Whumptober no.23 Broken Pedestal/ Forced Choice
It's not supposed to look like this.
The young student and a government official is, or rather was, a proper kind of bachelor despite his mixed heritage. Where nature granted him short, unfortunate height and sickly pale, thin skin it also gifted him intellect, healthy marrow of a mind and enchanting, intensely blue eyes resting on the slim face, under the hair so light it looked white. Ryszard Sanchez is a person that one of a narrow dictionary would call "a good catch". But he is much more, a promising biochemist, a young Education Ministry worker, a man on a stage, the sturdy base underneath the law and the Leader and the whole System itself. Perfect cog in a machine.
Why is he looking at me like that? Did I do something wrong? Perhaps it's a shyness of a newlywed groom.
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Z-029 never wanted to marry but unfortunate political circumstances suggested it would be much more comfortable for his position to become a husband. A caring partner of a sweet wife, a rotting, wide opened bitch that deserved nothing but a sense of nauseous disgust. He couldn't stand the softness of her cheek as she leaned to kiss him during the celebration, neither the way her gaze was filled with naïve adoration. The way they spoke about her was equally disgusting. A loving spouse? A swine showmanship. A future mother? A container for his seed. A second half? An affliction. His own hands simply ached to grab fistful of those golden strands and pull them roughly until the body hit the floor. Then he did what he knew best, what his father did on him and on his mother. He sat on Dianne's chest and gripped her throat. Tightly.

















