Mom by design, Mother by nature.

Any threads I DO have, I will be delighted to continue on my multimuse, and will be more than happy to interact with any of the lovely mutuals I made on this blog, over there. 

If you’re reading this, I challenge you to go to a blog you follow (not mine)  and send that person a kind ask. It can be as simple as “I hope you are having a good day today,” or you can go ahead and tell them something you like about their specific blog. Their writing, their metas, their vocabulary, their OCs, their theme, them as a mun, anything!

episode four: take us back (good choices) || feel free to change any pronouns, etc.

“Well, we have to get there first.”

“We’ve gotta jump.”

“Come on, you can do this!”

“What do we do when we’re scared?”

“I’m not going to leave you!”

“There’s nothing you can do.”

“Where do you think you’re going?”

“No way you’re just walking out of here!”

“I wouldn’t if I were you.”

“You already had your chance.”

“Let’s both just turn around and walk away.”

“it’s not evil to fight for what you love.”

“They’ll die because of you.”

“After this, there won’t be anything left to go back to.”

“Why don’t you write a story about it?”

“If there’s a lesson here, it’s that nothing lasts.”

“I hope you can live with yourself.”

“I hope you get bit out there!”

“You have no idea how happy I am to see you right now.”

“I think I have some idea.”

“Get the fuck off of me!”

“Just don’t let go of me, okay?”

“My ass is a little singed, but I’m good.”

“She’s gonna get herself killed!”

“Come on, we’re getting out of here!”

“I’ll stay back and cover you!”

“I’ll be right behind you!”

“Worry about that later.”

“We’re safe, but not for long…”

“We’ll be home before you know it.”

“There’s nothing after we die.”

“None of this was supposed to happen.”

“I can’t hold all of that in my head.”

“Everything that you do just messes up my head.”

“I’m just scared that something will take you away.”

“Everyone is scared of dying.”

“I don’t want people I care about to leave.”

“I think you helped me figure this out.”

“You shouldn’t be afraid of that.”

“You brought this on yourself.”

“I won’t let you take him!”

“I won’t let you turn him into a monster!”

“Look at me and tell me this is what you wanted!”

“It’s like you read it out of a book of fairy tales.”

“The world isn’t as simple as you make it sound.”

“It may not be kill or be killed, but it’s awful goddamn close!”

“Next time you need help, ask someone else.”

“You can trust me to decide when it’s right.”

“You’re not dead; that’s good.”

“Longest damn minute of my life…”

“Uh… You’re welcome, weirdo…”

“I want you there with me.”

“I pushed away everyone who tried to care about me.”

“I’m still kind of amazed we found each other, y’know?”

“Don’t you fucking speak to him!”

“I’m not going anywhere without you.”

“How could you just shoot him like that?!”

“I got bit…”

“Keep moving forward. Keep moving…forward. Keep moving…”

“Hey, I love you, don’t ever forget that.”

“We can make it!”

“You need to find a way out of here.”

“You can’t give up!”

“This is just what happens sometimes.”

“It wasn’t supposed to happen to you!”

“I just wanted to see you smile…”

“Got anymore ammo?”

“I wanna stay with you.”

“I know what’ll happen, and I don’t care.”

“I just wanna sit here next to you and stay.”

“What do we do if I get bit?”

“Are you gonna make me say it?”

“It hurts. Oh my God, it hurts so bad…”

“Let’s get you out of here, okay?”

“This whole area is a war zone.”

“I’ve really missed you…so much.”

“I’ll never leave you again.”

“It’s definitely seen better days.”

“I wanna show you something.”

“So, what do you think?”

“_____ helped me put it together.”

“You’re the best, _____.”

“It’s gonna get cold.”

“I’m just glad we got you out of there.”

“Just keep your distance until you can make a call.”

“I could definitely use the backup.”

“This is the part where you tell me you’ll be really, really careful.”

“Just…just getting tired…”

“You wanna know something I didn’t tell you?”

“I just fought, and fought, and fought, and hoped you didn’t notice.”

“Did I do a good job?”

“You tried really hard; that’s all that matters, right?”

“You’ll have to be strong for the both of us.”

“Thank you…for everything.”

