Hi!! So I decided to write an intro post because well, why not?
You can call me Marwan!
I'm a minor, and I use he/they pronouns. Though you can call me whatever since I might be genderfluid! (Still kinda figuring out the whole gender thingie) (Aren't we all?)
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I'm a huge Bungou Stray Dogs fan, however I'm still into the marauders. But most of my Tumblr is just reposts, and me yapping a lot. Oh, and posts about my fics!!!
My music taste: The Neighborhood, Mitsiki, Afroto, Mond, Marwan Moussa, Marwan Pablo, abyusif!
Hobbies: i love reading (mostly ao3 lmfao) but I'm also working on improving my writing.
Ships I really like: jegulus, rosekiller, Dorlene, Marylily (most maurders ships.) Skk (sokouku? I still have no idea how to spell their ship name, though they are a ship that is very near and dear to my heart). Then there are my children, patrochilles. Hollanov as well.
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I think Ilya, as a retired party boy, absolutely loves a wedding because itโs like microdosing a club.
Ilya gets so excited when he and Shane get invited to weddings. He loves coordinating their suits and taking cute pictures outside the venue. Heโs crying during the ceremony and squeezing Shaneโs hand.
At the reception, heโs dancing with toddlers and grandmas. Heโs making a toast. Heโs slow dancing with his husband. Heโs taking shots with the groomsmen and then, again, with the bridesmaids. Heโs dragging Shane to the photo booth and is like โok and now we do a silly oneโ. When it gets late in the night and the dance floor is full, he is bending over in front of Shane to Yeah! by Usher. Then heโs turning Shane around and pulling their hips together and whispering the lyrics to Donโt Stop The Music by Rihanna in his ear. His tie is around his head. He gets lost and is found smoking a cigar with someoneโs uncle.
At the after party, heโs putting his black card down and is covering the entire tab. Theyโre closing the hotel bar down.
And at the end of the night, heโs sliding up to Shane like โso did you bring a date? How about we take this back to my room?โ Heโs fucking his husband into the mattress all night and is absolutely calling for a late check out.
mansion - @taylorswiftmicrofic - word count: 531 - click here for my hollanov microfic archive on ao3
โI know I shouldnโt be madโฆโ Shane mutters as they sit close together on the couch in the living room of his mansion-cottage. His voice is full of anxiety, but Ilya feels like heโs the one who should be scared.ย
โIs okay if you are,โ he mumbles, resisting the urge to pull Shane closer, to refuse to let him go.
But Shane scoffs at this, shaking his head a bit. โYou didnโt tell her to text you.โ
And he didnโt. He didnโt tell the random girlโnot even saved as a name, but as a locationโfrom his past to send him a message. But somehow itโd popped the little bubble theyโd been living in. Reminded them of the outside world and Ilyaโs behavior in it. โBut...โ
Shane glances at him for only a moment. โIt sucks to be reminded. That likeโฆyou do this with a lot of other people.โ
โDid.โ Because yeah, he sucks at tenses in the English language but he can make that one clear. โNot anymore, Shane. And notโฆin same way.โ
This seems to get Shaneโs attention. โWhat, you bottom for them or something?โ He says it jokingly but the curiosity burns on his dark eyes.
Ilya snorts. โNo. IโฆI fuck them, yes? I fuck lots of people.โ
Shane groans shakily. โThanks for reminding me.โ
But Ilya has to make sure he knows. So he manhandles him, maneuvering his body so theyโre face-to-face, TV and phones forgotten. โI fuck them,โ he repeats. โBut Iโฆโ fuck, stupid English. โI do not buy ginger ale for them. I do not make them food. I do notโฆcuddle in bed after and wish maybe their plane was later. This, I only do for you.โ
Shaneโs eyes have gone wide, and Ilya decides this is a good thing. โYeah?โ
โYes. Shane, you are first person I do these things for. Only person. Hopefullyโฆever,โ he murmurs, the desire for a future catching in his throat and making him feel weak.ย
And Shane just swallowed, clearly satisfied. โOkay. Yeah,โ he breathes, shaking just a little.ย
Their next kisses are filthy. The moments between them are warm.
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one year for christmas shane buys ilya a really nice robe and ilya starts wearing it all the time at home. all. the. time. shane will walk into the livingroom in the morning and ilya will be there in his robe all dramatic with a mug of coffee in his hands looking out the window super villain style with anya by his side
hollanov taking an after game interview together because of plot convenience reasons and ilya was chirping the opposing team about their first line points per game being barely scraping 0.4 when shane tapped his arm lightly and ilya leaned towards him. all the reporters perk up because omg are we gonna see shane hollander disciplining ilya rozanov live???? this is TEA. and ilya just nodded and said
โapologies, my husband wanted to correct that their first line pgp was 0.34. which was more pathetic than i originally assumed.โ
baby Ilyaโs tiny angry Russian ranting when Irina wonโt let him stay on the ice and his cheeks are all bright pink and his little nose is wet and heโs plopping down onto the ice and crossing his arms and yelling NYET NYET NYET.
