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I am trapped but not destroyed

God is real

I've been trapped my whole life

But I'm not destroyed as long as we have breath life will go on.

I will hope for freedom hope and pray.

GOD IS ON MY SIDE

Abuse is not always physical.

I will be free.

GOD IS ON MY SIDE

To those who are like me trapped

Hope is there hold on keep fighting.

Don't forget to give yourself grace.

Your life belongs to you not anyone else.

Despair is temporary. God's love is always.

Where instead of getting what you need all you can do is just sit down and

eat

EAT

Days... nights

Eat til your numb,

Eat til the needs subside

Eat until you can't feel

That's where I am

where I live and I can't get out.

The worse part is the cycle goes on...

I run to my window wishing I was out there

I tried to get a better look so I turned on my bedroom light

But alas my window went pit black

I turned the light off again & my eyes were filled with endless wonder

Purples , yellows, and the deepest of blues illuminated my eyes from the starry night sky

What was once dark was now bright

"I want to be out there, not trapped in this tomb of a room"

A starry night filled with possibilities & I in a room I could not escape.

Sadness fell upon me like a heavy cloak.

Tear began to swell and then

I woke.

✨️S H E - n i v e r s e💫

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Then suddenly you get visions of lascivious things

Like....

As you can imagine it makes it very hard to focus.

Ever had that problem?

I know I can accomplish what I set out to do

And yet I have no desire nor motivation to do so.

Is that wrong?

in bed and still cant sleep

I watched the sunrise and the moon set.

I don't want to do anything but watch YouTube vidoes and movies all day.

I did that today but I acted like I was studying, so my parents wouldn't see.

How do explain to them the lack of motivation and loniness I feel.

They wont understand.

I am over eating again, it used to give me comfort but now I do it out of habit, and plus I dont have anything else to do.

I have a calculus test at the end of the week and I don't want to study.

Am I too young to be thinking like this?

Can I get out?

Will I try?

All eyes on me.

What will I do?

Will I fail or succeed?

Which way should I go?

Wtf am I doing?

I need sleep.

why does no one warn you that it you ever want to succeed in life you have to fail so much..before you get there?