“You’re welcome for everything.”

PART TWO || feel free to change any pronouns, etc. || may contain some nsfw!

How much do you commit yourself?

It’s my life; don’t you forget

She’s loving with that body, I just know it

You know I wish that I had _____’s girl

Wonderin’ what she don’t see in me

Ain’t that the way love’s supposed to be?

I promise that I’ll run away with you.

I’m still trying to write that love song

She says love is not what she’s after

If you’re ready, I’m willing and able

You’re mine and I’m yours for the taking

What you get ain’t always what you need

Well I think much more than I want to think

I drink much more than I ought to drink

If I ran away I’d never have the strength to go very far

You show me love but maybe I don’t deserve it

Making love to you might drive me crazy

Hold me close never let me go

Look out, boy, she’ll chew you up!

I still couldn’t make it on time

I wanna feel you breathing on my skin

Seems I’m not alone in being alone

I just wept, I couldn’t understand

You’re so fine you blow my mind

It’s hard to tell what you’re going through

You’ve kept your feelings locked inside of you

What you’re feeling, I’m feeling too

I ain’t missing you at all

Never gonna give you up

Never gonna let you down

Never gonna tell a lie, and hurt you

I don’t want to be a page in your diary

Ain’t lookin’ for nothin’ but a good time

Let ‘em say we’re crazy, what do they know

Put your arms around me, baby, don’t ever let go

Baby we can make it if we’re heart to heart

‘Cuz we are in love, in love, in love.

All we need is just a little patience

You know I don’t like being stuck in the crowd

I talk to him every day

I got nothing better to do

Why do you think I’m broke? Huh?

She’s got cheekbones like geometry and eyes like sin

Well I know where it is, but I don’t know what it looks like

All you have to is fall in love

Let me get what I want this time

I want to kiss you but your lips are venom

I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name

That’s the Power of Love.

I want to make a million dollars

Yeah, I guess I want a family

I’m sorry, but I’m just thinking of the right words to say

But if you wait around awhile, I’ll make you fall for me

I promise you I will

It’s such a shame our friendship had to end

I’ll have a whiskey on the rocks

She hates her life and what she’s done with it

How could I do anything except be in love with you?

No one heard a single word she said

I want you here with me

I said leave me alone

You can dance if you want to

You can leave your friends behind

I’ll never find another girl like you

These are the things I can do without

When push comes to shove, you gotta fight for what you love

Let’s get away just for one day

Those were the best days of my life

She’s got eyes of the bluest skies

I’d hate to look into those eyes and see an ounce of pain

Just the thought of losing you tears me apart

I just might die with a smile on my face after all

If you fall I will catch you; I’ll be waiting

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I’m only falling apart

I want to reach out and pull you to me

Wish I knew what you were looking for.

There’s no way that you’re ever gonna get far

I play for keeps, 'cause I might not make it back

I’m pretending and that’s all I can do

The love I’m sending ain’t making it through to your heart

Tell me all the things that I want to hear

That’s what I like about you

You’re the reason the sun shines down and the nights they don’t grow cold

You promise me heaven then put me through hell

I played my part and you played your game

You give love a bad name

PART TWO || feel free to change any pronouns, etc. || may contain some nsfw!

No, you’re never gonna get it

I remember how it used to be

You never was this nice, you can’t fool me

Now you talkin’ like you made a change

The more you talk, the more things sound the same

What makes you think you can just walk back into her life without a good fight?

I just sit back and watch you make a fool of yourself

You’re just wasting your time

Now you promise me the moon and stars

Save your breath, you won’t get very far

Gave you many chances to make change

The only thing you changed was love to hate

It doesn’t matter what you do or what you say

Maybe next time you’ll give your woman a little respect

You and me, we come from different worlds

I’ve been looking for a girl like you

I only wanna be with you

You get so mad at me when I go out with my friends

You’re still the one I want for life

You’re still the one I love

We beat the odds together

They said, “I bet they’ll never make it,” but just look at us holdin’ on

I’m so glad we made it

She’s always worried about things like that

She says it’s all gonna end and it might as well be my fault

The clock on the wall has been stuck at 3 for days, and days

She thinks that happiness is the mat that sits on her doorway

Well I can’t help but be scared of it all sometimes

They say they’re better than you and you agree

Who will save your soul if you won’t save your own?

