Mira

☆*:.｡.FURRY OC.｡.:*☆

what a diva

NOCTURNE WAYNE

(humanization of feelings that join me)

(character for the game)

He is not a monster, not a ghost, not a metaphor.

He is anxiety itself. That cold lump in my chest when my heart races for no reason. The ice in my gut before an important conversation. The suffocating silence that screams inside my skull when everyone else is asleep.

His Essence

He is the embodiment of unease, not rational fear, but the kind that gnaws from within. He doesn’t warn of danger—he torments with unanswerable questions.

- When i wakes at 3 AM thinking, "What if everything goes wrong?"—that’s him

- When the voice in my head whispers, "you are disgracing the family"—that’s his voice.

- When I am overcome with cold and anxiety —that’s his presence.

How He Manifests

1. The Shadow

- He’s always at the edge of my vision—look away, and I'll swear something moved.

- His reflection doesn’t mimic me—it just stares back, unblinking.

2. The Whisper

- He speaks without words, yet his "voice" is clearer than any shout.

- His phrases sound like:

"You know this will end badly."

"They looking at you."

"You ruin everything."

3. The Touch

- It’s intangible, yet it leaves my body numb.

- Afterward, i left with the sensation of ants crawling under my skin.

What He Does

- Makes mе reread messages some times before hitting send.

- Paints worst-case scenarios

- Whispers "run" when i need to stay.

But his greatest power?

He’s never wrong... and never right.

He doesn’t predict the future—he makes me believe it will be horrific.

Can You Get Rid of Him?

In theory—yes. But will i succeed?

He’ll vanish if me:

- Stop feeling altogether (but then, so does everything else).

- Prove him wrong (but he’ll just find a new fear to exploit).

He is the eternal shadow, because i cannot stop fearing.

Final Thought:

"He’s not an enemy. He’s a guard dog barking at every rustle. Yes, he won’t let you sleep. But maybe—without him—it’d be even scarier?"

PLAYSTIT WITH HIS VIBE:

Lexus

(one of the feelings that haunts me)

(humanization for the game)

He's nature

He is the embodiment of desire, but not a rough and animal one, but a languid, teasing, almost poetic one. He does not force the will - he tempts. When i catches themselves thinking "What if...?" - it is he. When the phrase "I know I shouldn't, but I want to..." is spinning in their head - it is his whisper. When the heart beats faster for no reason, and the fingers tremble slightly - it is his touch. He has no permanent form. For me, he is that very image that makes them forget about common sense.

How does it manifest itself?

1.Gaze

His eyes are a mirror of the most secret fantasies. If look closely, can see in them what are afraid to wish out loud.

2.Voice

He speaks not in the ears, but directly in the mind. His words sound as if they have been waiting for them all my life.

3.Touches

They are intangible, but they burn the skin. After them, there is a feeling that something important was so close ... and slipped away.

What does it do?

Whisper in ear

Make freeze when hand accidentally touches.

Paint pictures in mind that take breath away.

But its greatest strength is that it never satisfies. It only teases, leaving behind a sweet, aching emptiness.

Is it possible to get rid of it?

Technically, yes. But is it worth it?

He will go away if:

Forbid yourself to want (but then the world will become grey).

I satisfy my desire (but it will come back with a new one).

He is an eternal companion

If you imagine that feelings are people, then Lexus is the one that makes your head spin sweetly.

Playlist with his vibe:

DREAMBOUND