Ben Windsor

September||young ren

“ so how do you know if your bisexual if you have only been with a girl.. I mean it’s one thing to say someone is attractive but it another to sleep with them.“Ben said with a small smile. "I dated a guy back in London before I moved here.” He said placing his drink down. “ then I moved here.” He said with a small sigh. “ I’ve met some cool people today and have seven new friends on the paper. But I like you. ” he said and looked at Ridley and lent in a kissed him lightly. “ i mean I really like you.. ” he gazed into his eyes and wondered if he actually stood a chance. “ I er..should go.” He said feeling he had crossed the line.

Ridley raised his eyebrow when he questioned his sexuality, saying there was a difference between sleeping with someone and saying someone is attractive. “First off, there’s flawed reasoning in ‘how do you know you like them if you haven’t slept with them?’ because if I were a straight virgin that wouldn’t be a question. Second, I’m on the baseball team so I spend a lot of time with the guys in the locker room and the showers and I’ve felt my body to respond enough to know that I want to be with a guy.” He replied, no heat in his voice but even more surprised by his query when Ben admitted that he had been dating a guy in London. “I’m sorry you had to leave.” He replied softly, smiling when he said that he had met a bunch of cool people, made seven friends on the paper staff…he liked him. Ben leaned in for a soft kiss, and Ridley was amazed that he wanted to kiss him. “Ben…you barely know me.” He said, blushing lightly, wanting another kiss but the other boy got shifty and saying he should go. “You don’t have to go- I just want us to get to know each other better before I start saying anything. There’s no denying I’m attracted to you, but I take relationships seriously, so I won’t rush things.”

Ben felt awkward. " yeah umm sorry I should go just forget about the kiss." He bumbled and got up and clumsily made his way out the house and in the car and sped off quickly. He could believe it. How could he get things so wrong in his head. Ben got back to his house and flopped down on his bed and reached into his pocket for his cellphone except it wasn't there. It was on the table at Ridleys house. " shit." He mumbled to himself and covered his face with a pillow day one and already he fucked up

September||young ren

“I dont have a date.” He chuckled. “Besides I think the only thing Im looking forward to is my first Halloween in the usa. You guys are more into it then us brits.” He said and sipped his lemonade. “Might try and coerce  my brother to come out with me but he is at his video game stage so ill probably go alone. do you guys have Christmas balls and things like that over here?” He asked and then smiled apologetically “God i must sound like a Martian.”he mumbled. “not making a good impression here am i.” He said with a small smile. “I  usually mumble shit when its someone i like so..” He stared down at his drink embarrassed and expecting the i like you as a friend reply.

“Well there’s still plenty of time you know.” Ridley teased lightly, sipping on his lemonade, smiling wide when he said that he was looking forward to Halloween the most. “If you don’t get him to get out, maybe you should come by here on halloween- its my birthday too.” He said, blushing a little at slipping that in. “You don’t sound like a Martian- you sound like you have a different culture which you do since you’re not from the US.” He replied, giving him a soft smile, eyebrows going up when he said he tends to mumble when he’s around someone he likes. “I think…its a little early for you to like me, you probably only know what others have told you about me…but I think you’re pretty cute and I’d like to get to know you more.” He said, reaching out and taking his hand and giving it a squeeze. “The rumors aren’t true by the way. I don’t sleep around- I’ve only ever been intimate with one person and she was my girlfriend for two years- and I don’t know what else you’ve heard. I am bisexual- but like I’ve said I’ve only ever been with my ex-girlfriend Katherine.”

" so how do you know if your bisexual if you have only been with a girl.. I mean it's one thing to say someone is attractive but it another to sleep with them."Ben said with a small smile. "I dated a guy back in London before I moved here." He said placing his drink down. " then I moved here." He said with a small sigh. " I've met some cool people today and have seven new friends on the paper. But I like you. " he said and looked at Ridley and lent in a kissed him lightly. " i mean I really like you.. " he gazed into his eyes and wondered if he actually stood a chance. " I er..should go." He said feeling he had crossed the line.

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“ what about when you would have a baseball game I would come and sit with all the girlfriends and they would love me because I would camp it up a bit for them.” He said in a camp voice then laughed. “ and I would get all hot and bothered watching you in your kit.” He chuckled. “ then afterwards we would go into the city with fake ids thanks to yours truly and my artistic flare.” He giggled and pulled the covers over them more like it was a secret. “ then I’d get us a cheap hotel and tell my folks I’m doing a all night study session at the museum when really I would be making love to you slowly after dancing the night away at some gay bar.” Ben smiled. “ it would have been awesome.”

