Treading Water
I am swimming, in a vast lake under a starlit sky, Alone in the water with no hope for shore, The darkness below pulls at my body, A weighted blanket of familiar sorrows, I kick and thrash in the water, but slowly start to sink, âtwas then I saw you, a buoy to which I could cling, a pale light shining in the darkness, A meaningful being, Iâve never been good at relationships, I cheated, I hurt people, I was a real prick, And you were no exception, You tried your best to love me, to help me, to save me, My buoy in the dark, I fear that now I am beyond saving, I can only swim so long, I feel the darkness calling me home, What reason have I to deny it, I broke apart the buoy and now all I can do is swim, until my arms give out, until my legs give out, until my heart gives out... What happens then?
















