moco chan

i dont like when people try and RUIN my positive yaypilled mindset bcs if i am not like this i will die ( • ᴖ • ｡)

crying yourself out so that youre all sleepy and numb is a nice feeling

i need to be cool i must go +100000 coolness factor

my friend composed peak in my dream which means i can steal it from her since it was in my dream

im spending my day off learning more jp

i dont like when my mom is home it makes me so anxious

one of my fantasies is crying in front of someone and they comfort me #freakedout

i am sorry for me in the next and previous few days in advance i am getting the impending doom that everything is either gonna or is currently actively falling apart

i cant wait for summerrrrrr

over it

absolute spiral posting again cuz im sobbing over homework but my friend was telling me about how she was upset over homework and her mom comforted her and now im sitting here sobbing and jealous because i cant remember the last time my mom comforted me or anyone comforted me and it makes me so upset i wish i could cry without feeling guilty because i know im just gonna get yelled at i cant remember the last time ive cried and someone has hugged me or something which is freaking terrible and i hate it so much

my stupid SAUCER EYES my pupils are the size of the sun jeez

“your mom is sick because YOU got her sick dont get in the way” sifhhh