beauty in brokenness

The way you loved me was a roller coaster. You made me feel so high and you made me crash so hard. You left without a word, without a care in the world for my feelings. You stopped by and you said sorry, you kept saying sorry. Sorry wasn’t for me, it was for you, for you to heal. As I sit here watching you explain your guilt I cant help but look at your eyes, the way they smile when you refuse to. You’re not sorry, you don’t get to be sorry for breaking the woman who loved you more than anyone will. You’re just looking for a reason to be excused for your behavior. You won’t get that from me, because you are a monster, you’re a pathological liar and f*ck I love you.

and then earth fell.

I've never seen something so beautiful.

A day in the life.

There's a part of him that will always hold my heart. There will always be a part of me that wants him to come crashing back into my life, wrecking everything. Just to have him one more time. One more kiss, one more laugh, one more anything, just one more.

She rolled over and saw his face and felt everything, everything she wanted to let herself feel for years. Her dream was right there, sleeping blissfully; hoping he was dreaming of her she reached out to touch him but she couldn't reach him. Her vision got fuzzy, it started to go black. She snapped awake gasping for air. Frantically she looked over to find him laying next to her, but he wasn't there. He was gone. Hundreds of miles away, with the other girl. Ash kicked herself for thinking poorly of her, but that was her Mark, that was her future....