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yeah im kind of chopped

am I Too Young To Start Drinking

this has been the closest i have come to relapsing since august if there was anything sharp in that bathroom i would be bleeding out on the floor right now

i want to be held or i want someone to get me out of here i cqnt be here anymore i dont want to be here please

i want to be back at roxys house and i want to be back with gabby fully like lying on me and i want to be anywhere but here but im stuck inthis fucking house and i can hear them laughing downstairs and i want them gone or i want to be gone i dont want to be here anymore i dont want to be here i want to go home this isnt home right now i dont know what this is

i dont want to die but like life doesnt feel like its all it could be rn

lowkey why would he when theres obviously someone better idk😳.

im not really good enough i think thats the problem

i think he hates me and wants me dead

im like actually going to vomit

ouch ☹️☹️

wait we have

guy who has ocd says h thinks i have ocd i dont think i have ocd i am pretty entirely neurotypical i just word vomit too much

i hate you

no one is up amd i dont want to get up i think thqt is good cuz i lowkey lied in my notes post there is a sharp thing in my closet and it is looking at me like it wants me rifhr now