the council

1. EP 8/16 - their first time, all moments of tension come to a head!

i doubt there's any surprise that this is number one. ngernoat gave their all in this scene. neither held back at all. i've watched it an unhealthy amount of times.

the second the apartment door is closed, arthit is on dao like a duck on a junebug. and it sure is a ride from there on out.

bags are dropped. dao's up against the wall with arthit's hands on his neck... and they're kissing like this a 'fucckk or you die' fanfic.

arthit picks up dao and places him on the table near the door. their making out apparently has the power to turn off and on a lamp next to them.

arthit picks dao up again and his legs go around his waist as he carries them to the bedroom. i don't think they've barely, if at all, every stopped kissing this whole time. they proceed to fall into a heap on the bed, lips still connected.

"do you know how long i've been waiting for this moment? i also want to see how prepared you really are."

shirts are coming off. neck kisses are happening. kisses are trailing downwards. these two are all over each other. and i am living for every single second of it!

then arthit looks up and says this and i immediately spontaneously combust...

"relax. no need to tense up."

and then even though i already combusted, i proceed to melt into a pile of goo on my floor because...

"i love you so much."

and dao, he ain't no pillow princess, y'all. he doesn't respond to arthit's words with his own, instead he's got them flipped in an instant, and is straddling arthit, rocking himself against him to his heart's content, head tilted back.

and then they're back to kissing, and arthit's hands are all over dao's face and neck and just... unf.

the camera pans off, but what we got was enough. i am happily satiated.

2. EP 7/15 - kiss after dao tells arthit he wants to try.. for them.

it's the way arthit can barely hold himself back long enough to get to dao's room. the moment there inside, he has dao up crowded up against the wall.

then the way he reaches his arm around dao's waist and pulls his body against his, their lips touching upon the movement, while still bracing his other hand against the wall above their heads.

"when you said you'd try for us, do you know how happy that made me?" .. "i used to wonder if i could be patient for you. but this... this is the answer. so you'd better be ready soon. or you're in serious trouble."

then arthit moves in like he's gonna kiss dao again. but instead he just kisses his forehead and then leaves.

dao immediately slides down the wall, telling himself out loud that he's in trouble. big trouble.

3. EP 8/16 - making it official in the hospital.

arthit wakes up post attack. after a while, they're finally alone and can have the important talk!

"be..."

"be what?"

"don't tease me."

"you haven't even asked yet?"

"i can be anything. whatever you want me to be, i can be all of it. i mean it. go on, ask me."

"anything at all?"

"anything."

"be the blue haired kid next door." .. "i will." .. "be a low battery robot?" .. "i will." .. "be someone who stays by my side, and never leaves, no matter what happens." .. "i will." .. "be the one who loves me most." .. "i will." .. "then, be my boyfriend." .. "i will. let me be that person."

4. EP 6/14 - kiss in the car

this is the scene from the trailer that made me want to watch the show in the first place.

"why did you draw me?"

"because your smile is beautiful. i just wanted to keep it."

"you're unbelievable."

the way arthit can't hold himself back and unbuckles his seatbelt to lean over to kiss dao... and the placement of his hand on dao's chin... be still my beating heart.

5. EP 7/15 - dao kissing arthit's cheek

arthit's feeling guilty because of what happened in the scene before.

dao tells him to stop overthinking it. everything is fine.

If I had just watched my mom have to kill my dad in self defense, after years of abuse, because he was punching the shit out of me because he found out I was gay, and now my mom is in prison and I am fucking alone

And some motherfucker in school decides to start throwing slurs my way

Barth’s sexuality has almost always been met by anger; his dad, school mates etc. But here Barth is asking Tanrak’s in an almost pleading voice if he’s angry because that’s the only reaction he probably knows. I almost hear the silent “Please don’t be mad at me too” in his voice. For all his seemingly bold, cocky, teasing behaviour, in this moment you hear the unsure and scared teenager that hasn’t been dealt the nicest cards.

I can't be the only one who is feral over this. Meanwhile, I've created a file in fanfics folder called "Yogurt". I went to the grocery store today and bought yogurt.