I feel so lonely and I don’t have anyone talk too I have no friend, my cousin stop talking to me i sometimes talk to my self cause I don’t have anyone talk too. My family are busy and my husband hardly notice how I’m doing.
Sometimes being stay home mom is hard cause you only thing about your family instead yourself.
I have dream! My dream is becoming Esthiology! I love doing facial, waxing and specialty massage! I love it! I get so excited thing about it! I even went to check out the school! I love it! The people are nice and it have everything that I could learn! I was so excited to start right away! I have to talk to my husband and my mom to help me with my baby cause my husband work full time job.
First I talk to my mom that I really want to go school it never too late to go back and I thought my family is going to support me but instead she kinda put me down. I know I use to go cosmetology but I didn’t take seriously cause I never like doing hair and I never finished! But i told my mom I’m going to take it serious cause I really want to work my dream job and I will put my daughter to daycare but my mom told me it kinda wasted of time also you can’t trust anyone to take care my baby.
My mom is right I can’t trust anyone to take care my baby she told me to wait until she older but I don’t want to wait I’m only 30 year old and I really want to start now! I don’t not worry about bill and rent! I really want to help my husband so he doesn’t worry anything about money.
My mom supports me but he doesn’t trust anyone to take care my baby and I just give up and forget about my dream and just focus my family and be stay home mom.
Having a dream is a waste of time
I know my dad is going to say same thing who going to take care my baby and also both my parents say that I shouldn’t have baby I will definitely go back to school but it too late.
Goodby dream