You say that you love them, take their money and run

Who knows how long I’ve loved you

I just wanna fly

I’ve been a bad, bad girl

I’ve done wrong and I wanna suffer for my sins

Heaven help me for the way I am

Damn I wish I was your lover

Give me an hour to kiss you

All I want to do is have a little fun before I die

Tell me that we belong together

I’ll be captivated, I’ll hang from your lips, instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

I’ll be your cryin’ shoulder

I’ll be better when I’m older

You’re my survival, you’re my living proof my love is alive and not dead

Life’s gotta always be messing with me

Sometimes I cannot take this place

Sometimes I cannot feel my face

You’ll never see me fall from grace

You and I were meant to be

It’s been one week since you looked at me

I realized it’s all my fault, but couldn’t tell you

It’ll still be two days till I say I’m sorry

I like vanilla, It’s the finest of the flavors

How can I help it if I think you’re funny when you’re mad?

I’m the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral

I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve

I have a history of taking off my shirt

I’ve still got the rug burns on both my knees

Now I sit back and wait till you say you’re sorry

Like Snickers, guaranteed to satisfy

I don’t make films, but if I did they’d have a samurai

No matter how hard I try, you keep pushing me aside

I can’t break through; there’s no talking to you

It’s so sad that you’re leaving

Do you believe in life after love?

I really don’t think you’re strong enough, no.

What am I supposed to do?

There’s no turning back

I need time to move on

I need love to feel strong

Maybe I’m too good for you

Well, I know that I’ll get through this, ‘cause I know that I am strong

I don’t need you anymore

I hate the world today

You’re so good to me, I know, but I can’t change

Tried to tell you, but you look at me like maybe I’m an angel underneath, innocent and sweet

I can understand how you’d be so confused

You know you wouldn’t want it any other way

You’ll have to be a stronger man

Just when you think you got me figured out, the season’s already changing

I think it’s cool you do what you do, and don’t try to save me

When you hurt, when you suffer, I’m your angel undercover

You know I wouldn’t want it any other way

I’m too sexy for my shirt

I’m too sexy for your party

What do you think about that?

I’m too sexy for this song

So why were you holding her hand?

Were you lying all the time?

Was it just a game to you?

You know I’m such a fool for you

You’ve got me wrapped around your finger

Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you

I thought nothing could go wrong

I just want to be with you

You really can’t be serious

Everyone keeps asking, what’s it all about?

You say I only hear what I want to

I know that I did something wrong

Yeah I missed you

I don’t pay attention

I don’t understand if you really care

I’m only hearing negative, no no no, bad

My only addiction has to do with the female species

Please don’t judge a book by its cover

You got to know how to deal with a woman

There’s not a woman that can handle a man like me

I don’t love you but I need you

Would you rather have me lie?

I’ve waited here for you

That’s the only time he could ever get any rest.

How can a person like me care for you?

Why do I bother, when you’re not the one for me?

Life is demanding without understanding

I saw the sign and it opened up my eyes

How could a person like you bring me joy?

She leads a lonely life

She’s going to get you

All that she wants is another baby

She’s a hunter, you’re the fox

You can do what you want just seize the day

Don’t you ever consider giving up

It’s a beautiful life

I just want to be here beside you

Take a walk in the park when you feel down

You’re looking for somewhere to belong

You’re standing all alone

I just want to be anybody

We’re living in different ways

I’m gonna take you in my arms and fly away

I’m doing this tonight

You’re probably gonna start a fight

I know this can’t be right

I loved you endlessly when you weren’t there for me

I know that I can’t take no more

I want to see you out that door

I just want to tell you that I’ve had enough

I’m giving up I know for sure

I’m checking out, I’m signing off

Don’t want to be the loser and I’ve had enough

Don’t want to be your fool in this game for two

I’m leaving you behind

You can brush my hair

Undress me everywhere

Oh, I’m having so much fun!

Oh, I love you, _____!

The choice is yours, don’t be late

I swear that I don’t have a gun

PART ONE || feel free to change any pronouns, etc. || may contain some nsfw! 

