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Snape sucked then he died.

Yah I mean I go back and forth shipping Jily, starbucks, prongsfoot and wolfstarbuck so it’s not like I’m a monogamouse shipper or any thing. lol! But I think I’d probably flip those ships cause I’m a whore for lots of ust and angst and all that good stuff.

So like yah Sirius is Harry’s godfather and all and I’ll always headcanon he was mad in love with James and it was unrequited cause like i said I’m an angst and ust whore and I love breaking my heart like that. So that ship has so much potential cause if Sirius loved James where do you go with that? 

I love the idea of Sirius still pining for James all those years and in Azkaban blaming himself for how he died. So then he meets Harry and he looks so much like James it hurts. But he’s his godfather and he so wants to take care of this boy who reminds him so much of James cause if he feels he failed to protect his bestfriend/love of his life then he can have a second chance by stepping in and caring for James’ son.

But like Harry gets older ya know? And the older he gets and more time Sirius gets to know him it’s like sometimes he could almost believe James never died and he’s right there but then he makes eye contact with Harry and there’s Lily’s eyes and the illusion is broken and Sirius feels the sharp stab of losing James all over again.

Like I could hardcore headcanon that some of why Sirius gets so weird in OOTP is that he’s seeing so much of James in Harry and trying to deal with that when he knows Harry isn’t James he’s James and Lily’s son and both his only real connection to his friend now and a reminder of his unrequited love for him.

And then something changes and Sirius stops trying to see James in Harry and he just sees Harry someday in some better Au where JKR doesn’t have to kill every person in Harry’s life that doesn’t abuse him and Harry can see it in Sirius’s eyes what he’s been waiting for and knows that Sirius is seeing him and the love in his eyes is for him and not his father and just...

yah I have feels for that ship.

I hated Remus and Tonks so any ship that isn’t that could be better (unless its with the greasy bastard snivlley) but I always lowkey go between Remus loving Sirius who loves James or Remus loving Lily but being to loyal to James to ever say anything so then Hermione comes along and she’s so much like Lily and so that’s all it takes. Plus it’s better than him and Tonks and her and Ron. 

Lol! Ron sucks. I really do hate his character (sorry if you like him but I don’t) and I just think JKR could have done better for Hermione than him when all he ever did was whine, get jealous of everyone and need to be saved. I even like Hermione more with Draco than Ron.

Anywayzzz

My mom is a selfish bitch. 

There I said it.

She married my dad when she was 16 and my dad 25 with her parents permission. My dad is a good man. Always has been. He did everything for her and he would do anything for us. He made sure she always had everything she could ever want. Like her parents loved my dad and gave their blessing right away. And they weren’t wrong. My dad spoiled me and my sis all our lives and we do really well.

Like really well. My dad has a lot of property in the part of Texas I’m at and we’re basically me and my sis I mean gonna be rich bitches just from inheriting it all. Lol! But some months back my mom comes out and says she plans to leave my dad.Just like that. No reason for it. Just she’s done and that she regretted marrying him at the age she did and wants to leave him and do her own thing or whatever. 

if that was it then fine. Whatever. She wants to split and go find herself cause of some life crisis that would be her business but she’s pushing for a lot of alimony and trying to guilt my dad into giving it to her. Saying he owes her. That she gave up her life to young and that cause she never worked dad owes her for lack of experience. 

Like? 

Bitch you never worked cause you never wanted to and you fucking know you liked your comfort and the most expensive of everything and dad always gave it to her.

Short story is if dad were to pay out in alimony what she’s trying to get it would mean he’d have to sell the house we have now and a bunch of other shit and it would take away from my inheritance. My mom is so selfish she doesn’t even care about that and has the nerve to ask me to side with her.

My dad was a goddamn hard working man who was always the best husband to her and a good father and he never asked anything more from us than just what you’d expect from any parent. I was counting on my share of things cause I never had any interest in going to collage and instead have been working on my music. 

Of course my sister went off to some collage and ever since she likes to think she’s some enlightened woman and is trying to make this a feminist issue when it isn’t. So she just adds to the family drama and cause she thinks she gets woke points defending my mom they both just gang up on my dad like he’s the devil when HE DID NOTHIGN WRONG.

Also I think maybe mom has someone else and if I find out she’s doing all this cause she wants to whore around I’m taking her to court myself cause fuck her and fuck her selfishness.

1. I look a bit like Emily Kinney. Blond. Slim. All that.

2. I can sing.

3. I’m a tough girl who doesn’t let myself be pushed around.

4. I’m creative.

James Potter didn’t die when trying to stop Voldemort. Somehow he manages to live. Lily’s protection for Harry held but the WW all think he’s dead courtesy of Dumbledore. He’s able to confirm Sirius was framed and he and Remus work to make that right. They know Voldemort will return and when he does........

The Marauders will be there.