night walks

I reeaaaally should have done some kind of humanities degree... those classes would have been so much more exciting to me. but I wasn't a real person at the time.

it's very hard not to feel humiliated by people who avoid conflict (I used to feel so Wrong & also humiliated by desire that I was one of them).

I hate them I hate them I hate them

honestly just learning a lot abt institutions work... I hate them

ugh every summer I make a very simple dish with cubes of watermelon, feta, mint leaves, & lemon juice. you leave it in the fridge for a day until it gets really cold & juicy & then I just eat it with a fork out of a giant tub when it's really really hot out & I made some a few days ago, but it's all gone now even though it would REALLY hit the spot right now

ro khanna making the case against Israel mostly on the basis that it detains Americans/American congressmen & not every other reason to be anti-Israel which is more important lol, but I guess it's an argument that works better with American first Republicans (??)

watching bits of the Australian royal commission &... lmao

I do not "hold people in love" when I disagree with them lol

I think I'm built more to be an independent hater, like a journalist or someone who has a substack something, & not someone who operates within some sort of institution. I really have very little ability to drive down resentment & anger. I want to say what I see as the truth in the way that I want to say it in the contexts where I feel it's politically important & I don't want to compromise that much. I think that's sometimes really useful & sometimes not.