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How Gay Are You?

1. NEVER compare yourself to other artists.

2. Know that your family is biased. Whether for or against, their views are skewed and do not represent an accurate reflection of your work in the world.

3. Base your success on how your art has enriched your life and how you feel when you create it.

4. Constantly push yourself to expand and learn.

5. Know that art can never be measured in dollars- And will only ever appreciate in value.

6. Trust that when you are making the world more beautiful, there is always enough. Honest work is not a compromise if it supports the creation of art.

7. Remember, it is the job of the artist to create new culture, not simply to regurgitate what exists.

8. Never expect your family to understand your art, but do your best to educate them about it, patiently.

9. Whenever a client/gallery owner/patron offers their advice, smile and nod. Then create your art authentically.

10. Remember what Dali said: “Have no fear of perfection. You’ll never reach it.”

SOURCE: https://www.chrischalkart.com/painting_blog/funny-art-cartoons-memes-images-and-art-quotes/2/

This is my dog, Daisy. She’s an 18 year old chihuahua. My mom got her when she was in college. Daisy didn’t have any teeth which caused her tongue to stick out. Lol. She’s been with me since the day I was born. 

Character: Tokayami Sakurada(To-Taka)

I forgot to mention this random little unimportant fact in my post about Rings and can’t figure out how to edit it to add it in, so I’m just gonna mention it on a new post, if you don’t mind.

Aight, first of all, why tf is my teacher playing a playlist a BTS playlist right now??? Help- ;-;

Now, I know this is random, but I just wanted to let people know that I love rings. I have an entire box full of ‘em and they’re just my favorite things in the world. I enjoy wearing two on my left hand and one on my right. On my left, I put one on my middle finger and one on my pointer finger. On my right, I put it on either my ring finger or thumb. My favorite ring is the first one I ever got. It was a Christmas present from my mom and her boyfriend. It has three small gems, one Amethyst gem right in the middle, and two Opal gems on either side of the Amethyst. Well, I guess it’s just one now. I was at ADEC(All District Elementary Coir) after school one day when I randomly noticed that one of the Opal gems was missing. Tbh, I had a major panic attack and thought I was gonna get in huge trouble over it. Boy, I really wasn’t the brightest when it came to what I believed would and wouldn’t get me in trouble. I mean, this was only two years ago, so I guess I shouldn’t say that seeing as I still struggle with that shit. 

SO-!

I mentioned in my first post about how I have had a crush on a girl before and I’ve also been figuring my identity or something. I prefer girls over boys, though I’m still pansexual. At least, I think I’m pansexual. Lol

Anywho, I’ve started to feel different about my gender. I’m pretty sure I’m transmale. I’ve joked about it once before to my mom(before I started to identify as trans), she didn’t seem to take me seriously, which scares me a bit. I mean, I know for a fact that my mom fully supports the LGBTQ+ community and will love me no matter what, but what if I tell her and she doesn’t take me seriously?? My grandmother would probably think that it means that I want to get the gender reassignment surgery, which I don’t. Though I fully trust my mom’s boyfriend and all, but I’d feel super awkward talking about it with him anyways. And no one has a clue what my grandfather would think, but my grandmother says that I shouldn’t bring up my sexuality around him randomly as he might not take it very well. I think I might try bringing it up with one of my teachers tomorrow, and with my therapist the next time I talk with her. 

Actually, I have a close friend that I’ve also joked about becoming trans, and she was hella supportive, but I don’t know if I should bring it up to her, especially since we haven’t talked for a while as we’ve both been preoccupied with online classes ever since school started back up again. I don’t want to bother her with my useless stupidity.

Now, I’d like to switch back to talking about my sexuality for a bit. Like I said, I’m pansexual, but I prefer girls over guys. Unless they’re anime characters. I’m a fucking Bakugo stan. Although Uraraka is damn cute as well... No, that’s not what matters right now-- I’ve never really had an actual crush on any guys. At least, I never felt as attracted to them as I do to girls. But, I guess that’s just life. 

Would it seriously kill school to teach students about the LGBTQ+ community? Like, dude, you need to teach kids that being gay is okay, that being transgender is okay, and just shit like that so when they’re older they actually know why they might feel attracted to the same gender or feel like a guy or girl stuck in the wrong body. I mean, I felt confused as hell the first time I had a crush on a girl, as it was new to me and I didn’t know if what I was feeling was okay or not. Same goes for when I started to feel like maybe I’m a guy. I’ve always been taught that you need to live up to the shitty expectations of others, that if I’m a girl, I damn well better act like a fucking girl. Or that I’m given two options. Either I can be a girly girl or I can be a tomboy. I can’t just up and identify myself as a guy? This shit is fucking important. No one cares about some damn cannon that existed during some war between Texas and Mexico or whatever, but we do care about knowing our own sexual and gender identities.