Load up on guns, bring your friends

It’s fun to lose and to pretend

She’s over-bored and self-assured

Oh no, I know a dirty word

With the lights out, it’s less dangerous

Here we are now, entertain us

I feel stupid and contagious

Here we are now, entertain us

I’m worse at what I do best

And for this gift I feel blessed

Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile

Oh well, whatever, never mind

Is it getting better?

Do you feel the same?

Will it make it easier on you now?

You got someone to blame

Did I disappoint you or leave a bad taste in your mouth?

You act like you never had love, and you want me to go without

We’re one, but we’re not the same

We get to carry each other

Have you come here for forgiveness?

Have you come to raise the dead?

Have you come here to play Jesus?

Well, did I ask too much, more than a lot?

You gave me nothing, now it’s all I got

See we hurt each other, then we do it again

You ask me of me to enter, but then you make me crawl

I can’t keep holding on to what you got, ‘cause all you got is hurt

You got to do what you should

Believe when I say: I want it that way

Can’t reach to your heart

Ain’t nothin’ but a heartache

Ain’t nothin’ but a mistake

Yes I know, it’s too late, but I want it that way

Now I can see that we’ve fallen apart from the way that it used to be

If I should stay, I would only be in your way

I’ll go, but I know I’ll think of you every step of the way

I will always love you

We both know I’m not what you need

I hope life treats you kind

I hope you have all you’ve dreamed of

I wish to you joy and happiness

Look around, everywhere you turn is heartache

You try everything you can to escape the pain of life that you know

I know a place where you can get away

All you need is your own imagination

She looks like one of those rap guys’ girlfriends

They only talk to her because she looks like a total prostitute, 'kay?

I like big butts and I can not lie

I’m hooked and I can’t stop staring

I just can’t help myself, I’m actin’ like an animal

My anaconda don’t want none unless you’ve got buns, hon

My loneliness is killing me

When I’m not with you I lose my mind

Give me a sign

Hit me baby one more time

He can’t seem to keep himself out of trouble

I know that you’re gonna have it your way or nothing at all

His health is fading and he doesn’t know why

I thought that I heard you laughing

I thought that I heard you sing

I think I thought I saw you try

It’s been seven hours and fifteen days since you took your love away

I go out every night and sleep all day

Since you been gone I can do whatever I want

Nothing compares to you

It’s been so lonely without you here

Tell me baby where did I go wrong

I could put my arms around every boy I see, but they’d only remind me of you

I went to the doctor and guess what he told me?

I want you to know, that I am happy for you

I wish nothing but the best for you both

Would she go down on you in a theater?

I’m sure she’d make a really excellent mother

'Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn’t able to make it enough for you

Does she know how you told me you’d hold me until you died, but you’re still alive

I’m here to remind you of the mess you left when you went away

It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced

Are you thinking of me when you fuck her?

Every time I scratch my nails down someone else’s back I hope you feel it

Sometimes I feel like my only friend

It’s hard to believe that there’s nobody out there

At least I have her love

If no one is around you, say baby I love you

Why the sudden change?

I know you say that I am assuming things

Why can’t you just tell the truth?

If somebody’s there then tell me who

Every night in my dreams, I see you, I feel you

I believe that the heart does go on

Love can touch us one time, and last for a lifetime, and never let go till we’re gone

You’re here, there’s nothing I fear

We’ll stay forever this way

You are safe in my heart

Don’t believe everything that you read

I’m a loser baby so why don’t you kill me?

You can’t get it right if you can’t relate

I don’t sweat it because it’s just pathetic

Every time I need him, he always got my back

Wanna see me stick Nine inch Nails, through each one of my eyelids?

Wanna copy me and do exactly like I did?

My brain’s dead weight, I’m tryin’ to get my head straight

Well since age twelve, I’ve felt like I’m someone else

I’ll have to be carried inside the cemetery and buried alive

We all want something beautiful

Man, I wish I was beautiful

I want to be someone who believes

It’s tearin’ up my heart when I’m with you

No matter what I do, I feel the pain

Baby, it feels like we’re running out of time

You’re just like an angel

I wish I was special

You’re so fuckin’ special

What the hell am I doing here?

