dean girl, obviously

exactly

Supernatural 14x17, Game Night

     i  could  still  dream  ,  even  in  hell  .     

But you convinced me to let go.

4x10 Heaven and Hell, Pamela

4x10 Heaven and Hell, Dean Winchester pt3

DEAN Whoa, whoa, whoa. Okay, I know she's wiretapping your angel chats or whatever, but it's no reason to gank her. URIEL Don't worry. I'll kill her gentle. DEAN You're some heartless sons of bitches, you know that? CASTIEL As a matter of fact, we are.

4x10 Heaven and Hell, Sam and Dean pt1

DEAN It wasn't four months, you know. SAM What? DEAN It was four months up here, but down there... I don't know. Time's different. It was more like 40 years. SAM My God.

DEAN They, uh... They sliced and carved and tore at me in ways that you... Until there was nothing left. And then, suddenly... I would be whole again... like magic... just so they could start in all over. And Alastair... at the end of every day... every one... he would come over. And he would make me an offer. To take me off the rack... if I put souls on... if I started the torturing. And every day, I told him to stick it where the sun shines. For 30 years, I told him. But then I couldn't do it anymore, Sammy. I couldn't. And I got off that rack. God help me, I got right off it, and I started ripping them apart. I lost count of how many souls. The -- the things that I did to them. SAM Dean... Dean, look, you held out for 30 years. That's longer than anyone would have. DEAN How I feel... This... inside me... I wish I couldn't feel anything, Sammy. I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing.

DEAN You're stealing my best line.

DEAN I'm sorry. SAM Why? ANNA Because they gave him a choice. They either kill me... or kill you. I know how their minds work. ANNA kisses DEAN ANNA You did the best you could. I forgive you.

DEAN What do you care? You're junkless down there, right? Like a Ken doll? URIEL Ooh. Well, it's your last chance. Give us the girl, or -- DEAN Or what? What, you're gonna toss me back in the hole? You're bluffing. URIEL Try me. This is a whole lot bigger than the plans we got for you, Dean. You can be replaced. DEAN What the hell? Go ahead and do it. URIEL You're just crazy enough to go, aren't you? DEAN What can I say? I don't break easy. URIEL Oh, yes... you do. You just got to know where to apply the right pressure.

4x10 Heaven and Hell, Everyone pt2

4x10 Heaven and Hell, Details pt2