You come here often?

“Wake up honey” you whisper softly. 

He mumbles like a child five more minutes, and hides his face in the space between your shoulder and neck.“Come on, you told me to wake you up early, that you had something important in the morning” You can understand his mumbling this time, the vibrations of his words in your skin make you giggle “how about I make you pancakes”Usually you would make him stay in bed, not letting him go, but you had important things to do as well, a few seconds of Jooheon processing your delicious pancakes his head pops out, by the look in his face he could be still sleeping.“mm.. okay, I want pancakes” he slowly leaves your bed and goes to the bathroom. You leave a second after to go to the kitchen, and prepare the best (and only) breakfast you know, you are sure they’re not that good but if Jooheon saids they are you’ll take his words. ● Almost nine in the morning, you still have time to kill, but Jooheon already leave half and hour ago, and your apartment feels so empty without him, you start getting ready, like always before you go, you're stop to think if you should carry the gun your father gave you, he was always a busy man, the day he spend teaching you how to use it was the longest time he spend with you. A compact revolver, comfortable for your hand but still powerful if you had a good shot (which you have). The meeting is about the family business, you better take it for this time. You send a text to your brother letting him know you’re on your way.

8:46 am - Y/N: on my way, 10 min. at least.

8:47 am - Kihyun: Use the bakery entry, rats in the front

Your family has a small building, using it to have meetings and planifications, the base of the operations, is located in the center of the city and one of the risk is having people prowling, cops, special agents or adversary.

That why your brother made different entrance around the block, a bakery, bookstore and a gallery. A good idea given that leaves the seekers confuse. 

Using the bakery as your entrance was no problem, the problem was try to fight the tempting smell of the fresh cinnamon rolls.

●

“We have a problem,” Kihyun said casually, directly, he hated this type of meeting, reviewing plans or catching up on topics that never changed, except this time.

“Apparently our adversary has found a way to steal our products and walk off like nothing..” You could see the wrath in your brother, clenching his fists leaving white knuckles, and he was right “Obviosly someone is not doing his job keeping the competition away, I don’t understand how beiung this susch a easy fucking job” 

His eyes roam in everyone present, looking for someone to take responsibility, no one's gonna take it, no one wants to deal with Kihyun discipline

“We need to plan a way to get rid of those idiots” You speak breaking the silent, but that didn’t free you from the eyes of your brother you better explain why you are interrupting me, “we don't have time to look for the responsible, we can do that after eliminate our competition, something else is a waste of time.”

It takes time, you all agree the best way to get rid of whoever steals your products is set them up, the new products coming tomorrow night in the port, it's a risk but is the only way to keep them away, kill them if possible.

After a lot of arguing Kihyun let you be in charge of the job, despite being the miserable boss he was your brother and he wants you safe, but you are just as stubborn

●

A new day, the same light waking you up, and the body of your boyfriend next to you, he manages to look cute even with his eyebrows knitted, you feel so good looking at the man you love you can forget what was going to happen today. 

You wish you could tell him the truth, tell him how nervous you are, he would calm you and tell you there's no reason, because you're gonna to do great.  One day you might be, but for now you just want to enjoy this time, the honeymoon phase, you’re also scared of his reaction, what if he can’t accept this part of you. He’s too good for you, you think, he’s so sweet, so gentle. Can he love your dark side? ● “Hyungwon, eyes in the shipment. Shownu, if you see someone unknown let it know” “copied” Shownu answers you from the radio. “Yes boss” Hyungwon's voice comes tiring, but you can still sense the mockery tone in it, even if you laugh you’ll make sure to nag him about it. It’s time, this night is a special reception for your weapon, whoever is stealing the load, might do it tonight, and you are ready from a high space, you can see your men clearly, some being themself and others covered as working men. It’s all quiet, you can hear the conversation from the radio, Hyungwon talking to the supplier, checking if everything is in order, you can’t focus on that, you look around still finding nothing, are they not coming to you? the only way this would work out is let them fall in your trap. Before you can feel anxious about it shownu voice come in the radio “____, The men in the truck!, Is them! ● As soon as you step inside your apartment your tears fall out, you need a drink, something strong, there’s no time for a glass. How did this happen? When you remember shownu’s voice coming from the radio, some men in a truck drove to hyungwon and the group, pointing their guns at them, while they were stealing the bags of fire guns shownu start shooting from behind, shownu on their back hyungwon in the front, it started easy, it was going good until you see their backup team jumping out from other truck. Two men, you can take them easy, until one notices your presence, and your face, your body freezes as soon you see his, her round cheeks and deep eyes. “joo.. Jooheon?” your voice is tearing, as your eyes. But there’s no time for that, you are in the middle of a shooting, and the sound of the bullets remind you of that. “Get it together” you speak to yourself, if what you saw is real it changes nothing, this is your mission, your family, you have to make a choice. And so it happens, once those men leave, carrying their wounded on their arms, you see him again, he looks back for the same reason you look, it was really you, all this time you both have been fighting each other while sleeping in the same bed. Did he know? Was he sleeping with you to get information? no it can’t be. It can’t be, right? Your mind torments to think about this, you want to convince yourself this was his plan, you should hate him, right? he's the enemy. But you love him, there’s no doubt about it, your heart would hurt this bad if you didn’t, does he love you too? is his heart in pain like yours? You don’t know how long you’ve been thinking about it until the knock on the door stops you. Is it?.. “____?” Is him, but you can’t answer. Is he here to kill you? “____, please” No, his voice is so weak, and hurt, it hurts you, a part of you don’t want him to suffer. As you get closer to the door he can see the shadow in the bottom of it. “I didn’t know, ____, I don't want to hurt you” “Jo..Jooheon, this..” you both communicate through the door “I know, this, this makes it difficult” “I’m sorry” you cry, the door is not that thick, he can clearly hear your weeping, breaking his heart. “I love you ____, I’ll always love you” I love you too, you want to say , not because he’s your enemy, because this could be the end of your story, somehow it is more painful than a bullet. Your hand moves, opening the door, he didn’t expect you to do that, he was sure this would be his end, but your eyes begged him to stay. You were expecting him to set you up, pointing a gun at you, not his eyes tearing for you. None second left, and with no words needed your lips meet his, this will kill you both, this is the death you were expecting from each other, because you both rather die from your love than live without each other, and because you’ve never been lucky anyways. 

→ a/n: Again I’m really sorry for this request to take this long, I hope it’s up to your expectation. Let me know what do think of the cover for this story

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