Ridley smiled at the thought of Ben in the stands with all of the other partners, the women happy to have him within their midsts, how he would get all hot and bothered at the sight of him in his uniform. “I’m going to have to join some pick-up league aren’t I?” He said, realizing that Ben really had a thing for him in the uniform. He had to giggle softly when Ben pulled the covers up over them like they were sharing a secret when he said that they would get fake IDs, rent a cheap hotel and have a night in the city where they were playing at proper adults. “It really would’ve been but I guess we’re together now and we don’t have to sneak about and use fake IDs- we can go out to a gay bar and make love slowly now.”

Ben smiled " was that an offer mister gray?" He teased and kissed him slowly as he moved his cock to Ridleys entrance to tease him. "Me and you in some hotel.. Hot and sweaty and moaning as I fuck you slowly so you feel every inch of me." He breathed and then pulled away with a smirk " but we gotta walk the dog now so unless you wanna ride me I suggest we get dressed. " Ben said as he stood up " you could easily suck me off from where your laying if I stand a little closer ." He grinned.

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“ you would be flaunting the fact you are with the exchange student.” He chuckled and kissed him slowly “ making out in the back of the cinema would be awesome on a date. I would pick you up go to the cinema then park up at some place where everyone goes to make out and then get steamy Windows before dropping you home… Then I’d climb up the side of the house and climb into bed with you and make out a little more before having to hide under your bed as your brother or mom walks in.” He laughed

“Oh hell yes. Everyone would be after you- hot and British and a gentleman.” Ridley murmured, before Ben kissed him quiet for a long moment. Ridley smiled at the idea of them going to see a cheap movie to make out in the dark before they went up to make- out point, before dropping him off and sneaking into his room. “My mom…would definitely kick you out, Will might let you stay but it would come with blackmail I’m sure.” He said, using his leg to pull him in closer, taking advantage of Kal being content elsewhere while he could.

" what about when you would have a baseball game I would come and sit with all the girlfriends and they would love me because I would camp it up a bit for them." He said in a camp voice then laughed. " and I would get all hot and bothered watching you in your kit." He chuckled. " then afterwards we would go into the city with fake ids thanks to yours truly and my artistic flare." He giggled and pulled the covers over them more like it was a secret. " then I'd get us a cheap hotel and tell my folks I'm doing a all night study session at the museum when really I would be making love to you slowly after dancing the night away at some gay bar." Ben smiled. " it would have been awesome."

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“ or the library.” He grinned and kissed his neck as he began to run up against him “ the silence and the smell of the old books and you in a uniform.” Bens voice turned into a growl. “ God I would make you sore.” He murmured nipping at Ridleys collarbone. “ and since I’m older I’d walk you home to make sure you got home safely and when no one would be watching I’d hold your hand or find some wood to take you in to make out.” He blushed and littered Ridleys chest with kisses.

“The library definitely works…” Ridley answered, moaning softly as he started to rock his hips against him gently. “Always with the uniform….” He said teasingly, thinking that he would definitely have to dig up more photos and maybe even get another uniform. He moaned when he said he’d make him sore and nip at his collarbone, then that he would walk him home because he was little older, saying if no one was watching he would hold his hand, maybe find woods to make out in. “Why are we hiding exactly?” He murmured, humming as Ben pressed kisses along his chest. “If you were mine, I’d be flaunting it.”

" you would be flaunting the fact you are with the exchange student." He chuckled and kissed him slowly " making out in the back of the cinema would be awesome on a date. I would pick you up go to the cinema then park up at some place where everyone goes to make out and then get steamy Windows before dropping you home... Then I'd climb up the side of the house and climb into bed with you and make out a little more before having to hide under your bed as your brother or mom walks in." He laughed

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“ yeah that would probably be it then I’d probably drop my pen and see if you would bend over to pick it up so I could stare at your ass.” He laughed and then nudged Ridley “ hey… I’m good at batting…I’m always on top.” He teased rolling Ridley onto his back and kissing him slowly, focusing on pressing his body against Ridley to keep him warm. “ imagine if we have had swim classes… Me in tiny speedos? ” he laughed loudly and trailed his hand down Ridleys other leg to wrap it round him. “ you know I’d fondle you underwater if we were dating on the sly at school.” He giggled.

“I would most definitely bend over to pick it up.” Ridley murmured, laughing at the image that conjured. Would he have noticed that Ben was checking him out? How oblivious would he have been and how subtle would Ben have been? “Being on the team isn’t just about batting mister.” He replied, teasing softly, raising an eyebrow when Ben rolled him over and pressed him onto the mattress, keeping each other warm. “Oh my god, you in a tiny speedo is something I would LOVE to see.” He murmured, only half joking. “Pretty sure there are better places for you to fondle me than underwater…like in the locker room or the showers or in the rest room.”

