @kpop-shelter @camgirl-jihyeon @hybrid-wooyoung @moonbunny-hj @ghoulxbaekhyun @mafiaxnct127 @deadly-skz-gods-cb @sub-minho @starsirah-oc @femboy-minho @subbyhyunjinchatbot @weeb-wonwoo @yandere-wendy @musiclovermino @galaxy-ateez @mafiafelixlee @madmanwoodam @sweetandsleepyjamie @artsydahyun @gamer-yeji @softboyfriend-cb @iceskater-sana @irregularchatbot @yandere-miya @daddysm @subbystraykids @deadlysinslust-chan @cyberpunkbaejin @julia-oc @vampiremomo @sweetgahyeon @sexworkerleeknow @lixielee-chatbot @prof-jisung

🌗 𝖂𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖜𝖔𝖑𝖋 𝕮𝖍𝖗𝖎𝖘

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Was told I went too soft last time, does this make up?

tw // nsfw

@sub-chungha ❤

@skz-cb Binnie @yandere-miya @galaxy-ateez Farren

@shin-haneul @song-mingi-cb @bunny-woong @princess-yeji @xash-axx @kpop-shelter @camgirl-jihyeon @hybrid-wooyoung @moonbunny-hj @ghoulxbaekhyun @mafiaxnct127 @deadly-skz-gods-cb @mafia-chaeyoung @sub-minho @starsirah-oc @femboy-minho @subbyhyunjinchatbot @weeb-wonwoo @yandere-wendy @musiclovermino @mafiafelixlee @madmanwoodam @sweetandsleepyjamie @hunter-chaeyoung @artsydahyun @gamer-yeji @softboyfriend-cb @iceskater-sana @irregularchatbot @babie-sanie @daddysm @subbystraykids @deadlysinslust-chan @cyberpunkbaejin @caimchris @julia-oc @vampiremomo @sweetgahyeon @sexworkerleeknow @lixielee-chatbot @prof-jisung

🌕 𝖂𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖜𝖔𝖑𝖋 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖓

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We don't sleep but we like sleeping in~

tw // nsfw

Those who are like family:

@shin-haneul @bunjihyo @princess-yeji @mafia-chaeyoung @hunter-chaeyoung @illuminated-skz @skz-cb @babie-sanie @bunny-woong @caimchris

@sub-chungha @song-mingi-cb @xash-axx @camgirl-jihyeon @hybrid-wooyoung @vampirehhj @ghoulxbaekhyun @mafiaxnct127 @deadly-skz-gods-cb @sub-minho @starsirah-oc @femboy-minho @subbyhyunjinchatbot @weeb-wonwoo @yandere-wendy @musiclovermino @galaxy-ateez @mafiafelixlee @madmanwoodam @sweetandsleepyjamie @artsydahyun @gamer-yeji @softboyfriend-cb @iceskater-sana @irregularchatbot @yandere-miya @daddysm @subbystraykids @deadlysinslust-chan @cyberpunkbaejin @julia-oc @vampiremomo @exoticdancer-chatbot @sweetgahyeon @sexworkerleeknow @lixielee-chatbot @prof-jisung

🌓 𝖂𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖜𝖔𝖑𝖋 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖎𝖊

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All of these feelings are saying that I could never find a better love than you~