Across the ocean at the exact same time, the exact same thing is happening to a very exhausted Yuna Hollander.
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After the foundation is established and before they're outed, Shane and Ilya go viral on hockey twitter.
It's All Stars and a camera catches them sitting together on the bench during the skills competition, leaning in and whispering to each other, clearly trying to be sneaky. They're both kind of smiling, looking like they're trying not to laugh. Then Ilya says something that makes Shane crack up and have to hide his face while he's trying to pull himself together. This moment gets giffed and everyone is dying to know what made the famously cool and collected Shane Hollander laugh like that.
Shane and Ilya don't comment on this incident despite being asked repeatedly and after they're outed, everyone assumes they were just flirting. They readily let that be the story, because they're not about to admit they were actually talking major shit about the other players.
Welcome back people! Hi I'm not dead. Yet. And I bring you the fruits of my labor the past few months!
I Poured Tears of Neon on Swollen Pupils
Summary:
Itโs too fucking cold, he thinks. The bed creaks under his weight when he climbs onto it, and he is careful not to jostle his mother too much.
Her face is the first thing he notices. Itโs too pale, too cold. Thatโs not supposed to happen. His Mama always has a warm expression on her face, inviting and safe. He loves her smile. It always softens, just for him. Just for her Ilyusha.
Then, he takes notice of her eyes. Wide open and unseeing. He canโt hear his own heartbeat anymore, but he can hear the way his chest heaves wetly. Tears are salty, he realizes, as one slides into his mouth and he darts his tongue out to catch it.
โMama!โ
He starts to scream. His heart curls in as his vocal chords tear themselves apart, and he lets his tears fall freely now. One slides onto her cheek, and he brings a shaky finger to wipe it away.
โPlease! Fucking wake up. Please. Please. Please. Pleaโโ
OR: A Pre-canon Ilya character study (ish), focusing on his time in Moscow, Sasha, and moving to the US.
Additional Tags: Ilya Rozanov Misses Irina Rozanova, POV Ilya Rozanov, Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug, Young Ilya Rozanov, Pre-Canon, Alternate Universe - Pre-Canon, Moscow, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Sasha has grown on me guys, i love him actually, Ilya Rozanov Character Study, Grief/Mourning, Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative, Not Beta Read, No Beta We Die Like Irina, Good Friend Svetlana Vetrova, Good Friend Sasha, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Angst with a Happy Ending, well...technically, you'll see - Freeform, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Canon Compliant, Canon-Typical Behavior, Sad Ilya Rozanov, Depressed Ilya Rozanov, Coming Out, Title from a Mashrou' Leila song, as is familiar with most of my work recently, Title from Tayf by Mashrou' Leila, Though the title is under construction ngl, someone help me choose a better one actually, Author Is Sleep Deprived
ilya micโd up talking with his teammates about recipes heโs been trying recently and tricks heโs been trying to teach anya. and shane micโd up barely having something that producers can actually use because of the amount of swears
"You try the steak rub, Bood? Good, yes? Yuna is a queen, I know. Yes, next weekend is good for barbecue, if weather holds. Littlest Pikes might visit, we will see."
"She will jump through the hoop on ground, why not 4 inches up?? So frustrating. Shane says to use real bacon for treats, maybe then, but is so salty. Nitrites too, you know. Bad for her. No, have not baked her special treats, Troy! What?? Recipe, now!"
"Shanya has new glasses. Very sexy. Even without them he can see puck better than 47, though, on wing? This man is terrible, yes? Is not entirely his fault, probably, Columbus is mostly very bad. Look at stupid tape job, though. Ugh."
"I want syrniki after game. You want? I have made you syrniki, Luca. Little pancakes. Yes, very, very good. Okay, not tonight, but come over on Saturday, we will have syrniki and force Shane to eat it too. Yessssssss, okayokay, good plan."
Examples of Shane quotes from his mic'd up games:
"Jesus FUCKING Christ what the FUCK is wrong with the Dallas refs holy SHITTING ass. Can they not fucking see their own fucking asses? Do they need fucking Lasik?"
"I am going to goddamn disembowel the next person who chirps us about the FUCKING baby shower. That shit was cute and Cassie fucking loved it. Come the fuck on, it's what fucking year? Men can throw baby showers, shit. Get over yourselves, assholes."
"He thinks he's hot shit, yeah, with ugly fucking edges like that. Fuuuucking ridiculous, am I right? What a motherfucking joke. Let's run a train on his ass next shift, you fucking in?"
"Dyks, I fucking love you, man, that shit was insane, so fucking dope. Yeah, yeah, I know Hazy loved it too. Broke their shit right up, they thought they had a lane, hahaha! As fucking if with you on the ice, bro. Nice. Fucking nice."
Ilya: Suburban Dad who plays some rec league, maybe
Shane: Intensely professional jock insulted by your basic lack of talent and skill, might kill you
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