MODELTECHIE

You do as I say. 

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Do you have high quality articles or perspectives you wish other political viewpoints knew about? Quality, please. I'll call out bad info or logic 🤗(Go on my FB for discussion)

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If you take care of a sick person, please remember to get fresh air and surround yourself with beauty and health. After I worked in a cancer hospital, it was too easy to see people as bodies fraught with inevitable suffering and love as future loss. It took years of living in the present and seeing joy and and beauty to remember that death is a coda, not a negation, of life.

I'd love to visit Kozhikode, Kerala, India🇮🇳 in August for a friend's wedding, but ✈️ tix are pricey and I've never been to Asia by myself. Do you have advice for traveling in India and can anyone in that area show me around?

I can't rub sunscreen well on my back, so I asked a random dude on the street if he could help me. He blushed and told me unprompted that he has a girlfriend. Later, the photographer gave me a can of spray sunscreen so I don't need to solicit strangers like a thirsty ho anymore 😆 — withMizomi Photography at Maui Hawaii.

A Modeltechie in Maui 🌊 

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I'm now requiring booking deposits because if I had a nickel for every time a photographer let me down, I'd be super comfy and wouldn't need deposits 😆

I've been eating the cost of deadbeats and flakes for four years now and it's gotten to the point that I'd rather miss honest people than get burned again, which is a shame. But hopefully this will ensure at least four more years of creativity! (if I can stay this slim 😲)

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Looking forward to Maui in two weeks🌴

I'm not perfect but at least I didn't PAY TO GET INTO SCHOOL B*TCHES HEHEHEHE p.s. Can I share someone's Creative Cloud license? It's my workhorse and I'd really appreciate it! — with Alex Matt in Fremont, California.

Ahhhh, there's nothing like the feeling after getting your teefers cleaned. It's like a fresh new start for my mouth. Love these little moments of dental inspiration 😁✨

ps. It's been a month but you can still see the spot where a baby scratched me 😂

I've always been a chubby kid, and modeling was a way to celebrate my new weight loss. And after my breakdown and I couldn't work anymore, it was a way to financially support myself while I recovered from intense lifetime trauma. Now it's been four years, I've critiqued every inch of myself on camera, stared at the scale, then the glass ceiling, then the slimmer girls who succeed beyond it. This job is not easy for someone who's 5'5" and 135 lbs. I can't muster the same militant diet and lifestyle I had before, but I'm learning to finally see myself not as a bundle of failures who deserves what happened to me, but a sweet, healthy girl who deserves confidence and love. It's a big lesson and just wanted to pass it on 💕