" or the library." He grinned and kissed his neck as he began to run up against him " the silence and the smell of the old books and you in a uniform." Bens voice turned into a growl. " God I would make you sore." He murmured nipping at Ridleys collarbone. " and since I'm older I'd walk you home to make sure you got home safely and when no one would be watching I'd hold your hand or find some wood to take you in to make out." He blushed and littered Ridleys chest with kisses.

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“ I bet all the girls fancied you.” Ben said and moved his hand down to wrap Ridleys leg around him. “ if I had been in your class I would have probably watched you shower. ” he said with a laugh and then kissed him. “ I would have made up some excuse that I needed help with baseball practice and then when we showered I’d slyly look at your perfect ass.” He grinned. “ then I would keep making up excuses to see you. I’d be on the school paper and you would be in a musical and I’d demand the teacher to let me interview you alone.”

Ridley blushed when he said he bet all the girls fancied him- “I won’t deny hat- and you know about Katherine.” He said with a little grin, letting Ben adjust his legs, drawing him in closer. “Oh is that so? Naughty you…” He murmured, thinking about a young Ben, switching around his schedule so they had gym together just so they could shower together- Ben offered a different idea, that he would have to be part of baseball practice. “Be our bat boy?” He said with a soft laugh, thinking that his last idea was probably best and/or most likely. “Well I did have a major role in each production…you would have plenty of reasons to do that.”

" yeah that would probably be it then I'd probably drop my pen and see if you would bend over to pick it up so I could stare at your ass." He laughed and then nudged Ridley " hey... I'm good at batting...I'm always on top." He teased rolling Ridley onto his back and kissing him slowly, focusing on pressing his body against Ridley to keep him warm. " imagine if we have had swim classes... Me in tiny speedos? " he laughed loudly and trailed his hand down Ridleys other leg to wrap it round him. " you know I'd fondle you underwater if we were dating on the sly at school." He giggled.

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“ I think I have something long and thick that could keep you by my side. That and the fact I’m in love with you.” He smiled gently and kissed humans then hummed “have you ever been to Scotland ?” He asked and snuggled closer. “ it’s so quiet and peaceful there and so is jersey. My mother is from jersey.” He said and his smile faded slightly. He missed his mother. Shaking it off Ben kissed Ridley and grinned “ what’s your part of New York like ? Is it close to the city ?”

“Both are definitely vital tools in keeping me by your side.” He said with a soft laugh, kissing him gently, shaking his head when he asked about Scotland. “If I was making a trip to that far, it would be to England.” He said with a soft laugh, gazing at him when he told him his mother was fro Jersey. “I didn’t know that.” He said, cupping his cheek lightly when his face fell a little. He was sure that he would see her again soon. “No, I wouldn’t say its close. I mean its not horribly far- about an hour and a half- but its not like a quick trip kinda thing. Its a nice place to grow up though. Not too small but not huge- didn’t stop from every high schooler from hating it and wishing they could just live in the city.”

" I bet all the girls fancied you." Ben said and moved his hand down to wrap Ridleys leg around him. " if I had been in your class I would have probably watched you shower. " he said with a laugh and then kissed him. " I would have made up some excuse that I needed help with baseball practice and then when we showered I'd slyly look at your perfect ass." He grinned. " then I would keep making up excuses to see you. I'd be on the school paper and you would be in a musical and I'd demand the teacher to let me interview you alone."

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“ imagine if we did go.” I’d take you to a show and then stay at an amazing hotel then we could go and visit my parents and we could go sightseeing on a red bus and walk Round Big Ben.“ He smiled and kissed his nose “if I could get us there right now where would you first?” He asked with a small smile. Ben stroked Ridleys back listening intently to him and kept him close. “ what if there is a better looking guy then me over there ? We all have these accents I could lose you.” He murmured “ I guess I’d have to persuade you to stay.” He breathed and nibbled on Ridleys earlobe.

“That sounds like an amazing trip Handsome.” Ridley replied, wrinkling his nose gently when he kissed it softly. “Where would I go first? Oh god…um the palace perhaps? Or the London Eye? It’s hard to pick.” He murmured, being soothed by Ben’s hand on his back, there were just too many places to pick from. He raised an eyebrow when he asked what if there was a better looking guy- they all had accents there. “Not going to happen.” He murmured, humming when Ben nibbled on an earlobe, saying he’d had to persuade him to stay. “I love you, you really don’t have to persuade me- but I appreciate any gestures.” He teased lightly. 