I don’t belong here.

If you want my future forget my past

If you wanna get with me better make it fast

Now don’t go wasting my precious time

Get your act together, we could be just fine

If you wanna be my lover you gotta get with my friends

If you really bug me then I’ll say goodbye

You wanna get with me, you gotta listen carefully

Today is gonna be the day that they’re gonna throw it back to you

By now you should’ve somehow realized what you gotta do

I don’t believe that anybody feels the way I do, about you now

There are many things that I would like to say to you but I don’t know how

Because maybe, you’re gonna be the one that saves me

Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go

It’s not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right

I hope you had the time of your life

I feel like I’ve been locked up tight for a century of lonely nights, waiting for someone to release me

You’re lickin’ your lips, and blowing kisses my way, but that don’t mean I’m gonna give it away

My body’s sayin’ let’s go, but my heart is sayin’ no

If you wanna be with me, Baby, there’s a price to pay

If you wanna be with me, I can make your wish come true

I’d give up forever to touch you

You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be

I don’t want to go home right now

I just don’t wanna miss you tonight

I don’t want the world to see me, 'cause I don’t think that they’d understand

I just want you to know who I am

When everything feels like the movies, you bleed just to know you’re alive

You marry him, your father will condone you

You marry me, your father will disown you

I’m the one that loves you baby can’t you see?

I ain’t got no future or a family tree

I know what a prince and lover ought to be

You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.

You are going to break your promise. I understand.

You’re lonely too.

It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.

I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.

I am your servant.

I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.

For you alone I will be weak.

I belong here, and you will not deny me.

I say these things, and the world listens.

I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.

In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.

I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.

I moved the earth and the water for you.

You will always run away with her.

You will always lose her.

You will always be a fool.

You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.

You have already done all of this and will do it again.

No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.

We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.

What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.

There need never be any rules between us.

Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.

Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.

I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.

Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.

I can’t abide a poor liar.

You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.

Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.

Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.

Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.

In his own country, Death can be kind.

What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?

Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.

I am no one; I am nothing.

Nothing in me was not made by you.

A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.

Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.

Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.

I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.

If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.

What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?

Don’t you dare speak to me like that.

I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.

I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.

I have learned to watch everything die.

I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.

Are we not devils?

No one is now what they were before the war.

I have not seen you without your skin on.

Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.

We obsess. It’s in our nature.

I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.

In war you must always choose sides.

If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.

We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.

My old bones will follow yours soon enough.

It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.

I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.

After love, no one is what they were before.

I have survived, but I have not been spared.

In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.

Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.

You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.

You will be so beautiful when you are old.

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.

I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.

She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.

I still want to kiss you.

My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.

What happens to anything beautiful?

“You look a little out of place.”

“I didn’t expect to see you here.”

“So you’re here too huh?”

“Thank god you’re also here.”

“We seem to be running into each other a lot.”

“Looks like I’m not the only one who looks bored out of their mind.”

“Forgive me, but you seem new around here… am I right?”

“We just keep happening to run into each other don’t we?”

“Why do I keep running into you?”

“This place is huge, it can’t be a coincidence anymore.”

“Are you following me?”

“I didn’t know you liked this place too.”

“Normally people arrange a time for these things, they don’t just show up.”

“Looks like I can leave now that you’ve shown up.”

“You look like you don’t want to be here as much as I do.”

“We could just leave… that’s also an option.”

“What brings you here?”

“I didn’t expect anyone I knew to show up in this out-of-the-way place.”

“Glad you finally decided to show up!”

“I’m not sure whether to stay or go…”

“Can I help you with something?”

“This isn’t exactly a public area.”

“Are you sure you’re supposed to be here?”

“You don’t look like someone I’ve seen before.”

“Who are you?”

“Are you lost? I can try and give you directions.”

“We should stop meeting like this.”

“I can’t believe you’re here.”

                  “Like the sun we will live to rise.                      Like the sun we will live, and die,                                                and then, 

                                        Ignite again! 

                      Like the sun we will live to rise.                                                 Again.                                                 Again. 

                                              Again!”

Lately I been, I been losing sleep,                 Dreaming about the things that we could be