A-not-so-bright Moon

Log 02

30 Dec 2019

I tried drawing Yoongi. Keyword: I tried. I can't capture his adorableness well.

I want to at least drew my bias once. Even if I butchered itー

27 Dec 2019

Hi. I'm starting a log for my daily lives.... occurences. It's either this or I rant irl to my friends or family. And I don't like talking my feelings to anyone, it always made me feel stupid for getting worked up or upset about something insignigicant later. And I don't want risking writing it on a diary in case my family read it at some point in the future. So I think typing this feelings down on an internet platform anonimously is a better solution.

So yeah.

I made a mistake at work. A fatal one, er, or maybe a little bit in between. It was about money. So it's fatal in my opinion.

It's 100% my fault and i acknowledge it in my mind. But I think it was in my system to try to defend myself even when I myself know it's my fault. And I got told off inderectly by my coworker for trying to make up excuses for my mistake instead of just admitting it. I'm ashamed ;;;

I know it's my fault 100%, not anyone's fault. But it feels like making up excuses is my number one defence mechanism.

I'm not looking forward to next month where this problem would be brought up to my boss.