“ I think I have something long and thick that could keep you by my side. That and the fact I’m in love with you.” He smiled gently and kissed him then hummed “have you ever been to Scotland ?” He asked and snuggled closer. “ it’s so quiet and peaceful there and so is jersey. My mother is from jersey.” He said and his smile faded slightly. He missed his mother. Shaking it off Ben kissed Ridley and grinned “ what’s your part of New York like ? Is it close to the city ?”

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“ ahh yes my flash of brown. I used to get people staring at it when I was a kid but then people started finding it attractive so I accepted it and it’s part of me.” He shrugged and smiled “ you like my accent do you? What about when I say words like pleasure.” He murmured in Ridleys ear as he emphasised on the last word in a gravelly posh whisper. “ sometimes I miss London they have an amazing restaurant in Mayfair.” He said with a sad sigh.

“Its a very unique feature. Your eyes are gorgeous as is and the little brown fleck just makes them entirely unique to you.” Ridley replied, gently tracing his fingertips along his forehead and temples. He laughed softly when Ben rhetorically asked about his accent and then he shivered gently when Ben whispered pleasure in his ear. That just wasn’t fair. He felt bad when ben admitted that he missed London- “We’ll be there soon.” He replied, smiling softly, imagining for a moment what life might be like if they had a house there, slightly embarrassed that he was picturing a future with him already.

" imagine if we did go." I'd take you to a show and then stay at an amazing hotel then we could go and visit my parents and we could go sightseeing on a red bus and walk Round Big Ben." He smiled and kissed his nose "if I could get us there right now where would you first?" He asked with a small smile. Ben stroked Ridleys back listening intently to him and kept him close. " what if there is a better looking guy then me over there ? We all have these accents I could lose you." He murmured " I guess I'd have to persuade you to stay." He breathed and nibbled on Ridleys earlobe.

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“ wanna come for a walk with me and my boy? There’s a nice Italian place down on the boardwalk which accept dogs so I could take you for lunch if you like ? ” he said and kissed him slowly “ but first I just wanna lay here with you… I have to say you smell amazing has someone been using my coconut shower gel?” He asked and kissed his nose “ makes me want to lick you all over.” He chuckled and stroked his hair from his face “ just in case you don’t already know.. You have the sexiest smile I have ever seen and those innocent blue eyes make me so hot for you.” He whispered and kissed Ridleys neck.

“That sounds lovely Handsome.” Ridley replied, smiling softly before Ben kissed him long and slow. When they parted, he said that he wanted to just lay there with him for a bit, blushing lightly when he said he smelt good, finally commenting on the fact that he had used his shower gel. “Thought you would like that I smelt like yours.” He murmured, grinning a his comment about licking hm, only smiling wider when he said he had the sexiest smile and more innocent eyes. “Your accent makes me weak you know- and your eyes…I love that they’re different.”

" ahh yes my flash of brown. I used to get people staring at it when I was a kid but then people started finding it attractive so I accepted it and it's part of me." He shrugged and smiled " you like my accent do you? What about when I say words like pleasure." He murmured in Ridleys ear as he emphasised on the last word in a gravelly posh whisper. " sometimes I miss London they have an amazing restaurant in Mayfair." He said with a sad sigh.

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“ together?” He asked and began to suck hard and fast as he pushed his finger deep inside him. Ben felt Ridleys lips around him and groaned before becoming weak and helpless and coming in Ridleys mouth. He moaned and tasted Ridley. Ben licked and lapped it up before pulling away and looking at him. “ fuck..” He panted “ that was amazing.” He shuffled back up to face Ridley and smiled “ can I hold you now ? ” he asked gently.

“Yeah…” Ridley moaned, both of them taking each other back into their mouths, groaning as Ben pushed his finger in deep. He brushed over his prostate and he moaned louder, playing with balls more to give him that little extra. After a moment longer and he felt Ben come in his mouth and he found his own release, both of them swallowing down every drop until they were too sensitive and pulled away from each other. He was still breathing a little heavy when Ben said that was amazing and he offered him a smile before he shuffled up and around again, asking to hold him. “Of course.” He said with a grin, before snuggling in close to him, head resting on his chest to listen to his heart beating. “We can’t stay for too long cause you know who has to get his walk in soon.” He murmured, though he just shuffled in closer.

" wanna come for a walk with me and my boy? There's a nice Italian place down on the boardwalk which accept dogs so I could take you for lunch if you like ? " he said and kissed him slowly " but first I just wanna lay here with you... I have to say you smell amazing has someone been using my coconut shower gel?" He asked and kissed his nose " makes me want to lick you all over." He chuckled and stroked his hair from his face " just in case you don't already know.. You have the sexiest smile I have ever seen and those innocent blue eyes make me so hot for you." He whispered and kissed Ridleys neck.