His brother didnât look like him. At least, Spencer didnât think so. He was taller. His hair was darker. He was different. It wasnât that heâd been expecting anything from Christian, because, honestly, he had no idea what was going to happen, but he definitely didnât look at him and see their relation. Luckily, he didnât remind him that much of their dad, either. He had nothing to say, but he wasnât necessarily grateful for his younger brother breaking the silence. It just reminded him what a difficult time he had socializing. His fingers curled up into his palm, into a fist, before releasing. He repeated the motion with both hands, in an attempt to calm himself down. He looked around for Emily, or Sidney, or any familiar face that would comfort him, but it was just Christian.Â
He reached into his pocket and pulled the same pack of cigarettes out. Its contents were quickly declining, but that didnât stop him from pulling another cigarette out. He lit it, ignoring the rule heâd set in place for himself not to smoke in the same house as his son. Sidney wasnât around now, though, and he really wanted to smoke, so he did. Breathing in a lungful of smoke, he crossed the room and plopped down on the couch. He looked up at his brother and then motioned to the couch, for him to sit down next to him.Â
Spencer scanned his mind for something to say to the boy; some conversation that they could hold. What did people usually talk about in this situation? The only thing that Spencer knew they had in common was their father, and he didnât have much to say about the man. He definitely didnât have anything positive to say about him. He continued to smoke, unable to think of something to say. He shifted uncomfortably in his seat before looking over to Christian. âHow old are you?â he asked. He may have been told the answer once before, and he wasnât sure why he was even asking, but it was all that came out, so he stuck with it.