Moody Spirituality

Omad week 28 complete. I think I look slimmer in the mirror. My tummy is slowly but surely going away. When I lay down on my back I look slimmer than before too. No embarrassing rolls spilling at the sides. I look rather flat, just still got a little pooch. That one stubborn back roll is still there but has gotten smaller. My other side has no back rolls. I like the way my back looks the most. To me it has a nice looking shape. Just gotta continue to be patient with my waist and tummy.

Omad week 27. Saw a picture of my face from like 4 months ago. Such a big difference. My face was so wide and really not doing any of my features justice. I’m so happy my face slimmed down. Really made me more confident with my looks. My lower belly is looking and feeling smaller. It’s funny how awkward it looks to lose belly fat. One week this one spot looks flatter while this other spot is still bulging out in comparison....it’ll all come together in time I guess. I’ve been making sure to get my fill during my meal and that has resulted in me looking more shapely in the right places. I fill out my pants and jeans better which has always been something I struggled with. I was big but more wide than anything. I’m glad that I get to lose stubborn belly fat while gain in other places. The gradual slimming of my waist is also helping me look more shapely. I have very little love handles left. Once that’s gone I’ll just start to get a real hour glass shape hopefully. I’ll finally have a waist lol I always thought I was doomed to look boxy and wide all my life. Another area I’ve always been self conscious about was my neck. My neck has always been short, fat. It still is but I think it’s slimmed down a bit...nothing dramatic though. I don’t necessarily want it to get really slim, but just enough so that it helps my face not look bloated. I always had that kind of look tbh. I barely pay attention to my beck nowadays so I guess that’s a good sign.

Omad week 26

Omad week 25 complete. My rolls on my sides are almost gone. Some of my clothes don’t fit me anymore, they’re too loose. One of my staple pair of pants is getting loose as well. It’s ok when I’m standing up, but it bunches up a lot at the hips when I sit and I don’t remember it ever really doing that. It’s kinda weird lol my waist looks tighter overall. Even when I’m sitting or laying down.

Omad week 24 complete

Was looking at my old pics and my face looked so different! I never really paid attention to face gains but wow...I did notice I was liking the way my face was looking for a while but I just figured I had gotten over some insecurities or whatever. I’m starting to think my features actually look better because my face slimmed down. Especially around my eyes. My face used to be so wide on top of being round. So my eyes always looked small in comparison. Now my face isn’t as wide nor completely round anymore ...I got more jawline. This is amazing tbh.

Omad week 23 complete

I’m planning on taking this new big step in my life and although it’s exciting, I’m very worried about some of the challenges I may face along the way. Particularly, how some people might react to my decision. After hearing someone point out some random unpleasant things, I just felt so stressed and thrown off balance. I was starting to unravel tbh. That person always has that effect on me. After resting and calming myself down I decided to do a reading to get some guidance on the matter. I’m always doing readings at times like this. They just set me right and help me refocus on my goals. My reading was very encouraging. I’ve been getting these messages of encouragement since I started to pursue this goal of mine. Now that I’m so close, my lord and guides understand how anxious I might feel...but they know and I know that this is everything I’ve been working so hard for. This is something that could elevate my life....give it more meaning. They know I want it so badly and that it’s my time. I’ve taken the necessary precautions...played the long game. It’s my time.

Omad week 22 complete. Waist is continuing to come along, belly still there but has gotten smaller. It doesn’t bother me in bodycon dresses as much. My belly isn’t as round and out as before, it’s just still there lol

Omad week 21 complete. Slowly continuing to slim down at my mid section.

My partner has been struggling with their job hunt for a while now. I think he’s making good progress but, he so badly wants to land steady income that he feels inadequate with how things are at the moment. Everything is tough now tho with how this year turned out. It’s totally not his fault at all and we can only hope for the best at these times. I did a reading to see how his job hunt may look like within the next 30 days and it looks nice. Looks like he’ll have some reason(s) to celebrate. I’m hoping to share this reading with him to lift his spirits up a bit and encourage him.

Omad week 20 complete. I’m looking even better in crop tops even tho my tummy is still holding on. It is smaller tho and my waist is slimmer. I think my thighs might have gotten bigger which I like. I’m eating good these days during my eating window so that’s why.

Omad week 19 complete.

Omad week 18 complete. My belly is looking smaller along with my waist. My mid section is looking and feeling tighter.

Omad week 17 complete. My waist is finally starting to look like a waist lol I never really had much of one but I can actually see it now.

Omad week 16 complete. I think my waist looks a little slimmer. I’m starting to like how the shape is starting to look.

When it comes to someone I care about feeling down, I always comfort them and say all these sweet caring things to try and calm them and feel better. When I don’t receive the same energy in my time of need...like barely an ounce of it... I know not to really count on that person for that kind of thing. I’m better off just focusing on self love in that moment. Only I can put in the love in myself that I put in others. Expecting others to do that for me just leads to disappointment.