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Kissing is intimacy

Orgasmic scratching is intimacy

Biting and sucking is intimacy

You vibe with a man so well. Vibe was immediate from conversation, stimulating both your minds. You say to yourself this is a one time thing and two month later youre having make up sex and hes apologizing with his strokes. You're trying your hardest not to fall for it but he keeps slow stroking you into submission.

Eating you so good that you fall into the alluring vibrations of his moans hitting your clit.

He munching so good you damn near chuckle at the sound of a dog drinking water knowing its him. He's savoring every moan he hear coming from my mouth .every shake. Every squirt.

Grabbing his hair every time he flicks you with his tongue making your squirm and beg for more but plead for him to stop.

Ever had a man just put the tip in from behind and you cum immediately?

Ever had a man hit the back wall from behind you dont know whether you going or coming. Ever had a man digs you out so good while your legs are on his shoulder.

You're moaning

Hes grunting

You're Cummings from hearing his grunts

Ever had a man who equally enjoys you sucking his dick. The touch of your lips send him to a spiral spiritual awaking. Yell out the lord's son but Allah is who he knows. You deep throat so good he confess to missing you.

So you smile. You smile with the taste of his velvet shaft on your tongue. You smile and slowly engulf his dick until its deep in your throat. Moving up in down at the same pace? Ever had him confess you take his pain away you're his safe space as you speed up the pace? Ever made him shoot a blank and keep going until you taste him.

You know its too good when you suck him so good that your throat get comfortable.

You know its good when you running from that mouth everytime

You know its good when you wake up wanting to suck his dick like a candy straw.

You know its too good when you glad protection is used a little too good and you still feel that vein.

You know its good when he lap you up like a dog drinking out of a bowl.

You know its good when you thinking of it 24/7.

Like I don't think people understand. I'm five years deep and I haven't seen hin in two months. He wants to good for me....

But he need him to be good for him

How can you want to take care of me when you're not taking care of yourself. It will be a domino effect of negativity that doesn't need to be set.

So being in love with a man that is so very attractive but cannot see it is weird because I know he is jr going anywhere yet he is co sisterly thinking men are looking st me.

No I'm not their type. If I was...they aren't mine.

When he face times (during work hours...) my ck workers are surprised of how handsome he is. It's because I'm the lesser looking. It's ok because even though I'm a gargoyle tot hem. I'm a damsel in distress to him. I'm the person he gives his confessions too. I'm the one who he see when he closes his eyes I'm the siren he hears everything he hears me moan. I'm his and he does for me.

I need to accept it.

An ugly chick believes she doesn't deserve love.

Doesn't deserve the jealous argument

Doesn't deserve the make up kisses

Doesn't deserved to be talked through it.

Me: idk but I be doing it

Marlon Wayans auditioned for Robin and did make the cut. I wonder if he did would have been more like time drake or dick grayson.

Jason Todd is a reach

Eve was african

I was once a Barbara. Fighting for the affection, of a Tyrone.

A ni...man that meant no good. Im sure I was on that list. Yup,

-rocks back and forth on the stool-

Yup no good at all, and that LIST! Might I add I'm sure there were about... mmmm

-scrunches face trying to remember-

3 Kim's? A Toya, a katrina...a girl name cookie...anyway. She was my Sherly and we loved our tyrone. From what I saw he called her Renee. Loved her down to the BONE.

Now here I am BARBARA

-points to myself-

BARBARA

-looks at crowd-

GIVING DAT NEGRO THE SUCK OF HIS LIFE EEVERY NIGHT. I mean sucking the smallest of marrow out of the littlest of the bone.

AND tyrone worried about Sherly.

Now I won't go on a long story so i will speed this up.

-points to someone in the crowd-

Fast forward 6 years old. We both left his ass alone.

Spoke to him recently. He's still in the same spot. ...heard sherly Is married and pregnant. What she begged him for.

Now me all I asked for was communication, quality time and to be loved more if not just as much as I do them.

Sherly got her ending and I'm getting mine

We weren't the problem. We were just insecure.

Thank you for my Ted talk.

-drops mic-

I wonder if she showed him the ring...